Hate Me - Tumblr Posts

6 years ago

I have received far too many positive, sweet messages recently and I am compelled to remind you all that I am far from blameless. 

Full disclosure.

I cheated. Yes, I’m one of those horrible people.

And not just once. It was systematic. It spanned years, and with multiple people. I was trying to heal myself, give myself a moment of reprieve, find that light heartedness that makes life manageable.

What it actually did was cause further destruction to my self worth. And I handed him a weapon and an excuse that he used to torture me further for another two years.

My actions are inexcusable. I have no one to blame for them but myself. I have been wrought at the idea that I have inflicted pain. It is done and cannot be undone. I can only be better moving forward.


Tags :
4 years ago

like I don't hate myself anymore been there done that

I just loathe waking up each morning hoping to be living in my daydream where I am so happy I am floating and everything is soft, only to find out I'm still me and bro lemme tell you that is no fun


Tags :
7 years ago

Another Friday

"Whores like me" I say, and my laugh is shrill and jagged

"Whores like me" and my voice breaks in the middle

Because I'm not too bright

And my personality isn't all that great

And the only thing I've really got going for me is that I like to fuck

But it's funnier than shit, because God loves whores

Like me.


Tags :
10 months ago

Me veo y me veo, y me sigo viendo y nada en mí sigue agradandome. Y lo odio y a veces me odio.


Tags :
10 months ago

Ya me cansé de ver la misma película de terror en mi cabeza.

También conocidos como recuerdos.


Tags :
8 months ago

If your top love language is physical touch, and so is mine; why aren’t we holding hands?

Running fingers through course yet soft hair, tracing finger tips across skin, soft kisses turning into rough passionate kisses. Forehead kisses. Intertwining fingers. Arm around waist. Pulling each other closer.

Fuck that’s all I want. Lay your head in my lap and let me play with your hair as you fall asleep, feeling forever loved. Wrap your arms around me and never let me go.


Tags :
3 years ago

Ask Box Open!!! (Warm-Up.)

Everyone. For practice and fun, you can ask ANY of my existing characters I draw, a question, it seems a lot, I know, I apologize. Just take a look at my spinning wheels of garbage in one of my posts. That includes the Slenderman AU as well. (HOW DID I HAVE GUTS RO POST THIS? WHY DO I FEEL SO ASHAMED?😳😖OMG HATE ME.😱😭) I will answer them as best as I can from the internet and my versions of answers and you can ask whatever you want. 🤠

-Marioverse, Nintendo

-Cuphead verse

"Creeper Paster" Slender man AU

-"Mystic Magic" Sofia the first AU 🐉


Tags :
9 months ago

So happy with today!! I did everything I was suppose to do, ate exactly what I was suppose to eat, edged and now I’m getting highhh :) Being a Bimbo is better. Being dumb makes horny, being horny makes me happy!! I might not even eat dinner, just leave it at the veggies and such from earlier. I love being a drunk rexxie Bimbo💘🖤⛓️


Tags :
9 months ago

I am unbelievably horny, I can’t think of anything else other than my throat being used as my pussy rn 😫I want my throat to be called my pussy and I want sex to always mean sex with my throat because girls don’t cum!! We just receive it


Tags :
9 months ago

Soooo fucking cold. fuckkk. once the water gets to my shoulders ill set a timer for 5-10 mins. edging while doikg so!!


Tags :
1 year ago

Después de 2 malditos años volví a recaer


Tags :