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silent cries || hwang hyunjin

a series: reasons why skz broke the relationship off

lower caps intended ! taglist open for this series !

warnings: some profanities

word count: 1.4k

genre: angst

a/n: all the bolded with italic parts are her memory. also im so sorry for being inactive >< i had major writers block. and i would like to apologise in advance if this seems rushed :”)

when he chooses his ex over you

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(all the bolded with italics parts are y/ns memories)

“hyun ? where are you ?” you nervously paced around as you spoke into the phone. “i’ll be home soon. i promise. im at school right now. “hyun… its almost 6pm… did you… nevermind. i’ll see you at home.” you hung up before he could utter anything else. kicking off your heels, you threw your handbag onto the couch. it was your anniversary today and this is the fourth time this week he had bailed on you. the reason ? his ex, hyejin.

the two have grown unbelievably close within the month. it didn’t sit well with you at all, but hyunjin managed to reassure you that his feelings for her are gone and he’s over her, head over feels for you instead. at the start, he stayed true to his words. it was so blissful. but as days go by, hyejin seemed to have grown on hyunjin again. it’s starting to get on your nerves, and with your insecurities, it wasnt helping at all. hyunjin was not doing you a favour either, every time you tried to bring up this topic, it seemed to piss him off a lot. arguments were inevitably increasing with each passing day and gradually, you began seeing him lesser because he is always busy with her.

hot tears streamed down your face, ruining your mascara in the process, but you didnt care anyways. 3 years together and he still chooses her over you. did it mean nothing to him ? all those precious time wasted. picking yourself up, you dragged yourself up into your room. you were so foolish and turned a blind eye on all the red flags hyunjin showed.

you started packing all your stuff.

“hyun ! can you help me with this ?” you pointed to one of the logarithm questions on your graded assignment. “give me a minute, y/n. hyejin’s calling me.” you watched as he picked the phone up. you told yourself you werent interested in whatever they were talking about as you trusted hyunjin with all your heart but the moment you heard his laughter, your heart dropped. you gave in and decided to eavesdrop a little. although now you wished you didnt. “cmon hyejin, we both know you look the best in black. you should wear that dress- the black one !” he continued rambling “nono the one with the bare back and v cut. i think it would look better as your prom outfit.” right. prom was coming. and hyunjin still hasn’t asked you to be his date yet. or did he think it was unnecessary because you were in a relationship with him ? you thought he was aware of it since he always asked you to every dance. you snapped out of your thoughts as you watch him end the call with a smile on his face. “hyun…? are you done …? i still need help.” the smile faded almost instantly. “just use the textbook.” he sounded like a completely different person but you didn’t feel like questioning him.

a “ping !” came from your phone. it was felix. you opened it just to see a picture of hyejin making out with hyunjin by his locker. your heart sank even deeper.

“hyun. im not feeling… very well to-today.” you felt very weak as your fever burned up. “y/n, babe im so sorry. hyejin has a major dance exam tomorrow and im trying to help her pass it. i’ll come over after we are done ok?” you hummed in reply and ended the call. it didnt take you a while before you passed out from the lethargic feeling caused by your fever. when you woke up again, it was already 8pm but hyunjin was still nowhere in sight. you still felt horrible and maybe even worse now, knowing he probably forgot about you. you gradually grew bored waiting for hyunjin and started to scroll through instagram when you accidentally clicked on his insta story. “with the gal.” it said. it was a picture of two meals at the place youve been wanting to visit with hyunjin and you could easily make out the figure of the other person. hyejin. you clicked on the left once. “thanks for today jinnie <3” it read. hyejin had tagged him and he reposted it. it was a picture of them hugging. you were lying if you said you were completely ok with it. but you couldnt find it in you to bring it up to hyunjin. at least not yet.

“you mind picking me up later and letting me crash at yours?” you texted felix and he agreed almost instantly .

you remember blowing out the candles on your birthday. “happy birthday baby, i love you.” hyunjin pressed his lips against your forehead as he enveloped you in a hug. it was such a perfect moment. a perfect moment that was ruined by none other then hyejin. “j-jinnie… can you come over…?” it sounded like she was crying. hyunjin dropped you immediately. he grabbed his coat and car keys and made a beeline for the door. “h-hyun! where are you g-going ?” you were in disbelief. he wouldn’t ditch you like this, now would he ? on your special day ? “she needs me, y/n” and without even uttering another word, he ran to comfort another woman in his arms. your knees gave in as you collapsed to the ground. the love of your life had left you again. and what hurts even more was the fact that he did not even hesitate. not even for a second. while she was crying in his arms, you on the other hand was crying on the cold hard kitchen floor, with the nicely decorated cake left untouched.

you dragged the luggage down the stairs. you made a mental note to leave before he returned and to come collect the rest of your stuff another day.

before you could even reach the front door, it swung open. “what the fuck y/n? where are you going?” hyunjin sounded pissed the moment his eyes landed on the luggage. you were dumbfounded, he had the audacity to be mad ? “leaving. if that isn’t obvious enough.” you rolled your eyes. “why ?!” he shouted in frustration. “why ?! YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO ASK ME WHY ?? do you know what day it is today ?! ITS OUR FUCKING ANNIVERSARY FOR FUCK SAKE. IS THIS ALL A JOKE TO YOU ?!” he grew silent as you continued with your outburst. “this is the fourth time you bailed on me this week and im sick of it! im not going to stay by your side like some lovesick puppy and watch you choose hyejin over me OVER AND OVER AGAIN!” he laughed sarcastically. “ME?! choose her ? what a sick joke. i had every chance to get her back if i wanted to, and now hell i think about it, i really rather do that then be here with you. TIME AND TIME AGAIN, I RUSH TO YOUR SIDE TO HELP YOU OUT AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME ? by making me look like some cheating asshole ?”

this time, it was your turn to scoff. “oh fuck off hyunjin. you rushing to help me ? yeah i admit you did but that was before that bitch came and stole you away from me constantly. have you ever wondered who the fuck is your real girlfriend? hyejin ? NO. ITS ME. and yet im being treated like anything BUT THAT. fuck, you wanna be with her so bad ? GO AHEAD ! SHES SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME ACCORDING TO YOU ANYWAYS. im done.” you grabbed your luggage once again and made your way towards the door. “you dont even have a place to stay you loser.” he retorted. “oh hell yea i do. because unlike you, felix cares about me and cares enough to actually BE THERE FOR ME.” you heard a loud honk outside, signalling his arrival. you made sure to say one last thing to hyunjin before you leave. “ill be back to collect the rest of my stuff. enjoy your fucking life.” and with that, you slammed the door behind you shut.

and just that easily, your first love ended. how unfortunate it was to see it end on a bad note. but maybe it was a blessing in disguise…

I like it when you smile | h.hj

PAIRING || Hyunjin x female reader

GENRES || Angst, yandere

SUMMARY || He liked it when you smiled. And he’d do anything to keep that smile on your face…Anything.

WARNINGS|| Angst, major character death

WC || 0.5 K

A/N || Okay..so technically speaking, this is my first fic. Its definitely not the best…but I hope the readers enjoy it. Also I’d like to thank Sarah ( @taemin-jaemin​) for helping me out with all the errors. And any advice or criticisms are welcome. So please let me know if I went wrong anywhere…  ^^

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“Why do you look so sad Y/n? Why don’t you smile?….what’s wrong?” Hyunjin asked you, with concerned eyes.

What was wrong? Everything.

“I can get you everything, just say the word Y/n…Do you need new clothes?”

“No…” You shake your head “…Jewellery?”

“No…that’s not it”

“Then what is it Y/nnie? Are the people here not treating you well?”

“No Hyunjin, they…they’re treating me well” Too well.

"Ahhh is it that you want to spend some time with me Y/n? Well I can clear off my schedule for today so…”

“No Hyunj-”

“Then what do you want?” Hyunjin cut you off. He sounded harsh now. Startled, you looked up to see, the eyes that were full of concern just a few moments ago were gone.They were cold. No, icy. And you realised, you’d done it again. You had vexed him.

“Then, I don’t see any reason for you to not smile if you don’t want any of these..”

“Hyunjin please…”

“SMILE Y/n” He didn’t yell at you. He ordered you.

“I..I-”

“I ASKED YOU TO SMILE DID I NOT?!!!” Hyunjin roared, slamming his hands onto the table.

“Ye-yes” you whispered and tried to force a smile on your face. But that didn’t last too long anyways…You were scared of him now. So scared, that you shuddered at the thought of what he might do, now that you had disobeyed him. And before you even realised, tears began rolling down your cheek.

“Y/n? Why are you crying… don’t cry…SMILE… What do you want? I’ll give you anything. Tell me Y/n!!!!??”

He grabbed your arms, forcing you to look at him. It hurt. But you couldn’t keep it in any longer. Please stop. You wanted to say that to him. You wanted to tell him that if he’d just stop acting so terrifying, everything would be okay.

“Hyunjin..I-I..I want you…I want my Hyunjin back. Hwang Hyunjin. That Hyunjin who was always happy, who was always kind. So kind..this world didn’t deserve him. That Hyunjin who loved to dance and who always sang, but only for me. That Hyunjin who loved me more than anything in this world…who was happy when I was.I need that Hyunjin…my… HYUNJIN.

But you-..you’ve changed.”

Hyunjin suddenly let go of your arms and began to laugh hysterically..

“Hah…ahahahaha…Y/n.my naive little Y/n…don’t you know that the Hwang Hyunjin you’re looking for has already left this world?“

Left this world? What was Hyunjin saying? Wasn’t he standing right in front of you?

"What-” You were cut off by a loud bang.

“So… let me send you to him as well.” Hyunjin whispered into your ears.

Ah…that’s what it was…you had understood now…the day your world fell apart was the day you had abandoned him.

As you took your last breath you heard him say, “You will smile now won’t you? After all, I like it when you smile.”

You should’ve known…the sin you had committed was far from being forgiven or forgotten.

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Hwang Hyunjin - Co-worker

"That would be $20.80 please." you say to the couple in front of you as you hand over their popcorn and drinks they just bought. Today was a busy day at the cinema, but thank god your coworker was able to come in and help out today.

The couple were your last customers before the film started, so you were filling up the popcorn machine again.

"Busy day, huh?" Hyunjin said while he was emptying the bin.

"You have no idea how thankful I am that you came in today. Thanks again, I owe you one." you sigh and look over to him.

"No need to thank me, Y/N. You would've done the same for me." He smiled and washed his hands. Oh, how pretty that smile of his was.

The both of you been working together for almost a year now. You've been working at the cinema for about 5 months when Hyunjin joined your team. Back then, your best friend was working at the cinema as well but she moved away which leaves Hyunjin to be your only coworker.

Ever since you've been working alone with him you noticed how much of a good guy he was. He's super funny, nice, has a good heart and not to forget his face... wow.

You were daydreaming again when you caught yourself staring at Hyunjin. As you quickly got back to work he let out a quiet laugh. You look at him with a confused expression on your face.

"What's up?"

He looked you into the eyes and laughs again. "Oh, nothing. I just thought it was cute how you stared at me." You start to blush and lightly punch his shoulder.

"Stop making fun of me, I wasn't staring." you laugh it off and turn around again to get back to work.

"Yea sure." he laughs as well. "Hey, Y/N, You know how I came into work just for you today? I just thought of a way for you to pay me back."

"What do you mean "pay you back"? You're literally gettind paid for being here." I playfully roll my eyes at him.

"Well yea, but I was hoping you would maybe be so nice and help me with my math homework? I'm so clueless when it comes to math and since I have to be here with you right now I can't even be home to study soo... It's just fair for you to help me I think." He stops doing what he was doing to turn to you and explain with hand gestures.

"Hyunjin..." you laugh. "I don't think you understand how little my knowledge of mathematics is." you laugh and shake your head. "Why would you even think I would be able to do that."

"Well... I didn't think you would be but I thought it was more likely for you to say yes if I asked you to help me as if I directly asked you on a date so I thought i would try it this way." he laughs and gets back to work.

You stop what you're doing and turn over to look at him in disbelief.

"A date?" you ask him but it almost comes out as a whisper.

"Y/N... isn't it obvious that I've liked you for months now?" he giggles and takes a step closer to you.

"Oh... erm." your mouth went dry when he takes another step closer to you. Your eyes focus on his face, as you notice the tiny mole under his left eye.

"So what do you say?" he smiles his oh so beautiful smile and your knees go weak.

"Uhh, I guess I could try to help you with math... tomorrow, 7 pm at my place?" you smile and he nods and brushes a strand of hair behind your ear.

"I'd like that."

Stray Kids X Reader Oneshots (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/319359374-stray-kids-x-reader-oneshots?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=YongShin_ehe STRAY KIDS x reader! oneshots, scenarios, stories has FLUFF ANDJUST A BIT of suggestive content in some chapters!

HYUNJIN OUR HIGHSCHOOL HEARTHROB

Jinnie with this one huge pink hairpin on his hair, quicksimple sketch because work drains me waaayy too much

Stray Kids (SKZ)

One-Shots

Title: Midnight Run – Pairing: Felix x Reader – Genre: Adventure

Title: Heartstrings – Pairing: Hyunjin x Reader – Genre: Romance

Series

Title: Lost in Time – Pairing: Bang Chan x Reader – Status: Complete – Genre: Fantasy

Episodes: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

Imagines

Title: Chasing Dreams – Pairing: Han x Reader – Genre: Fluff

Reactions

Title: Stressed not depressed – Description: Stray Kids reacting to you being stressed

Title: Stray Kids Surprised – Description: Stray Kids reacting to your surprise visit

Headcanons

Title: SKZ as Best Friends – Description: Headcanons about Stray Kids as best friends

Text Fics

Title: Late Night Talks – Pairing: Felix x Reader – Description: Text conversations with Felix

multidxni masterlist

Hello! I decided I should start a masterlist for my works since I started writing sooo here I am. 🥰

My works include short/ long kpop idols imagines. (requests are always open)

You will find everything I write here. ❤️

Total works: 11

Optional bias x fem!reader: 

safe in his arms - fluff

happier than ever - fluff

ending up in his bed again - angst, fluff, smut

Hwang Hyunjin x fem!reader:

but "just friends" don't look at each other like that - fluff, friends to lovers

Jeon Jungkook x fem!reader:

naps on rainy afternoons - fluff, established relationship

you’re all I need - fluff, established relationship

distraction - smut, established relationship 

warm - fluff, established relationship

Suh Johnny x fem!reader:

hugs and kisses - fluff, established relationship

Hwang In Yeop x fem!reader:

The way I love you - fluff, established relationship

Wen Junhui x fem!reader:

comfort zone - fluff, established relationship