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I wonder when will I outgrow the need for recognition. I feel inferior when they are being recognized and that I seem to be a speck of dust. I wonder how many more times should I tell myself that I AM FINE. 🙂

I have big questions.

Should love always be both-sided?

Is unrequited love just infatuation in its highest intensity?

Can you love celebrities the way you love your loved one?

Can you love someone without fully knowing them?

I'm wondering why acpc uses Goldie (who is a dog) as promotion of gifting chocolate in valentine day 🤔

As we know that chocolate contains theobromine which is poisonous for dogs

I can't really understand why the total no. of hydroculus is greater than the no. of hydroculus necessary for worshipping the statue 🤔

Really ? Oooh Willow. Spike is the best heart-brother of all

I hate being obvious. All fangy and “rrr!” Takes the mystery out.

I want to run away. No. I want to sprint. For hours and miles, Away from this place. I don't care if I'm Covered in sweat And my feet bleed. I want to run. I want to run away. Run from all The memories of pain. Leave all my doubts behind me. I want to be free From this ache in my chest That drags me into an abyss. I don't want my mind to be Clouded with all my fears and failures. I want to run from it all. I want to run away. To a better place. Were the air is fresh, So I can finally breathe. Were the sky is blue, And the flowers blossom. A place I can lay at night, With the stars Smiling down on me, And the ground comforting me With it's warmth and sturdiness. And if I can't run. Then let me die. Bury me in the ground. Let the earth consume me. Let me finally be at peace, So no more thoughts or events Or memories can burden me. Let others find happiness Where I lie. Let the daisy's grow strong and radiant above my grave. Allow me that. Because I'm sick of suffering in silence. Of being a victim to my own crimes. Allow me to leave it all behind me. Let me rest, And finally fall asleep; In silence. - Melissa Maden

at first i wasn't sure but the moment i saw you again, i knew i was in love

“how many people do you think hurt themselves while doing yoga?”,

and other things I've asked my friends in maths class

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Okay... I don't think that's remotely true at all. If anything this probably has to do with 006 from the upcoming comic and possibly the Mystery Girl that Hopper is dragging through the carnival in the trailer.

Because I pay attention to the projects he does outside of Stranger Things, I take everything he posts in regards to the show with a huge grain of salt now.

Most of what Matthew Modine posts in regards to Stranger Things is largely bullshit teasing (he did this same nonsense during Season 2 - which he's barely in) and he seems to have minimal involvement with Stranger Things these days. His role in the season is probably fairly short. He spent last year working on three or four films and another TV series titled Sanctuary.

The only plausibility is he may have briefly filmed a Brenner scene while he was working on Backtrace last year because that was pretty much filmed in Stranger Things' backyard. If Brenner shows up at all, I imagine he'll look very Backtrace-y.

CODE RED: Will is going to be Number 12!

Matthew Modine (who plays Dr.Brenner) posted this on instagram. 

I already discussed why Will has powers here.  And before that post, I discussed why I thought Will & El would be kidnapped by the government here and here. But now it’s pretty much confirmed to me. Honestly, I’m going to cry so much in s4 when we first see Will with a buzzcut and the number 12 tattooed on his wrist… and El with a buzzcut again and both being experimented on. Also in s4, we’ll also see the other numbers in Brenner’s care as well. As it would match with the poster and the book “House of stairs” that was referenced in Will’s comic book.

Words are meaningless, Our actions speak the truth, May you find peace in the knowledge of the actions or inactions of that person who YOU wholeheartedly trust with your entire life.

Boring

When I saw you, the world did not stand still. There was no music playing in the background. There were no gentle winds caressing your face. There were no heart-shaped balloons floating around you. Time did not move in slow motion. Everything was normal, ordinary. My coffee still tasted bitter, my hair still stuck to my lipgloss. But maybe because it was so normal, so everyday, my soul fell in…

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Of Doors And Life

I know you like to say it all started long before But I’d like to believe it started with a door, I know you like to say you had orchestrated the whole scene But the day I saw you bang your head on the glass door, made me laugh and finally even realise that it was the start of something I know you like to say you had won my heart long ago But the day we went out for the first time, and you held…

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