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INTRODUCTION

Hello, internet. You can call me Carrion or Roadkill. If calling me either of those makes you uncomfortable, Oath is fine. I use he/they/it pronouns. I am 20 years old. I am a perisex trans man who was AFAB. I am pansexual and demiromantic. I am alterhuman.

I first made this blog for venting purposes, mostly, so I’m still going to talk about a lot of things that impact my life. Depression, anxiety, imposter syndrome, chronic pain, PTSD, SA, SH, abusive parents, gender dysphoria, species dysphoria, etc. And I’m going to swear. A lot. This blog is for talking without a filter. I might even mention my problems with being hypersexual. This isn’t an 18+ blog, but it isn’t not one, either.

I have been diagnosed with autism, social anxiety disorder, general anxiety disorder, major depressive disorder, ADHD, and CPTSD. I am part of a median system (each part/alter will have their own intro below).

If you have a problem with any of this, please don’t harass me. Just block me and move on with your day.

I’m also going to post song lyrics that I like, reblog stuff I’m interested in, and maybe share some art that I make, now that I’ve decided to use this as my main blog.

This is a safe space for everyone. Systems of all origins, those with personality disorders, those who use pet or age regression (just be aware that I do swear quite a bit). This is also a safe place for paraphilias that are not harmful (so all except those that involve children, animals, and the dead). Any hate or harassment towards myself or anyone in my comment sections will not be tolerated and will result in you being blocked immediately.

DNI (fuck off, get help, etc.): racists, sexists, homophobes, transphobes, acephobes, anyone who hates intersex people for any reason, ableists, zionists and supporters, pedophiles and supporters, zoophiles and supporters, anti endo, TERFs, people (dumbasses) who think that those with NPD and/or ASPD and/or any other personality disorder are inherently abusive (this falls under ableism, but I had to say it again), etc.

Note: I don’t care if you’re a religious person. Just don’t try to convince me that being myself is inherently wrong. Same goes for political beliefs. I don’t care, just don’t harass me about it

PART/ALTER INTRODUCTIONS (We call ourselves the Fractured Mirror Collective, by the way. Unanimously agreed on it). Everyone in this system is an adult, but please don’t flirt with any of us, even jokingly (unless you know us irl)

Ilerei

Gender: female, uses she/her, but doesn’t mind being called they/them once in a while

Species: unsure, some kind of unique creature

Origin: host made an imaginary friend as a kid. That imaginary friend became real and basically the host’s sibling and voice of reason

General traits: caring, protective of the host, tries to keep everyone else in check

Moth

Gender: genderless, uses it/its

Species: winged demon-like being, possibly undead

Origin: unclear, literally just showed up out of nowhere, took control of the body and freaked out about the lack of wings and claws. That was 8/12/24, so Moth is very new here

General traits: angry most of the time, obsessed with wings and flying. Enjoys collecting feathers. Tends to say violent things

Haunt

Gender: unclear, but uses any pronouns

Species: Wenditcher (Hollywood’s bastardized version of the w*endigo)

Origin: not sure, possibly trauma-based

General traits: Quiet, mostly apathetic, hungry all the time. Enjoys collecting bones. Less angry than Moth, but talks a lot about how edible most living things are

By the way, if anyone wants to ask us about our experiences, or individual questions for certain headmates/parts, feel free to. Everyone in this system is an adult, but please don’t flirt with any of us, especially if you don’t know us in the real world. Check my pinned post for some information on everyone who’s here.

Note that if you don’t specify who you’re asking a question to, we’ll assume you’re talking to me (host), since I’m usually the one fronting.

This. We’re not a DID system. We never said we were. We have trauma, but that’s not why we exist. We don’t really know why we exist. We don’t dissociate (the host does, but that’s a whole other topic), and we don’t have amnesia (we know that not even all DID systems have amnesia. At least, we think that’s the case. Correct us if we’re wrong on that). One of us is almost always fronting, and the others rarely do. We’re weird and the lines between us are blurry (we don’t even know who’s typing this). We don’t have system roles or any real purpose for each consciousness’s existence. And guess what? We don’t care. Because even if we were a DID system, it’s not your business and we don’t owe anyone our medical history.

Hey, endogenic plurals and other plurals who don't have DID/OSDD! I wanna see something.

If you are sick, tired, and annoyed at the amount of people accusing you of "wanting DID", "roleplaying as a DID system", "pretending to have DID", and forcibly assigning you as a "DID wannabe", REBLOG THIS POST.

You’d think that having four separate conscious entities in one brain would cause the brain to be able to remember things better. You would be wrong. No one here can remember anything half the time

No one is sure who said it, but someone here (probably Haunt) just made a comment that the body’s teeth should be sharper. Everyone agreed.