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On New Years Eve I was watching movies with my family. My mother brought in little containers of ice cream and I started eating and savoring it, albeit rather absent-mindedly. I was just about to the bottom when I caught glimpse at the nutrition label- “740 calories per container”.

Just wow…

Anyways, I put the rest in the freezer as I’ve been trying to actually lose weight for a few small reasons. I’ve thought about it for the past couple of days and I keep thinking, “Wow, maybe I really am just supposed to be an extreme gainer. I have the stomach for it, I wonder how quickly I’d put on weight if I started chugging heavy cream again and stuffed myself at every opportunity.” The main thing that is keeping me from giving in to my natural gluttony is the fear that I’ll never find a girl who loves me and would be okay if I were to start putting on weight intentionally.

I just want someone to sincerely tell me the things I want to hear about my body and perhaps shore up some of the little insecurities I still latch onto from time to time:

”I love how soft you are.”

”Your figure is amazing.”

”Your stretch-marks aren’t ugly, I love them.”

I rarely ever like talking about what I fear, what I want to hear from others, or my insecurities because it always makes me feel like I am putting my weaknesses on display to get attention or like I am being selfish and self-centered.

I just want to be loved, which is something I don’t relish saying, but am willing to under the shroud of anonymity.

I just want one individual to focus on their love for me now and again. That is what I want in my life, someone who doesn‘t just love me for my mind, body, or personality alone; I want to be loved for all of me. It‘s a bit embarrassing for me to admit it, and it seems exceptionally shallow to me, but I just wanted to say it.

I want the sight of my overhang to cause excitement. I want the supple pliancy of my flesh to bring comfort, warmth, and joy. I want the jiggly curves of my body to give her happiness. I don’t even need her to be a feeder, or even want me to be fat. If I can give love and receive it in turn, that will be enough, but if by chance she loves to see me indulge and grow I’d be over the moon.

I suppose this all makes me sound desperate, but I don’t ever talk about romance or love very often because it’s always just been pie in the sky.

I’m feeling rather lonely at the moment, so if you read this and find that you would like to get to know me better please send me a message. Hopefully I’ve not been too whiney in my posts, I’ve just been a bit overly-pensive lately.

MY DREAM IS TO RUB THAT BIG ROUND BELLY

Enjoy some fatty josh hutcherson and tom holland pt1.

Fatty josh hutcherson and tom holland pt2🤤

Wish a feeder would do this to me🤤🐷🤭

See, over the last year I've genuinely been considering gaining weight, intentionally for once, this winter should I actively try and pile on the fat???

i keep thinking abot gaining just a little weight, to just chub up enough to real jiggle when i move, or COMPLETLY blow up to the point i can barley move

Feeders out there, do you prefer to start off with someone skinny and make them huge?? Or someone already fat to begin with?

mood

I am mainly a feeder but in like a six doughnuts for me, two dozen for you kinda way!

Man I really wish I could have a feedism doctor. Like a doctor who would be able to walk me through the risks of gaining, but give it a realistic view. They’d encourage me if I wanted to get bigger and not judge the idea, but also tell me the health risks and how to mitigate them

Keep up the good work

Kind of spooky how fat this ass is getting. 💀

This Thanksgiving I’m grateful for gluttony and for learning that you should just give in to fat 😋💕 Remember cuties, we need to clean our plates and not just go back for seconds, but thirds, too! 💋 Let’s make our friends and family members question whether or not the ham is on the table or sitting beside them eating way too much for one person 🤭

Xx

Gluttony is cute and you should give into it more. Stuff your face now and worry about clothes fitting later. 💗

weight gain is so much more fascinating than you’d think it would be?? and it’s the little things - no one/nothing prepared me for the softening, swelling sensation of my arms getting fatter, and i have so many stretch marks now. bodies are cool

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