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(warnings: mention of toxic relationships and weird age gaps,,, also mentions of testing on hybrids without them knowing)
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15 - why did you want me?
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Jay was back at work the next day, his heat had finished the previous evening and he was feeling up to working again. However, he was still yet to return home and had stayed at Sunoo’s instead. After hearing what Y/N had said, he was feeling a little uncomfortable about confronting May again. Even though deep down Jay knew the truth already, hearing it from someone else was scary.
So instead of sitting around feeling sorry for himself, Jay had gotten up extra early and headed to work to open up the café. He arrived at seven, knowing there might be a possibility that you could drop by on your way to work. Jay busied himself with cleaning and tidying, he was feeling the exhaustion already but he needed to keep his brain busy at work instead of dwelling on things at home.
Glancing up at the clock, he noted the time nearing seven thirty, if he was correct then you would probably arrive soon if you were going to. He hated May for changing your hours, he hated her for giving you extra work, it seemed that every decision May made was pushing you further from him.
“Jay!” The bell at the top of the door chimed as you rushed inside, the wind blowing the door shut behind you. Your cheeks were flushed and Jay noted the way you were breathing heavily as if you’d been running.
He smiled tentatively at you. There was half of him that wanted to run into your arms and engulf himself in your scent, that was the hybrid inside him, but the human side of him knew he needed to restrain himself as to not scare you off. He hated that he had that rational side of him.
“Y/N, I was hoping you’d come.” Jay blushed whilst he said that, he didn’t want to sound desperate but he couldn’t help himself.
“Sorry I’m a little late, I couldn’t sleep last night so I slept through my alarm,” you sighed, brushing a hand through your hair. Jay took in your appearance, your makeup was minimal and you hair was unbrushed, but you still looked pretty to him. From where he was stood, he could smell your scent easily and he noted that you weren’t wearing perfume today. Jay could just smell your natural scent, it was driving him crazy, he was still highly sensitive from his heat and anything you did was enough to trigger him again.
“It’s ok,” he smiled, fiddling with the apron around his waist as you leant against the counter. “Do you want a drink?”
“A mocha today please,” you said as you watched him busy himself at the coffee machine. “So, I think we should talk now whilst we can, get it all out on the table.”
“Yeah,” he didn’t look away from the drink he was making. “I want to apologise first though, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about me and May. It’s weird between us, and it’s confusing between me and you. But the other night when we called, I didn’t know what to do, and the only person I could think of was you, May never once crossed my mind. I’m still sorry, I should’ve told you.”
You sighed softly, leaning your chin on your hands as your elbows rested on the counter. Jay finished your drink, sliding it over to you before tucking his hands in his pockets, looking anywhere but at your eyes.
“I get it Jay, you don’t need to explain.” You passed a note over to him, tucking a second into the tip jar, “it’s done now, I’m not going to dwell on it. I was mad at first, but I’m more mad at her.”
“Are still you mad at me?” He asked quietly, finally looking down at you, eyes wide.
“I was Jay, so mad,” you closed your eyes and took a breath before standing up straight to look at him. “But like I said, what’s done is done. Just be honest with me Jay, why did you want me during your heat and not May?”
He fell silent for a moment, scanning your face as you waited for his answer. Why did he want you? He didn’t really know, he hadn’t thought about it too much because he knew it would scare him.
“I don’t know entirely, but when my heat started you were literally all I could think about,” he said before thinking, before realising the weight of his words. “And that one time, when you came here and hugged me, the only thing that calmed me down was your scent.”
“Oh,” you breathed out, processing his words. “My scent?”
“Yeah, I’m not sure if I’m ready to unpack what all this means yet, but just having your scent around me was enough to make me feel grounded. Like even now, having you near is making me more calm than I’ve been in a long time.” Jay put his palms down on the counter, leaning into them a little, “there’s so much else to worry about now before I can think about what all this means. I think I might explode if I try to.”
“I get that,” you smiled softly, leaning over and placing a hand over his. Jay wanted to pull away, he didn’t want you to know how much your touch affected him because, as soon as you hand touched his, he relaxed completely. “We don’t need to think about that yet, what we need to do is figure out what to do with May.”
Jay frowned, his head shaking gently, making his hair fall over his eyes, “I don’t know what to do. I can’t leave, my parents wouldn’t understand, May would fight it.”
“I can’t let you stay like this though Jay, it’s just going to get worse,” you squeezed his hand softly.
“I can’t leave,” he repeated. “Everything I own is hers, I have nothing if I leave.”
“You’ve got us Jay, me and the others are here for you,” Jay’s eyes started to well up but he blinked the tears away quickly. “We’d never let anything happen to you, you know that right?”
“I know, and I’m forever grateful.” He slipped his hand out from yours, wiping away his tears and smiling at you. You saw right through it though, he was putting on a front.
“I can’t force you to do anything Jay,” the clock was nearing eight, you needed to get to work soon. “But can you do one thing for me?”
Jay caught your gaze, eyes glossy, and it took all of your willpower not to climb over the counter and hold him. You could feel your phone blowing up, probably May wondering why you weren’t at work yet, but nothing could take your attention from Jay as he nodded in response to your question.
“Anything May asks you to take, medication wise, tell me straight away. Even if you just text me the name, tell me what it is. And please, don’t take anything. Flush it down the toilet, do whatever, just don’t take it, ok?” You held his gaze, making sure he understood each word.
Jay nodded once again, “I promise, I won’t take anything.”
“Good boy,” you breathed out in relief. It wasn’t a lot, but it was a start to a solution, it was a step in the right direction. “We’ll figure this out, I’ll be here for you in this. Just trust me, I’ll do everything I can.”
“I trust you Y/N,” he said quietly. You were forever amazed how quickly Jay turned into the shy and meek boy that you’d seen at the beginning, you wondered if this was how he acted around May. “Thank you.”
“You don’t need to thank me,” you held your cup tight as you tucked your bag over your shoulder. “I’ve got to go, I’m late for work already. But I’ll text you later, ok? If you need anything, don’t hesitate to message me, I’ll always reply to you.”
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(late update but i made it!!!!! this week has been hectic and i'm exhausted i'm about to collapse fr ALSO note: may doesn't follow yn's insta so they're safe for now)
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18 - I'll give you the world
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(warnings: may starts to get rlly awful here, it's now going to get pretty bad in may and jay's relationship so just be aware she is going to be saying some not so kind things!)
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(sorry for the wait!!!! cute chap for u <;3)
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Jay was late.
Like really late. You’d agreed that morning to meet at your house since May was away for a few days. You were finishing work at five, and Jay would come over for six so that you two could hang out and maybe order some food. And now it was seven and you hadn’t seen or heard from him. It didn’t help that the rain outside was getting heavier by the moment and you worried for the boy who might be out in it.
Usually you’d be fine with this, you’d just assume that they had got busy and would reply with an explanation when they could. But Jay was different, you were worried for him in case something had happened on his way to yours. You wanted to take care of him, and that meant that you worried for him more than usual. So you sat there, phone in hand as you stared at the unread texts you sent him.
It was at that point, when you were about to call Sunoo in a panic, that a quick knock sounded on your door. Your stomach leaped, rushing to open it and seeing Jay standing there dripping rain water onto your front door step. He opened his mouth to speak but you cut him off by tugging him forward and wrapping your arms around him. His clothes were soaked with rainwater but you didn’t care much, holding him tight against you as he stood shivering.
After a second or two he relaxed, wrapping his own arms around you and revelling in the warmth you were emitting onto him. He sighed, resting his chin on the top of your head for a moment before pulling away to look down at you. There was a frown on your lips which made him sad, Jay hated seeing you upset.
“What the fuck Jay,” you whined, pushing him back a little. “Where have you been? I was so worried.”
“You were worried?” He cracked a small smile, resting his hands on your hips.
You nodded, fighting not to smile back with him, “of course I was! You didn’t text to say you’d be late, I thought something had happened to you.”
“I’m sorry Y/N,” he squeezed your hips gently before letting go. You stepped aside to let him in, taking his soaked coat off of him. “I was about to leave but May video called me, then she was on the phone with me for ages I couldn’t get off call even though I saw your texts. And so by the time she hung up I was already late, and of course my bus was super slow too and my phone ran out of battery before I could text you back.”
You sighed, hanging his coat up and leading him to your living room, “you’re really unlucky aren’t you? What did May want to talk about?”
You rushed around, grabbing an old oversized pair of sweatpants for Jay to change into since his jeans were wet. His shirt was dry so at least he could keep that on, you didn’t know if any of your shirts would fit him anyway.
“Hold on, let me change then I’ll tell you everything,” he said with a small sigh, taking the clothes with a thankful smile.
“My bathroom is the last door at the end, I’ll make us some tea whilst you change,” you leant up, brushing some of his wet hair off his forehead gently. Jay nodded, rushing off to change whilst you prepared two warm cups of tea, settling on the sofa waiting for him with your legs tucked up underneath you. You’d made sure to plug his phone in for him so that it wouldn’t be dead when he eventually had to leave.
“Thanks Y/N,” he said, slumping down next to you. Considering it was the first time you two had been together inside one of your homes, you felt comfortable already. It didn’t feel awkward like you thought it might.
“So what happened?” You asked softly, wrapping your hands around your mug.
Jay turned to you, a pout on his lips, “so I was just about to leave when May called, and she literally never video calls so I thought it was something super important. But she started talking to me about all the chores I needed to do at home, and then she wanted to talk to me about that new medication.”
Jay stopped, biting his bottom lip and worrying the skin there. You raised an eyebrow, “the medication? She made you take it didn’t she?”
“How could you tell?” He sighed, leaning his head against the back of the couch, “I’m sorry, I was trying to hang up but she said if I didn’t take the medication on the call then she would come back to make sure I did.”
“She’s fucking insane,” you swore, shaking your head. You wanted to be angry, you were angry, but looking at Jay and seeing how remorseful he looked made your anger subside. You weren’t mad at him, there was no reason for him to feel upset.
“I’m sorry, I know you said not to take it,” he said, fiddling with his fingers and avoiding your eyes. You put your mug down, placing one hand on his knee to bring his attention to you. His ears twitched gently, the rain water finally drying and fluffing up the fur there.
“Don’t apologise Jay, it’s not your fault,” your hand yearned to raise up and ruffle his hair and stroke his ears but you held back. “I’m just mad at her, she knows what she’s doing is wrong but she’s still doing this to you. I hate her so much Jay, and I hate that you have to go home to her every day.”
You went against your better judgement, leaning up and running a hand through his still damp hair before brushing your fingers against one of his ears. Jay closed his eyes at the feeling, leaning into your touch with a small smile against his lips.
“I hate it too,” he admitted, fully leaning the weight of his head on your hand now. “I wish it was you that I was coming home to.”
You froze. Jay had said similar things when he was in his heat, talking about the two of you in a way that was reserved for couples, but hearing him say it now was a whole different story. He was completely sane now, there was no excuse for him to be talking like that unless he actually meant it.
“Jay,” you mumbled, looking up at him and folding your hands into your lap. He looked down at you, his ears slightly pointing downwards since you’d stopped petting him, “you can’t say stuff like that.”
“Why not?” He asked genuinely, eyes wide, “it’s the truth, am I not allowed to say the truth?”
“You are,” you sighed, not being able to look away from his gaze. “But we only just met Jay, you need to be logical.”
Jay just pouted, he didn’t understand why you were rejecting him now. He knew you liked him, he could tell by how much you cared for him already, so why was it so hard for you to accept when he talked like this?
“I am being logical, I’m just speaking my mind,” he leant his head back on the couch. “You make me feel safe, and happy, which is everything to me. I’ve never felt this comfortable around anyone, just being near you makes me calm down no matter the situation.”
You didn’t break eye contact, just watching as he talked. Jay was like an open book to you, you could probably tell what he was thinking just with one glance. And right now was one of those times, he was definitely telling the truth, you couldn’t detect a hint of lying in his voice or demeanour.
“You mean that?” You asked, reaching over and taking one of his hands in yours. Jay followed the movement, smiling gently when he felt your hands enveloping his.
“Yeah, one hundred percent,” he tugged on your hands to bring you closer before wrapping his arms around you. For the second time that night you were engulfed in Jay, his cologne filling your senses as he held you close to him. Your head fit snugly into his neck, your own arms circling his waist to keep him close.
“Is this ok?” He asked, running one hand up and down your back.
“More than ok,” you replied. It felt right, being with Jay felt right. And for those few moments you could forget about everything else. You forgot about May and everything that came along with that, Jay made you forget all of it.
The rest of the evening went by in a blurry haze, your mind was too preoccupied thinking about how softly Jay held you in his arms and how his heart was beating so quickly in his chest the more you cuddled up against him. You ate together, lounging on the couch until it was way past midnight. You both had work the next day but it didn’t bother you, you would take being tired any day if it meant staying up and listening to Jay ramble on for hours.
That night you fell asleep on the couch, Jay’s arm around your shoulder and his head resting on top of yours. Some old rerun of an American tv show was playing in the background whilst the two of you slept, the uncomfortable position only bearable because it was Jay who you were leaning on.
Jay woke up first, his body clock naturally telling him it was morning. He untangled himself from you, letting you slump against the couch fully so that he could check his phone. He thought about waking you up before he left, but you looked so peaceful that he wanted to leave you a little longer.
He scrambled around for a pen and paper, writing a short note and leaving it on the coffee table for you when you finally woke up. He would text you anyway, but he didn’t want you to worry when you woke up and saw he was gone.
Jay took his now dry coat, sliding it on before leaning back down towards you. He brushed some hair from your forehead, he thought you looked pretty like this, even if your makeup from the previous day was smudged along your cheeks and your eyebrows were pulled together into a frown. Jay would probably think you looked pretty no matter the circumstance.
Before he could back out, he leant over to kiss your forehead gently, lingering for a few seconds to revel in how warm it made him feel. His heart almost fluttered, Jay didn’t think he had ever felt like that about anyone in his life. Never once had he felt those butterflies kissing May, but kissing you gave him a feeling he couldn’t even describe.
He left your house quickly before he felt tempted to cuddle back up on the couch with you, closing the door softly.
What Jay hadn’t realised was that you’d been awake the whole time, drifting somewhere between sleep and full consciousness. You had to hold yourself from smiling as you felt him kiss your head, doing your best to feign sleep in order to not embarrass him by waking up. But as soon as your door closed you sat up, a blush spreading across your cheeks that you didn’t know how to stop. Jay was slowly melting your cold exterior, and although it would be the messiest situation you could possibly be in, you would do anything to have him now.
Okay but..why do I think Heeseung is acting sus? 🤨 nvm maybe i'm wrong
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23 - y/n discovers what feelings are!
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“It’s so pretty here,” you said quietly. Your hands wrapped around a takeaway coffee cup to keep you warm.
The sun was setting over the ocean, Jay had bought you to a viewing point just on top of a small hill that gave you a beautiful view of the coastline. All the weekend sunbathers had gone home, just leaving the two of you and a few couples strolling along the sand for a romantic walk. It was comfortable, being with Jay felt comfortable, and you didn’t want this moment to end any time soon.
Jay looked over at you, his own cup long forgotten, “I’m glad you like it. I found this place a few weeks back and wanted to bring someone here, I’m glad it’s you who I brought.”
You met his gaze, his eyes were soft as he looked at you and there was something there that you couldn’t decipher. Something warm and content. You thought that this was probably the first time you’d seen Jay completely relaxed and happy, as if he didn’t have a single worry in the world.
“Why does this feel like the end?” Jay sighed, he tilted his head at you with a small pout on his lips. If you didn’t have a conscience then you would’ve kissed him right then and there. But you had morals, somewhat.
“It’s not the end, you’ll still see me,” you tried to reassure him. But it sort of was the end, at least for now. It would be hard for you to see Jay without May becoming suspicious, these late night meet ups would have to halt for the time being.
“But it feels like it,” he whined out, tilting his head until it rested on your shoulder softly. “How will I survive without seeing you every day or going on our cute little dates.”
“Dates?” You asked, eyebrow raised teasingly. You know he already considered them as such, his text earlier confirmed that, but it was fun to see him flush pink at your tone.
“Is that not what these are?” He asked, sitting up and turning himself to face you instead. He took your hands in his, lacing your fingers together.
You knew Jay was an affectionate person, he was always finding an excuse to have his hands on you somewhere. But usually he wasn’t this bold, he’d always opt for a careful hand placed on the small of your back or a quick hug at the end of the night. This was the first time he’d been this forward, you liked this side of him.
“I guess so,” you replied, squeezing his hands. “Don’t worry sweetheart, there will be other dates in the future.”
“Promise?” He asked, eyes wide as he met your gaze. You nodded.
“Promise.”
You watched as he brought your hand up to his mouth, pressing his lips gently to the skin there in a soft kiss. His lips lingered there for a second as he took a deep breathe, taking in your scent. A soothing feeling washed over him, just being near you was enough to do that to him.
“Have I ever told you how pretty you are?” He said, lips brushing against your skin with each word. You let out a small laugh, shaking your head in response, “well I’m telling you now, you’re the prettiest person I’ve ever laid my eyes on. And I’ll tell you that every single day from now on.”
“You’re unbelievably cute,” you replied. You tugged on his hands to bring him closer to you, so much so that he was hovering slightly over you. You weren’t necessarily small, but Jay still towered over you. If it wasn’t for the furry black ears poking out of his hair then he might’ve looked intimidating, big emphasis on ‘might’.
“What are you doing?” He asked quietly, voice strained when he noticed how close the two of you were. He was leaning up slightly on his knees, hands now released from yours and placed on either sides of your hips.
“What does it look like?” You smiled, bringing one of your own hands up to brush against his cheek softly. Jay subconsciously leant against your palm, closing his eyes briefly before looking back down at you.
He scanned your face for any sign of hesitancy, “we really shouldn’t do this.” He whispered, but his actions said the opposite as he moved impossibly closer.
You dropped your hand as he brought one of his own to cup the back of your neck, drawing you closer. You could feel his breath over your lips, he was so close you could almost taste him.
“We shouldn’t,” you agreed, never once moving your gaze from his. “But I really want to.”
Jay smiled gently, “I really fucking want to as well.”
And that was when your morals flew out of the window.
Jay drew you closer, finally pressing his lips against yours. Automatically your hands flew back to his cheeks, holding him against you as you moved your lips with him. He was so gentle, as if he was scared that you were about to disappear, but it was everything you’d imagined it would be.
Pulling you tight against him, Jay pushed his tongue past your lips to taste you fully. If he wasn’t already obsessed with you, he definitely was now that he’d gotten his first taste. You were so good for him, letting him take control of the kiss and taking everything that he gave you, even when he tugged on your bottom lip harshly.
“Jay,” you whined into his mouth, pulling back a little to look at him. His eyes were half lidded, a lazy smile on his lips as he tried to chase your own. “We need to stop.”
He pouted in response, bringing his lips down to your neck this time, “but why? Do you not like it?”
He brought his head up from your neck, looking at you with genuine concern that he might’ve gone too far. You almost caved, instead opting to kiss his forehead to soothe him.
“I love kissing you Jay,” you replied, feeling him relax against you. “Trust me, I do. But we really need to get going, it’s late.”
Jay looked up, noticing how the sun had set and a cool wind was starting to swirl around you. It would be cold soon, he needed to get you home before your froze to death outside. He nodded, pressing one last kiss to your lips before standing up and offering you a hand.
You took it, standing up next to him and brushing off your clothes. This time you didn’t let go, intertwining your fingers with his as you set off on the short walk back to your place.
“When will I get to see you again?” He asked softly, swinging your hands between the two of you. Your apartment was nearing and you didn’t want the night to end, you didn’t want to go back to pretending that you weren’t head over heels for this man.
“Soon Jay, I promise,” you turned to face him as you reached your front door. “I’ll text you every day, and I’ll come by in the mornings as much as I can. We’ll work it out.”
He nodded, he trusted your words that you wouldn’t lie to him. Whatever this was between the two of you, he didn’t want it to end any time soon.
Jay leant down, pressing his lips to yours a couple times before pulling away, “I’ll text you when I’m home, ok baby?”
Baby. Baby… Baby.
“Please do,” you managed to breathe out. You kissed him once more, lingering your taste on his lips so he would remember you, “be safe.”
As he walked away, his little ears disappearing into the distance, you realised the weight of what you’d done. Your morals truly were fucked.
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(warnings: smut lol, 3k words of pure filth,,,, sorry it's so late! anyway,,,, breeding, kinda rough sex i guess?? slightly pussy drunk jay,,, not tonnes of stuff but yeah, enjoy!)
That evening you found yourself, once again, letting Jay into your home. This time you didn’t have to feel guilty, this time you didn’t have the fact of Jay’s girlfriend hanging over his head. You knew it was a bit fucked up to think like this, but the breakup might’ve been the best thing that happened to you.
“Thanks for letting me stay,” Jay mumbled, kicking his shoes off by the door. He had a small backpack over one shoulder and was wearing a simple outfit. But seeing him in loungewear, some grey sweatpants and a black hoodie, was doing something to your brain that you couldn’t wait to explore.
“It’s ok Jay,” you closed the door behind him before turning to look at him. Now that you paid more attention, he was looking a little pale and there was a sheen of sweat covering his forehead. “Come sit down, yeah?”
He nodded, following you into the living room even though he already knew the way. He dropped his bag on the floor before sitting down, you grabbed some water from the kitchen before joining him and setting it on the table in front of the two of you.
“Thanks baby,” he said quietly, his head leant back against the couch. “Sorry, it’s hitting me hard now.”
“Don’t apologise,” you leant over, running your fingers through his hair softly. His eyes closed in retaliation, a sharp intake of breath as he tried to hold himself back. He could smell your scent so intensely and it was making it even harder for him not to jump your bones. Jay was insatiably turned on, and you hadn’t even done anything yet. “What do you need sweetheart? Tell me and I can give it to you.”
“God Y/N, you can’t talk to me like that,” he said, turning his head to look at you. You took this queue to ruffle his ears slightly, prompting a smile to spread across his lips at the soothing feeling. “There’s so much that I want, but I don’t want to scare you off.”
You wanted to laugh at him, not in a mean way but in a way that said ‘you could never scare me’. You knew what you were getting into when you asked him to stay for a while, plus this wasn’t your first time dealing with a hybrid in heat. Back when Jake was having a rough time, you were the only one around who could help him, so you took one for the team and helped him out. That was years ago now, they were funny stories to look back on with your friends, and coincidentally that was the time when you’d decided that taking birth control was definitely a must.
“Jungwon’s staying with Heeseung for a few days,” you said, running your fingers back through his hair. “I wouldn’t have invited you here if I wasn’t ready for whatever that entailed.”
Jay was still staring at you, eyes scanning your face for any hesitance. When he found none, he leant forward, capturing your lips with his for the first time that evening. You let him lead, wrapping your arms around his neck whilst he pulled you tight against him until you were practically in his lap.
You could already feel how turned on he was before anything had even happened, you knew it was just his heat but it gave you a little spike of confidence in knowing he was attracted to you. You hooked one leg over his lap, sitting on him fully so that he could guide your hips to rock against him gently. Already he was whining into your mouth, his jaw going slack so that you ended up kissing down his neck instead.
“Baby,” he breathed, fingers tight on your hips. “It’s so hard for me to hold back right now.”
“Then don’t,” you replied, pressing your lips to his skin a few times before pulling back. You looked at him, beads of sweat rolling down his forehead under his messy hair and short sharp breaths leaving his lips, you thought he looked the most beautiful he ever had.
“Are you sure?” He said, dipping his head down to kiss along your neck now, tugging the hem of your shirt down so that he could reach your collarbones where he let his teeth drag along the skin there. He bit gently, eliciting a small whine from your own lips at the feeling. You wondered how it would feel to have him sink his teeth into you fully, maybe you’d even let him one day.
“I’m more sure than anything,” you lifted his head up to look at you properly. “I want this.”
“God, yeah, ok baby,” he muttered, hands going to the hem of your shirt. “Let’s get you out of these, yeah?”
You smiled, nodding and raising your arms so he could remove your shirt. You’d prepared yourself already, putting on your prettiest underwear set for him a few minutes before he arrived at your apartment. Before Jay could even comment, you were pulling at his hoodie to tug it off of him as well, the both of you just taking a moment to appreciate each other in a way you hadn’t before.
“You wear this for me?” He asked, slipping a finger under the strap of your bra, running it down a little before letting it fall off your shoulder.
“Of course,” your hands found their way to his sweatpants, untying the strings slowly. “Wanted to look pretty for you.”
“You always look pretty,” Jay smiled, holding your waist tight again and lifting you up. You barely had a moment to breathe as he switched you around so that your positions were flipped, him hovering over you on the couch whilst he kicked his sweatpants off his legs. You tried not to look but you couldn’t help it, eyeing the way his underwear was tight against him and showing everything so that you didn’t need to imagine what he looked like.
Jay went for your trousers, popping the button and tugging them down slowly, watching your face for any signs of hesitance as he did so. He found none, of course, you were down for whatever he wanted. Once the two of you were undressed, something switched in Jay’s brain and he couldn’t hold himself back any longer. He’d been doing good at keeping himself restrained, but seeing you laid out so prettily for him was making his brain fog over with lust.
“Wanna taste you,” he mumbled, tugging your underwear down until it pooled at your ankles. He knelt down on the sofa in front of you, parting your knees so that he had full access to you. Your smell was driving him insane, he wanted nothing more than to feel you on his tongue. “Can I baby?”
You ran a hand through his hair, tugging it gently to bring him closer to your cunt, “go for it, I’m all yours.”
That’s all that Jay needed to encourage him to attach his lips to you. He held your thighs tight, bruising the skin with his grip as he kept your legs open so that he could work on your cunt easily. All you could do was gasp out his name as he sucked on your clit, applying just the right amount of pressure to edge you close to an orgasm within seconds.
“Taste so good baby,” he mumbled again your cunt, using one hand to spread you out for him. His lips messily mouthed over you, alternating between fucking your little hole and rubbing against your clit. He moved his hand down, pressing one finger into you and setting a quick pace inside you to join his tongue.
“Oh fuck Jay,” you tugged his hair harder, eliciting a moan from him that sent vibrations throughout your body. This just urged you to tug harder, pulling him as close to you as possible. “You’re going to make me cum Jay, fuck.”
Those words only encouraged him further, his tongue speeding up against you to push you closer and closer. One last particularly harsh suck on your clit was enough to get you there, your orgasm washing over you whilst his name tumbled out of your lips over and over. Jay lapped it all up, swallowing down any arousal he could because he loved how you tasted, he could never get enough.
Jay continued his ministrations, working you into overstimulation until you had to physically pull his head away from you. One hand in his hair, the other cupping his cheek, you stared down at him with heavy breaths. His mouth was shiny with your cum and he licked his lips obnoxiously, a small grin on his mouth as you blushed profusely.
“You’re insane,” you laughed, tugging him up to hover back over you. You wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing him gently a few times as you let yourself calm down a little from your first orgasm.
“Sorry baby, you were so good for me,” he mumbled against your lips. “I could eat you out all day, you sound so pretty when you cum.”
“Oh my god,” you pushed his shoulder a little, rolling your eyes. Jay smiled at you, taking a moment to live in that feeling before he became needy again, his aching cock demanding his attention. You noticed this change, kissing him a little harder before moving your hands down his body.
Your fingertips reached the hem of his underwear, dipping below them and wrapping around his cock gently. He pulled away from your kiss with a short gasp, bowing his head down to rest against you whilst you spread his precum over his length.
“Fuck Y/N, I need to fuck you so bad,” he bucked up into your palm when your thumb passed over the head of his cock. “Want to fuck you open, breed your little cunt.”
“I need you too Jay, been wanting this for so long,” you pushed his underwear down enough for him to kick them off. “Want you to fuck me full, I want to feel you inside me for days afterwards.”
Jay took his cock in one hand, holding his weight up with the other and lining himself up with your cunt. He let his tip rub along you, spreading your wetness, you definitely wouldn’t be needing lube with how turned on the both of you are.
He didn’t let himself push in yet, letting his cock continue rubbing along your slit, “we need a condom baby, I can’t fuck you without one, you’ll, like, one hundred percent get pregnant.”
In any other situation, you’d have found his concern quite cute. But at this point in time you wanted him inside you, you were impatient.
“I’m on the pill Jay, it’s fine,” you ran your hands through his hair, stopping to scratch his ears gently. “I promise, I want to feel you properly.”
Jay threw his head back with a load groan, his eyes glazing over, “can you get any more perfect? Can’t wait to feel your little cunt around me.”
And if you had the moment to, you would’ve laughed. But Jay immediately pushed into you, stretching you out and silencing the noises that would’ve left your lips. You knew Jay was big, that was obvious from what you’d felt and seen, but having him fuck into you was a whole other feeling.
He held your hip with one hand, the other propping himself up next to your head on the couch, and pushed your body down against the cushions whilst he pressed each inch into you. You tried to move, you didn’t know if you wanted more or if you wanted him to stop, it was too much and not enough at the same time.
“You’re so tight baby, relax for me, yeah?” Jay said thought gritted teeth, letting go of your hip to cup your cheek gently. He was really holding himself back now, it was almost painful for him since he’d been turned on for so long.
You nodded quickly, taking a deep breath before relaxing yourself around him until he was fully seated inside you. Jay gave you a little moment to adjust, brushing your hair behind your ear and kissing you softly, lips distracting you from how he was essentially splitting you open.
Tugging on his bottom lip, you pulled away from him and looped your hands around his neck, “move Jay, I’m ok. Don’t hold back.”
And it’s as if a switch was flipped. A low moan ripped from his throat and he braced himself above you before pulling out and quickly snapping his hips back towards you.
“So good,” he mumbled through deep breaths. “Feel so good around me angel, could stay here for hours.”
His hands curled around the fabric of the couch, hips harshly thrusting into your cunt over and over as you gripped onto him. You weren’t a virgin by any means, but the way that Jay was fucking you was so insanely different to any other guy that you barely had the words to talk back to him, your eyes rolling back with each time you felt his cock reach the furthest parts of your cunt.
“Oh my fucking god,” a tear slipped out of one of your eyes as you whined his name. “Fuck Jay, you’re so big I can’t handle it.”
Of course that was a lie. If anything, you wanted him to go harder and faster if that was even humanely possible.
But Jay slowed a tiny bit, looking directly into your eyes as opposed to staring at your cunt like he was before, “do you need me to slow down baby? Are you ok?”
“No, no!” You almost shouted, shaking your head, “no, definitely not. Please, keep going it feels so good.”
Jay smiled, laughing softly before returning to his frantic pace inside you. You reached up to grab one of his hands, pulling it down to fall over your lower stomach so that he could feel how deep he was fucking into you, the bulge moving under his fingertips with each thrust.
He pressed down experimentally, eyes widening when it ripped the loudest moan from you that he’d heard all evening. Jay did it again, softly pushing the skin with each thrust of his cock.
“Right there baby? Does that feel good?” He leant down to nose along your hairline, kissing your forehead a few times before leaning his against you.
“So good, going to cum again Jay,” you leant up to kiss him, panting heavily into his mouth. A few more thrusts and one particularly harsh press on your stomach had you crashing over the edge again, your walls clenching around his cock. Jay coaxed you through it, slowing his hips a little to drag it out as long as he could, mouths kissing at any part of each other that you could reach.
“Shit Y/N, I’m so close,” he kissed you hard. “Can you hold on for me? Be a good girl and let me cum inside you?”
He leant down further so that his chest was pressed to yours, his thrusts turning into a slow grind of his hips into you. You wound your fingers into his hair, the strands damp with sweat, and tugged his lips towards yours in a silent yes. But Jay needed your verbal approval, he needed to know you wanted this as much as he did, so he pulled back slightly so that you could talk with your lips rubbing against his.
“Cum for me Jay,” you tugged his lip with your teeth again. “Need it so bad.”
That was all he needed, crashing his lips to yours and pushing his hips into you a few more times before he was spilling himself inside of you, his moans muffled into your mouth. And one thing you knew about hybrids was that they came a lot, more than a normal human, and they definitely were not finished after one orgasm.
So as you lay there, hands running up and down Jay’s back with his cock nestled deep inside you, you knew you were in for a long night. The cat hybrid was getting sleepy, his lips occasionally kissing against your skin and on your collarbones, always wanting to be touching you with as much of his body as possible.
“Are you ok?” He asked softly, eyes fluttering closed every now and then with exhaustion.
“Hmm, I’m perfect Jay,” you ran a hand through his hair and to his ears, petting them in a way you knew he liked. “How about you? How do you feel?”
“I feel good, the best I have for a while,” he shifted up to look at you a bit better, your hand falling from his ears to rest on his shoulder. “We should shower, then I’ll cook us something. How does that sound?”
“That sounds like exactly what I need right now,” you laughed, wincing a little when he pulled out of you. Jay threw you an apologetic smile.
“Sorry baby,” you brushed off his apology, letting him stand up off the couch. “We’ve got a good few hours before my heat will come back strong again, are you still ok with me staying here for it?”
You reached up for him, holding out your arms for him to pick you up. You didn’t trust your legs to hold you up at that moment, you would probably fall straight to the floor, “Jay, I told you I’d help you through this. And I meant that. So if that means we need to fuck every hour then so be it, you just might have to carry me everywhere. And I’m definitely calling in sick to work for the next few days.”
Jay smiled brightly, scooping you up into his arms as you wrapped your own around his neck, “have I ever told you how amazing you are?”
“Hmm, no you haven’t. But you could show me,” you puckered your lips at him, eyes closing as you tried not to smile. And Jay would be a fool to deny kissing you.
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