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He just oozes cockiness.

Nasser El Sonbaty

Jfc, I’m working on my Technoblade design and i’m only at the sketch stage we’re talking first sketch and i highkey gave him a dad bod 

.....

someone needs to take away my ipad

LET'S SAY, HYPOTHETICALLY, I WENT INSANE

IM BAWLING I LOVE THEM SOOOO MUCH LORD HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💞💞💓💗💖💖💖💖💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💝💝💝❣️❣️💟💟💟💟💟💟💟DIES A THOUSAND TIMES

Art trade for @ravi-617 I had so much fun drawing Fangfang x Yukari! 🥰💞 Thank you for giving me this opportunity to draw them again, they're a super cute couple!! 💖

GOODBYE WORLD

enhypen hyung line: things they would say during sex

+18 content read at your own discretion, please scroll if you’re uncomfortable with. [MDNI]

pairing: enhypen hyung line x afab!reader

genre: smut

a/n: hi hi, it felt like ages since i last posted so here it is, another headcannon for a random idea i had in mind for a while now. I hope you enjoy, and if you do, please let me know by giving feedback with comments, asks, reblogs — however you like but please, don't be shy!

HEESEUNG

— “beg for it”

— “take it all in, good girl”

— “get on top and ride it”

— “touch yourself, I wanna watch”

— “you like it that much huh, babygirl?”

— “say my name again”

— “you look so pretty dripping my cum”

— “I’m so fucking in love with you”

JAY

— “look at me when I’m fucking you”

— “let me fuck your tits”

— “don’t worry, I’ll make it fit”

— “slow down sweetheart, there’s no need to rush”

— “wanna make mini version of us?”

— “you smell like heaven”

— “let me take care of you, I promise I’ll make it worth”

— “keep squeezing my cock like that and I’ll put a baby in your tummy”

JAKE

— “who that pussy belongs to?”

— “ass up, princess”

— “am I making you feel good, huh angel?”

— “leave the lights on, I wanna see you”

— “tell me how you want me, show it to me baby”

— “I said sit on my fucking face”

— “wanna know how you taste like?”

— “fuck babe, you don’t know what you’re doing to me”

SUNGHOON

— “open your mouth, wide”

— “say you’re mine”

— “on your knees, right now”

— “don’t make me repeat myself princess, cum for me”

— “you’re a slut, my slut”

— “take it off, slowly”

— “shut up before I come there and make you”

— “what do we say when we want something?”

“please daddy.”

“good girl.”

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©𝗁𝖾𝖾-𝗉𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗎𝗆𝖻𝗅𝗋

Taglist: @muffinminnie @donghoonie-3 @lix-freckle3 @foxdaisy @jak-ey @n-ek0 @seungkwan-s @duolingofanaccount @heeseongism @spiderrenjunfics @parkhonnie @seuomo @sluttyenha @skzenhalove @valley-of-lies @thots4hee @jayked @gegeetime @yjjungwon @gobighee @5xiang @meowz02 @brownsugarbaybee @enhabordercarnivall @iloveyedamie @oceanyocean @enhastolemyheart

He may as well just strip because I'm TIRED of the games. 😒🥴🤤

There are no words

FOEKDOWKDKS I JUST SAW THESE FROM TODAYS FANSIGN IM IM IM-

CREDS TO @ jakesarchivee ON TWT

this has me weak 

JUST LOOK AT HIM GOD DAMN 

Bucky Barnes is the whole porny package.

✧˖ ?! — JUNGKOOK WHO LOVES YOU (HEADCANONS / F + LIGHT S)

summary. ain't nobody does loving better than jeon jungkook! .. in one way and the other! (hcs)

notes. one of the exams i feared the most is OVER and i've never been happier!! y'all know the drill timeline: mae depressed ⟶ mae stressed ⟶ mae done w exam ⟶ mae writes some sorta kook comfort!! 🧚🏻‍♀️ also this is kind of for @hoseoksluna since i felt like she needed smth to cheer her up (also i know how you've been struggling w writing jungkook since berries so i wanted to show u kook the way i see him), i hope you all enjoy! much love ୨୧

warnings/includes. non idol? jungkook x non specified! reader (tits + tit sucking mentioned once though), making out mentioned, most of these are sfw!! the last three are nsfw!, overall just love

— loving! jungkook who always had to have one of his hands on you in some typa way. he wasn't even doing it on purpose at least that's what he swore, but deep down he knew that having his fingers linger on your waist or back, made him feel weirdly prideful in public. it sounded unusual but activally being reminded that he had somebody like you right by his side, made him feel safe.

— loving! jungkook who likes just listening to you. i swear, jungkook is the biggest yapper you know but when you start talking about your day or whatever was on your mind, he just completely shut it. and you bet your ass: he's sitting there with the biggest boba eyes, ears pecked and lips sealed.

— loving! jungkook who is the most stubborn mf out there but struggles to be mad at you for over a day. he's just so used to having you around him that whenever your sheer presence isn't there, he feels that little hurtful twing in his heart. and he always comes to the conclusion that no matter how mad he was or what you said, he does never want to be without you. so he'll come back acting like nothing happened, maybe a little pout on his face but arms wide open.

— loving! jungkook who sometimes just... looks at you. he'll randomly pause whatever action he was doing, no matter if you were beginning to doze of in bed or if the two of you were eating, just to stare at you. and weirdly enough his staring was never uncomfortable, it was astonishing what a single one of his looks could communicate, so much admiration and love radiating solely from his eyes.

— loving! jungkook whose love language is quite literally everything, from physical touch to gift giving to words of affirmation, i'm telling you- when that man is in love: he goes all in!

— loving! jungkook who's just... random, like you could be chilling on the coach on a regular thursday and he'd be like "let's get matching tattoos!" if your his significant other, you should be ready for anything and everything!

— loving! jungkook who's lockscreen is a photo of you smiling (the other one is a polaroid of you and bam he took himself) and the more you notice him opening his phone, the more you see him grin like a dork at the screen. that man is SMITTEN.

— loving! jungkook who most likes those calm days when it's already half past 11am and you're still in bed, running your hands through his hair as his head lies on your chest, listening to the small yet ever so important sound of your heart pumping blood.

— loving! jungkook, who on a different note, fucking loves your tits. it doesn't even have to be necessarly sexual, he just likes holding them but then again- how much he loves sucking on them till dark hickeys cover your whole chest

— loving! jungkook who yaps even while fucking. i swear, he talks so much! from incredibly gentle sweet nothings to how cockdrunk and fucked up you looked right now

— loving! jungkook who just loves making out, it doesn't have to lead to anything, he just likes the feeling of his mouth on your skin, everywhere, all around, all at once

— loving! jungkook who loves nothing more and nothing less than every single version of you.

Hot Chocolate Kisses

Pairing: Jeongin x gender neutral reader

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: kissing, tickling, pet names/nicknames (only bubs and innie I think), happy couple (😔), the L word 😱😱, Jeongin jokingly says he hates you, Christmas celebration, super fluff and cheesy

wc: 1061

Summary: Decorating for Christmas with your boyfriend.

a/n: Am I posting this on thanksgiving?? Yes I am. Argue with the wall.

It was finally your favorite time of the year. December. December first, to be exact, and for the first year in your life, you were going to be spending Christmas with someone special.

You sat on your couch, watching as your boyfriend carefully hung up the stockings on the fireplace. You saw your two names, but there was another gap, which confused you until you saw him grab another stocking you didn’t know you had. As he hung it up, you tried to peek at the name, but Jeongin’s hand covered it.

You waited patiently until he moved, and you felt your heart jump in your chest when you saw your dog’s name on the stocking. It was obvious that Jeongin had made it, which only made it cuter. He looked at you with that smile that you couldn’t get enough of. His dimples showing as he came over and sat next to you. Your eyes followed him as he came over, putting his hand on your thigh and placing a small kiss on your cheek, snapping you back to reality.

It was normal for you to get lost in him like that. You couldn’t help it; he was just so perfect. Every day, you wondered how you found someone like him. “Thank you; I adore the one for peanut.” You said, and his smile got wider if that was even possible.

“I got him some gifts this year, but don’t tell him.” He said playfully, and you could feel your heart melt. “You ready to start the tree?” He asked excitedly, causing you to smile as you nodded.

You went to get the massive box of tree decorations, but of course Jeongin wouldn’t let you pick up a penny if it was on the floor, so he quickly scooped up the box, bringing it to the tree.

The two of you spent hours decorating the tree to perfection, and just as you went to grab the topper, he stopped you. "Wait, can I add one more thing?” He asked, and you nodded, sitting next to him.

You curiously watched as he pulled an ornament out his pocket and hung it on the tree. You saw there was a date on it and automatically recognized it. It was the day you met on a shiny silver ornament. You stared at it in awe before looking over at your boyfriend, who was still smiling. “I think it’s the perfect addition.” You whispered grabbing his hand. He squeezed your hand before pulling it up to his lips and kissing it.

“I think you were the perfect addition to my life.” He said and you immediately got flustered. It took Jeongin a few seconds before the embarrassment sunk in, and he covered his face with his hands. It wasn’t unexpected because Jeongin was easily embarrassed, especially when it came to affection. He was more of an act of service and gift-giving kind of guy, but he loved you so much that he couldn’t help but say cheesy things and want to be close to you sometimes. You grabbed the topper, moving his hands gently.

“Wanna help me?” You said changing the topic to put him at ease, and he didn’t say anything, but you could see the appreciation in his eyes. He nodded, and you got up, placing yourself on his shoulders, your matching pajamas clashing. He easily got up, taking you over to the tree. He kept you steady as you concentrated on putting the little angel on the tree. After struggling a little, you finally got it and clapped your hands excitedly as Jeongin put you down.

After all of that, the two of you decided to make hot chocolate and sit on the couch. You slowly sipped yours as you laid on your boyfriend and admired your apartment, which was now decorated top to bottom for December. "Here, let me do something.” You said before getting up, rushing over to the curtains, and closing them. You could feel Jeongin’s eyes following you as you scurried around the small space before finally turning the lights off and coming back to the couch. The fairy lights, Christmas lights, and illuminated snowflakes made the room much more cozy. You took another sip of your hot chocolate before putting it on the table. When you leaned back, you were face-to-face with Jeongin. Before you could react, his lips were on yours. You immediately kissed back, melting into his touch.

As you pulled away, you giggled. “What was that for?” You whispered, and he smiled, placing his forehead on yours.

“I’ve been wanting to do that since I got here.” He whispered back, and you smiled.

“Simp.” You said, using his own words against him, and his smile immediately dropped.

“Alright, I hate you.” He said with a slight pout, causing you to burst into laughter.

You turned his head back to you, placing small kisses on his lips. “I’m just messing with you, bubs, plus you could never hate me-”

“You’re right, I love you.” He quickly responded, catching you by surprise. Jeongin rarely said those words; he liked to show you how much he loved you instead, which you didn’t mind. Still, it was nice to hear.

“Who wouldn’t?” You replied with a cocky smile, and he put his hot chocolate on the table next to yours.

"Alright, that’s it!” He said before climbing on top of you, pinning your hands over your head, and tickling you. No matter how much you wiggled and pleaded, Jeongin was obviously stronger than you.

"Innie, please, I’m sorry!” You said through your giggles, causing him to smile.

“Say it back!” He yelled back at you, letting out a few giggles himself.

“I love you! I love you so much! Please stop!” You said, and he did. You took a second to catch your breath before opening your eyes to meet his.

He leaned in as if he were going to kiss you, so you closed your eyes but didn’t feel anything. “I know you do.” He whispered before getting off of you, sitting back in his previous position, and grabbing his hot chocolate.

You watched as he started sipping again and sat up, pouting. “Hey! That’s not fair; you tricked me! You can’t just-“ He cut you off with another one of his sweet, hot chocolate kisses.

[ element ] fire ✴  DIMENSION : 閃光

i have made a comprehensive list as to why i think that itadori yuuji and fushiguro megumi love each other and are soulmates (platonic or otherwise)

i read the entire series from start to finish in one sitting for this. here it is:

saving each other without question or second thought (volume 1)

megumi: “i don’t want to let him die.” gojo: “personal?” megumi: “yes.”

yuuji eats the finger to save megumi.

note: in the manga he is not trapped in a curse’s mouth

their entire interaction during the detention center (cursed womb arc)

yuuji: “fushiguro! Please.”

 yuuji to megumi before fighting finger bearer alone

Megumi: “it was a selfish, emotional decision.”

megumi telling yuuji why he saved him

megumi running back to grab the name off the body of one of the inmates because it’s what yuuji would have wanted

“what kind of woman is your type?” “as long as the person is compassionate (see also: has unshakable character, unwavering kindness, etc.), i can’t ask for more.” (chapter 17)

yuuji’s kanji quite literally translates to unwavering humanity. could be a stretch, but an interesting connection considering that gege does not just throw things around like that

not necessarily a moment where i think they love/care for each other, i just love it, but… (chapter 33)

“i don’t know what he was up to while he was gone, but if it comes down to a brawl without any cursed energy involved… itadori would win.”

nothing special, just megumi appreciating and acknowledging yuuji lol

before the exchange event, megumi noticing something happened to yuuji (junpei’s death) (chapter 33)

megumi: “itadori, you okay?” yuuji: “well, it’s a big job but i should be fine.” megumi: “no, something happened, didn’t it?” yuuji: “huh, what are you talking about?”

megumi can tell that something has been/is bothering yuuji, even after his insistence that he’s fine

megumi being worried about the kyoto students trying to kill yuuji; specifically, he’s the one who figured it out (chapter 36)

yuuji stepping into the fight with hanami after fushiguro gets the bud curse (chapter 48)

yuuji: “fushiguro, don’t worry”

btw, this is a direct parallel of point two, back in the detention center

megumi: “if you die again, i’ll kill you” yuuji: “i guess i can’t go dying on ya then”

yuuji checking on megumi at yasohachi bridge when tsumiki was mentioned to have gone to the bridge and being worried when megumi tried to send him and nobara back to the school so he could exorcise the curse by himself (chapter 56)

megumi telling yuuji to go after kugisaki from the domain, parallel of the detention center when yuuji told megumi to go after kugisaki (chapter 57)

yuuji: “if you get in trouble, you better get out too!”

after the fight at yasohachi bridge, both megumi and yuuji are protecting each other from their burdens (chapter 63)

megumi: “don’t tell him.”

explaining to nobara that yuuji eating the finger caused curses to start killing people

yuuji: “hey! don’t tell fushiguro. don’t you dare tell him”

yuuji to sukuna after being told that because of him people were going to die.

see: cursed womb arc; “why’d you bother saving me then?

this one is just another funsie thing that i wanted to add, but in It’s Like That, fushiguro is the first person that itadori notices when he arrives at the diner, completely bypassing nobara and ozawa (chapter 64)

the entire fight with the inverse guy was just peak duo-ism, you can’t even deny it, there is so much content in there (chapter 94–98)

megumi: “itadori!” yuuji: “no worries, it’s just a scratch!!!”

giving parallels with gojo and geto when toji first snuck up on gojo

megumi, using rabbit escape: “let’s retreat for now.” yuuji picks up a bunny, bc of course he does

inverse guy: “man up and come at me!” megumi, pointing at yuuji: “that’s really more his style.” yuuji: throwing a fucking car

yuuji: “i’m heading into the station” megumi: “fine, but–” yuuji: “’if you die, i’ll kill you,’ right”

them just working together in general, we love to see it

fellas, is it gay to think of your friend during your last moments? (chapter 117)

“i’ll see you later!” “sorry… itadori…” megumi summons mahoraga and apologizes to yuuji.

post-shibuya arc, yuuji spends the entire time between shibuya and the culling games avoiding megumi in order to protect him (volume 16)

megumi and yuuji taking on the burden of the deaths in shibuya arc together (chapter 143)

yuuji: “i killed people! because of me, lots of people died!” megumi: “it’s our fault, don’t be selfish and give up all alone.”

megumi tries to explain to yuuji that they need to save who they can

parallels grandpa itadori’s last wish

yuuji: “no, fushiguro, it’s because… as long as i’m around… you will suffer!” megumi: “so start by saving me, itadori! … i’m begging you, itadori. i need your strength.”

yuuji has a purpose and a reason to keep going (see chapter 212: “thank you for giving me a role to play”)

yuuji telling yuuta to kill him if he ever switches to sukuna, without hesitation, in order to protect megumi (chapter 144)

yuuji: “sukuna is plotting something involving fushiguro”

megumi not caring about the dangers of sukuna so he can stick with yuuji (chapter 146)

megumi: “if that happens and i die, just have him (yuuta) kill you” yuuji: the point is to not let that happen

they just care about each other, your honor

yuuji trying to avoid megumi once again before the culling games (chapter 146)

megumi panicking at yuuji getting beat by hakari (more so than panda was) to the point where he was about to jump over the rail and start interfering (chapter 157)

megumi: oh no! if he gets hurt anymore… “itadori! that’s enough!”

yuuji (again) trying to avoid being with megumi during the culling games in order to protect him from sukuna (chapter 160)

yuuji: “i’m just worried!” megumi: “are you going to say that every time? it’s annoying a waste of time!” (he is stubborn, refuses to be separated from yuuji)

they are bickering like an old married couple here imo

megumi and yuuji are split up and start working to find higuruma. they are each told different locations and immediately think of each other (chapter 162)

megumi: “shinjuku…” i hope itadori is on his way there too… yuuji: “ikebukuro?!” is fushiguro there too?

another cutesy one that i just wanted to add: megumi smiling when he realized that yuuji got the points to add a rule to the culling games (chapter 168)

megumi waking up and immediately speaking to yuuji (he doesn’t acknowledge hana or anyone else in any way, shape, or form for like an hour (chapter 199)

megumi immediately notices something is up with yuuji when they learn about “the disgraced one,” and this has one of my fave duo interactions with them (chapter 200)

megumi: “itadori, what’s wrong”

always so akin to yuuji’s feelings bruh

yuuji switches with hana to communicate to megumi that sukuna is the disgraced one. hana is just staring lovingly at megumi, megumi is only concerned about yuuji

their cute little charades act, oh my god they are so fucking silly bro

megumi: i don’t get it. what’s he trying to say?

oh my god bro pls

yuuji: *nod nod* did he get it?

yuuji is fully resolved in dying because megumi and tsumiki (as far as they knew) are safe, so he is okay with dying as long as they can live

megumi is immediately worried about yuuji killing himself and dying to end sukuna

my god they are both so worried about each other all the time

megumi is quick to notice yuuji’s disposition towards hana (chapter 210)

megumi: “this isn’t like you.” yuuji: “you sure about that?”

megumi: “don’t be dumb.” yuuji: “i’ll apologize later…”

can they stop flirting in dire times?

yuuji thinking of both gojo and megumi as they gave him a role in the world (chapter 212)

maybe i should have done it sooner. i could have helped fushiguro and disappeared. thank you for giving me a role to play

megumi suppresses sukuna’s technique when he first incarnates in his body (chapter 214)

literally any point during the fight with sukuna where yuuji is locked in on saving megumi (shinjuku showdown arc)

“wake up, fushiguro.” (chapter 251)

i’ll do it as many times as it takes! “wake up, fushiguro!” (chapter 263)

“you’re right, sukuna. i have the ability to end your life. if you release fushiguro and return to me, i will spare your life.” (chapter 265)

literally all of chapter 266 bro this entire fucking chapter hurts me so fucking bad??????

megumi just wanting a peaceful life with his sister and yuuji

yuuji knowing and understanding megumi’s pain to the point where he knows it isn’t fair to force or expect him to want to live

“i’ve started to understand and emphathize with the decisions made by people who encounter unavoidable realities, like grandpa. for that reason… for that reason, i can’t tell you to continue living, fushiguro.”

megumi: “huh? what’s with that face?” yuuji: “nothing, it’s just that… it’ll be lonely without you, fushiguro.”

what if i was suicidal?????

megumi hears yuuji telling him it’ll be lonely when he’s gone and sees one (1) tear form in his eyes and immediately locks in, using his technique to throw sukuna off guard and allow yuuji to land a hit

yuuji smiling when he realized that megumi was fighting back

see chapter 168: megumi smiling when he realized yuuji got the points for the games

also, see yuuji and megumi’s theme songs that were selected by gege:

yuuji’s songs:

heart ni hi o tsukete by 9mm parabellum bullet – a song about two people struggling to recover from their traumas and pain and wondering if they will find love within each other.

the last line of the song is “will we love each other? will we not love each other? will we turn to ashes?”

itsuka dokoa de by kuchiroro – this song overall seems to be a sort of conversation that the narrator is having with an unknown person. there is mentions of belief, love, and a desire for a simple, mundane life.

love is mentioned a lot throughout this song (it’s 13 minutes long and translations are hard to find online though)

megumi’s songs:

hakujitsumu by uchujin – the song is about wanting to save someone, but also battling with their own internal struggles as they try to navigate their trauma.

“don’t disappear yet, i’ll rescue you.”

island in the sun by weezer – this song is about a narrator and their desire to run away with someone and live a peaceful life, away from their troubles so they will “never feel bad anymore.”

this song i feel reflects most with that idyllic life that megumi wanted to build for tsumiki and yuuji

Oh my fucking god am I tiered..

If anyone wants to beat me to death with a baseball bat this is your time to shine. I've got one of them walking dead lookin ones with barbed wire, free to use. I can even leave a note saying I did it myself, y'all cleared for this one. First to claim the prize gets it.. I'm the human piñata. 💀🪅

Let me just finish my breakfast taco..

Okay.. okay.. I need a shower. I smell like ashtrays and sex. Dining out and going to a movie later.. wakie wakie fucker. Uuugh..

Late Night Ice-capades (Wonwoo x GN Reader)

Author's note: It's been a minute since I wrote for idols, so I hope you enjoy it! A bit of fluff & a hint of yearning~

Long fingers splayed across the lid of the ice machine that you'd been struggling to keep open. Your eyes darted up to see who they were attached to, a fluttering feeling already lingering in your gut. His bright eyes sparkled behind his round glasses and his lips twitched for a moment before he gave into the urge to grin boldly at you. Your elbow relaxed from the awkward position you'd been in to attempt to get ice and you straightened immediately, clutching the small bucket to your chest.

"Hello," he murmured softly.

"Hi," you choked out.

Your mind whirred to earlier in the day when you'd first laid eyes on Wonwoo up close.

~~~

You were as grumpy as anyone could be in the morning. Since you'd traveled by yourself to this unfamiliar city, you'd wanted to stay close to the venue. Unfortunately that meant one of the fancier hotels that didn't serve breakfast. You walked toward the elevator, intent on the small shop downstairs to get a snack to hold you over until you could eat more later.

As you neared the sliding doors, you grumbled, seeing that you weren't going to make it. Long fingers curled around the door, stopping it in its tracks. You sighed in relief as you hurried the last few steps onto the elevator. You spun as you walked in, moving to the corner of the small space before looking up to thank the kind stranger.

"Oh," you breathed softly.

He turned to you, black sleep-rumpled hair hanging in his eyes. A mask was pulled over his nose and mouth as he looked curiously at you and nodded politely.

"Thank you," you whispered.

Your insides raged as you grew frustrated with yourself. Your first interaction with Wonwoo and this was how you'd reacted? You couldn't be certain without seeing his full face, but those eyes. You felt like you'd seen them so many times before. At your lowest moments, Seventeen had been there to make you laugh. You cried along with them when they finally received recognition for their hard efforts and they were the whole reason you'd come to this city in the first place. He eyed you again, cheeks rising slightly as he smiled and ducked his head politely again.

Alright, you. Get it together. You shook your head and stood straighter. When the elevator came to a stop, he stepped off with you following quickly behind. As you made your way to the small snack shop, you realized he must be going there as well and you froze. What if he thought you'd followed him here and thought you were a creep? Just... be normal.

You drifted around the snacks, still sleepy from traveling and getting in late. Your arm brushed against his as you reached for the same snack. Your hand jerked back as if lit on fire, making his eyes crinkle in amusement. He took an additional bag of the snack and walked to the kiosk to check out. When he'd paid, he turned back to you, holding out one of the bags. You shook your head, waving him off, but he thrust the snack at you once more.

"For you."

His deep voice directed toward you coupled with yet another gesture of kindness brought a shy smile to your face as you nodded and thanked him again. You walked in companionable silence back to the elevator and waited for it to arrive. You yawned, your hand quickly raising to cover your mouth, completely missing the way he smiled at you behind his mask. When the elevator stopped at your floor, you turned back to him before stepping off, nodding in thanks. After taking a short moment to breathe, you scurried off to your room and leaned against the door as soon as you shut it, mind swirling as you replayed the morning's events so far.

The morning flew by as you got ready. You took your time, watching Seventeen's music videos and brushing up on the setlist. Finally you were ready, adorned with the colors you'd come to associate with the group anytime you saw them. Your lightstick was tucked into your bag, but was just long enough to poke out a bit and you looked at it apprehensively, hoping you wouldn't lose it on your way to the venue.

You'd decided to leave early to explore the area nearby and get more sufficient food than just snacks, so you stepped out into the chilly hallway, heading toward the elevator once again. The wait was thankfully short and you stepped on with ease, the space blessedly empty. As you turned to press your back up against the wall, raised voices carried through to you, coming closer and closer. Your eyes nearly bugged out of your head as a group of guys came into view.

They skidded to a halt, all assessing your outfit and the evident diamond that adorned the inside of your lightstick. You silently begged the ground to swallow you up. It had been one thing to meet Wonwoo alone in casual clothing, but ready for their concert and about to be cramped into a small space with them, it was nearly too much. They crowded in, only able to fit a small portion of the group and your eyes zoned in on one of the floor tiles as you ignored the way your cheeks burned.

When you glanced up, you made eye contact with Joshua who sensed your overwhelm and offered a small 'hi', accompanied by a reassuring smile. Of course. You're an adult. They're adults. They're just regular guys. No big deal.

You clung to the rail behind you, your knuckles straining as they gripped tighter and tighter. A finger brushed against yours before quickly pulling away. Your whole body vibrated, the elevator ride stretching even longer than you thought possible. The finger brushed over yours again, lingering slightly. You decided to chance a glance and froze, seeing Wonwoo bunched up beside you. You realized that you'd been so nervous you hadn't even noticed he'd gotten on and how close he'd had to move in because of the limited space.

He nodded and smiled comfortingly. His eyes were deep, dark, and they sought yours eagerly. You could have sworn a flicker of worry flashed through them but you shrugged it away, shaking your head as the ding sounded through the too-small box and you jumped apart.

Your fingers tingled where his had brushed yours and as they went to the vans that would transport them, you ducked around the corner, running off to who knew where just to get away so you could breathe. As soon as you'd collected yourself and waited long enough to ensure they'd be gone, you turned back toward where you'd come from to go in search of food. The time passed quickly and before long, your feet were taking you to the venue.

Your legs trembled as you got to your seat. You knew you'd be close enough to the stage to see them well but would they be close enough to see you? Would he? You chatted over the hum of other voices, straining to hear those next to you as they introduced themselves. When the lights went down, excited screams reverberated through the area. You quickly inserted your earplugs and waited eagerly with your lightstick in your hand.

As Wonwoo came out, Super's music pounded through his body. He'd opted to try wearing contacts tonight, but his headache wasn't getting any better and he was more than ready to be curled up in bed asleep, not concerned with having to see. As he stepped forward, he noted you. He smiled internally, trying to keep his professional demeanor going strong. He lingered on you - now that he'd seen you again, he was more curious about you, what you liked about the group, who your bias was. He chastised himself, returning his attention back to the matter at hand.

The concert passed too swiftly for you. You swiped at your tears during their thanks to the carats who attended, watching as their eyes sparkled from their own grateful tears. A few who had ended up in the elevator with you had noticed you throughout the concert and made sure to wave when they neared where you stood. All too quickly, after the chorus of Very Nice had been battered into your brain through encore after encore, the lights came up and you followed the stream of people leaving the concert.

Your feet ached and you smiled dreamily at the thought of being curled up in the hotel bed to sleep for the night. Your stomach grumbled on the walk back, so you went straight for the snack area, a small clench in your stomach as you hoped to see Wonwoo again. Greedy, you were. Just for another moment in his presence. You'd had more than most fans ever would and vowed to be grateful for it as you made your way back up to the room.

It was only after changing clothes and curling up under the blanket, you realized how thirsty you were and sighed, throwing off the covers. You grabbed the ice bucket, slipping your keycard into the pocket of your robe as you exited the room. Your steps were slightly sluggish as you hunted for the ice machine. A sigh of relief slipped from you as you finally laid eyes on it. When you lifted the lid, it seemed determined to close, falling back down as soon as you'd propped it open. Your side pressed against the machine as you raised your elbow and attempted to hold the bucket on the same side.

When you reached for the scoop with your other hand, your movement made the lid start to close and a growl of frustration rose from within. You sighed in defeat as you tried to keep it open and hung your head before the smack of a palm against the lid startled you out of your thoughts. The whole of the day's emotions flooded you as you stood, gaping at Wonwoo, ice bucket clutched close.

Your eyes slammed shut as you counted to ten and opened them once more, sure you were dreaming. His grin faltered slightly as he closed the lid. He fidgeted with the tie on his robe and slightly stepped back to keep from making you feel cornered in the small nook of the hallway. You both stood there, staring at each other, his smile slowly sliding from his face.

"Did you enjoy the concert?"

His eyes darted nervously now, not landing on you.

"So much!" You winced as your voice came out with a crack. "You guys were great. It wasn't my first Seventeen concert, but I've never been so close before."

He nodded as he rocked slightly on his heels, his motions tinged with a nervousness.

"Did you have a favorite song?"

Your face heated even more than it had earlier and for a moment you were tempted to dunk your head into the ice machine. You purposely avoided his gaze, taking intense interest in the ceiling above his head.

"Fire," you whispered. You quickly brushed away the images of his outfit for that song that were burned into your mind.

"Sorry? What?"

He leaned in closer, making the blush on your cheeks start to tingle, and your eyes flicked to his, locked in as you murmured 'Fire' once more. A grin that held a hint of impishness quickly spread across his face and he nodded as if that's what he had hoped for.

"I saw you there."

Your mouth went dry as you held his gaze and nodded, slightly enamored by the way his gaze zeroed in to your face as if he could see the heat buzzing beneath your skin. Without a mask on, you were able to see the slow curl of his lips as he watched you, the swell of his cheeks as the corners of his mouth tugged up. His eyes were warm as you took the measure of each other, two souls existing in a moment outside the rest of the world.

"Why are you here?"

Your words came out in a stumble. His nose wrinkled slightly in confusion until he noted your hand gesturing at the ice machine. He lightly tapped his forehead, grimacing.

"Headache. Most of the day. Jet lag always makes it worse."

Your gaze softened on him and you nodded in understanding.

"Happy to be here, but the traveling is a lot. Worse I'm sure for you guys."

"We'd do anything for carats," he said with a soft smile. "Well, within reason."

A nervous giggle burst out of you and he bit his lip, fighting a broad grin. He watched you shift from one foot to the other before reaching for the lid of the machine. You lifted it quickly it and grabbed the scoop, dropping a small amount in the bag he'd brought.

"That enough?"

He gave a short nod, wincing as another pang shot through his mind. He held a hand up, shielding his eyes from the lights that were suddenly too bright. You took the bag from him and sealed it quickly before pressing it lightly against his forehead. He sighed in relief and slumped against the wall, sliding down to tuck his head against his knees. You followed and knelt beside him, keeping the ice against him and setting your bucket to the side.

"Do you need anyone? I can go get help."

Worry struck sharply through you. You were prepared for many things but this had not been one of them. He lifted a hand weakly to shoo away your worries.

"It will pass. Just... give me a minute."

"Is the ice helping?"

"More than you know. Thank you. I... really appreciate it. I know this is a bit unconventional."

"Oh, I don't know. I suppose you're not the first idol I've nursed back to health."

He let out a soft choked laugh and shook his head before clutching it and groaning.

"Very funny," he mused drily.

His hands felt blindly on the ground until he found your free hand and rested his own atop it.

"Thank you. For at the concert. Sometimes it gets overwhelming with so many people watching us, watching me. When I found you in the crowd, it felt like I could just focus on you instead of the chaos of my mind."

You blinked, sure that you would be the perfect picture of an owl with your wide eyes. He grimaced against his knees.

"That probably came out a bit more strange than I intended. I'm sorry. I know it's not ideal idol behavior."

You snorted and flipped your hand up, squeezing his own.

"You're human. I never expected you to have the idol persona turned on 100% of the time."

He sagged slightly, an invisible weight taken from his shoulders. He sat with you in a comfortable silence, the ice easing his pain bit by bit. You both flinched as a door opened and a voice hissed through the hall.

"Wonwoo? Wonwoo, where did you go?"

His head lifted slightly as he found your eyes. You'd shifted the makeshift ice pack to the back of his neck a minute before, leaving your view clear. His damp hair was clinging to his forehead as he drank you in, smiling softly. Your smile mirrored his and a fondness squeezed at your heart. Long legs flew by the nook, skidded to a stop and whirled back around. Mingyu's sharp canines flashed as he grinned down at you.

"Hey! From earlier!"

You gave an awkward wave as Wonwoo winced at the volume of his voice and Mingyu's attention flickered to him, startling when he realized who was sitting beside you. He quickly crouched down and put a hand to Wonwoo's forehead. They had a hushed conversation, too quick for you to understand, before Mingyu stood abruptly and waved back at you.

"Nice to meet you."

He ran off back to their room and once the door had opened and shut, Wonwoo turned back to you. The magic of the night, the suspended moment in time, seemed to be over. He carefully stood and you reached absentmindedly for his elbow to make sure he was steady on his feet. He froze at your touch and turned to you, mouth opening slightly as if to speak.

"A bow feels a bit too formal," he said with what seemed to be a dejected tone.

Your laugh was soft this time, a gentle caress to his slightly pounding head.

"We can make up a secret handshake," you teased.

One side of his mouth curled with an amused smirk.

"Maybe next time." The silence stretched for a moment. "Is it - would it be alright if I hugged you?"

Your mouth popped open in a soft 'o' as you nodded. He stepped closer and his arms came down around you. His chin tucked over your shoulder as he brought you in close. His smell was indescribable, but it was sufficient to say he smelled cozy, like warmth. The condensation from the bag slid down your wrist, making you shiver against him. His arms tightened slightly before he let go of you, gently holding your upper arms as he steadied you.

As he pulled back, his cheek brushed against yours. When you turned your head slightly, he did as well, causing your noses to bump lightly against each other's. His face turned pink with a deep blush as he blinked owlishly in return. He coughed slightly and cleared his throat. The pink spread from his cheeks down his throat as he rubbed sheepishly at the back of his neck.

"Thank you for tonight... for helping me feel a bit more human."

"Anytime," you murmured.

~~~

As you checked out the next morning, your mind was still fuzzy from the previous night's events. The person at the front desk slid a folded piece of the hotel stationary across to you, wishing you a good day as you left. When you stepped outside to wait for your ride to the airport, you unfolded the crisp paper and gaped at the note written in a sloping script.

Thank you again. Travel safely back home. I hope we meet again. Until then, you can get in contact with me at this email.

Wonwoo

( @iyunjin )

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