I Got Lazy - Tumblr Posts

policeduckl1ghting4fire

11 months ago

I like this one so I decided to post it

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don't look at the background i got lazy i binged the entirety of bsd and saw the stained glass so i was like i want that art digital art stained glass artists on tumblr

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groovylittleclown

2 years ago

Yoooo first fanart!! I drew pfps for Hero and I!

This is only my.. second?? time drawing them, so I haven't nailed it down yet, but I might draw more in the future!!

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rottmnt rottmnt fanart b team donnie rottmnt mikey rottmnt my art mosscoveredax this was actually really fun to do i liked drawing them a lot i think ill do it again later i might also add leo and raph pfps also sorry the expressions are the same i didnt want to try figuring out different faces i just really didnt want to i got lazy ALSO ALSO hero yelled at me to sign it and then tumblr didn't post it the first time so i signed it to appease them

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1800-lemon-boy

1 year ago

A letter to little me.

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry that I took everything that made you happy.

I’m sorry that I went from thriving to surviving.

I’m sorry I cut off the long hair you took so much care to maintain.

I’m sorry that I cut people off that you thought would be there forever.

I’m sorry for the words you will say to others.

I’m sorry that you will mean it.

I’m sorry for what you will have to endure.

I’m sorry that you will feel alone.

I’m sorry you are alone.

I’m sorry that it will feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders.

I’m sorry that your own thoughts, the same ones that make up characters when you play mermaids, will scare you.

I’m sorry that you will have to protect yourself while protecting everyone else.

I am sorry that you will be taken as a joke, so much so that it will become your way to cope.

I’m sorry that not even your own family will believe you until you have taken irreversible action.

I’m sorry that dad’s side of the family will never treat you as an equal.

I’m sorry that you will always be seen for just your autism.

I’m sorry that mum and dad will wave you around like a trophy they did not earn.

I’m sorry that you will have to go through what I did.

I’m sorry that nowhere is safe for you.

I’m sorry that you won’t be able to go out in public without fear for your safety.

I’m sorry that you won’t remember most of your time as a kid.

I’m sorry that you will lose anything that tied you to me.

But the main thing is I’m sorry this happened to you.

You were too young to deal with that.

You

We were too young to deal with that.

I’m sorry that you are me.

I’m sorry that I am no longer you.

Lots of love (and luck because you will need it)

The older you,

Charlie <3

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poetry original poem im sorry it’s just a poem i promise i’m fine i just like writing tumblr is the place where i dump random shit it can be a joke or something concerning depends on the day And the mood i could post about pjo or fnaf or i can write angst and today i chose violence this was gonna have a happy ending but nah happy endings are for losers i got lazy happy pride 🌈 btw

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1800-lemon-boy

1 year ago

Another letter to little me

I’m not sorry

I’m not sorry that I finally got the black hair I have wanting since I was six.

I’m not sorry that I cut off all my hair, because now I’m not pulling it out in chunks as a stim.

I’m not sorry for cutting those assholes off, they were using me and I couldn’t take it.

I’m not sorry that I found people who care.

I’m not sorry that I learnt how to stand up for myself.

I’m not sorry that I became someone others look up to.

I’m not sorry for the talents I have.

I’m not sorry for doing what I had to do to be heard.

Im not sorry for defending myself.

I’m not sorry that this list is shorter than the other, because I’m not sorry for trying to figure out who I am.

Who we are.

I’m not sorry that we changed.

For better or for worse, we have changed.

For better or for worse, we are growing.

Lots of love,

Older you,

Charlie.