Don't Worry - Tumblr Posts
Seven-year-old me crying real tears because I truly thought I was gonna accidentally cut an atom in half atom and kill everyone on the east coast while I’m just trying to cut strawberries
literally one day till I see Star Wars and I get a spoiler from a edit thumbnail on YouTube that says “tros spoiler” THIS ISN’T EVEN ALOUD I WAS JUST LOOKING FOR AN ASMR VIDEO-
hiiii just wanted to say that i will probably be a bit inactive for the time being due to school </3 so if i dip, that's why
I wonder how I'm still alive.
This is how I was sitting a few minutes ago.
this is so absolutely lovely. Yesterday it was 30°C and today it's snowing <33
my neighbourhood has never had an ice cream truck. in the summer, we have the knife sharpening truck. it slowly circles the block and rings its ominous bell. i have never seen someone interact with it. it may be that only those marked by death can see it
Again again!!! And this time more people will see your amazing characters
And you'd better believe I'm doing opinions again
welcome to the week of characters! <3 questions are welcome, as I love to talk about all my darlings!
the picrew I used was made by poika, so the art credit goes to them! I cannot draw to save my life, so thank <3
https://picrew.me/image_maker/296093
if you are meeting my characters for the first time, then yay! buckle in for some angst, some tragedy, and for some teenagers who are trying their BEST
I understand that very well, having to rely on photos to draw (for references or patterns of a character or some accessory), is very annoying (T~T)''. I draw several times from my imagination but sometimes I need help from references (from time to time I need to draw hands…) but you can always learn new things in drawing (^-^) and your drawings are very good, really they are very beautiful. It's hard for me to draw animals but I try to do it well, unless it's about looking acceptable to my eyes lol.
PS: I'm sorry, English is not my native language, I apologize in advance if you have a spelling mistake or something like that 😅
this is gonna sound so weird but idk how to draw anymore xD
like i HAVE to use a photo ref or smth now otherwise it doesnt come out good :/ and ik what ppl will say "its good to use refs!"
....noooot when I used to be able draw rlly damn good without them its not lmao. like. you guys dont understand how painful it is to activily watch yourself go from being able to draw super awesomely thru your imagination without using refs...to now I can't draw a damn thing without basically copying photos.
i hate it. its why i dont draw anymore. i love artwork where i just imagine it and draw it and its awesome bc of feeling and emotion and shit. i hate art where its evident i just copied a photo.
but everytime i try to draw normally like i used to it comes out soooooo omfg like so bad. like i detoriated so much i legit dont know how to draw anymore. its so embarrassing and shameful as someone who loves art to watch oneself regress.
and idfk how to fix it... very upsetting.
I thought about doing an age regression thing where I "go back" to when I first started drawing more seriously at like age 12 and then working my way back up mental wise. its the only thing i could think of to do that might help for someone like me personally. my only issue is im embarrassed bc people who know me and my art history will see how bad my art is now compared to even just a couple yrs ago and might judge me or ask me why my arts not so good anymore :(
people are super fucking judgemental when it comes to artists....Ive seen other artists "detoriate" and they get mocked endlessly for it. ik I shouldnt care bc in the long run it would help me and I would improve again eventually, but like. idk.
i dont knoooooow.
helllooooo i’ve been scrolling through @glomgay ‘s content for hours now and MASKENDISNWNEDISIWSJXHWJ WHAT THE HECK I 💚💞❣️❤️💓💞💙🧡❤️🧡❣️💞💕💝💝💛💞💖❤️💘❤️❣️💕💖💕💗💖💖💖💔❣️💟❣️💛😭😭😭
Derek: It’s been you since the moment I saw you.
Stiles, hardly able to breathe: Yeah?
Derek: Yeah.
Stiles: Don’t let me die without one kiss.
Derek: How about one bite first? Then we can kiss as much as you’d like for the rest of our lives.
Stiles: *coughs up blood* Promise?
Derek, crying: I promise, baby.
Dereks fangs slid down and he bit into Stiles’ wrist. Locking his fate in with an ancient magic that defied all logical reasoning. The bite is a gift, it has the ability to heal, to bring someone back from the brink of death and yet, it doesn’t always work. He held onto Stiles like if his own life depended on his body accepting the bite. In many ways it did. How could his life go on without his anchor, his love, and his reason for fucking living? Why did he wait so damn long?!?
“Please pull through for me, baby. I can’t, WON’T do this without you. I love you.” Derek repeated this over and over for what seemed like days. Hours went by and there was no change in Stiles’ off grey color skin. He wailed as if he was reliving the fire, the losses of all his family members, the loss of his innocence, and now the loss of his reason for being. As he cradled Stiles against his chest and felt like it was time to let go of his own life as well, he heard it. The thudding of a heart. His heart that resided in Stiles’s chest. Before he could turn him he felt his cheek being held by slender fingers. Soft, warm, and ALIVE!
“Hey my Sourwolf, you weren’t planning on leaving me were you?” He broke and frantically kissed his boy. The kiss was laced with that ancient magic. It cemented their bond in a transcendent way. He FINALLY understood what truly living with purpose meant. He knew then that he’d never take a single moment with this amazing man for granted. “My beloved. Marry me? Please?” Stiles cried and pulled his face so their lips were touching. With a conviction he’d never heard before, he whispered, “a thousand times yes.”
*Slides into your dms at 3am*
"Hey girly, did you know Caesar was bisexual?"
of course, the ONE day i have a sushi mishap is the ONE day that i got sushi with a sauce. of course
I just realized something. You know how in the motostoke gym you need to get 5 points, and to do that you need to catch at least two of the pokemon?
What happens if you just ko all of the pokemon instead though?
You know what, I'm about to find out
i got up to the (first) duplicated voyager episode and can i just say: what the fuck
honestly, i understand what you’re saying, forcefem isn’t for everyone. now, on an unrelated note, i need you to swallow this pill real quick. the pink one.
Bruce: Can I tempt you into wanting a milkshake?
Damian: I’m okay, thank you.
Bruce: We’re here anyway…
Damian: Are you sure? I don’t mind going straight home.
Dick: C’mon, get one if you feel like it.
Damian: hmmm, okay :)
Bruce: I twisted you arm?
Damian: What?
Bruce *thinking Damian just didn’t hear*: I twisted your arm
Damian: Huh? *Checks to see if his sleeves are flat against his arms and in fact are not twisted*
Dick: …It’s an expression
just started fallout 3 wish me luck bc i fully intent to fall in love w butch deloria even tho u cant romance companions🫡
update as of 11/02/23: i have fallen in love w charon.
busy-ness + rest
Hello friends!
I have to be honest with you all… this week time has gotten away from me a little bit. For my university, fall break is this weekend and I have been scrambling a little to finish everything I need to get done for my classes and prepare everything I need to complete during break. It’s also a festival weekend at the historic site that I’m interning for so I am writing this post before I have to leave for the day. (I will be there all weekend and I just know I am going to crash Sunday evening when I finally get home.) Regardless, because of all this busy-ness, this post is going to be ridiculously short today.
Some updates on my creative writing:
I have not worked on either project this week
I wrote a short story for one of my classes which could maybe turn into an expanded story someday but I am content with it remaining short for now
I am in the process of developing a podcast with my friend for one of our classes and it is very fun
Other than that, however, I haven’t done much this week. And, that is okay! ᕱ__ᕱ Sometimes you just need to give yourself a little time and space to breath and let the creative juice stores refill themselves before diving back in. That’s all for this week then!
And don’t forget, cross your j’s and dot your t’s!
~Clementine J. Quincey 🪷
PS. The weather has been getting really cold recently! I love autumn but dipping into freezing temperatures already– no thanks!!
