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STRESS-BALL
“And there he was in my mind. Always there, no matter how many times I was asked to forget, my anxiety of not knowing where he went put my performance to test. And I was losing it, mortified by my apprehension and guilt, that he was gone because of me...” — Sears
[[I'M N0T A STR3SS-B4LL]] oh yes pls
I wanted to do something happi because this month is being ruthless with me so I must keep happi thoughts to keep the stress at bay. Also I wanted to practice a lil of vaporwavvy style because that style is beautiful to my eyes 👀
It has a bit of story behind. It's about how Sears (a Blue Addison) kept missing Spamton and even when the other Addisons told them to stop thinking on him already and move on, Sears wasn't able to lift from themself the guilt and remorse they felt inside after abandoning their partner because of the peer-pressure of the others, who forced Sears to pick sides during the awful row that happened at the cyber-grill with Spamton, who was starting to become a successful salesman.
Also yes, articulated joints ftw 😁It's a bit of canon in my AU that all Addisons has like mechanical hands because they use them to interface with terminals and their floating windows. If they deteriorate physically they devolve into articulated mannequins not unlike Spamton, which makes reference to the fact that they are all bound to and being puppeteered by the companies they work with (but still retain some of their free-will for as long as they keep themselves in sound mind and body).
So, yeah, expect more art about the relationship of Sears and Spamton pre-break-off because it's mandatory for me to practice and research their designs. Also, I need to think on the designs of the other 12 Addisons that are part of their co-worker group as they all work on the same company and share the same office premises (yes, so many colours, though there is only a Blue Addison duplicate because he replaced Sears when they promoted within the company and changed job roles).
Going to have some rest now... <pets Spam in all directions of the wind-rose>
(also the pic was inspired by this GIF -- I wish I could animate it but a still picture is all what I can do with the time I has 😭)
