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Hi. I'm sorry to ask this but, for more than three years (because I'm still missing Lunaescence) I've been trying to find a way to re-read an old fanfiction that I used to love. I almost found a way to read it back thanks to the wayback machine but... Because the fanfic was rated -17, when I click on it and it tells me I don't have the rights and that's the end. Honestly I'm really desperate to find a way to re-read it.

It was an Envy (fullmetal alchemist) X reader and the name was Initial impact. Does anybody know where I could find it ?

Thanks