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Well I love fish. so I wrote up lore for the fish in my aquarium, came up with characters for them and gradually began to draw a design for them and I think I'm becoming obsessed.
The name of this fish is Gege! This is an albino labeo, but genetically modified, which is why it is pink. 🐞🐞🐞
AND I ALSO HAVE A PHOTO OF THEM
Gege really loves this lair...
Naturesoul/naturanimae
Here are all informations about alterhuman term naturesoul (or naturanimae). I hope this term will become one of the official alterhuman terms, along with flag and symbol, will appear in alterhuman and otherkin wikis one day and will help those who can't really identify with all these terms that already exist. If you can reblog this post or share with others, I would be really grateful, I hope more beings will recognize this and there will be beings that identify as naturesoul. :)
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Definition:
Naturesoul or naturanimae (from latin: naturae = nature + animae = soul, can be translated as "natural soul") is alterhuman term (label) for souls who can't feel full connection with their physical bodies.
Soul is primordial/basic living being that is in every physical creature, soul is that living being, with personality and memories, and creatures are physical bodies in different shapes, they can't live without souls, but souls can live without physical body. There is one soul in one body.
Naturesoul identify as souls in human bodies, not humans, they are aware of being just souls and because of that they can't identify as any other beings. They feel disconnection with current physical incarnation and can see it as "clothes" for soul, they can see possibility in being in any body, as any physical creature, physical form isn't that important, or they can prefer some specific body or parts from other physical creatures which they like or they were in previous incarnation (similar to otherlink, but they still not identify as that creature, they still identify as souls). Can also feel spiritual connection between them and nature, their beliefs can be connected to nature and feels as part of nature. In the same time they can partially identify with any creature's characteristics from their previous incarnations in which they felt good, for example as soul they can feel connection with cats (similar to otherhearted), they also can miss qualities they had in previous incarnations such as flying (bird incarnation) or walking on four legs etc. So they can feel some connection in different ways with their previous incarnation.
Contrary to popular belief that soul has no gender, naturesoul can identify with any gender identities (because of previous incarnations or experiences), but agender and gender neutral can be frequent, can use any pronouns. They can experiencing dysphoria because of disconnection with human body or any gender identities they feel, also can be genitalfluid/sexfluid which can be related with seeying their body just as "clothes". Naturesoul can be any sexuality and romantic orientation.
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Important note:
Naturesoul can feel connection with creatures from their previous incarnations, they can miss some characteristics and qualities of creatures they were in the past, they even can have their own preferences about what body they want to have, but they can't identify in the same time as any other creatures. Naturesoul can't be combined with other alterhuman terms, this is separate identity which, due to its specificity, doesn't allow you to identify with something else at the same time. If someone identify with something else and at the same time feels spiritual identity, it's probably soulkin, not naturesoul.
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Symbol:
・Original - Harmonia mundi (from latin: harmony of the world):
Dot in the central part represents Mother Earth and the energy of life and creation, everything has that energy.
Pentagram represents the elements and nature.
Small drops coming from arms of the pentagram represent that everything has the same beginning and is created from the same energy.
Long drops represent souls, like a circle in a pentacle, they represent the harmony of nature, they are connected with it and are part of it.
The whole harmonia mundi symbol represents world's structure and roots of souls, from dot to drop. Also represents close and spiritual connection with nature and being part of it.
・Alternative - Pentacle:
Represents close and spiritual connection with nature and being part of nature, it's also symbol of nature.
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Flag:
White (and light grey*) represents soul and primordial/basic living being.
Blue, green and brown (shades*) represents colors of nature, sky, plants and soil.
Black (and dark grey*) represents human body/physical incarnation and humans' distance from nature.
Distance between white (and light grey*) and black (and dark grey*) stripes represents disconnection between soul and human body/physical incarnation.
* in alternative version
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Some of my personal thoughts about naturesoul, why I'm soul and how I see world as soul you can find here.
Art for one girl from tik tok by her AU
chat I have something to ask you
POLL TIME!!!!
NEW POLL WITH NEW OPTIONS THAT PEOPLE SUGGESTED!!!
THE HUMANITY POLL!!! -- how do YOU feel about yourself and your humanity (or lack there of)?
chat I have something to ask you
POLL TIME!!!!
B33 < i find it so silly that people are like "RAHHHH YOUHAVE TO QUESTION IF YOURE NON HUMAN IN GREAT CARE AND SO SO SO SO MUCH THOUGHT HAS TO BE PUT INTO THIS" like.... not all non human identities will be forever ? identity is pretty fluid, its not surprising that a kid whos an alterhuman right now might have their identity fade later. just let kids be kids ?? if theyre "wrong" its not the end of the world ?? and plus they might be their identity now, and perhaps a different one later !! identity dosent have to stick forever !! if the label fits you right now, use it. dont spend hours questioning and questioning if deep down you believe you are that identity !! (this goes for lgbtqia2s+ as well but thats not really the point of this post !!) anyways, end of story, dont force pressure onto kids and dont force kids to figure out their identity/shove their identity into a little solid box that can never change, kids arent supposed to be forced to deal with things like that
:33 < yaknow what ??
B33 < shout out to the fictionkins (and all under that umbrella) who absolutely hate their source
:33 < shout out to the fictionkins who dont even know anything about their source but just saw them and was like "thats me"
:33 < because theres no right way to be an alterhuman. if you are, you simply are and nothing can change that
:33 < youre allowed to hate your source. youre allowed to not know it or even look into it. just be your true and honest self !!
B33 < and by the way, this refers to all under the umbrella. flickers, hearted, quoian, ect
OTHERHUMAN / NONHUMAN ASK GAME !!
wanted to make something that you guys can get to know me with — if others would like to make this their own or participate in it, they can as well ! :D
🪱 1. names & pronouns ?
🪲 2. favorite animal ?
🌊 3. best kind of weather ?
🍄 4. favorite landscape / biome ?
🌳 5. do you have gear ?
🐬 6. do you do quadrobics ?
🌾 7. how often do you connect with nature ?
🌱 8. how often do you phase into the mindset of your animal types ?
🌧️ 9. do you have any alterhuman friends ?
🍂 10. favorite kind of music ?
🌹 11. what are your animal types ?
🦋 12. how do you connect to your species ?
🐥 13. have you told anyone about your nonhumanity ?
🌵 14. what are your beliefs ?
🪺 15. favorite way to pass the time ?
☀️ 16. how many terms / identities to being something other than human do you have ?
🪵 17. do you enjoy being nonhuman ?
🦚 18. favorite time of day ?
🍁 19. favorite food ?
💐 20. what is a random fun fact about you ?
I wanna talk about the terms/identities I use for my alterhuman/nonhuman identities.
Alterhuman: I use this term as an overall and kinda a specific identity. It's like the way I use queer for myself.
Nonhuman: Same as alterhuman but more specific on the fact that I am not human. The only thing "human" about "me" is the body that I am in.
Therian: I haven't really been using this term for a while. No real reason just prefer the 2 mentioned before. I still use the symbol for this though [can't remember what it's called rn]
Otherkin: I think the only things I use from this would be calling them kintypes other than that I don't use this term. No real reason other than alterhuman and nonhuman feel better to me.
Fictionkin/Ockin: Putting these together cause all I have are ockins so far. I do use these terms but not as often as the first 2 terms/identities.
I can't think of any other terms or identities I use at this point, will update this post if I think of anymore. I'll probably try and make it clear what is the original and what would be an update.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/it)
[Trying out it/its pronouns, this is the best place for me to do it. Cause I don't want it to be in a negative way, I want it to be positive, and I feel like here is the best place for that.]
Update that's probably long overdue. The memorial/funeral already happened. There were a lot of people there, so at least I know my cousin was loved and did love a lot.
Shit still sucks, I have recently dropped or been dropped from all but one class [I had three], so that's great [/sarcastic]. I am really starting to wondering if college is right for me, I will definitely be taking at least one term off and if I go back to college it will probably be a different one so I can pretty much have a fresh start. I luckily don't need a college degree to do what I want to do, which is to become a dog trainer specializing in service dogs.
I also need to try and work on getting myself a service dog, which I believe I mentioned a while ago. Motivation is so hard to find to do shit so I can actually live a somewhat "normal" life.
Sorry about the rant, life just kinda sucks rn. But there's also good shit. This is just about the bad shit rn.
Something good is I'll be going to see that side of my family again soon for a barbecue [is that spelled right? I have a specific learning disability (what it is listed as on my paperwork, lol)] so that'll be fun.
I'll actually be able to talk to my queer cousin about shit again, lol. My father and brother in this life are homophobic and transphobic and shit so that's not fun, but I do have an old cousin who is queer that I love hanging out with and wish I could hang out with more. As well as my younger cousin [who was the son of my cousin who died], he's cool to hang out with as well, lol.
My older cousin streams, but I don't know if I should say their username or not. I'll not say it for now at least.
Hope ya'll are having good days and shit! :3c
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/it mainly)
Edit: I forgot tags
[TW: Death and shit that comes with that, idk maybe more? If you find any more things that should be in this trigger warning pls tell me.]
Also, shit is happening in my life rn. I recently [on September 11th] lost my cousin, she died and we aren't sure how exactly yet. So, yeah. Death is fucking weird and I don't think I process it normally (AuDHD). So I may end up not posting for a while or might end up posting like every day.
Just sharing so ya'll know what's going on if I disappear for a while [even though I would likely do that even without this shit happening].
We aren't sure when the funeral thing is happening yet, I slightly hope it's soon so I can see my family, I don't live by that side of the family, sadly. Probably gonna end up missing like a day of college, but whatever, my family [my pack] is more important to me.
My cousin left behind a son. He is a kid. He's younger than I was when my mom in this life died. [I was like 16 when that happened, and I won't be sharing how old my 2nd cousin is]. So I really wanna see that side of my family, so I can try and be there for him. He's gonna need people there for him, and if I could without getting in trouble, I would drop out of college rn to be around him while he is going through this. (Protective wolf/dog instincts?)
There's just a lot of shit going on rn with my life, I wish it would stop for a bit.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/xe/ze) :((
[We is referring to my family, btw]
[Not alterhuman/nonhuman related]
I'm 19 years old. I'm going to go trick or treating. I don't care that I'm an adult. When I was younger, I had issues with trick or treating cause I was a scared pup so I have only really been going trick or treating properly in the last like 4 or 5 years, a little before COVID time. So let me have my fun.
Also, if anyone says anything about my scared past self, listen I was a young pup and was very terrified of scary things, I am still not entirely into scary things, some I like more than others, and there is nothing wrong with that.
Be yourself and do what you want to do as long as no one gets hurt.
if a teenager is at your door and they are wearing a costume!! please give them candy!! they are still in it for the halloween spirit and it honestly no different from a little kid in a costume. they are just as excited and happy as all the other lil tykes and dont you dare tell them they are “too old for trick-or-treating” because that will literally break their hearts and that’s not cool.