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Anyone had that kind of situation when you could eat literally anything- healthy/fast food/diary/nuts/hot/cold/cooked/raw and no matter what you ate and how much your stomach hurt either way? Like since yesterday it got to the point when I even drank water my stomach started to hurt and honestly idk what should I do ☠️

I'm going to make an appointment tomorrow 'cause it's a bit too much for me, even if I could ignore it for months, it was never that bad

ill never forgive the people online who made me think EDs were cool and normal as a 12 year old because now im in my 20s with ARFID and my body is too weak to feed itself when i long so badly to live and exist in this world. i hate food but love the taste, no matter how sick and dying i look people still compliment my weight and at this point a sick part inside of me enjoys it because it's the only joy i get out of ruining my body like this. if any kid sees this i promise you it'll never be worth it, you are adding a chapter of self regret and body/mental trauma it'll take a long ass time to get past.

it’s 12:00 am and today i’ve had a cup of black coffee and 4 green beans and idk if i’ll survive kinda scared but i really dont feel like eating, do you guys think i’ll live?

food log for 6/26/20

1 Cup of black coffee (1 cal.) 4 green beans (7 cal.) 6 doritos (75 cal) 1 egg (78 cal) feel like it might come up if ya know what I mean might edit this later bc the day hasn’t ended yet.

i wish wish WISH i could ⭐️ve in peace because if i miss one meal its always

1. my grandma yelling at me to eat

2. my parents making me eat

3. low iron + stomach problems

why was i cursed with slow metabolism health problems and family problems at the same time ://

i hate myself so much i wore a shirt today which was tight around the arms and my arms looked GIGANTIC what is wrong with me actually

i need good arm thigh and hourglass/stomach workouts which work in 1-2 weeks plz <3