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Earlier the waiter in our favourite pizzeria saved a slice of cheesecake for me and my mum because they only make it once in a while and he knows we really love it, and it was just so sweet of him. Like, it was such a kind and genuine gesture and it made me so happy and it’s not even about the cheesecake — which, btw, was dreamy.

I’ve not been feeling my very best lately and recovery can be hard sometimes but once in a while you get to experience kindness and suddenly it’s all worth it. It just makes you glad to be alive, yk?

I’m so fucked up. Like, sweater-weather is finally here and my first thought was “Cool, arms are now unlocked :D”

Bitch aren’t you supposed to be in recovery??

And self h@rm addiction!!

nobody warns you this but addiction happens without you noticing and one of the first things that it attacks is your ability to care. if you find yourself using recreational drugs every day, stop and take one day a week sober. if you struggle with this or if you don't see the point of the exercise, you are likely already addicted and you need help.

I literally was on the verge of relapsing but then I got a cold, a fever and even my period and generally felt like shit because of cramps and all the rest. Which wasn’t exactly enjoyable but somehow it made me feel like a person again and kept me from interrupting my 126 days streak.

So thank you body for keeping my mind at bay, I guess?

<3

shoutout to the people who for the longest time didn’t see a future and thought their lives would be over by now. you made it. you’re still going. i know it’s hard building a future you weren’t prepared for, but i believe in you. you’re a survivor.

Preparing hot chocolate because relapsing is not the answerrrrrr