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Hey guys.

I know I’m not a big creator so no one might care, but this is the original owner of this blog, Øzzy.

Tw: Illness, mentions of terminal illness, mental health, Hospitals

Recently, (meaning the past year) I’ve been getting weaker. I’ve been losing weight against my will, I’ve been vomiting a lot more than usual, and overall sick. I’ll be 15 in a few months, on February 24th, and every day I live my life thinking I won’t make it til then. It’s why only Henry has been active, because I genuinely can’t even get myself out of bed to look at my computer/phone. Cleaning and showering has become energy-consuming, school makes me sicker. Not only this, but I feel like something is deeply wrong. In the end, this blog may become mostly inactive. Henry has a job, and I’m so exhausted I barely want to finish this paragraph. I’ve attempted to combat my weakness by going to the gym, but I couldn’t once I got a cyst on the nerve of my foot. I was in a boot for weeks, in and out of hospitals, etc. My mental health has declined, specifically due to me getting weaker, and my memory has gone to shit. And before any of you tell me to tell my guardian, she’ll scold me for making it up.