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Hope For The Best

Maybe next school year I won’t have panic/anxiety attacks, mental break downs, or that my depression will no longer return. I really want my new school year to be different and I want to be happy.

I am having a mental break down, like I thought I had it all figured out: agender, apothisexual, demipanromantic, but what even is romantic attraction, like in voltron legendary defenders I'm like oh lance and keith that is romantic, but what makes it romantic, was my one crush platonic or romantic, am I actually a greyromantic, or an aromatic. What is the difference between romantic attraction and plantonic attraction? Why does the thought of dating someone kinda weird me out, mainly if I don't know them? I have only been confessed to twice and both times they were inappropriate jock boys, so I never had a chance to think if dating would be okay, though I guess I'm still young, but it is just confusing. Like how do I know? So many shows show it and it just seems so easily known, like Luz and Amity, Marinette and Adrien, or Charlie and Nick. I just wish I knew.