Kokonoi X You - Tumblr Posts
hi are you able to make a part two for this post? :0 if not that’s fine!! im in love with ur writing
Genre: Angst, Angst/No Comfort
Part Two of TR characters x estranged!reader
Included Characters: Ran, Kokonoi, Kazutora
⚠️TW/CW⚠️: pure angst, mentions of death, cursing, mentions/suggestions of suicide and attempted suicide, gaslighting, jealousy, mild injury, depression, self-harm in Kazutora’s part, manipulation, mentions of obsessions, trauma
A/N: Per-request, here is a part two of TR characters who are jealous with estranged!reader. Buckle up and get your tissues ready, this is gonna hurt you just as much as it hurt me 🥲 Enjoy!
Ran
“Seriously, y/n, you should go,” Rindou says softly, putting a hand on your shoulder to stop you from entering the club he and Ran owned. “No! Is Ran alright? I haven’t seen him in weeks and I’m worried sick!” you cry, trying to push past the younger Haitani, only for him to once again, gently pull you away from the club’s entrance by your shoulder. Frustrated, he grips your other shoulder, forcing you to still and face him, “y/n I know you're upset-” “I’m not!” you cut off. Rindou huffs before speaking up once again, “y/n I don’t want you to get hurt, please just go home and I can explain everything later.” “But, Rindou-” “God you’re so annoying,” a voice rings through the air, turning both yours and Rindou’s head to face the very root of the commotion between you two. Ran walks over to the two of you, gently patting Rindou on the shoulder to signal him to go back inside. Rindou’s grip tightens on your shoulder, hesitant to leave you to your demise, but he knew he couldn’t defy his brother. He lets go of you and walks back into the club. Gritting your teeth, you turn to Ran, “Ran, where have you been..,” you reach out to try to take his hand only for the dual-haired male to smack it away, “That’s none of your business.” “What?” Scoffing, he shakes his head before stepping closer to you, an unfamiliar anger radiates from him, an emotion that you’ve never seen directed at you before, “Are you fucking dumb or what? Can’t you see I don’t want you around anymore?” His words hurt, they hurt more than any stab wound or injury that could ever be inflicted on you. “Ran I…if there’s something I did wrong-” you were cut off with a slap to the face, the sudden action stinging your cheek raw. “I don’t want to see your pathetic face again. The only reason I was friends with you was because I felt sorry for you, but now I see why you didn’t have any in the first place.” That was all he said before walking off back into the brightly lit building, leaving you in the silence of the cold streets, with fresh wounds to mend all on your own.
That night you stayed awake thinking about Ran had said about being your friend out of pity and it broke your heart knowing damn well it was true
You never had any friends due to your reputation for being “clingy” and “two-faced smarty pants” so maybe that’s why Ran didn’t want to be around you anymore
When you would go to school, life was hell. Everyone would whisper rumors about what had happened between you and the older Haitani. “I heard they were fwb.” “He was probably friends with her because she’s the smartest student in the school.” “For someone so smart, she’s really dumb to associate with a Haitani!”
You barely ate or slept, obsessed with your studies and upholding the title of the “smartest student” because it was the only thing you had left.
Some days when you see Ran around in school, you feel angry at what he did to you, but would also feel jealous of the multiple friends he had around him wherever he went.
It was as if he was silently telling you, “You’ll always be nothing but know-it-all”
Sometimes Rindou would come by your house to tend to your health after seeing you lose so much weight and letting yourself go, but you’d make sure to lock your doors–and windows–so that you didn’t have to face him because of how stupid you felt after not listening to him.
If you had stayed home, if you had just listened to Rindou, would things have been different? Would you still have Ran as your only friend?
Kokonoi
“What are you doing?” I questioned Kokonoi. He grits his teeth, his eyes narrowing as he furrows his brows. Pouting, you take a seat across from him in the library, smirking at his attempts to try to ignore your presence. “For a gangster, you sure do act childish, Kokonoi,” you mock. Yet, Kokonoi remained focused on what he was reading. “What would Akane think of you now if she saw you living the life of a thug?” Slam! Slowly looking up from where his attention was focused, he finally greets your devious gaze with a murderous look. “What the hell do you want?” “It’s such a shame,” fauxed disappointment crosses your features, “you would’ve been quite the guy if you weren’t living the life of scum.” You calmly sigh as you pick up the book that your old friend had slammed on the table. Koko was livid, blood boiling and all, but he’d be damned if he lost his composure and gave you the satisfying humiliation you sought in him, “I could say the same about you. Despite being the top student at your school, you have the mind of scum yourself,” he remarks. Chuckling, you shake your head, “No wonder why Inupi hasn’t abandoned you yet.” Your face drops, dead eyes boring into Kokonoi, “You’re so pitiful, even for a money-making genius.” On the outside, it would seem as if your words bounced right off of the collected male. However, deep down, his heart was bleeding slowly as you ridiculed him and exploited his trauma for your own benefit. He refused to give in to your sadistic satisfactions. Stubborn as he may be, Koko could never ignore or refuse the pain that came with your sharp words.
You and Kokonoi had fallen out of touch after the death of your friend Akane, due to the fact that you blamed him for just rescuing Inui and not Akane.
Both of you were smart, and were complete geniuses when it came to making money. And, despite being on bad terms with each other, you both silently competed with one another as to who could earn more money when the opportunity arose.
And, sure, you highly disliked Koko for his obsessiveness with Akane, but what really topped it off was when he had dragged Inui into the life of delinquency with him.
Sometimes, you’d wonder if Koko only stayed with Inupi because he looked so much like his sister, slowly coming to the realization that he never moved on from Akane.
You would worry that he’d possibly get Inupi killed due to his stubbornness and obsession, so from then on you did everything in your power to stop his efforts of success, even if it meant holding Akane's death over his head.
Fun fact: Your just as obsessed with Inupi as Koko is
When you see Inupi around school, you try to turn him against Kokonoi and try to convince him to come back to school and quit living as a thug.
Kokonoi does the same, but tries to manipulate him into believing that he’ll help him revive the Black Dragons to the way they are again.
Kazutora
“I’ll kill him,” Kazutora mutters as he throws another dart at Mikey’s picture. Rolling your eyes, you continue to tend to your studies on the floor. “Could you keep it down, I’m trying to study.” A sigh escapes your lips as you witness yet another dart pierce the picture of the young gang leader in the photo. “What do you even have against Mikey, he knows you didn’t mean-” “How the hell would you know?!” he suddenly shouts, his shadow swallowing your small frame as he towers over you with a hateful aura. You keep calm, gently placing your things down as you stand up to challenge the duel- hair colored boy. “Because if he thought you did it on purpose, he would’ve killed you by now.” He scoffs, “So you're taking his side huh? What? You want me gone too?” he growled. “What? No! I’m just saying, you don’t have to resort to violence to solve your problems!” you shoot back. “If you just-” “NO!” his raised voice catches you off guard, completely freezing you in place. “Why the hell should I listen to you when you don’t even know what it’s like to be in my place?” he hisses, glaring daggers at your cowering figure. “You grew up with a fucking spoon on a fucking silver platter. Even now, you get anything and everything without having to fight or work for it.” Your lips trembled as tears threatened to spill from your eyes. “Kazutora…t-that’s not… ” “It is! You’re just a spoiled bitch that gets what she wants because you had friends to support you. You had parents to support you. But guess what, not everyone has the life you live, so don’t tell me how to deal with my problems when you've never been through your own. God, why does a girl like you even exist?” It was as if your whole world was shattering all at once. Why did he say that? Was it all really true? Warm streaks of tears cascaded down your face as you slowly broke down at your friend’s words. “Wow,” he scoffs, rolling his eyes, “what the fuck are you crying for? If you’re really this miserable over a few words, then why don’t you do the world a fucking favor and go die somewhere. The last thing someone wants is a crybaby goodie-two-shoes.” “Why, Kazutora?” you whimper, “why are you saying this, I didn’t mean to-” “Get out.” “W-what?” Growling, he grabs your wrist and pulls you toward the door of his house, “I said,” he throws you down on the concrete of his porch along with your things, “Get the hell out! Go away! Go kill yourself and leave me be!”
That day, you didn’t understand why Kazutora drove you away, but regardless it didn’t stop you from going into a depression.
No matter how much you tried to study to drive away your thoughts, it wouldn’t work.
You couldn’t sleep at night, feeling guilty about your upbringing and thinking how much Kazutora had suffered in his past as a kid, while you sat home with everything you needed while your parents took care of everything.
You developed the habit of often apologizing for things that weren’t your fault and your self-esteem had gone down a lot, so you were constantly putting yourself down.
You hadn’t seen Kazutora that much during school either, but he certainly saw you, as well as the way your other friends would crowd around you, asking about your day and how you were feeling and complimenting the newest clothes you were wearing. It made him more pissed off seeing how you had the life he never got to have and yet despite what you were feeling, you still had people to support you.
On rare occasions when you did see Kazutora around school, he’d insult you or flat out curse you out whenever you so much as looked at him. He hated you with a passion and the fact that you were seeking him out caused him to fester his hatred.
Eventually, he escalated to bullying you when it was clear you wouldn’t leave him alone and you’d just accept because you thought that you deserved it.
One day, Kazutora had ended up having a group of gang members beat you until sunrise and afterwards you went home and ended up cutting your wrists.
Your parents had to drive you to the hospital and when you had explained to them what happened and what you did, you never went back to school again and was homeschooled until further notice.
hii! I'm new to this platform and I haven't fully understood how it works yet... also, english is not my first language. but here are some headcanons <3
𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓
— Kokonoi Hajime in a relationship HCS ᡣ𐭩
When he realized he liked you it was an extremely strange moment for him. He spent years and years loving Akane and one day, after seeing your smile that he had already seen before, he thought about how you would be by his side in a romantic sense. He spent days locked in the house trying to understand why suddenly Akane was no longer in his thoughts when he thought about love, but you were there in her place
It often happens that we go out with Inui, all three of us together. Well, in that case forget about existing, he'll be with his best friend all the time. But if he sees you feeling really down about it, he'll make it up to you by holding your hand as he continues talking
Once we got together, he got it into his head that he had to give you something as gift at least once every 2 weeks. He has the money, so why not make yourself happy with what you like?
Precisely for the previous reason, it often happens that during your outings he pays attention to what you are looking at. Do you like a particular type of shoe or bag? Or maybe a more expensive brand of lip gloss? Don't worry, you will have it in a short time
He likes to see you with his clothes on, and he actually has a fairly androgynous way of dressing: he has both purely masculine and feminine clothes, he definitely has some women's elegant shirts in his wardrobe but he uses them anyway because he likes them. In my opinion he has something in particular for women who wear a tie... I don't know why (me like him honestly)
Romantic outings with matching clothes? ABSOLUTELY YES. He loves to match colors that he considers "elegant" such as white, burgundy red or even gold
He knows perfectly well that he is not the perfect boyfriend, he is often afraid that you will become paranoid that he is only with you because you somehow remind him of Inui's sister. He wants to open up the topic and reassure you that he loves you because you are you, but he's afraid that out of panic he might say something wrong that he doesn't really mean
It happened that he had his makeup done by you, but he wouldn't leave the house with your makeup. He, on his own, only wears that sort of eyeliner with that mini red line, and that's already a lot for him. The first time he had his make-up done by you and left the house he suffered comments from Inui (who strangely laughed when he saw him) for at least a week
In my opinion it is something that is very attached to his family (even if nothing is known in the manga). He would be keen to introduce you to his parents once you have spent some time together, but he would be afraid of being introduced to yours. He knows he's good-looking and relatively polite and therefore wouldn't make a bad impression, but it's precisely the fact of meeting your parents that scares him
He LOVES when you fix his quiff. He knows his haircut is a little difficult to manage with that side of hair settle back and the other all curly, but when you offered to help him with his hair he felt really happy. He likes it when you play with his hair when he's bored, and even more so when you help him
hii! I'm new to this platform and I haven't fully understood how it works yet... also, english is not my first language. but here are some headcanons <3
𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓
— Kokonoi Hajime in a relationship HCS ᡣ𐭩
When he realized he liked you it was an extremely strange moment for him. He spent years and years loving Akane and one day, after seeing your smile that he had already seen before, he thought about how you would be by his side in a romantic sense. He spent days locked in the house trying to understand why suddenly Akane was no longer in his thoughts when he thought about love, but you were there in her place
It often happens that we go out with Inui, all three of us together. Well, in that case forget about existing, he'll be with his best friend all the time. But if he sees you feeling really down about it, he'll make it up to you by holding your hand as he continues talking
Once we got together, he got it into his head that he had to give you something as gift at least once every 2 weeks. He has the money, so why not make yourself happy with what you like?
Precisely for the previous reason, it often happens that during your outings he pays attention to what you are looking at. Do you like a particular type of shoe or bag? Or maybe a more expensive brand of lip gloss? Don't worry, you will have it in a short time
He likes to see you with his clothes on, and he actually has a fairly androgynous way of dressing: he has both purely masculine and feminine clothes, he definitely has some women's elegant shirts in his wardrobe but he uses them anyway because he likes them. In my opinion he has something in particular for women who wear a tie... I don't know why (me like him honestly)
Romantic outings with matching clothes? ABSOLUTELY YES. He loves to match colors that he considers "elegant" such as white, burgundy red or even gold
He knows perfectly well that he is not the perfect boyfriend, he is often afraid that you will become paranoid that he is only with you because you somehow remind him of Inui's sister. He wants to open up the topic and reassure you that he loves you because you are you, but he's afraid that out of panic he might say something wrong that he doesn't really mean
It happened that he had his makeup done by you, but he wouldn't leave the house with your makeup. He, on his own, only wears that sort of eyeliner with that mini red line, and that's already a lot for him. The first time he had his make-up done by you and left the house he suffered comments from Inui (who strangely laughed when he saw him) for at least a week
In my opinion it is something that is very attached to his family (even if nothing is known in the manga). He would be keen to introduce you to his parents once you have spent some time together, but he would be afraid of being introduced to yours. He knows he's good-looking and relatively polite and therefore wouldn't make a bad impression, but it's precisely the fact of meeting your parents that scares him
He LOVES when you fix his quiff. He knows his haircut is a little difficult to manage with that side of hair settle back and the other all curly, but when you offered to help him with his hair he felt really happy. He likes it when you play with his hair when he's bored, and even more so when you help him
HIII! I have a request, if it's okey ofc and if you haven't already done it! Can you give us headcanons of Kokonoi as a big brother? Thank you so much in advance! I love your posts btw!
HI! thanks for the request, hope you have a good day 💙 and thx for the support!
𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓
— Kokonoi Hajime as a big brother HCS ᡣ𐭩
Personally, I think growing up with a younger sister would probably raise him better than he already is. Perhaps he would even clash with Inui, who we saw fight with Yuzuha without any problems
We all know that because he is a genius at making money, he is 99% good at school and gets excellent if not the highest grades. I see him as very capable with mathematics and physics, he would help you with your homework without any problems
I don't know why but I can see him getting very panicked when, using a stupid example, you have to go home alone in the evening. I can see him shouting into the phone "WHY DID YOU LEAVE KNOWING YOU DIDN'T HAVE A RETURN PASSAGE?!" and in the meantime send you a limousine
Your "brother - sister" moments are when you go out shopping. Spend hours and hours in shops in Shibuya while you try on a new dress or he tries on a new jacket. Obviously, you have the duty to criticize the other without having problems: the more harsh and harsh you are with the other, the more you spend hours in shops looking for the perfect item. Obviously, using the 'sweet and cute big brother' excuse will make him pay for everything, but rather than complaining for a few seconds he agrees
Going a little more seriously, you were by his side at all times after Akane's disappearance, even though in fact being younger (let's remember, he was 12 at the time) you didn't fully understand the situation. You knew about his crush on a certain blonde girl, but when he revealed that she was in a coma and about to die it completely floored you
Your favorite word is 'gossip'. After family dinners you spend HOURS in one of the two's rooms criticizing what your relatives have said, giving such sincere opinions that you yourself are surprised by your sincerity. During these dinners, the watchword is 'shut up and comment in the bathroom if it's really urgent' when someone has said something that makes you have to comment now or you risk exploding
He is someone who would defend you even for the stupidest thing, his sister should not be questioned about any situation. If you said something, he knows 100% that you are right
As a child, he was the kind of brother who said you were adopted and that your real parents were actually dead or didn't want you. Seeing you cry was funny to him, except when you ran to your mother screaming whether it was true or not. In that case he instantly regretted having even spoken
HIII! I have a request, if it's okey ofc and if you haven't already done it! Can you give us headcanons of Kokonoi as a big brother? Thank you so much in advance! I love your posts btw!
HI! thanks for the request, hope you have a good day 💙 and thx for the support!
𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓
— Kokonoi Hajime as a big brother HCS ᡣ𐭩
Personally, I think growing up with a younger sister would probably raise him better than he already is. Perhaps he would even clash with Inui, who we saw fight with Yuzuha without any problems
We all know that because he is a genius at making money, he is 99% good at school and gets excellent if not the highest grades. I see him as very capable with mathematics and physics, he would help you with your homework without any problems
I don't know why but I can see him getting very panicked when, using a stupid example, you have to go home alone in the evening. I can see him shouting into the phone "WHY DID YOU LEAVE KNOWING YOU DIDN'T HAVE A RETURN PASSAGE?!" and in the meantime send you a limousine
Your "brother - sister" moments are when you go out shopping. Spend hours and hours in shops in Shibuya while you try on a new dress or he tries on a new jacket. Obviously, you have the duty to criticize the other without having problems: the more harsh and harsh you are with the other, the more you spend hours in shops looking for the perfect item. Obviously, using the 'sweet and cute big brother' excuse will make him pay for everything, but rather than complaining for a few seconds he agrees
Going a little more seriously, you were by his side at all times after Akane's disappearance, even though in fact being younger (let's remember, he was 12 at the time) you didn't fully understand the situation. You knew about his crush on a certain blonde girl, but when he revealed that she was in a coma and about to die it completely floored you
Your favorite word is 'gossip'. After family dinners you spend HOURS in one of the two's rooms criticizing what your relatives have said, giving such sincere opinions that you yourself are surprised by your sincerity. During these dinners, the watchword is 'shut up and comment in the bathroom if it's really urgent' when someone has said something that makes you have to comment now or you risk exploding
He is someone who would defend you even for the stupidest thing, his sister should not be questioned about any situation. If you said something, he knows 100% that you are right
As a child, he was the kind of brother who said you were adopted and that your real parents were actually dead or didn't want you. Seeing you cry was funny to him, except when you ran to your mother screaming whether it was true or not. In that case he instantly regretted having even spoken
Crowded Subway - TR Men
Summary: Headcannons of Tokyo Revengers Men being with you in a crowded subway.
Warnings: Fem!Reader, crowded subways, some creeps, fluff but still little bit flirty, small kisses, Rin being my no. 1 mean bf trope, Kakucho being a lovey boy. Me having a thing for calling Kokonoi “Mr Money Maker” and “Mr Koko”. Some violence, cursing, I finished this not too long ago (made this in like 2hrs?), no proofread and also I put this out before the big ass angst shit I have. If I missed something pls let me know!
Mess Notes: Here I come with a new headcannon! I hope you like it, this came into my head due some experiences I’ve seen on the subway. Also things I want to happen to me in the nasty crowded subway hours.
Rin Haitani
It was a Wednesday in the evening, Rindou decided to pick you up from your painting classes because both of you have a date and the subway it was a good choice to get both of you to your destination.
For him it was very uncomfortable because anybody could make him some space like he’s used to in the streets of Roppongi.
As the mean bf he is, always will use his attitude. He’s so shy to ask you to hold onto him, kiss him or to pay attention to him without using degrading words.
Rin would stand behind you, wearing his murderer-like expression while holding your waist. If somebody tries to get closer to his baby is over for them.
Only soften ups a little bit when you turn around to kiss his cheek.
If somebody tries to touch you is their death end. He’ll push them and destroy their whole being on that “small” push or smack of their hands/head.
“Get the fuck out of our sight before I break all your joints”
“Hold onto me, I don’t want anybody to think I’m dating a walking chaos”.
“Are you blind? Aren’t you seeing that my girl is trying to get out?” Rindou spats furiously to the male that pushed you, making you trip and almost fall if Rin wasn’t there to hold you “You better keep an eye open, Motherfucker” the male shivers in fear while Rindou gets closer to him and grabs him by the collar “Apologize to her, NOW and after that I’ll beat you for every wrinkle you made on her pretty dress. Got it?” The male nods while he cries for help but as always, anybody will interfere.
Kokonoi Hajime
Mr. Money Maker rarely uses the subway but he went with you because you wanted to go to Shibuya to buy some stuffs with him and have a shopping therapy together.
His eyes glow whenever you get closer to him just to joke about some idiot trying to get your attention.
Kisses you on the forehead just to mark his territory and definitely will talk to you about just getting a damn car/motorcycle so both of you can stop using the subway.
Always has a hand placed on your waist, holding you. Mr. Koko loves to hold you in place whenever there’s people admiring his pretty baby.
He’s chill with you because you have his heart, Pretty boy is
Keeps observing the area, never lets anybody get close to you unless they’re part of your friends or is Inupi. Koko would never let somebody touch you, even if that means he’ll have to walk behind you at every stances.
“They do be enchanted by you, I don’t judge them. You’re a walking treasure”
“This dude is insane, I’d never lay a finger on the walls of the subway if I was wearing that Dior jacket”.
“Just kiss me on the lips, I’d would help me to survive this mess”.
“Just wear my jacket, the day is colder” Kokonoi says after he places his jacket on your shoulders. “Yes, I will. Thanks Koko” You nod lovingly at him before placing a kiss on his cheek and decide take the lead and start walking out of the subway. His jacket proudly showed on your shoulders, making a group of youngsters look at you stunned while Kokonoi just glares at them, walking right beside you. “Don’t worry. We won’t be disturbed today” He lets you know and you only can giggle because everybody better know not to mess with one of the Kanto Manji’s executives or his girl, the road being easier for you to walk as Kokonoi walks by your side, holding your hand.
Kakucho Hitto
Kakucho is more comfortable when it comes to be in the subway. Still, he’s very alert of his surroundings because you decided to wear an skirt today.
Kakucho will put you into the nearest corner and stand in front of you. Not letting anybody have a glance of your legs or skirt, he doesn’t want anybody to try to record you without your consent.
This Babyboy will soft once you place your hand on his scar, he’ll melt on the place. He’s lovedrunk for you.
Looks at you with gleam in his eyes, has a hand above you on the wall and the other is holding your hand.
Places some kisses in your knuckles whenever you get uncomfortable from the creepy man. He’ll deal with them later on.
“I’m looking at you now… Yes, it’s really crowded for a Saturday”
“You look so pretty today” He says after he places some small kisses on your knuckles.
“Nobody will approach you, I’m here for a reason”
“Walk in front of me, I don’t want any of these creeps touching you” Kakucho states before walking out of the subway, both of you arriving at your destination. People make the way for you, everybody staring at him in fear because is not a secret that a Heavenly King is there, every male that tried to approach you was shivering in fear as your boyfriend walked behind you “Look Kaku! Close of here there’s a mochi store, let’s go!” you exclaim while turning around just to see his face, he just lets an small smile creep on his face while you take his hand, happily moving forward to the exit of the station. Never realizing that people were letting both of you pass without any problems.
BORN TO DIE
bonten x fem!reader
summary: you thought loving them would be enough.
genre: mini series, bonten timeline, smut, angst, romance
warnings: fem!reader, explicit smut, gang violence, explicit language, drug abuse, alcoholism, mcd last chapter — warnings will vary by chapter
update schedule: sporadic (LDA priority)
status: incomplete
notes: this stemmed from brainrot from eris’s reblog game 🥹 anyway, the “chapters” can be read as stand alone one shots, but if you’re gonna read the last part with all of bonten, you’ll want the background from the character specific chapters. kindly ignore the fact that brooklyn baby isn’t on the born to die album, i had an idea too good to pass
MILLION DOLLAR MAN HAITANI RAN
BLUE JEANS HAITANI RINDOU
NATIONAL ANTHEM KOKONOI HAJIME
CARMEN AKASHI TAKEOMI
BROOKLYN BABY KAKUCHO
GODS & MONSTERS SANZU HARUCHIYO
SUMMERTIME SADNESS SANO MANJIRO
DARK PARADISE BONTEN
REBLOGS FOR BOOST GREATLY APPRECIATED
Koko- sugar baby
Warnings: smut 18+ and angst
Smut ends after the ***
It had all started with a night out, celebrating your friend's birthday. She was ecstatic and while you were happy for her you weren’t exactly jumping in joy at the thought of spending a night out, clubbing in a crowded space with bodies grinding, people smoking, and drinking.
But you still went and who knew that night would have changed your life in so many ways. You had been in a short black dress that exposed more than it covered. If it was up to you, you would be at home watching a movie or anything else but this. Nevertheless you stood next to a bar getting drinks for your friends. That was until a man stopped next to you, staring down at you, assessing each and every one of your movements as if you were planning to kill him.
“What’s your name, pretty,” the man said next to you, clearly drunk, yet you still didn’t have enough courage to look up at him.
You hadn’t even known his name when you stumbled drunken into his home with him, his hands roaming your body, your legs wrapped around his waist, hands pulling on his white hair, his tongue shoved down your throat, moans and groans leaving the two of you. The white haired male that gave out dangerous vibes pinning you to the wall of his home rutting against you like a dog in heat.
“I’m Koko,” the man mumbles diving back into your mouth. Said man groans hitching you up higher, grabbing a knife from his pocket.
You gulp scared but excited not knowing where this was going, was he going to kill you, you wouldn’t doubt it after all he had a shroud of dangerous aura around him.
“May i?” Koko asks gesturing down to his cock that was stuffed painfully inside his pants then to your underwear.
You gulp but nod your head excitedly, if he waited any longer you swore you would explode and by the looks of it he would too.
Before you can second guess anything you feel your underwear rip into two, the next thing you know two fingers are plunged into your pussy.
“So fucking wet and tight, you sure you ain’t a virgin?” Koko murmurs, too distracted seeing his fingers enter your pussy and then leave shinier then before.
You didn’t know how you would fit his cock inside of you when just two of his slender fingers was enough to make you feel full.
Your thoughts stopped being insterupted by a moan, “This your spot princess?” Koko asks rhetorically already knowing he had found it.
Koko thrusts his fingers a couple more times relishing in your moans while you were relishing in the pleasure of his fingers. It felt so good, you swore you were about to explode, or maybe that was just your upcoming orgasm. It was definitely that.
Just as you’re about to inform the man he pulls his fingers out. “The first time you cum it’s going to be on my cock,” just as fast as his fingers had left your warm embrace his cock had replaced them, not giving you a second to complain.
The complaint on your tongue melting away and instead being replaced by a loud whine mixed with a whimper, neither of you could tell what it was, all you knew was it erupted from the pain.
His fingers had stretched your pussy a significant amount but nothing could prepare you for the size of his cock. As soon as Koko thrusted it in you had felt as if you were being split into two, but you wouldnt change anything for this, the pain only adding to your pleasure.
“I’d trade all my money for this pussy.”
“Koko, faster,” you whimper digging your heels farther into his butt, attempting to encourage him to go faster and harder.
***
That was a year ago today, the man you now know very well had taken in interest in you after he had been buried to the hilt inside of you and he came knocking the very next day proposing the idea of friends with benefits. You had obviously agreed because he was Koko and he was attractive.
It was a friends with benefits but to you it seemed more like he was your sugar daddy, the white haired male choosing to spend thousands upon thousands on his pretty baby.
That’s where you were now, outside of Victorias Secret with a raspado, after you got dinner in the most expensive restaurant that one would have to make a reservation years ago just to spend oneevening at, but Koko was a powerful man and he was able to get a reservation with a snap of his fingers.
“Alright pretty baby get anything you want.”
You smile half heartedly at the sentiment before awkwardly picking up lingerie, you were astounded at the price for the clothes, well lack thereof. How were scraps of clothes so expensive?
Koko picks something up putting it against your body and you offer him a small smile looking at the price before putting it back down.
This goes on for a few more outfits and you could see Koko getting agitated each time you declined something so to make him feel a little better you picked up the least expensive, useful things you could find.
Koko picks up another bra looking proud of himself and you just politely shake your head turning your head to keep walking but his voice stops you.
“Stop being difficult and buy something damnit!”
You look shocked as Koko rolls his yes throwing the bra back on to the table. Trying to remain calm you whisper, “Koko it’s fine I don’t need anything else,” just as you lean on your tiptoes to peck him on the cheek but at the last minute he moves and dodges the kiss.
“I should have gotten a fucking sugar baby she would have appreciated all this shit going to waste, unappreciative brat.” You gasp as his words sharp as knives pierce your heart, you thought he actually cared for you but he just enjoyed not being alone.
“Then give these to your sugar baby along with my regards!” You shout throwing everything in his arms including ripping the gold necklace embedded with diamonds that spelled Koko off your neck and throwing it at him, including the rings and bracelets the man gave you.
You jog out of the store as Koko stands there baffled at what he said and for once you’re thankful the exit was near Victorias Secret.
Your luck continues as you see a taxi driver outside and you jump inside spitting out your address.
Five seconds later you regret your decision and instead tell the driver to take you to the nearest phone store.
Without you
Kanto Manji members (Mikey, Kokonoi, Wakasa, Benkei, Kakucho, Shion, Mocchi) x gn!reader
pt. 1 with Haitani brothers, Sanzu, Hanma
They ruin your relationship and then regret it, but it’s too late.
Mentions of drugs, blood, toxic relationships. A tiny bit suggestive in Shion’s part
♫ Now playing: 21 Savage - ball w/o you
~I thought it was a love, until I woke up
And had an epiphany~
Kokonoi Hajime
You runnin' 'round drinkin' liquor
Takin' pictures 'cause you miss me
(I know you miss me)
Kokonoi finished his fifth glass of liquor and took a look at his surroundings. His head was feeling fuzzy and he was starting to feel a little sick. He was never really a fan of alcohol, since it was a distraction from his main goal in life - money. He had to be sober and levelheaded to get as much as possible. But this time it was different. He ruined the best thing in his life and now he was drowning in his thoughts, hoping to come up with a solution to fix his problem.
Just last week he raised his voice at you, but that wasn’t the worst part. All of the anger and stress that built up from Kanto Manji problems made him blind and he let out all of his dark emotions on you. And you just stood there and listened. It wasn’t the first time and you knew it wouldn’t be the last. So without a word you went into his room and took all of your belongings, putting them in a bag.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Kokonoi punched the bedroom wall. His heart was beating extremely fast and he didn’t know what to do.
“What I should’ve done a long time ago.”
And now all he could do was take a picture of a random person and hope that you at least get jealous and decide to text or call him.
Sano Manjiro
It don't take much to love
You can love somebody just by being attached
/ I just wish your love wouldn't fade away
Mikey was lost in his own head. He didn’t feel any emotions anymore, numb to everything and everyone. In the moment he felt like it was the best choice for the both of you. You were just a distraction in his eyes and his main goal was to make sure that Kanto Manji would be on top always. So he packed your bags for you and left them in the bedroom. When you came back and saw everything you just shook your head and left with everything that you had. You knew this relationship wouldn’t work for too long. Mikey wasn’t Mikey anymore and you fell out of love a while ago.
Now Mikey sat in the meeting room and stared at the wall in front of him. Once again lost in his own thoughts. But this time they were all about you. He missed you. He needed you by his side. But as much as his hands itched to grab the phone and call you, he still knew that this was for the best. At the end of the day he only caused you pain and put you in danger.
Wakasa Imaushi
You crossed me once, it's fuck you forever
Wakasa’s head was in his hands. There were bottles of alcohol laying around his living room and Benkei was sitting near him, letting out a displeased sigh. Ever since the day he decided to betray Senju and join Kanto Manji Gang, you hadn’t spoken to him. Benkei couldn’t blame you and neither could Wakasa. The both of them knew how much Senju meant to you. She was like your kid. You were the first one to get your Brahman uniform, because Senju cherished you so much. Wakasa tried to get another can of beer, but Benkei stopped him.
“This isn’t going to help you, y’know?”
Wakasa thinks about the day you left. How heartbroken you looked even though you tried to hide your pain. But the glow and pain in your eyes showed different. You called him a lot of different names, pointing a finger at him and calling him a disgusting monster, telling him how he fucked up by losing your trust. And he knew it was true. Earning your trust was a difficult task. And he couldn’t believe that he actually managed to break the bond that the two of you had. You were and still are his world. And to you he’s just a memory.
Arashi Keizo
You could find love, get married, have kids
I'd still be realest to hit it
Benkei was a family guy. He dreamt of having a big family, wether it was by adopting or having his own kids. And he always dreamt about that future with you by his side. But that changed after he joined Kanto. The gang was way different that all of the gangs he has been in before. Except his own. The old Benkei was coming back and he knew it himself. You knew it. Everyone knew it. The blood on his hands and face was a clear sigh of it. And that caused a lot of problems in your relationship. He became cold and distant, making Kanto his priority. After the sixth fight between the two of you in the same week, you packed your bags and left him. The both of you were tired and being together only made it worse. You said that this would only be a break. That you needed to be alone for a while. But Benkei knew the truth. You weren’t coming back.
Shion Madarame
I was gettin' some head earlier
And you crossed my mind
Shion was enjoying himself after the breakup. He went to clubs with the Haitani brothers and Hanma, he did random drugs people gave him, he had one night stands. It was fun at first, doing everything he thought about doing while in a relationship with you. He was free, no one was stopping him from anything. He didn’t have to message you or call you, he didn’t need to see your angry face when he came back late, or missed a date. But after a while it got lonely. He had everything he ever wanted, but there was no you in sight. He missed the feeling of your arms around him, he missed how worried you always were when he came back home bruised and bloodied.
And while there was a person laying next to him after another one night stand it all seemed so dark and quiet. He turned his head to the side and took in the features of their face. They were similar to you. Not exactly the same, because no one could ever be you. But right now it was enough. And then something clicked in his brain. He’ll never have you again.
Kakucho
When it came to havin' your back, I'm so real
I prolly would've gave you my spine
You were Kakucho’s world. You were there when Izana was alive, you were there after his death when he was in the hospital. You were with him when he was beat up by South and had to join his gang and you were there when he joined Kanto. No matter how many stupid and dangerous mistakes he made, you were always there. You extended a helping hand towards him with the biggest smile on your face. But he was so lost in the gang life, he didn’t see how he never really did the same to you. He always left you hanging. And now he couldn’t turn back time and change the things he did. How cold he treated you. A few tears run down his face and he hopes you can forgive him. He knows you won’t take him back, but he still wants you to know that he only wishes the best for you.
Mochizuki Kanji
I'm as solid as they come, but you crossed the line
Yeah, you best start keepin' it real, I can see the signs
Mocchi was always known as a scary guy. His build and height increased the fear for other’s. But he never scared you. No matter how many people he beat up with ease, how he could easily break you without even trying. You never feared him. You held respect towards him, knowing his life wasn’t easy. And with that knowledge he used you. He used your love, since he knew you would do anything for him. But what he didn’t know was how you knew all of that. He used your kindness and then was left without it. And now he had to see you give your heart to someone else.