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・❥・𝚜𝚢𝚗𝚘𝚙𝚜𝚒𝚜 : 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚝 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖  

 ・❥・𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: 𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚝  𝚡 𝚏𝚎𝚖!𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛  

・❥・𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝 :   

・❥・ 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 : 𝚂𝙼𝚄𝚃, 𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙, 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚛𝚊𝚕 (𝚏𝚎𝚖), 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐,, 𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚞𝚊𝚐𝚎, 𝚍𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚙𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚍/𝚜 𝚍𝚢𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚌𝚜, 𝚏𝚕𝚞𝚏𝚏?   

・❥・𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚛’𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎: 𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙸 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐!  

・❥・𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 

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“𝙷𝚎𝚢 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕𝚜 𝙸’𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔” 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝙼𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙺𝚊𝚝.” 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚙𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚗𝚢 𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖, 𝙱𝙰𝙳. 𝙳𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚕𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑 𝚋𝚘𝚠𝚕 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚎𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚝𝚎𝚜. 

 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚘 𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚐𝚘𝚍. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚊 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚘𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚙𝚊𝚙𝚎𝚛, 𝚞𝚗𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚞𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚗𝚎. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚎𝚍 𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚑 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚝𝚑. 

 ‘𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚏𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚜.” 𝚆𝚒𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍, 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚕𝚢, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛. 𝚃𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚙, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚒𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐.  𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚊𝚠 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍. ‘𝙵𝚞𝚌𝚔 𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞.” 𝙸𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝙴𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚝, 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚑𝚞𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚕𝚞𝚎𝚜 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜. 

 “𝙾𝚑 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚝, 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢.” 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚍. 𝙸𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚕𝚢. “𝙾𝚑 𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚙, 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐” 𝙿𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚎𝚍 𝚊 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚔𝚒𝚝.  “𝙰𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚘𝚔?” 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚙𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚊𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚜.  

“𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚑, 𝙸’𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚘𝚔 𝚍𝚘𝚌.” 𝙷𝚎 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚍. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚎𝚐𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚑𝚘𝚕 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚊𝚙, 𝚍𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜.  “𝚈𝚘𝚞’𝚟𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚛.” 𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚔𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝.  𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚌𝚘𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚍, 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚊𝚙 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚊𝚛𝚋𝚊𝚐𝚎. 

“𝙳𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚌𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚑 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚎.”  

“𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝙸 𝚍𝚘.” 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜. “𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚛 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕𝚜 𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕.”  

“𝙽𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑.” 

𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚝, 𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚗𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚎𝚔𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜.  𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚛. 𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚘𝚖 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜.

 “𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚔?” 𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 “𝙷𝚖𝙷𝚖”  𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚐𝚕𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 , 𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚊𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚙𝚜.”𝙸'𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚢 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚠.” 𝙷𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚘𝚎𝚍.  𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚞𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚝 𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚊 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚏𝚏, 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗. 𝙷𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛'𝚜 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚎𝚍, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚎𝚐𝚊𝚗 𝚊 𝚖𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚢, 𝚖𝚘𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚊𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚎𝚊𝚛.  “𝙼𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚞𝚖 𝙴𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚝, 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎?” 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚎𝚛.  “𝙹𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊 𝚜𝚎𝚌, 𝙸’𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢.” 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜. 

 “𝙵𝚞𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚣𝚒𝚗𝚐.” 𝙷𝚎 𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚔𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚢 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛.  𝙷𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚊 𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍. “𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚜𝚘 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚞𝚕”

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i’m an asshole, baby

song ♫ bad idea! - girl in red

asshole elliot <\3 word vomit bc i rlly wanted to write this but i had no idea how to go about it so i kinda went a diff way than the ask 😵😵 + elliot and the reader r fwb

ask: elliot accidentally saying something hurtful to yn and she tries to play it off like, “yeah no i’m fine. it’s whatever!” or “oh, i forgot you even said that. my attention span is short.” knowing damn well she ends up spending her time after school balling her eyes out.

“At least Jules can give a decent fuckin’ blow job, I have to fuck your face to get even a little bit of pleasure.”

You froze, your breath hitched in your throat and you stared right into Elliot’s eyes. What the fuck?

You and Elliot have always had a very playful dynamic, making fun of each other was the love language that you guys shared. You and Elliot were extremely close, he gave you your first everything. Your first kiss, your first time, your first time smoking weed, he was always the first person you did it with.

One time, when the two of you were high, you expressed to him how insecure Jules made you. She was different, unique, outgoing, beautiful, she had everything you could want for yourself. Her and Elliot were getting very close and you noticed how much more sexual the jokes between the two of them had gotten. You werent Elliot’s girlfriend, so you had no right to be mad, but the way he made you feel during sex made you feel like the most beautiful girl in the world and you selfishly wanted that side of him all to yourself. He was so gentle with you, he checked in on you, he did what you wanted, feeling so cherished made your heart soar.

He let out a dry chuckle, he was waiting for your response to his insult, but he heard you fall silent, “Yo, are you good?” You tilted your head at him a little and slowly began to stand up from the bench that you were sitting on.

You couldn't believe that you had told Elliot such a sensitive piece of information about your self image and he threw it back in your face like it was nothing.

Something else Elliot knew was that you weren’t the most experienced person when it came to sex, you had only been with one other guy besides Elliot. He was an ass who only cared about his pleasure so you didn't really have enough time to learn anything from him. You always worried about your performance in bed with Elliot, he always told you how good you were doing and how much he enjoyed guiding you through the process.

“I’m fine. I just remembered I have to go home, my dad said I have to be home by 6.” You saw him frown, he nodded and brought the joint back up to his lips.

“See ya, Y/N. Be safe.” You walked away from him and the tears started to form in your eyes. Were you really that bad? Why did he bring up Jules?

Elliot always knew how to hit you where it hurt, but it never hurt this bad. You were self conscious in a lot of aspects and being made fun of for how you were in bed diminished your self esteem even more. You had given yourself to him and he uses one of your insecurities against you? Part of you felt like you were being dramatic, but the other part felt like you had a right to be mad at him.

You walked into your house and immediately went upstairs. Being told you dont give good head isnt a big deal, but being told that by the only person you’ve ever been with in that way can destroy how you see yourself in future sexual relationships, especially if its in comparison to another person who is far more experienced than you are.

You flopped down on your bed and stared at the ceiling. Your own thoughts were eating you alive, it was only a joke, why are you such a fuckin crybaby?

Your thoughts were interrupted by the buzz of your phone. It was Elliot.

Elly >_<: hey, did you make it home okay?

You: yeah

Elly >_<: good good good

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Elly >_<: u wanna hang tomorrow? got sum more weed when u left :p

You: not tomorrow, sorry el.

You were normally always free to hang out with him and smoke. But now that you knew how he felt about your sexual performance, you were too embarrassed to face him.

Elly >_<: :(((((((( y not?

You: busy

Elly >_<: dudeeeeeee ur literally NEVER busy wdf

You: i am tomorrow..

His text bubble kept disappearing and reappearing, your heart rate started to speed up, he was obviously hesitant on what he was gonna say.

Elly >_<: is this about what i said at the park?

Elly >_<: if so sorry lmao

Elly >_<: didn’t think it was dat srs….crybaby

You: ok el.

Elly >_< : bruh lol, take a joke. gonna ask again, wanna hang out tomorrow?

You: no

Elly >_<: when you stop bein such a fuckin baby i’ll text you again, bye

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You put your phone down. Not only did he hurt your feelings, but he’s now making you feel stupid for feeling the way you do. You honestly didn’t want to see him again until you got over it or until he apologized once he saw how much it hurt you, but knowing Elliot, those chances were very slim.

You threw yourself into your pillow. Why did you like guys who were such fucking assholes?

happy valentines day 💌 im gonna post part 2 of im an asshole baby today, it’s gonna be sweet sorry it took so long I’ve been so busy I’m sorry😞😞

Breaking Free

Warnings: Mentions of cheating, Elliot and Jules, Fluff, Mentions of drug addiction and Parent death.

Summary: Sometimes all you and rue need is each other

Reader x Rue bennett ( Platonic )

When rue told you that elliot and jules hooked up, you didn’t know how to react. You and elliot had been dating for 3 months. 3 months of love and devotion you put into the relationship only to have your heart broken in return.

You didn’t believe her at first. you were always under the impression that jules hated elliot’s guts. considering the interrogation she gave elliot that she forced you and rue to partake in with her, never in a million years would you have ever thought they would hook up.

It wasn’t until elliot admitted it once you confronted him. As he glossed over the details of their hook up, your heart was breaking in your chest. Not only did they hook up but they did it while you and rue were just in the other room.

It took a lot for you and rue to recover from this heartbreak. you both spent countless nights holding each other and crying while listening to rue’s breakup playlist she made when jules left her at the train station only a few months prior.

Looking back at that time made you want to laugh. you cannot believe you were so heartbroken about a guy who didn’t give a damn about you. looking back at you and rue back then and now made you want to cry in a good way.

Rue was now clean, not having touched a single drug in days. she looked better too, clean hair and clean clothes. you two spent hours deep cleaning her room along with leslie until it was practically unrecognizable. you were insanely proud of your best friend and she was insanely proud of you.

She would immediately gain a smile on her face when witnessing you walk into her house without red eyes or dried mascara rolling down your face. She noticed you cut a few inches off your hair and along with her, started taking care of your appearance more.

“Hey remember our high school musical phase?” You asked rue, giggling as you remembered how obsessed with the movie you and rue were at age 8-10

“Oh my god do not bring that up” Rue groaned playfully while turning to her side and facing her back towards you. the two of you were laying on her bed while watching the newest season of love island.

“Oh come on don’t tell me you forgot” you dramatically gasped while sitting up and turning the tv volume down.

“Oh i would never forget it. Remember when I dressed up as troy for halloween?” Rue stated while reminiscing of that day

“And I dressed up as Gabriella” You nodded, smiling as memories of that day flashed through your mind.

“And gia as kelsie” you and rue said in union while giggling at the memory of 4 year old gia wearing glasses and hat with lyrics in her hands.

Robert, rue’s dad kept a photo of the 3 of you dressed up in his wallet for years. He was also a big fan of the movies. he always sang along with you and rue and would sometimes play the role of darbus or sharpay when needed.

When he died that’s when rue started to hate the movie. She always cried when she remembered the times they’d blast breaking free in the car on the way to school. She felt bad loving something she loved with her dad when he was no longer with her.

She felt like she was betraying him

Slowly she started to get over the hate she felt for the movie. After much convincing from gia, the 3 of you watched it again after years and she realized that instead of frowning at the memories with her dad, she smiled at them.

Rue knew that cherishing these memories instead of trying to erase them would help her instead of harm her. Rue felt bad for always snapping at you when you’d bring anything high school musical related up in a conversation. She hated how she basically forced you to hate the movie too.

“I miss your dad” You said after a few minutes of comfortable silence. Robert was basically a second father to you. The bennett family happily welcomed you with open arms whenever you would be there. you had your own spot at the dinner table and even your own mug.

“Me too” rue said placing you hand on yours and turning back so she was facing you. Rue had an idea in her head and suddenly shot up from her bed. you grew confused as she ran to the other side of her room, into her closet.

You squinted your eyes as you studied the clothing in her hands. Suddenly it hit you as you smiled with nothing but glee

She held your old halloween costumes

“You kept them?” You asked laughing as you unfold your old Gabriella costume. it was nothing but a flower dress and a white science lab coat.

“Of course” rue replied while looking over at the white tracksuit in her hands. Her dad let her barrow one of his as she didn’t have one. She remembered putting it on for the first time as a child and vowed to be the best troy bolton East highland as ever seen.

you and rue stared at each other and grinned. she nodded at you making you squeal and rush to her laptop. you typed in “Breaking free” and clicked onto the video you haven’t watched in so long.

Little did you know, Elliot and jules had driven over to Rue’s house. They wanted to desperately get their girls back as they realized how idiotic they were to ever do what they did. To jules, Rue was her first love.

But to Elliot, you were his something new. He had been “in love” before but after being with you, He realized that the girls he were with before do not compare. They always judged him for his drug use and the fact that he was not close to his family.

But you were different

You never judged him for taking drugs. you were understanding of his past with his family and never wronged him for it. He has been haunted by the look in your eyes and the tears down your face when he admitted to cheating on you with jules. It was something he would forever regret and he won’t stop until you were his again.

Not knowing you both were happy without them, Elliot and jules walked around the house to rue’s bedroom window. They knew that if they tried the front door leslie would most likely slam the door in their face.

They peeked through rue’s bedroom window only to be shocked at the sight. There the both of you were

You were dancing around the room in your flower dress that still fit you like it was yesterday while singing to Gabriella’s parts.

Rue was across the room, running around her room while singing along to troy’s parts while having a true smile on her face.

“Can you feel it building like a wave the ocean just can’t control” Rue sang while doing a short moonwalk just like troy did in the movie

“Connected by a feeling ohhh, in our very souls” you sang, facing her as you strutted towards her to hold her hand

Leslie walked towards rue’s room to inform the two girls that dinner is almost ready and was surprised at the sight of rue twirling you around while you both sang along to a song she hasn’t heard in a very very long time.

Leslie peaked her head inside the room and almost teared up at the sight. she hasn’t seen a sight so familiar in a long time and is glad that rue’s finally happy again.

no drugs

no jules

Elliot and jules felt hurt that you both seemed better off without them. they both knew that you two wouldn’t ever get together romantically but the thought of the love of their lives being happy without them stung.

Elliot wished he never laughed and refused whenever you’d ask him if you can sing to high school musical songs. He thought it was childish that a high school girl was so obsessed with a children’s movie.

But looking at the way you and rue danced along to the song while dancing made him want to go back in time and soak up the opportunity of you being in his arms singing along to Breaking free.

Jules felt no different, She grew envious at the thought of rue being happy without her. she was so used to being rue’s happiness that it became her source of happiness and without it, she was empty.

The two blondes looked at each other and realized that they lost the two best things to ever happen to them.

Gia walked outside of her room, wanting to know what the loud noise echoing through the house was only to see her mother outside her older sisters door recording whatever’s inside.

Gia moved past her mother to see her two sisters dancing along to one of her favorite songs. she smiled as her favorite part was coming soon

“soarin’ ” you sang as rue twirled you so you were facing leslie and gia.

“flyin’ ” rue waved her arms around happily as she noticed her mother and little sisters smiles directed at them. rue was glad to be the reason her family smiled and not the reason her family cried.

you both noticed gia fiddling her fingers, a sign she wanted to join in but not wanting to bother or stop the girls. you immediately ran towards the two women and grabbed both of their hands. rue was clapping and cheering them on from behind.

Leslie yelped as she was suddenly brought into a circle between her daughters and playfully groaned but sang along. she knew deep down she also wanted to join in.

The 4 women were dancing in a circle while screaming along to the lyrics. they knew that no matter how bad the hard times are, the good ones make up for it all.

Rue looked around at her family. gia was looking at herself in the mirror and singing along, you and leslie were holding hands and playfully singing to each other.

Rue realized that no matter what happens with her and jules, it doesn’t matter because in the end

all she needs is you.