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lee minho x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay, swearing
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
note: this is my first smau so I'm excited to be stepping into unknown territory as a writer. this series is inspired by @hyuuukais "sunshine and strawberries" series, and I definitely recommend giving the series a read!
bonkers | strays
one - considering murder two - not so great first impressions three - holy shit (w) four - i'm gonna kill you five - hey six - new friend seven - studio lovers eight - sunshine (w) nine - bros before hoes ten - what does he know eleven - she's a bitch twelve - the fall festival (w) thirteen - yujin ON MAIN??? fourteen - instagram fifteen - what actually happened sixteen - bye-bye mid-terms seventeen - second times a charm (w) eighteen - the plot thickens (w)
two - not so great first impressions

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay, swearing
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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three - holy shit

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lee minho x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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she missed this feeling.
the moving rainbow lights, music that reverberated in her chest, and the mindless sway of bodies.
no one was anyone.
it was her heaven.
she smiled as hayoon squeezed her waist, making a kissy face at her friend as they swayed in unison. dahee and yuijin were right next to them, the two of them all but grinding on each other to the hyuna song playing. running her manicured fingers through her hair as she tilted her head back, letting hayoon's hands on her waist dictate their movement.
"I love this song!" yuijin yelled into some guy's ear, the shots they took earlier clearly hitting her.
"I love you!" an equally drunk dahee yelled back.
eva let out a genuine laugh at her friends' antics, the melodic noise counteracting the blaring base.
across the club, felix and his friends had just gotten their drinks from the bar, snagging a table near the dance floor.
"this place is cool!" jeongin said, looking around the place in awe.
"I know right! it's been open for like two years." hyunjin said, already grooving to the music, "Finish your drinks so we can dance!"
only a few obliged his request, including felix himself. he and hyunjin had been here many times before, so navigating the sea of bodies was easy. felix brought jisung into the mix with them by the hand, letting go once they found a spot to dance.
the beat shifted to something faster, and Felix lost himself in the rapid movements of the people dancing around him, letting it all take hold of him.
his eyes moved to hyunjin, who was dancing with a pretty brunette in a dazzling silver top and black pants.
he's fine
his eyes moved to jisung, making sure his other friend was okay. he nearly elbowed the person next to him.
jisung was dancing with eva, and the pair were quite handsy with one another, jisung's hands tight on her waist and her head cocked back on his shoulder.
he shouldn't be surprised. jisung did say his goal was to get a pretty girl's number tonight. and he wouldn't be able to recognize her from lunch earlier in the week, seeing as she ran away to the bathroom before he even was her face.
didn't make it any less weird for him.
unable to relax to the music anymore, he tried to move through the crowd towards the pair but found himself unable to move around the grinding bodies around him.
he'd find the pair later before it went any farther, hopefully.


four - i'm gonna kill you

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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five - hey

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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six - new friend

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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seven - studio lovers

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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eight - sunshine

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
note: content warning!!! - discussions of abandonment, hints at domestic abuse
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A few minutes later, Eva found herself gently knocking on the door to Felix's dorm. Anxiously fidgeting with her rings, she waited for the door to open.
The door did open, but it was an unfamiliar face at the other end.
"Hi- um, are you Hyunjin? I'm here for Felix."
"That's me," The taller boy smiled, "Come in."
Eva stepped into the dorm and was instantly surprised by the aesthetic and cleanliness of the room. The small living space containing a simple kitchenette and couch was decorated in a soft, cozy vibe, with various paintings hanging on the walls.
"His door is the one with the ivy on it," Hyunjin said, gesturing to one of the three doors attached to the small main room. "If you two need anything let me know."
"Thanks..." Eva awkwardly said, kicking off her boots and heading to Felix's bedroom.
Gently rapping on the door, she leaned on it.
"Lixie? It's me, Eva."
There was all the way, and then the door slowly opened.
Eva was about to complain about almost falling but stopped when she caught sight of her younger cousin. The hood of his jumper was pulled all-the-way up, obscuring some of his face. She hadn't seen him this sad since they were young when she was saying goodbye to them at the airport.
"Thanks," Felix said quietly, as she entered the room and closed the door behind her.
All the lights were off in the bedroom, but even in the dark she could see the clean and cozy decoration of the main room carried into Felix's bedroom.
Eva followed Felix to the bed, pulling him into a hug once they were seated.
"What's up?" She asked softly, squeezing him gently.
He pulled her closer, burying himself in her hold, head on her shoulder, as if he was trying to make himself as small as possible.
"Do you wanna lay down and cuddle?"
He nodded his head against her skin, "Hold me?"
Slowly, as it was more difficult while she was still hugging him, she shuffled back on the bed until she was against the headboard. She spread her legs wider on the bed before slowly pulling a stray blanket over-top of the two of them.
He shifted, so that he was laying in between her legs but left one leg sprawled over hers at an odd angle, arms tight around her waist. His hood had fallen off in their shifting, so she began gently combing through his hair, smiling softly to herself as he hummed against her skin.
They laid in silence for awhile before Felix finally spoke again, "Why'd you leave?"
"You know that already, my father couldn't stand Sydney after my mom died."
"No, why did you leave. You stopped talking to us completely after two years and never answered anyone's mail or phone calls. I love having you back, Ev, butit'ss been seven years since any of us heard from you. I didn't even know that you were studying dance or were attending University?"
She bit her lip, holding him a little tighter.
"I didn't have control of the situation, Lix."
"You reached out to my mom over Facebook, you could've done that years ago."
"I couldn't have, Lix."
"It's easy-"
"It wasn't!"
She hated that she raised her voice to Felix, body instantly tensing.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have raised my voice, please forgive me."
"You don't have to apologize," Felix said, finally looking up at her and moving away from her shoulder. "I just want to know why you abandoned us."
"You remember my dad?" Eva said, her voice quiet and meek.
"Overprotective and a little weird, but other than that he's alright?" Felix said, "Why do you ask?"
"He's- he wasn't like that after we moved. I don't know what happened after my mom died, but he... he changed." Eva said, "Overprotective is sugar-coating for what he was like."
"Was? Is he-"
"Dead? Yeah."
"What? How? Why?"
She curled up, avoiding her gaze as tears began to form.
"We-, it was normal-" Her voice broke as she was overcome with the need to hide, "Forget I said anything-"
"No." Felix pulled out of her hold, sitting up and cupping her face so she looked up at him. "Eva, what happened."
"He found my acceptance letter for Seoul Arts, and when we were in the car, he-" She sniffled, "He confronted me about it. He's usually mad, but was furious- about me breaking his rules. He took his hand off the wheel to-"
She cut herself off, pulling out of Felix's hold to curl away, out of view. But he was faster, gently tugging on her shoulders to pull her closer. She allowed it, curling into him and trying to focus on his heartbeat, his warmth, anything but what her brain was conjuring.
"He didn't see the car coming his way. T-Bone, on his side. Killed him."
She was so cold in his hold, so small and so scared.
"After all these years, he seemed invincible. In one moment he's threatening to leave me stranded on the side of the road, and next he's dead. He's gone yet I can't forget him, can't forget it."
"Did- does my mom know?"
"Yeah. My only emergency contact was him, but your mom was the witness on my birth certificate. They called her."
"Ev, I'm sorry what happened to you. I wish-"
"You wouldn't have been able to do anything. He had years to poison you guys in my mind, I only started unlearning when I went to university."
"But I could've been there for you."
"Lix, he had me on lockdown. I didn't even know you guys had been trying to reach me. We moved from Madríd after six months. Anything you would've sent would go to someone else."
"Nothing was ever returned to us."
"That's a question for a dead man then."
"Among many."
The two cousins sat in silence, holding one another as they cried, the world outside the cozy dark room forgotten.


nine - bros before hoes

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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ten - what does he know

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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eleven - she's a bitch

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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twelve - the fall festival

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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Eva was breathless as she left the stage, slightly sweaty but thankfully out of her performance clothing. Her arms were linked with Hayoon's, and Minho was on her other side.
Thankfully not linking arms with her.
As reached the bottom of the stairs, Eva went rigid at a loud squeal and sudden sound of cheers.
Waiting at the bottom of the stairs for the dance group were the other two bitches, along with the rest of Felix's friends along with her cousin in all his smiley glory.
Eva was promptly yanked out of Hayoon's hold, and lifted in the air.
"Aw! You did so good, I'm so proud of you!"
The rest of the group watched in amusement and shock as Felix (who was slightly shorter than Eva to begin with) swiftly picked Eva up and began squeezing the ever-living crap out of the elder.
"Felix."
"I'm so proud of you."
Chan couldn't hold back his laughter at Eva's complete deadpan while Felix continued to treat her like a personal teddy bear.
"Felix."
"You did amazing."
"Alright Felix, you might make her pass out if you keep squeezing them." Chan said, stepping forward.
Felix reluctantly set Eva down, pouting the whole time.
"Finally! Let me congratulate my bitch!"
Several of the guys looked over at Yujin's loud outburst, as she took Felix's place to smoother Eva. Instead of pulling her into a bone-crushing hug, she loudly kissed Eva on the cheek and spanked her on the ass.
Eva full-on ignored some the guys surprised faces, accepting Yujin's affections.
"Thank you for watching, Jinnie."
Dahee didn't make herself known by a loud outburst, instead coming over and giving her a kiss on the cheek after congratulating Hayoon already.
She turned to look at Chan and a still pouting Felix, eyes looking over the rest of Felix's friends. There was Seungmin who was watching everything with some sort of mischievous amusement on his face, Jisung who was watching everything was complete shock on his face, two guys she didn't know yet who were both speaking with Minho who had stepped away from her and Hayoon, and Hyunjin who was staring right at her in surprise.
Or rather, at Yujin.
"Club boy????" Yujin suddenly blurted, having noticed Hyunjin staring at her.
Her outburst caught everyone's attentions, and Eva got one glance at her cousin before he burst into giggles.
"Oh my god." Hyunjin said, completely stunned, before he rounded on Felix. "You knew this whole time that she was one of Eva's friends!?!"
It was Yujin's turn to round on Eva, suddenly looking more furious than her small frame afforded her.
"You knew club boy was Hyunjin!?!"
Eva grinned, shrugging slightly.
"We figured it would be better if you met in person."
==
The large group continued to wander the Festival as they waited for the time for 3RACHA to go backstage. Eva watched in amusement as Yujin, who was never shy, become a ball of nerves around Hyunjin, the two of them walking at the back of the group together. It was only her, Chan, and Minho at the back of the group, her walking between the two guys.
"How are you enjoying Seoul, Eva?" Chan asked suddenly, breaking the silence between the three oldest.
"It's nice. I haven't seen much to be totally honest, but its good. A lot colder than Madríd though." Eva hummed, sipping on her boba happily.
"You've been here for over a month though, haven't you been out?" Minho asked.
"With the exception of the club-" There was a brief pause where Eva diverted her eye-contact from Minho. "-and the mall, the only time I've been somewhere other than campus or my apartment is when Felix drags me somewhere."
"That's a shame, you should get out more often," Chan said.
"Hayoon's been very vocal in making me aware." Eva sighed, looking up at her friend who was engaged in a very (playfully) heated conversation with Seungmin. Knowing her, it had to do with literary takes or movies.
"What did you like to do in your spare time in Madríd?" Minho prompted, making Eva's head turn back to (finally) look at him.
I didn't particularly have any spare time...
"I was pretty much in the dance studio non-stop to be totally honest..." Eva sheepishly admitted. "I went clubbing quite a bit to be totally honest... But I did go for walks around the city a lot and feed stray cats I came along! Neither of those are exactly hobbies, but I can't think of much else that I did."
"Those are past-times." Chan said, "I can tell you enjoy clubbing."
Eva ignored the playful wink that Chan sent her.
"I suppose you and Minho have more in common than I thought."
Eva tilted her head slightly, and Chan held back a grin at how Minho suddenly completely avoided eye-contact with either of them.
"Well, I knew that you both practically live at the studio. I can't call that out since I know I'm the same, but Minho goes to the park a lot to feed cats."
"Right, you have three cats?"
"I do."
"Huh..."
I didn't think we had much in common to be totally honest...
thirteen - yujin ON MAIN???

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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fourteen - instagram

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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fifteen - what actually happened

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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sixteen - bye-bye mid-terms

| WORD OF YOUR BODY
lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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seventeen - second times a charm

lee minho x fem!oc | hyunjin x fem!oc
tags: Uni!Au, smau, pining, eventual smut, drugs, descriptions of past violence, people are complicated and that's okay
Felix remembered the Eva of nine years ago, when he saw her off at the airport. Overjoyed at the prospect of seeing his cousin again has made his friends curious about the mysterious cousin. Even more so when she's nothing like he described.
Eva remembers Felix, the only cousin close to her in age, who lit up every room he stepped into. He's the only thing that doesn't hurt about her family anymore. And he's still the same as he was nine years ago, like he had been frozen in time. She's not.
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She had felt his eyes on her the whole night, from the moment she and the other girls walked into his, Changbin, and Chan's apartment; to the moment she got into one of the two large cabs they called.
"I haven't said it already, but you look absolutely amazing," Jisung said, leaning over slightly to whisper it into her ear.
Eva had sat closest to the car door, so only Jisung was sitting next to her, but she didn't keep her attention on the younger guy. Raising a practiced brow, pulling away from her conversation with Chan for a moment, she turned to look at him.
Their faces were close, so close, and Eva had to keep herself from smirking at the way he flushed ever so slightly. One small jostle from the car and they'd be locking lips.
"Thank you Jisung." Eva said, "You look good as well, planning on hooking tonight?"
Jisung thankfully leaned back a little bit, smiling a little at her.
"I am. Are you?"
Eva smiled back at him finally, even if the smile was a bit wicked.
"What do you think?"
Chan watched his two younger friends interaction with a discerning eye, able to hear the flirtatious attempts from Jisung but unable to hear the last thing that Jisung said to Eva before the car pulled to a stop in front of the club.
Eva found herself latching onto the words Jisung whispered to her, even as she danced with Dahee and Felix.
How could she not? How he kept his eyes on her, even from the bar where he sat with Jeongin and Seungmin.
You know, Minho loves leather.
She was so wrapped up in Jisung's words and the sudden insatiable urge in her that she failed to notice the very man at the centre of her thoughts taking Felix's place as her dancing partner in an instant.
"You look beautiful..." He spoke into her ear, his words hidden from others due to the loud music of the club.
"I think you're selling yourself short, Minho."
He was positively delectable in the silken black shirt he wore. The slim fit of his black trousers highlighted his agile body, and the smallest trace of glitter he had dabbed around the corner of his eyes caught the lights of the club at certain angles.
They only stayed on the dance floor for one song, before she tugged him off to the dance floor and led him to the bar.
"Do you want something to drink?" She asked, looking up at him.
"Not particularly, I think I had enough in whatever Jisung made back at the apartment." Minho said, before pointing out an empty table, "Want to rest for a bit?"
"Please."
The silence that oft settled between them fell once more, blanketing her in its comfortable nature. She found herself stealing his job, watching his every move as he gently led her to the table, keeping a hand turned out slightly to her and making sure the crowd didn't separate them.
A sudden surge of bodies in their direction had her grasping his upturned hand and pulling herself closer to him, close enough that she could now walk beside him.
"Good?"
"Good."
Silence settled as they reached the table, and Eva let out a soft moan of relief when her mostly bare back touched the cold cement of the walls.
She didn't notice the way Minho shifted slightly closer at the sound leaving her mouth.
Her eyes stayed shut, focusing on the cold against her skin. From behind her eyelids, she could imagine the way Minho was looking at her right now.
"Why keep your eyes closed?" Came his low voice.
"Thinking."
"Thinking about what."
She opened her eyes a little, meeting his eyes for the first time in a while.
"I thinking about how scared I am. Scared that I'm going to mess whatever this is up." She said slowly. "I'm scared how much I like you."
"If you're scared I'm Hyunjin in a haunted house."
A bittersweet smile broke out on her face, "Not that time, Min."
"I'm sorry, I'm deflecting."
He took a half-step closer to her, his frame obscuring her view of the swarm of dancing bodies as he settled right next to her. She could feel his warm breath on her face slightly.
"What I'm trying to say is that I'm scared shitless, Eva. But I'll be damned if I don't say something because you are doing something to me right now."
She smiled coyly at him, "Hopefully not just right now?"
"All the time, both in the way right now and just in the normal way too."
A small, but genuine smile, fastened itself on her face, permanently etched there as she let a content humm.
You know, Minho likes leather.
"I've been told you like leather." She offered, her tone turning coy.
"What-"
"Jisung told me."
"Fuck- he's not wrong." There was something so damn attractive about the way he pushed his dark hair back. "I'm so close to fucking you in the shitty neon bathroom but I don't wanna put you through that again."
"It's not the act, Minho—I've done it countless times—it's the public nature of it. That's the one thing I can't handle."
"So you're saying that if we ditched our friends right now and went back to the comfort of a real bed you'd let me ruin you?"
She was pretty sure she'd let him do anything he wanted right now because god was he effervescent.
"My place preferably," She attempted to offer in a coy manner. "I know Yujin's going home with Hyunjin tonight."
"Fuck you don't have to tell me twice, princess."
The cab ride back to her and Yujin's dorm was a silent one, full of tension and longing. She felt as if the hand on her thigh would etch itself into the very fibre of her being.
His eyes barely scanned the surroundings of their common area when they stepped into the two girls' dorm. When she pushed open a door covered in a brick decal, he let himself admire her bedroom as she guided him inside.
It was both cozy and cluttered, with a large tapestry covering the ceiling, and strip lights hidden somewhere closer to the floor to illuminate the room from below. The queen bed was tucked into the corner and covered by a very pretty chunky knit blanket and countless soft-looking pillows. A beat-up record player sat on a crate placed upright, and the box for a microwave sat next to it, filled with records. A couple of empty bottles of alcohol were seated on the dresser, and an almost confusing amount of unlit candles were placed around the room.
Her interior decorating choices aside, his attention still remained focused on her, watching as she pushed him gently into sitting on the edge of the bed as she stepped away and shrugged off the cropped leather jacket that did little for coverage or warmth.
It didn't matter much, she'd have his warmth enveloping her very essence soon. For now, he seemed content to sit on the bed and watch her with those heady eyes of his.
So she gave him a show, taking even more time to unbuckle all the straps that made up her top until she was completely topless. Her skirt and fishnets came off quicker, her heels already deposited in the main room when they came in along with his shoes and jacket.
She felt no shame or embarrassment in sitting herself down on his lap, completely nude save for the thick leather collar adorning her neck, while he was still dressed. Her hands reached behind her neck to the hidden clasps holding it, intent on taking the collar off-
"Don't."
His eyes were deepened with lust, his voice soft yet rough as one warm hand splayed across her lower back, pulling her closer to him. The other hand reached up, a single digit coiling around the large metal loop affixed to the collar and tugging softly.
"Haven't you heard?"
She smiled innocently back at him, "It's the talk of the town."
His lips were hot against her, soft and pillowy yet entirely demanding. She made work of unbuttoning his shirt as his lips travelled downwards, leaving scarlet marks dotted across her skin. The sweet sound of her moans joined the soundscape as the hand that had been near her neck travelled to her cunt.
"Min-"
"Mmm, yeah?"
"Good, so good."
She had pulled his shirt out of his pants to unbutton the last buttons but succeeded in the effort as she slid the shirt off of his shoulders. He pulled away for just a moment to let her fully remove the shirt from him, watching as her eyes immediately began tracing every bit of skin and muscle. He pulled her back in for a tight kiss and her hands roamed his chest endlessly.
His breath hitched as her hand traced over the ancient scar across his stomach. Unknowingly he pulled back, startled in a way he couldn't explain.
"Minho?"
She was looking at him, with those eyes he adored, snapping him out of his mind.
"Sorry."
"Don't apologize," Eva murmured softly. "Put your hands on my back."
Without question, he did it. His hands found purchase once more on her lower back, right above the swell of her ass.
She smiled softly, "Higher."
His hands slowly traced higher, and then he was met with the familiar feeling of raised skin and pebbly scar tissue. He kept eye contact with her as his hands, splayed, mapped out the scar decorating her back.
It was large, so much bigger than his own. A jagged continuous line spanning from lower-mid back to just below her left shoulder. It was not singular, other smaller ones branched off from it but remained connected.
"How?"
She leaned forward a softly pecked him on the lips.
"That's a story for another time. One that calls for a lot of tears and Felix."
He nodded, still taking in the feeling of her raised skin against his hands.
"But we're here right now. Together."
His eyes focused back down to her body as she canted her hips forward slightly. A physical sensation to remind him of what was happening. It was like a switch flicked within him as he hungrily pulled her into him, rolling them over and causing her back to land against her soft blankets and sheets.
She looked up at him with awe and delight as he leaned over her, unable to not kiss his beautiful face. She watched him as he quickly discarded his pants, belt, and boxers almost effortlessly. Shameless in her admiring, she grinned in delight when she felt his skin against hers once more as he returned to make love to her unblemished skin.
"You're clean?" She asked as her hands slipped lower on his body.
"Yes. You?"
"Clean and with an IUD."
He hummed in response, grinning as he sucked a particular spot on her breast that made her whine. But she got her payback, causing him to groan against her skin as her hand found its desired target.
"Fuck-"
"Mmm, feel good?"
"Yes." He breathed, "Does this?"
Her toes curled against the blankets as he slipped two fingers to the knuckles into her soaked walls, curling them deliciously and making her whimper with passion.
"Yes-"
They were quickly lost to the throws of pleasure, chasing their lust and aiding one another to completion. Bodies were covered in light sheens of sweat as they smiled deeply and shared secretive kisses.
One of their hands clasped tightly together, lying next to her head. Her legs wrapped around his waist, an arm around his back leaving scratches in their wake. Moans were shared between hovering mouths as they spilled into and onto one another.
He admired her beauty as her manicured nails dug into his shoulder as she rode him at a tantalizing speed, breasts jiggling and the metal ring from his collar bouncing. She continued until she was spent, pulling two orgasms from him until they were simply too tired.
Softly pulling out of her and cleaning the both of them up gently before joining her under the covers and softly smiling against her skin.