Kim Taehyung Drabble - Tumblr Posts
love you anymore ; kim taehyung
falling out of love is such a painful thing; telling him is even worse.
↬ pairing ┇ domestic!tae x gender neutral / gender non-specified reader
↬ rating + genre + warnings ┇ pg, total anGst, a break up, sad bbys ):
↬ word count ┇ drabble, just under 700 words
↬ avalyn’s notes ┇ u know what ,,,, i really thought id be awful at writing angst but im happier with this than my usual fluff
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“Mm, Jagiya?” Taehyung’s deep voice calls out to you as the door to your shared apartment clicks open. Your heart throbs at the nickname, forcing you to squeeze your eyes shut in what you refuse to acknowledge as regret. In the hallway, you hear your boyfriend shuffle his shoes off and place his belongings down.
Sinking into the armchair of your living room, you hope it would swallow you whole. “Ah, Jagi, I’m so tired.” He notices you slumped into the cushion and joins you, laying his head in your lap and stretching out his limbs, letting out a quiet groan.
You sigh. You allow yourself this moment — one last moment, with him.
“Today I was thinking about how much I love you,” he looks up to you, flashing you a childish smile that spread over his cheeks, “I don’t think I could love you anymore if I tried.”
“Taehyung-ah,” you call him under your breath. Your voice was shaky; no doubt he noticed the wavering tone as you avoided his eyes. He sits up abruptly, using two fingers to lift your chin gently from the ground, but your eyes still don't meet his.
“Jagi?” He’s concerned, and the way he snakes his fingers tenderly around your forearms almost makes you change your mind.
Almost.
Making up your mind, you close your eyes. “I don’t want to see you anymore.” You meet his gaze in enough time to see the moment his heart break, his eyes losing that sparkling glint you once loved and his lips falling into a frown you no longer wanted to kiss.
“Wh-what?” You rise and step away from his hold, and he subconsciously follows, leaning forward towards you, so you back away further. Taehyung’s arm stretches out to you, “Why? Please just stay and talk to me.” His voice is strained, like his throat is void of anything but emotion.
Fiercely, you shake your head, fighting back tears you knew would never spill. “I’ve made my decision.”
His expression quickly contorts from pain to jealousy, “Are you leaving me for him?”
Your eyes widen as you cock your head. “Who?”
“Jin,” he says with newfound spite, as if he wills for that to be the answer. “You're breaking up with me to be with him.”
“No, Tae, why would I ev-”
“Makes sense,” he scoffs, and the tone of his voice stings. You know it’s his defence mechanism but you can’t deny the pain his words inflict.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” You argue. “He’s my best friend!”
“I’m supposed to be your best friend!” He yells, though you’re unsure whether he meant to. An unknown fire fuels his eyes, and you’re surprised. You’re scared. This two-year long relationship didn’t have to end so sourly, but it wasn’t purely all your fault.
“I can’t be with someone that’s never here,” you mutter under your breath, but he catches it.
Taehyung massages his temples, screwing his eyes shut momentarily, deep in thought, “This is my job. This is my life.”
“Those are two different things, Taehyung.” You're trying. You're reaching; you told yourself you wouldn't. A helpless sigh leaves your lips, “There’s no him. There never was. It was always you. I fell in love with you.”
His eyes are low lidded, his expression weary, though you no longer feel the need to cup his face and console him, “Then what happened?” he whispers, as if he doesn’t even want the answer.
“I don’t love you anymore.” You don’t look up -- you can’t. You know what you’d do if you did, and you’d gone too far to go back. You didn't want to go back. There was no more regret: no more remorse for the man you no longer loved.
The pain in your chest is too much. You didn't know heartbreak was a physical pain, but you felt your heart sobbing more than you were in that moment.
You tune out his soft yet incoherent muttering, turning away from him for the very last time, swiftly grabbing the bag you pre-packed before heading for the door.
"Goodbye, Taehyung."
Hi mochi!! Can I a fluff with smut request where the reader is dating Taehyung but is horny and doesn’t know how to tell him because they’re too shy and inexperienced? Love you and your writing hun 🥰❤️
First orgasm~
Kim Taehyung × reader;
Genre: NSFW!,SMUT!, fluff, boyfriend!taehyung, virgin!reader, dom!taehyung, sub!reader;
WARNINGS: NSFW!, smut, breasts/nipple playing, fingers sucking, slightly daddy kink, oral(female receiving), dirty talk;
Description: Unexperienced reader, who is horny and doesn't know how to ask her boyfriend, Taehyung, to make the next move;
It's been eight months, one week and three hours since you and Taehyung were dating. Eight months of getting along with each other, eight months of cuddles, gentle kisses and praises. Eight months of Taehyung being a sweet heart. And even though you were happy like that, you felt like something was missing.
Maybe it was the fact that everytime you would try to make the next step, like subtle touching his thick thighs, or the curve of his well defined ass, or even try to lift up his expensive t-shirts, he would stop kissing you, separating his lips of his and would simply ask you if you are sure of a next step.
Of course, you were a virgin, but still, you wanted do give yourself to him, because he is the man you loved, but same time, you actually started to think he isn't the one sure about making the next move and this was bothering you. Was something wrong with you? Didn't he want you? So you usually drop it as fast as you opened this topic.
You were stucked in your thoughts when Taehyung entered your house, after a long day at gym. You were on the couch, watching a documentary about a special breed of a tropical fish. Actually, you were not watching it, not focusing on it, you were too busy on abusing your bottom lip.
"Is it good?"
You nearly jumped off of the couch, when your heard a voice beside your ear. You stared at your boyfriend, which face was beside your head, chin resting on your shoulder. "Taehyung!" You hissed, hand resting on your heart to steady it from beating so fast. "You scared me!" You whined, staring at his amused, dorky face.
Taehyung chuckled and back hugged your neck, resting his unshaved chin on top of your head, the little hairs of it slightly stubbing into your senstitive scalp, making you shiver. "What are you watching?" He asked you, purring the words.
"Eh, just wondering around the channels." You simply said, taking the remote in your hand, changing the channels, until you heard Taehyung asking you to let him watch the movie on the last channel, because it seemed interesting to him.
You wasn't actually paying attention to the movie, mostly busy on chewing your upper lip, but you snaped back to reality when you heard the TV.
"A-Ah, harder please!"
Your cheeks filled with a crimson shade, when you realised there was a love making scene in front of you. You peeked at your boyfriend, slightly titling your head, only to see he had same reaction as your skin, his bread cheeks and ears were covered into a cute shade of pink.
"Taehyung..." you whispered, gulping the knot in your throat. When you saw he is too focused there, you decided to finally take intiative, not caring anymore.
Taking his huge palms and putting them over your breasts, you where expecting him to take them off like he used to. "O-Oh!" You moaned, resting your head back, against his shoulder, staring up at him, shooked.
Taehyung's eyes were full of lust, staring deep down into yours, making you shiver and moan again, when his index finger and thumb started to pinch on the soft flesh of your nipples.
"T-Tae..." you whispered, making him burry his face on the crook of your neck, sucking the soft skin.
Softly groaning, he lifted up your thin t-shirt, throwing it off, somewhere on the floor and smirking at the touch of the bare skin of your breasts. "Naughty girl, you were ready to ask your daddy for taking away your innocence?" He teased, leaving a huge purple mark on the left side of your neck, bitting on it to add more pain and pleasure, making you let out a loud whine.
Your mind was a mess, heart beating faster, goosebumps covering your skin, your core already clenching around nothing. You didn't understand why out of suddent he wanted to touch you like this, but you were not gonna stop him either.
Taehyung was now on his knees, in front of the couch and you, staring at your beautiful breasts and still playing with one, while his other hand slid down your stomach and right into your pants, groaning low when he fell the wetness coaxing his long fingers.
"I expected you to not wear them, my little whore!" he said, his smirk followed by a dark chuckle. Shivering from his words and his gentle fingers running down your wet and sticky fold, you allowed yourself to lean back on the couch board, throwing your head back on it, closing your eyes in pleasure, not caring when he took of your pants, as well, leaving you completly naked under his intense gaze.
By the time he inserted one long finger inside of your needy hole, you were already dripping on the couch and for his pleasure, he had to admit you were so hot like that. Spreading your legs further, Taehyung pushed his face on your core, giving it a long and teaseful lick, making your eyes open.
"D-Daddy, what are you- ....Aah!" You moaned, holding on his hair, when he began on flenching his tongue on your throbbing clit, adding one more finger in your tight whole. You wanted to see everything he was doing, but then he started to suck on your clit, while flexing his fingers inside of you and you almost cummed right then.
Pulling on your thighs, to get you closer of his face and throwing them over his shoulders, burrying his face until his nose was touching your core, as well, his groans of apreciation of how good your arousal was smelling, mixing with your own, louder moans.
Sucking and giving kitty licks to your clit, he pushed two of his fingers inside of your mouth, for you to suck on them, which you obeied happily, while curling the two from inside of you right onto your g-spot, making your hips move forward and your eyes to close tight.
"Tsk, tsk!" He said, his breath touching your wetness making you shiver once more. "Don't move. I have to make sure you are prepared for my cock."
He said before devouring the soul out of you, giving you your first orgasm with him and for sure, not the last one that night.
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Author's note : for my lovely @btsheartu , because she had a rough day! Sorry for waiting that much, I am trying to slowly get my inspiration back in business!!! I love you, sweetie!!!💜
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Paring: Kim Taehyung x FemReader
Genre: Fluffy, Taehyung being extra cute
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His hands were sweating a little so he rubbed them against his tight black jeans, trying futilely to calm down a little as he let out a heavy sigh, his eyes fixed on the clock above the door that seemed to be ticking slowly as if it wanted to torture him, his feet with their heavy black cut-offs tapped nervously against the floor causing a low rhythmic sound as his head rested against the wall behind him, the ceiling of the place was ugly and very bright, causing a slight discomfort if he looked at it for too long. He sighed, his body aching from sitting in that hard, uncomfortable plastic chair, but he couldn't leave, he needed to see and hear his little girl, to know that it was her.
A smile lit up his face when he imagined her, his beautiful little girl, he could hardly contain his joy and excitement when he thought about it, it still seemed unreal how things had changed so much for him in such a short time and how his already happy life had become immensely happier after receiving that wonderful news. One day he was just Taehyung, a bts member, a good friend, a good boyfriend, and now he was…
— Miss Yn and Mr Kim — Called a nurse in a light blue coat at door number 06, the same door he knew so well and would continue to enter for some time until the big day arrived. Taehyung jumped out of his chair, relieved to finally be able to leave that tedious room and not have to feel his body ache because of those horrible chairs. His smile covered his whole face, making him look sweet and jovial, which made him even more beautiful — This way, please.
He held her hand gently and helped guide her into the white room with one of his hands on her back. The delicacy with which his hands touched her body made it seem like glass, like an extremely delicate rose; he looked at her so passionately that the girl's heart almost stopped beating. When he had finished laying her on the gurney, he stopped next to her head, held one of her hands and stroked her hair with the other while looking excitedly at the small screen.
During the doctor's conversation with his girlfriend, the boy's mind travelled far and wide, trying to imagine different shades of hair, eyes, and what his little hands or nose would look like. Would she look more like his family or hers? Would it have a way about it like his or hers? Would its laugh be like hers? He wanted it to look like her so much.
— Do you want to hear the heart? — The doctor asked and they both said yes immediately, which made her laugh, Yn squeezed his hand lightly, which made Taehyung smile even more. The sensation of hearing his own child's heart beating was indescribable, it beat so fast and strong, a sigh broke through his lips at the same time as a shiver ran through his body, emotion filling his heart, but there was something strange — They're healthy babies, they're two girls, congratulations.
Time seemed to have stopped and Taehyung remained petrified as the doctor explained that one of the twins had been hidden during the first consultation, a consultation in which they ended up not being able to hear the little heart because the device was slightly faulty. The man looked at his future wife's belly while he felt an immense joy invade him, he was a little afraid that he might not be able to cope with everything, but knowing that he was going to be the father of two girls filled him with a joy that he didn't know he would be able to feel. Taehyung had finally got the family he had once longed for.
— There are two of them! And they're going to be girls! I won! — He shouted excitedly, looking at his girlfriend, who sighed and rolled her eyes, but then laughed at his excitement. The young father was referring to the bet they had made as soon as they found out they were pregnant, that if they were girls, the names would be chosen by him, Taehyung hugged her gently and kissed her forehead, feeling like the happiest man in the universe — They're twins, love, our girls!!!
He turned away to look at her and the happiness he felt was reflected in her, he could see his whole life being spent next to that woman and all the happy memories they would share together, he had never loved anyone so much and he doubted he would ever love another woman apart from her, he had finally found his "home".
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This is just a little something I thought of today and thought someone might like to read it 💜 Have a good night💜