Hru - Tumblr Posts
hi cin !!
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HEWOO HIIIIII EEE KITTYYYYHKLSDFGJKLFD IM GOOD!!! drawing rn :3
hi cin hru!!
EEEE HI TOMIIII!!! im in spanish :,) so...yaknow
hi cin !!
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hru :33
HEWOO HIIIIII EEE KITTYYYYHKLSDFGJKLFD IM GOOD!!! drawing rn :3
I was just scrolling through Tumblr, when I found some art posts (these were all made by @iriyaices btw) about Cole having Synesthesia, which to me sounds really cool!
If you don't know what Synesthesia is, that's okay because I had no idea it existed either! Synesthesia is a genetic condition where the person has unusual perceptions of the world. An example could be that someone could feel the sound of instruments on their body, or, in Cole's case, he sees colors based on the sounds of other peoples voices.
According to the article I read from the APA (American Psychological Association, yes I'm American) it's very rare, with only 1 in 2,000 people having the condition, 1 in 300 having a variation of it.
The examples shown by the artist were that depending on the mood of the person, there would be a different color.
If any of y'all have this, then all I'll say is that I am very jealous. I get there are cons to having this condition, like any condition (for example ADHD, I would know. Because I have ADHD) , but it also sounds really cool, and it's one of those things that make people unique!
Also I now headcanon Cole as having Synesthesia.
Genuine complaint here but why is it so hard to make and find friends irl?? I used to think it was just cuz I lacked the social skills for it, but I can say with confidence that that isn't the issue anymore, nor is the problem a lack of trying. At this point the issue is genuinely just that I don't want a shallow relationship, I find it unbearable, but most of the people my age aren't on the same page.
I want to talk about our interests, discuss a movie or series we're into, trade worldviews, have conversations that are actually deep and meaningful, but all I get when I try to ask about their interests is "nothing, I just study".
Ya'll wanna talk about my life being boring or isolated and you're telling me you have no life outside of your school books? How am I supposed to keep the conversation going if that's all you're offering me to work with???
Maybe it's the culture where I'm from, or maybe the people I've met thus far just aren't comfortable with anything but very surface level small talk, but it's still upsetting. It gets lonely having all my friends being a 9-13 hour flight away. It gets tiring trying to form new connections again and again and again only to watch them fizzle out and die before they can even begin.