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I need you and I need you right now sweetheart.
You can control me, but you can't control my feelings and only I know what I feel about you "little heart".
Him - Hey baby ! You know what I want to fu*k you whole night,whole day and everywhere like on the bed on the couch on the kitchen table on the floor and ofcourse in front of the mirror and you know why because I'm in love with you and obsessed with you.
Her - You are........
Her - You found me.
Him - I told you so.
Her - Hey! You kissed me once and now I am addicted.
Him - Do you baby.
Her - So, what are you going to do now?
Him - I am going to mark you mine sweetheart.
Her - Aaahhh aahh
Him - Fu*k baby! I can't get enough of you,fu*k I don't think I'm going to stop.
Her - Th... Then d.. don't baby.
Him/ Her - Hey babe! Tell me your past,so I can be your future.
Her - He pinned me to the wall and moved my hand towards his hard di*k in his black slacks and said "Do you feel this, only you have the power to do this to me baby heart".
Her - what ?
Him - Let me kiss you first.
I am still thinking about you.
Her - I am afraid that I will loose myself.
Him - And I will catch you everytime.
Have you been utterly in love with someone whom you see and thought clicked that Oh God ! I am in love with him/her.
"Oh so I'm a bad parent?"
No. You're not. And that's what hurts the most.
Because I know that you're not.
I know you love me, I know you care about me, I know how much you suffer so I don't.
But sometimes, sometimes, I can't help thinking that you are.
You love me, but you hurt me just as much.
You hurt me, and I can't wonder but think you hate me.
You would burn down the world for me, yet you burn my heart with it.
I cry you know? Because I hate that I hate you for not loving me enough. I sleep at night wondering, if you love me, why do you hurt me?
And I hate you, because you make me hurt you too.
And I hate myself even more for it.
So please, if you love me, don't make me hate loving you.
The spiral
Of this cloud
Is like the spiral
Of my mind
Never slowing
Always loading
Endless thoughts
Will forever be mine.
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