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✧･ﾟ: ･ 𝔡𝔬𝔫'𝔱 𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔴𝔢 𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔡𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔦 𝔯𝔢𝔪𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔶 𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔞𝔦𝔯 ⋆·˚ ༘ *

girlblogger albums <3 *not mine!*

in the valley of the dolls we sleep ♡⋆ ˚｡ ⋆

We all will be grave neighbors 🎀

where i will be laid to rest . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

           𐙚 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑢𝑔𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑐𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑖‎‎𝑛 𐙚

Mother

𝘏𝘪𝘪 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘴!! <3

I'm new to tumblr, so here's a little bit about me and my account!

I'm 18!

I love listening to Ethel Cain and Nicole dollanganger! I also love the small town gothic and cutecore/pastel aesthetic >_<

I'm using this safe space to vent my deepest thoughts.

This is a safe space for everyone! ( homophobic, transphobic and racist ppl dni.)

that's all!! I hope you all have a wonderful morning/night!

Ethel Cain saved me. ♡

I stay here rotting in bed, waiting for you. You promised you would eventually come back and we can finally be together. My heart hurts so much at thoughts of you never coming back..

I think I'm starting to realize that I'll never truly feel better again. Every day it just gets so much worse. I try to think of a time when I was happy and everything was okay, but there was never a day in my life when I truly smiled and said I was perfectly happy. I thought running away from home would help the terrible memories disappear but...maybe the trauma of it all is catching up to me. Do people truly recover from the horrible things they had to go through? Will I ever feel better? Sometimes I don't want to get better. Talking to people about how sad I feel makes things worse because I know they can't save me. They can't help me. Only I can save myself but I'm scared that'll never happen.

I love rainy days, it feels like the angels are crying with me. ♡

It hurts knowing that the person you love doesn't adore you as much as you adore them. I know this will break my heart in the end, I already feel myself starting to spiral into a web of lies and broken promises. I'm a girl who feels too much. I feel so much pain in my heart every day, but I also feel so much love. My whole life I've always wanted the love I saw in fairytales. Where the prince saves the princess and takes her far, far away. Then they both live happily ever after. Now I do anything for love. The little girl I once was feels so sad. She just wants to be loved. I want to be loved, not lusted.

God please help me, I don't think I can bare all this heartbreak alone. I pray and wish for it to get better but it never does. The older I get, the worse it'll be. I feel so alone in this room. I don't want to feel so sad anymore. God please save me so I can be with all the angels and you for eternity.

i was perfect.

i need a masc girlfriend RIGHT NOW

with my best friend tonight xx