June Rambles - Tumblr Posts
screams of horror and agony
you know what i CAN do this
fic authors who tag their fluff/angst works with character name x reader smut i will come for you.
like please consider that some of us actually have those tags blocked so no you’re not reaching a wider audience by putting extra tags. so now you’ve missed out on potential engagement(not to mention ITS BARBARIC!!!) AND I MISSED OUT ON MY SLEEPY CUDDLES FANFIC.
older women validating me, save me. save me, older women validating me.
do you guys ever think about how you’re unknowingly in the backgrounds of many strangers’ pictures
this made me have another perspective which may not necessarily have to do with old old age but just aging in general bc its like im either going to be dead in 5 years or im going to be alive. so if im going to be dead i need to think about how i would be able to allow myself to be satisfied with myself and my life and whether i’ve been able to give back to others so when the time comes i’m not regretful. which btw also makes you think about all the silly things that you care about too much right now that you’d regret when you’re dying like oh that doesn’t matter so much now that my life is ending. like sure i haven’t exactly produced a new thought rn because everybody’s like when ur 80 and ur on ur death bed would this and that really matter? but like i feel like when you look at it more short term like if i die in 5 instead of when i die when im 80 its much more impactful. and if in 5 years im well and alive instead of thinking about oh im going to be such an adult thats so weird i wanna think about what kind of adult i want to be. how do i want to be interacting with the world in 5 years? what impression do i want to leave wherever i go when im 23?
im mostly thinking about like self growth wise like in terms of personality, self esteem, confidence, mental health,etc rather than career or physical body or whatever which don’t get me wrong its also important to have goals for those things too but i feel like sometimes we forget to think about and talk about our own happiness, self worth and satisfaction in life.
i guess this is another way of me telling myself to make the most of it all and to be more compassionate with myself.
stop freaking out about getting old and start planning out what kind of old person you're gonna be
i wonder how often my grandparents thinks about death. i wonder if they’re scared.
anyone’s dad is like nice but goes nuts sometimes?
never aspire to be a certain age. im your future self and im telling you right now you will have the worst year of you life
shoutout to the girls who read gn!reader as good night reader in their heads. i hope you have a beautiful day.
“it gets better” but you can’t blame me for it being harder to see the light at the end of the tunnel when it keeps getting darker around me
do u know how embarrassing it is when i was new to tumblr and i worked up the courage to send an ask to someone off anon who gets a decent amount of likes and they just never respond
it’s really hard not to envy and feel uncomfortable around my friends talking about future plans because they are not experiencing the same uncertainties i am even though i know that we do not have the same goals.
i must deal with the uncomfortable. i must deal with the scary. i must deal with the difficult. i must deal with the uncertain. otherwise i will spend the next years of my life wondering about the what ifs. what if i had just went through with it to achieve what i really wanted? i do not want the safe and easy.
im always here for u when ur not ok. why wont u hug me. im still a kid. u saw the tears in my eyes.