Follow Up - Tumblr Posts

This is the reminder card for my follow up appointment after my abortion. I've kept it since receiving it in the last few days of 2016. My woman asked why I've kept so many things that hurt and remind me of terrible times.

These scraps corroborate my story. If I don't keep them, the terrible things that have happened to me just become a figment of my imagination; another false excuse as to why I'm not a better adjusted Adult.

Furthermore, and probably the darker side of my trauma response, I've felt I deserve the misery these memories stir up. Comfort is not something I'm entitled to given my sins and finding reminders of that is part of how I can atone. Real pain is penance after all.

I told her. She said all of the right things. The kind, supportive words we all allow to bounce off of us; so unlike the things he would have said, which I would have allowed to soak into my core.

But I will try a little harder, and today I shredded this damn thing.

Okay so I thought I could do a little follow up on this one.

At the time I'm writing this, none of them are finished yet, so maybe my opinion will change once they finished airing.

Again, the gifs are not mine, credit to the creators!

Skate-leading☆Stars

Episodes released so far: 11 (from 12)

Favorite Characters: Souta Jounouchi & Yukimitsu Mochizuki

Would I write about it? No.

Do I like it? No. I was really hyped about it, but quickly went from the top of my list to the bottom. I really like the characters, but there are so many of them, and to be honest, none of them got enough screentime. The animation is flawless, but the story is incredibly slow and dry for me.

And Maeshima. This little shit drove me crazy everytime he says something, but at least I learned to ignore it in the end.

It is a flop for me so far and I don't think they can fix that in one episode.

I☆Chu: Halfway Through the Idol

Episodes released so far: 10 (from ???)

Favorite Characters: All of them

Would I write about it? Probably no, but can happen

Do I like it? Yes, it is pure cutesy. Again, we have a lot of characters, so sometimes I feel like they can't really get enough screentime, but I can't really complain about anything else with this one. We have a very diversed character group, they are all sweet and different.

It's nothing mind blowing or groundbreaking, but very wholesome and cute.

Sk8 The infinity

Episodes released so far: 9 (from 12)

Favorite Characters: Joe, Adam (sorry)

Would I write about it: I already do lol

It is. THE. BEST. I love this anime so much, the characters are so well written, they have a lot of details about them, they are all lovable. The plot is very immersive, I just want to see more and more. I really love where it goes right now, and I don't have any kind of complain so far. Reki's arch is very relatable and interesting so far, I would die for this baby, we have to protect him.

The animation so fucking good, I can't even describe it. It's smooth, dynamic and incredibly pretty.

I hope you're already watching it, but if you don't please do yourself a favor.

Kemono Jihen

Episodes released so far: 9 (from 12)

Favorite Characters: Kabane x Kon is OTP.

Would I write about it: Probably yes

This anime is just pure perfection. I love the jokes, I love the action, I love the drama. It can be a bit gorey and disturbing sometimes (at least for me, but I'm a proud snowflake), but it's nothing too extreme.

I would recommend it to anyone whou love to see a bit more serious, but still funny and cute shounen anime.

Oh, and the king of curses voice acting, Subawe Junichi is in it, it can't be anything else other than perfect.

Hiii, according to your list, you have a really good taste! I saw you posted something about that you currently watch animes too, do you have any recommendations? Like, from the winter season? Btw I love your blog!!!!

Now, first of all, thank you anon!! And yes, I do have some recommendations!

Soooo. Brace yourselves, long post ahead lol

I started watching these with my bestie, and they are all from the winter season!

(Gifs are not mine, ofc!)

Skate-leading☆Stars

So this one is a little gem for me, I used to ice skate when I was around 8 or 10, it was nothing too serious, but I learned some tricks lol. I don't know what will become of this one, but so far I like it a lot, the only downside to it for me is that the main character, Kensei became extremely annoying to me in the latest episode. Maybe he will have a character development (I hope), but the rest of the boys are very loveable!💖

And, no offense for the fandom, but another huge bonus for me, that it doesn't have that much CGI like in Yuri on Ice, the ice skating parts are nothing like that actually! The CGI ruined the whole thing for me in Yuri on Ice, I couldn't even finish it :((( But this one, I love it a lot!

I☆Chu: Halfway Through the Idol

Now this is just pure cuteness so far. So many characters, I can't even pick a favorite. The list almost endless, and these guys are super interesting too! It's basically about an idol school, so prepare for a lot of music!

My current favorite is this brown haired gentleman, but I can't wait to see/hear the rest of the boys in action! 😤💖

Sk∞ (or SK8/SK Infinity)

Okay, this is my favorite out there now. IT'S JUST PERFECT. The animation is incredible, this pilot episode was like askdksjabsnsksh, like, SO FUCKING COOL??? It has extremely good humor like I couldn't even keep up with the laughing, but it was cool and very gorgeous when it had to be and

Oh. My. God. THE CHARACTERS. I love everyone, the two main guys are not just gorgeous and fun, but they have a perfect 👌 vibe together.

And again. The animation. I mean look at this, what the fuck????

These characters have so much potential, and I don't know how I will wait through the week, like, I CAN NOT EVEN. I CAN'T.

If you just watch one from this list, this should be the one. Honestly, please give it a try, you probably won't regret this one.

Kemono Jihen

Okay this one is a little different. More gore, more mystery, and a little more Suwabe Junichi (Grimmjow, Aizawa, Worick Arcangelo, Victor Nikiforov, check him out, this man is perfect).

If you like demons, supernatural stuff, and you love a good shounen, this might be a perfect one. I won't guarantee tho, because it has only one episode so far, but it seems like a decent action with demons and stuff.

Hypnosis Mic: Division Rap Battle

(I almost forgot about this one, because we already finished it lol)

It was SO. MUCH. FUN. Like, if you looking for a serious anime with bishis, it might not be the one for you, but damn, I had so much fun watching this.

So it's basically about a violence-free future, because instead of your fists and weapons, you can only fight with... Well, yeah, rap battles. The rap itself generates powerful illusions, so it's not just about sick rhymes! 😎

As I said before, I really anti-CGI, and this one has a lot sometimes. I thought it will spoil it for me again, but the characters and the plot all together managed to convince me, and I'm so happy we sit through the whole season. It was a really carefree, fun anime, and I fell in love with Samatoki in an instant 🤯💖

Sooooo after I finish the one remaining request I have (which is not that far now, sorry for the slow work lol), I will definitely add these to my list, and I would love to write something about these too! Especially about SK8 👀💖

im here ... fanfiction idea ... you wont believe what im about to suggest it is truly unexpected. what if donatello caught an illness. like, big crazy fever illness. hes so exhausted he can barely stand. ofc, he still tries to do something useful, like maybe, idk, working on the tank or something in his lab, only for it to go wrong because he is SICK.

or like, if you want something simpler, just a silly sickfic without the lab accident :3

idk. its 12 am i am spitting out an idea for you. hope you enjoy. im so sleepy.

TYSMMMM KEEBWEE. I enjoy both these ideas very much. I was tempted to go with the first one but I have some stuff coming up in my big fic that I hope to make similar and I wouldn’t be able to keep it short.

I went with the simpler sick idea but with him trying to work. Tysmmmm for giving me ideas!!! My brain was not working and it was like staring at a white page. I had nothin knocking around my noggin for a bit.

(The fic because while I know you know where I am on ao3 I may start posting links on here regularly)