I'm In Pain - Tumblr Posts
I just realized I have a “sick outfit”. Normally, without really realizing, I wear more outgoing-ish clothes, like, I’ll wear a dress or a suit shirt and fancy pants to the most normal outing ever, or even just at home when people are over. But today, I’ve had period cramps since the morning, and I literally just put on sweatpants with paint marks and a random shirt, and some family friends are over, and one of them said “oh, it’s pretty clear she’s not feeling good, she’s wearing the sick day clothes” and I was like “huh? What?” And then I realized, oh yeah, I wear these clothes whenever I feel like crap, huh, never noticed
So yeah, that’s that (also, I do go by they/them most of the time, but I’m still closeted so no-one in my family really knows)
just binge re-watched good omens s2 AND I FORGOT HOW PAINFUL THAT FINALE WAS GODDAMNIT
Some people think I’m smart because I can do maths easily but I just took a sip of coke (no caffeine (it’s what Tesco gave us as a replacement ig)) and I could feel a hiccup about to happen. Do you want to know what I did? I took a sip and I hiccuped at the same time. It hurt like hell and I am in a fetal(?) position. 2/10 would not recommend
george and alex getting disqualified back to back races for things they can’t control. hand in unloveable hand or whatever they say
That moment when you're slowly suffering in your room and everyone stops responding to my messages at the same time...
guess who has a fockin uti. me. dude it sucks balls. it stings when i piss T_T" i wrote an entire journal page about it.
in my malnourished era
this popping up on my feed at 12 am. @ tumblr why r u tryna make me sob huh
Sometimes I really think about what their first kiss would be like.
Would it be a quick peck on the lips, a funny part of an episode or a charity stretch goal? Would all they could hear be a whoops and laughter of the crew? Would it last just a few moments, after which Rhett makes a loud joke, but you could see the blush creep up his neck? Would Link play with his ring? Make a joke about Rhett's beard scratching him? Would they both act like it meant nothing but both of them feel something odd in the bottom of their stomachs? Or would it really be nothing? Mean nothing? Would that night Rhett hold Jessie tight and whisper to her that it felt strange? Would Link lie in bed, staring at the ceiling, unable to fall asleep for once in his life?
Would it be meaningless? Would it leave a small doubt in their mind for the rest of their lives? Would it change everything?
The KisaIta and ItaIzu parts of my brain are at war with each other again.
SPOILERS FOR THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY
I’m actually gonna cry Diego is not actually a dad wtf why did they bro this to me
Every Sunday I go just absolutely insane
guys don't become obsessed with characters who don't have a proper name for their fandom thing because then they wont have any fics any c.ai bots nothing but the creators content
This took me 3 hours 👍
I sat for so long, my darn back cracked when I got up 😭
Aww poor baby <:(
do you ever remember that Wendy is just a lil child, a kid, forever mourning the death of her twin sister
NOOOOO😭😭😭
how ironic that the day i wanted to post the next chapter for TAOF was the day and time ao3 was going to be down for 10 hours 😭😭😭
I can feel the ache
The slow pain and realization
My bones and soul too big for my body
I can feel them pushing out
Knowing it’ll kill me
I can feel the freedom just barely there
Yet I hold onto them
Keeping them close
But I can feel the ache
The pain