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Soft points.
Some days feel so extra heavy, like today. I have no idea what was that all about but I felt blue, I needed a good cry. Nonetheless, I’m a believer of the cycle and I’m pretty sure this is just another phase, probably leading me to another direction? I have no clue but I’ve been through this for a couple of times and this is me telling myself that this is another way of the universe to keep myself grounded. Thus, it isn’t a good thing to just put myself in a corner and weep but it isn’t right to disregard the cause of the sadness also. I can’t blame the hormones all the time, too.
The point is I turned all girl today. Very unlikely.
I need a hug.
"Steady your heart, fighter."
Takes a lot of practice from an energetic human that I am. Actually, torn eh. Sa totoo lang. There are days I question my own guts kasi a lot of people think I got enough but I really am completely just half of it. Hassle kalaban sarili madalas ok. We all have our self-doubts, sobrang kups nalang talaga if one thinks they're better than everyone else. Maybe you are, but nah, kindly cancel yourself out if you ever think that way please lang, no way appealing.
Strong front, mastered it so well because it saved me once, it's hard to admit our own weaknesses especially if somebody already used it against us. Yet again, no, we can't keep ourselves filled with fear kasi we're all bound to hurt anyway. That's how humans function, ipapasok ulit sa eksena yung ganda ng vulnerability, kailangan yun eh. Para may ma-express, may marinig, may sense, lahat. Playing the tough game is a tough play. Harang, somehow self-deceit, repetitive lies we tell ourselves which.... sucks.
People around tapping you saying you need to keep it together. Well, eventually. Um, k thanks pero ang sarap kaya umiyak lang, yakapin yung lungkot tapos mamaya okay ka na ulit. Gets na natin yun eh, so I don't think dapat pa i-conceal yung emotions. Ang ganda kaya, wag kayo magulo.
Bakit ba ko nag-blog ng ganito? Napanood ko ulit kasi yung isang concert ni John Mayer (kiligs) hence interlaced with a good quality speech, as always. Then in a way, naaala ko na mas gusto ko nga pala yung version ng sarili ko kapag alam kong upfront lang ako sa lahat. Iba eh.
Yun.
Hihi. *bye*
guys one day pause for the productivity challenge thing today😭
The only thing I did today that’s worth mentioning is socialising with 127 people at weddings💀💀
I also made gulab jamuun
but my day was not at all productive 😔
( at least I didn’t spend my time rotting in bed scrolling on my phone)
Okay but like
SHIKADAI CALLING SARADA “SARADA-SAMA” reblog if you agree
Me when I accidentally heart my crush’s message: P A N I K
Me when my crush hearts my message too: k a l m .
Me when I accidentally send a thumbs up button: P A N I K ! ! !
Me: *cries*
Uhh… isn’t something a bit…. Off???
I wanted to doodle myself in Rise Donnie’s clothes but didn’t know which colors to use… but then I thought “oh hey I’ve seen some people use Cinna’s color palette” and so here we are
The amount of references I used is crazy
im reconsidering to reopen my requests but promised myself to keep working on longer requests... wanted to write blurbs so badly but im scared ill make them ooc
#savingolddrawing #draw #paint #everyday #marker #markerart #hairstyle #hair #tender #render #ink #penandink #characters #flowergirl #watercolor #watercolorpaper #huhu #alcoholmarkers https://www.instagram.com/p/Cnz_A1Arv6c/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
A man without convictions, Chanyeol.