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I really enjoy this picture! Btw I made a speedpaint here: https://youtu.be/TXSUAwfRAc8
It’s my other wife...my babe...she deserved better. She’s in ice coffee.
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I put all my mers together to make it easier for everyone! I really enjoyed this series :D
Sayori | Yuri | Monika | Natsuki
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wanted to draw Cup mers again bc I liked it and they’re really cute, so here’s Monika!
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Sorry It’s been so long since I posted art! I just got back from vacation, so I figured I’d draw a cute monika in beach clothes ^^ I also drew a Yuri that should be coming out soon.
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Redbubble launch!
Hey! Guess what! I finally got- a Redbubble :D It took a while- mostly because Redbubble would never cooperate with me- But Now you can get some cute merch from me!
Are you my nerdy friend who wants a pillow of Natsuki? You can get one of those.
You want Monika to judge you for your weeb art? You can do that!
You want Sayori to know the horrible horrible things you look up? You can get this tablet cover.
Take a look if you want :D All my DDLC Cup Mermaids are on there right now.
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Naughty panty version of the nurse angel Monika, my personal favorite version ;>>>>
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First Post yippee! Finally mustered the courage for that. I made this illustration of monika from ddlc. I'm still new to digital art and I really hope I improve. All in all it was a neat experience :)
DDLC (Doki Doki Literature Club) Masterlist
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Monika:
Nothing yet
Sayori:
Nothing yet
Yuri:
Nothing yet
Natsuki:
Nothing yet
Who up Justing they Monika rn
This is a redraw of something I drew like 6 years ago (under the cut to save space & bc its painful to look at)
(Scribbled out my old deviantart username for privacy). Atleast then I had the balls to attempt to draw her hands, I'll give myself credit for that
ITS THE ANNIVERSARY OF DDLC I NEED TO DRAW SMTH FOR IT RAHHHH‼️‼️
Monika graphic
DAY 05 of @cherhonor 's event! “I would sacrifice the world for you” OR “I would sacrifice you for the world” ♡ or ⟳ ++ cred to use please!! psd by pinkmiku
so what if i said im exetremely time blind and thought it was the 5th day on day 3 and then when i realized i got so discouraged i jsut stopped editing for the event? sorry dude..
This a 1000% reminds me of the “it’s not like I like you” matsuri animations from 2018
KITEYS
Couldn't decide what to make natsuki so I just did both ideas (serval and pallas's cat) Also sayori is a snow leopard, yuri is a tiger, and moika is a gougar :D
I do have some commissions open so if you like my silly style or are interested in an icon/bust in my normal style please check it out in my bio and pinned post :] I would really appreciate any support rn thankyou!!
I did another dumb text post edit ??? Enjoy I guess
DDLC x Omori (I am proud of this)
"i really, loved the literature club."
id like to think after monikas "deleted" this is how it feels to look back on everything that happened; she has a guilty conscience once she realizes how far everything got taken, and how bad it really was.
ᵐᵒⁿⁱᵏᵃ ᵍᵉᵗˢ ˢᵒ ᵐⁱˢˢ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳⁱᶻᵉᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗⁱᵐᵉˢ ⁱᵗ ᴴᵁᴿᵀˢ :⁽ ˢʰᵉˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵃⁿ ᵉᵛⁱˡ ʸᵃⁿᵈᵉʳᵉ
I cried so hard again😭😭😭😭😭😭 You my dude,have a bright future with THAT big brains 😁
I cannot sleep so here I am ranting about why Monika is so tragic and that her realization towards the end of DDLC was absolutely perfect.
To start things off, Monika had ZERO idea about the real world outside of her world until the player joined her game, her world. The whole dating simulator could not have started without player because player was the trigger that activated the game to be set into motion. While everything was set into motion, Monika could have suddenly been hit with an odd feeling, a feeling and presence that she had never sensed before. Hell, she could’ve felt that peculiarity exactly when you download Doki Doki Literature Club. It was that moment that her conflict between herself, her world, and our world began.
So many people hate Monika for what she did to the other club members Sayori, Yuri, and Natsuki. However, in a way this can be justified if we just take a look into Monika’s thought process.
The simplest way to describe Monika’s predicament would be to call it an existential crisis. Once she realizes that the player is different from everything around her as in terms of genuineness, how real player feels compared to everything else around her, she begins to question the events that happened prior. She questions everything, including her closest friends who are presumably her club. She then doubts all the happiness and care and love that the other three girls have shown her all this time. In her eyes, all the work she put into everything she did, from creating the Literature Club, to literally navigating her own person to become the popular athletic lovable girl became… insignificant. And it is detrimental when someone starts to think that everything they’ve worked for has been for nothing. She’s no longer happy, in fact she hates everything around her because it only reminds her of the storm that is thundering inside of her. She sees nothing the same anymore, and now she is desperate for a solution. That solution sparks within her when she realizes that, unlike everything else in her reality, she has power.
Monika decides to use that power to obtain something she has never had before… something real. When the game begins, it clicks in her mind that the player is indeed real unlike her world. Desperate for a sense of true humanity, true love, true happiness, and true purpose, Monika tampers with the game script to make everything go her way. Now these are the horrific, infamous events that occur in DDLC.
Perhaps if Monika were in a better mental state, no one would have been treated so violently. But because of her crisis, she felt hatred towards her entire world. In fact, she could have been the most malicious and emotional towards the girls who she thought were her truest friends because she feels as if it’s their fault that her reality hurts so much. In her desperation, she justifies her own actions in those moments because she knows that none of them are truly real and that they don’t actually feel pain unlike she can. Plus, her actions led to you finally noticing her, which is what she needed in order to get a grasp of the reality she wanted anyway.
During the climax, she’s actually happy to be in your presence. She fell in love with you out of the desperation of wanting something real. Monika became attached to you, and saw you as the only thing that can make her feel any real emotion, love, and happiness. It was her own desperation that led to her demise. Unfortunately, she was forced to face the consequences of what she did to her world. The player never asked for anything that Monika did, you only wanted to play a cutesy video game. The way she twisted it was so psychotic, and Monika couldn’t even see that.
It was only when you deleted her that she finally realized her wrongdoings. She also realized that she’ll never truly fit in anywhere. If she were to stay in DDLC, she would only feel empty inside and starving for something more. If she were to be a part of our reality, she would realize that she can never be considered human because in our world, she would instead be considered artificial intelligence (AI). When she accepts her fate, it is out of the sadness of knowing that she can never be happy anywhere. That’s why she is not present during the final scenes of the game.
That is until Monika deletes the game as a whole. Her character file was deleted, but somehow that artificial intelligence managed to stick around and cling onto Sayori. With that remaining self-awareness, Monika was able to manifest herself onto that for a final chance of redemption. Her life within the game flashes before her eyes, every memory and every core event that happened seems to be rushing back. The ways that she hurt her friends immediately occurs in her mind, and it’s that guilt that makes her strive to make it up to them, even if they weren’t truly real. As if wanting to protect her friends from the realization that she had, Monika decides to do one last thing before she “dies”. As if it were some sort of way to let her friends be released from DDLC peacefully, she deletes everything. The world, her school, her club, her dearest friends. She gave herself up in order to protect the things she truly loved in her life. She truly loved her friends, even if they weren’t real, because they had stuck with her all this time, way before player joined. Those were the purest forms of love that she felt, and it must’ve been sad for her to realize that.
Monika’s final send off, “Your Reality”, acts sort of like a reflection of herself and mainly a final display to the player, you, that she did have humanity within her. You can tell by the piano, her voice, and her lyrics that the song is completely genuine and from the bottom of her heart. She wants DDLC to end on a good note because 1) Monika never had that chance to end like that herself, and 2) She doesn’t want you to be upset, she wants you to be happy because she truly did love you. She doesn’t want you or anyone else to go through the same thing she did, and I think that is fricking raw.
If you made it to the end of this rant, damn. I’d like to hear your thoughts and opinions about Monika’s while arc. Thanks for reading haha <3
Could you a ddlc headcanons what it’s like to be dating them in the beginning of the relationship with the reader?
DDLC x reader beginning relationships headcanons
not my best work, but I'm straight out of a long hiatus so what can I say lol
Monika
- She'd open up weirdly fast??? Like, she acts as if you've been together for a year lmfao
- Takes you to all of her piano recitals. Sometimes she sneaks small, loving glances into the crowd, looking for your approval.
- yyeeeeaaaaaaa, prepare to be indoctrinated into the literature club.
- Parades you around school happily, like "Hey everyone! Look who I pulled!"
- Free tutoring, piano lessons, and poetry I guess! She's a liiittttllleee too interested in showing you everything she likes.
- Late nights spent in the empty club room, looking over homework and reading poetry is her idea of relaxing.
Sayori
- Honestly, I feel like it wouldn't be that different.
- I mean, you guys have been friends for so long, so it's only natural!
- You two are already used to physical touch n stuff, so kissing comes pretty quick.
- Get ready for as much PDA as you're comfortable with! clingy ass
- She's always hanging on you in some way,, PLEASE give her attention.
- You lying on her lap while she writes is, like, a dream for her.
Yuri
- She would definitely take a while to open up.
- She’s still pretty shy around you, dating or not, but that’s just how she is lmfao
- Eventually, she’ll get used to the idea of being in a relationship, making dates and affection a regular thing.
- You're the ONLY person she's ever taken to a bookstore,, like she usually does that shit herself.
- Horror movies. HORROR MOVIES. And if you're scared, she'll hold you the whole way through <33
- She loves going to coffee shops with you in the morning SO muchhhh,,
Natsuki
- Similar to Yuri, she doesn’t let her guard down for a while.
- Would probably make you little snacks. Not full blown meals like she would make later in your relationship, but this is just her warming up to the idea.
- Bake with her and she’ll warm up like 10x faster. Like her heart will MELT.
- It’ll take a long time for her to open up about her home life.
- Sorry, but you're not gonna be able to come over to her house- hope you like hosting!
- Cuddling and reading manga,,, hhnngggg