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hey cardiophiles! here's an audio I recorded recently that I wanted to share with you. <3
(I don't know if everything is alright with drive settings, let me know if you can't get access to the audio)
I wanted to try an experiment with my heart, I've been always told that my little organ is quite reactive, and I wanted to try some push ups and abs for ONLY a minute to find out my heart speed. It turned out to be SO. FAST. (I don't know the exact bpm tho, but it must be high) I was feeling my heart chambers opening and closing at the speed of a horse underneath my hand!!!! LUBDUB LUBDUB LUBDUB LUBDUB was all I could hear in my ears moving my whole body. Do you know this kind of strong heartbeat it almost affects your speech when you try to say a word? It was that kind. My breathing is also really heavy, I always feel like suffocating whenever I run feeling my heart pumping like crazy. 🥵 Around 1:00 aprox I laid down to feel my chest vibrating at each beat. It moved so clearly I could see my whole hand jumping up and down 😩 I was getting sssso turned on by it, fast heartbeats have something that I can't deal with 🙈 At the beginning of the recording you han hear some stomach growls too, and there's quite a lot of people who like it soooo, there you are ;) Also, towards the end I tried some breathplay, to add a little bit of extra spice to the situation, which caused a lot of sudden skips agggsjdvsh I love the sensation underneath my hand when you feel your heart is going to give out during this kind of pressure on it.
By the way, I don't own any stethoscopes :'( but I think the audio quality with my headphones is quite decent, isn't it?
Do you have any ideas on mind to try in my little pump? 🩺💓 She'll be happy when she reads your thoughts on this <3
I just had the craziest cardiophile déjà vu ever!!
okay so I came back to my hometown from a little break I took, and as soon as I got home I saw my little cousin playing with an old toy I used to play with when I was a child. He was running all around the house with a playmobil ambulance in his hands, with its little siren flickering fast. I just saw myself at his age playing with it, but in a cardiophile way instead... I remember it used to have a stethoscope for the doctors in a yellow emergency kit, also some rubber cables and masks for oxygen that you could switch on and off as you pleased. inside the ambulance there was a stretcher, and it actually had belts to tie your patient down!! I absolutely loved that part. my heart skipped a bit everytime omg. in fact, I remember having these kind of screens beside the stretcher showing heart rate, oxigen levels and blood pressure among others. You can't imagine how fun it was for my younger self to play with it, I didn't even know I was into cardiophillia then but I could play doctor with my toys for hours nonstop. OH WAIT THERE WAS AN ULTRASOUND TOO, with a blur image of a baby. it was from another set of toys, I don't remember much but I think it was from a vet? I'm not sure, I just remember using it in my cardiophile situations AHAHAH. No but seriously, let me tell you I was absolutely embarrassed every time anyone wanted to play doctors with me at that time, or even just watch me play! it just seemed so personal and private in some weird way to me at that moment. I would suddenly unplug every cable and steth attached to the toy's body just in case my parents came at the door. The thought gives me butterflies, I would immobilize my selected patient on the bed, tie them down as tight as I could and then stick all these little things in their plastic bodies, knowing they were gonna be monitored, and sometimes even practice some cpr and rescue breathing on the patient while they were being stethed. I imagined all kind of previous scenarios that wondered the question of "how did they get here?" or "what exactly made them end up like this?", and I just let my imagination take over. I'm realizing I was REALLY into this fetish and I just didn't know.
Anyway, just one more childhood cardiophillia memory... this should be a series ahahahaha