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Honestly FUCK endos. I hate them, I'm tired of the being nice shit. I don't want to be nice to those assholes. I don't want to give them the benefit of the doubt and I'm so SO tired of people being so friendly with them. Everytime I see a "pro-endo" or "endo-safe" post it makes me rage, everytime I see an endo themselves it makes me so unbelievably angry. I cannot fathom how these people can take our disorder and just have all the "fun" parts of it while completely ignoring the actual scientific and medical reasons for the disorder actually existing as well as over half the other symptoms. Fuck sake, we can hardly tolerate endo-neutrals, like we understand why you'd be neutral, but it also makes us so upset that you could even tolerate them. Fucksake.

(this goes for all "non-traumagenics", I don't care what you call yourself, I hate you.)

-toby / bee boy - anger holder - hx/h<3m


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If your page is safe for endos, then you as a person are not safe for trauma victims.

If Your Page Is Safe For Endos, Then You As A Person Are Not Safe For Trauma Victims.

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3 years ago
Little: Enjoying New Plushie

little: enjoying new plushie

frickin adult protecter switched out by trigger:

"why.the.f^ck.do.we.have.such.a.huge..ass.stuffie."


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3 years ago
 Dont Mind Us Just Blurry And Confused On Whos Fronting Hahahahahahahahahah Help

dont mind us just blurry and confused on whos fronting hahahahahahahahahah help


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3 years ago
Endos When U Block Them Even Tho U Said Endos Dni

endos when u block them even tho u said endos dni

endos arent real.we just love when theyre like "uR ableist!!1!1!1!1!1" idk... spreading false info on a traumatic disorder just so u can feel special seems kinda abliest to me...


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1 year ago

Reblogging for anyone who might be interested. We joined the testing program right before the app was fully released.โœจ๏ธ

You can import things from Pluralkit into the bot so you don't have to remake your entire system. The app has collective journals and alter-specific journals. It has global autoproxy, so you don't have to type pk;ap l first thing into every server you join lol (they are planning on making this feature opt-in from what I remember).

It uses slash commands and the commands do that (Only you can see this message) so you don't spam servers when editing shit. There's no long list of commands to memorize because you can just type "/" and fuck around.

It's good, is what I'm saying.๐Ÿ’–

Octocon is a new app for systems. It's anti endo and made by traumagenic systems. It also has a discord bot that is a lot easier to use than pk in my opinion. You can also sync your app and the bot so you can edit alters in the app. The app is on android already and coming to IOS soon. Hope this helps some people :)

(If you're in a server, I recommend adding this bot as more people are starting to use it instead of pk and tupperbox)


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1 year ago
SYSTEM SATURDAY #4
Did you know?

Fictional introjects- often dubbed โ€˜fictivesโ€™- may be based on fictional characters, but they are their own identities!

Think of it as an interpretation- each fictive is someoneโ€™s unique vision of themselves, created for survival- not something chosen to roleplay.

(Pal happily watches TV showing Liz from the magic school bus. They are changing color to the character.)
FICTIVE FACTS
Many think fictives must always be positive, or even fun- but this is often not the truth. Fictives can experience identity issues, struggle with trauma like any other alter, or even act as persecutors.

Despite their struggles, fictives are still a valuable part of their system, as real as any other part.

(Image description: Pal stands in front of a mirror looking stressed, a poster of beside them as they color match it. It is of Randall from Monsters Inc.)
FICTIVE FACTS
Some may call fictives fake, but fictional introjects are widely recognized both within the dissociative and medical communities.

No matter what character, no matter how silly, what age, what species or being- all fictives are valid.

(Image description: Pal overlaps with themselves as liz, rango, and randall).

Do you know a fictive alter? Learn a little more about fictional interjects this System Saturday- er, I mean, Sunday! ๐Ÿ–ค


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11 months ago

Our syscourse code

Just to make sure, we're open about asks about this and maybe some debates, but if you're not respectful we're just gonna delete it, and if you feel our stances bad or shit like that you're free to block us and unfollow our sideblogs, we're just doing this because we feel like and so the answers are gonna have some more in depth explantion

This is not meant to be a place for attacks, any kind of comment about that would be deleted and reblogs doing with that kind of thing I will block the account without hessitation

Also, endos DNI, don't care if this is tagged with the syscourse tag, it's just because it has to do not because I want you to interact, I gift free blocks yk?

[Syscourse code link]

Question one - Do you believe in endogenic plurality

๐Ÿคš(NA) - I believe in it but am against it / ๐Ÿ‘‡(NU) - Other

To dive a bit better I do believe in the possibility of experiencing something similar to plurality without the disorder, does this means it would be the same kind of plurality than systems with CDD? Of course not because they're not the same thing, even some people with the disorder don't consider themselves plurals/systems so saying is an only CDD experience it's kinda wonky

I don't believe there's such a thing like "endo system" because system in the context of plurality has been use to explain the CDDs so using it for another types of internal experience that has nothing to do is straight up ableist

I'm also against the endo community because of the way the present and handle thing

It's more like, shit the non CDD "plurals" ruined themselves LMAO /vneg

Question two - Opinion on tulpas

๐Ÿ’› (TC) - I think it is cultural appropriation, and other terms are better

Like if you practice that for real good use it, but many people that use the term tulpa is straight up appropriation and they can find better terms for that :/

Question three - Do you think endos just don't remember their trauma

๐Ÿ“˜(NETR) - People sometimes misunderstand their identity, it doesn't mean everyone is misunderstanding / not remembering.

It's a big it depends case yk? Understanding yourself it's hard

Question four - Opinion on shared spaces

๐Ÿ”ธ(NSP) - Shared spaces are good but there should also be specific spaces for disordered, traumagenic, endogenic, etc spaces.

It's good to have shared spaces even outside the plural things, but it's' also important to have specific spaces for the ones who don't want to be in more general ones or want to be in a more specific side if they need to, just like any other space it's good to have the general one and the specific one and respect each others boundaries

Question five - Do you think endogenic plurality is comparable to transX

๐ŸŸข(TXU) - Not unless the person themselves considers their plurality transX

I believe that transX or trans-ID as I called them is one of the worst shits and I can't believe it's possible to be "transplural" in any kind of way, so yeah don't compare something that can happen with a shit thing

Question six - Do you think you can have DID/OSDD/UDD without trauma

๐ŸŒ‘(DTNO) - No

No need to explain myself lol

Question seven - Do you think introjects from other cultures should be able to use that culture's names if they aren't bodily part of it (eg. Japanese introject using Japanese names, while in a white body)

๐ŸŸฆ(CNNU) - Other

It has been brought to my attention that people don't really understand what a closed culture is and it's really annoying me, they're policing something they don't fully understand and most of the time is for moral superiority or social pressure especially in the system community which is fucking toxic and shit

Names that are really closed it's not ok to keep them if not given as their disrespectful to the culture, but even with some cultures being close that doesn't mean the names will be closed

So it's more of depends on the name context rather than "the name is from x culture?"

Question eight - Opinion on researched self diagnosis

๐ŸŒณ(SDXI) - If the person has done extensive research it's okay / โ˜˜๏ธ(SDXNU) - Other

I don't believe one can diagnose oneself as the disorders are very complex and has a lot of things going on, specially when a lot of things go an overlap with symptoms and conduct behavior on the individual, not just when talking about complex dissociative disorders but for any kind of mental health disorder

Just like physical things you can't diagnosis with some body sickness, sure you can have your suspicions and recognize you might have something based on what you know about it but you can be correct or incorrect about your suspicions, the same happens here

I don't believe you can diagnosis yourself, I believe you can self recognize to have a complex dissociative disorder but using medical diagnosis names while it's just a suspicions I think is wrong, doing enough research like a very good one that takes you several reading months I see that the recognizement of the symptoms can be explained by the system phenomena, but don't claim a specific type of CDD please, that's something only the professionals can do

Question nine - Sysmed as a term

๐Ÿ—ฏ(IDN) I do not want to have an opinion on this

I'm still forming my opinion on this one and therefore I don't want to be in the opinion discourse about this

Question ten - Traumascum as a term

๐Ÿฅ–(TSH) - I think it's harmful / ๐Ÿฅง(TSA) - I am against it

This is harmful and ableist as shit, why do people even think this is ok to use? Wtf ๐Ÿ’€

Question eleven - Endogenic systems using the term 'system'

๐ŸฆŽ(ESD) - If they are diagnosed / ๐Ÿฒ (ESO) - I think they should use other terms

If they have the diagnosis of a complex dissociative disorder they can use the term system just for describing the alters, if they're gonna describe another part that isn't dissociated and therefore a symptom of the disorder use another term, just like using two different terms at the same time to be respectful with the disorder, yk what I mean?

Question twelve - Endogenic systems using the term 'alter'

๐Ÿ› (EAD) - If they are diagnosed / ๐Ÿ (ESO) - I think they should use other terms

Is the same explanation as the above just change system with alters and that, doesn't have lot of backup explaining outside that

Question thirteen - Xeno-origins

๐Ÿฌ(XEN) - I don't understand their purpose

I genuinely can't understand them

So yea that's all, probably I'll make a blog just for talking about syscourse if I feel like or if I have a lot of asks surrounding this post in my inbox because I don't want this to be a syscourse blog because I'm honestly stressed as fuck when it comes to the stupidity of syscourse talking

That's all byeeee


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1 year ago

not every system has a gatekeeper.

not every system has a set host.

not every osdd system has less than 50 alters.

not every polyfrag system has more than 1000 alters.

not every system has an innerworld.

not every system can access their innerworld.

not every system hates their system.

not every system knows everything about themselves.

not every system knows nothing about themselves.

not every system sees themselves in the same way.

everyoneโ€™s system is different. everyone deals with their systemhood differently and has different views on systemhood.

you are not broken or wrong or faking for not being like someone else. youโ€™re just different, like every system is <3


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