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Editors note: I have not written something fanfic in years by years i mean since 2006. I am terrified to post this. But lately I have a itch that I need to scratch. Writing is a way for me to bare my soul. It is a way for me to escape. I hope you all enjoy. And if this does well. I will possibly write more. Please go easy on me. 🖤
CHAN FLUFF.
Compass
Chan X Reader
You never truly had that person who you could turn too. Never had THAT connection, never felt the love of a man who only had the burning desire to make you happy. Who was willing to shield you from the cruelty of the world and was willing to shelter you.
Chan was one of a kind. You have never met someone with so much love, so much compassion and with so much talent. His smile lit up any room he would walk in. His eyes, those beautiful brown eyes how you drowned in them.
His eyes captivated you and his voice was sounds of sirens drawing you in the depths of his heart.. When you were with him nothing else mattered. Your souls intertwined , time was nothing. Everything was at a stand still.
A smile spread across your face as you watch your lover. You definitely had your faults. But he chose you. He chose all of you. Flaws and all. You've always told him "I'm a lost cause. Darkness fills my world." He would give you that smile that always melted your heart, kiss you on the forehead and say, "I am your compass, baby. I am here as a light to guide you through the stormy weather. My soul will be your compass and my heart will be the light and my voice will bring you back from that darkness."
And he was right, he was your compass. He would stop the voices and the demons that would anchor you in the deep. He would release those demons and lift the weight of the hour. "Hello Darkness." You would say. He knew the hurt and the things you have faced. He wanted to be the one who would shelter you from the storm.
You were his world and he desperately wish you would realize how much you meant to him. You too were his light, his compass in his darkness.
You made him feel loved, appreciated and wanted. He took care of everyone before you and no one cared for him. Sleepless nights, wanting and longing for a touch, for a soul, and for a love to light up his world.
One sweet day. There you were. His saving grace. Fate lead him to you, he just knew it. He always wondered if he had that person, the one who set his world on fire, time stopped when he saw you. His heart caught in his throat, he forgot how to breathe. Your beauty charmed him, your smile consumed him, your eyes, oh how he loved your big beautiful brown eyes, full of wonder. His soul ached to be next to yours.
The moment your eyes connected, your heart was beating so fast. You couldn't look away. You always thought you didn't have that person. Instantly with Chan you felt it. The pull of two people longing to touch, to kiss, to have their souls dancing together as one.
You kissed your lover as he sat besided you. You lived for that memory of meeting him. He smiled in return with a questioning look. You laid your head on his shoulder. "You okay, baby?" He asked with concern. You nodded your head. "I am more than okay." You chuckled. "And what is it that you find amusing, my love?"
You lifted your head off his shoulders, looked him in his eyes and gave him a kiss, one that shook your very core and his. He deepened the kiss wrapping his arms around you. You were the air he breathe and he was yours. You loved this man with every fiber of your being.
You broke the kiss still wanting more but you knew you needed to think clearly. You run your fingers through his brown curly hair. Fighting back the tears that were threatening to fall from your eyes. He pressed the palm of his hand on your cheek, using his thrumb to wipe away your tears and with that you smiled.
"Thank you for being my compass, thank you for bringing me out of the darkness. Oh lovey! You saved me. You truly have no idea how much you did. My love for you deepens daily. I can not imagine life without you. You truly are my compass who guides me through it all."
Without saying nothing his lips found yours and you let your favorite compass take control and guide you home.
(Author's note: Please do not copy my work. Legal action will be taken if you do so.)
Editors note: I have not written something fanfic in years by years i mean since 2006. I am terrified to post this. But lately I have a itch that I need to scratch. Writing is a way for me to bare my soul. It is a way for me to escape. I hope you all enjoy. And if this does well. I will possibly write more. Please go easy on me. 🖤
CHAN FLUFF.
Compass
Chan X Reader
You never truly had that person who you could turn too. Never had THAT connection, never felt the love of a man who only had the burning desire to make you happy. Who was willing to shield you from the cruelty of the world and was willing to shelter you.
Chan was one of a kind. You have never met someone with so much love, so much compassion and with so much talent. His smile lit up any room he would walk in. His eyes, those beautiful brown eyes how you drowned in them.
His eyes captivated you and his voice was sounds of sirens drawing you in the depths of his heart.. When you were with him nothing else mattered. Your souls intertwined , time was nothing. Everything was at a stand still.
A smile spread across your face as you watch your lover. You definitely had your faults. But he chose you. He chose all of you. Flaws and all. You've always told him "I'm a lost cause. Darkness fills my world." He would give you that smile that always melted your heart, kiss you on the forehead and say, "I am your compass, baby. I am here as a light to guide you through the stormy weather. My soul will be your compass and my heart will be the light and my voice will bring you back from that darkness."
And he was right, he was your compass. He would stop the voices and the demons that would anchor you in the deep. He would release those demons and lift the weight of the hour. "Hello Darkness." You would say. He knew the hurt and the things you have faced. He wanted to be the one who would shelter you from the storm.
You were his world and he desperately wish you would realize how much you meant to him. You too were his light, his compass in his darkness.
You made him feel loved, appreciated and wanted. He took care of everyone before you and no one cared for him. Sleepless nights, wanting and longing for a touch, for a soul, and for a love to light up his world.
One sweet day. There you were. His saving grace. Fate lead him to you, he just knew it. He always wondered if he had that person, the one who set his world on fire, time stopped when he saw you. His heart caught in his throat, he forgot how to breathe. Your beauty charmed him, your smile consumed him, your eyes, oh how he loved your big beautiful brown eyes, full of wonder. His soul ached to be next to yours.
The moment your eyes connected, your heart was beating so fast. You couldn't look away. You always thought you didn't have that person. Instantly with Chan you felt it. The pull of two people longing to touch, to kiss, to have their souls dancing together as one.
You kissed your lover as he sat besided you. You lived for that memory of meeting him. He smiled in return with a questioning look. You laid your head on his shoulder. "You okay, baby?" He asked with concern. You nodded your head. "I am more than okay." You chuckled. "And what is it that you find amusing, my love?"
You lifted your head off his shoulders, looked him in his eyes and gave him a kiss, one that shook your very core and his. He deepened the kiss wrapping his arms around you. You were the air he breathe and he was yours. You loved this man with every fiber of your being.
You broke the kiss still wanting more but you knew you needed to think clearly. You run your fingers through his brown curly hair. Fighting back the tears that were threatening to fall from your eyes. He pressed the palm of his hand on your cheek, using his thrumb to wipe away your tears and with that you smiled.
"Thank you for being my compass, thank you for bringing me out of the darkness. Oh lovey! You saved me. You truly have no idea how much you did. My love for you deepens daily. I can not imagine life without you. You truly are my compass who guides me through it all."
Without saying nothing his lips found yours and you let your favorite compass take control and guide you home.
Editors note: I have not written something fanfic in years by years i mean since 2006. I am terrified to post this. But lately I have a itch that I need to scratch. Writing is a way for me to bare my soul. It is a way for me to escape. I hope you all enjoy. And if this does well. I will possibly write more. Please go easy on me. 🖤
CHAN FLUFF.
Compass
Chan X Reader
You never truly had that person who you could turn too. Never had THAT connection, never felt the love of a man who only had the burning desire to make you happy. Who was willing to shield you from the cruelty of the world and was willing to shelter you.
Chan was one of a kind. You have never met someone with so much love, so much compassion and with so much talent. His smile lit up any room he would walk in. His eyes, those beautiful brown eyes how you drowned in them.
His eyes captivated you and his voice was sounds of sirens drawing you in the depths of his heart.. When you were with him nothing else mattered. Your souls intertwined , time was nothing. Everything was at a stand still.
A smile spread across your face as you watch your lover. You definitely had your faults. But he chose you. He chose all of you. Flaws and all. You've always told him "I'm a lost cause. Darkness fills my world." He would give you that smile that always melted your heart, kiss you on the forehead and say, "I am your compass, baby. I am here as a light to guide you through the stormy weather. My soul will be your compass and my heart will be the light and my voice will bring you back from that darkness."
And he was right, he was your compass. He would stop the voices and the demons that would anchor you in the deep. He would release those demons and lift the weight of the hour. "Hello Darkness." You would say. He knew the hurt and the things you have faced. He wanted to be the one who would shelter you from the storm.
You were his world and he desperately wish you would realize how much you meant to him. You too were his light, his compass in his darkness.
You made him feel loved, appreciated and wanted. He took care of everyone before you and no one cared for him. Sleepless nights, wanting and longing for a touch, for a soul, and for a love to light up his world.
One sweet day. There you were. His saving grace. Fate lead him to you, he just knew it. He always wondered if he had that person, the one who set his world on fire, time stopped when he saw you. His heart caught in his throat, he forgot how to breathe. Your beauty charmed him, your smile consumed him, your eyes, oh how he loved your big beautiful brown eyes, full of wonder. His soul ached to be next to yours.
The moment your eyes connected, your heart was beating so fast. You couldn't look away. You always thought you didn't have that person. Instantly with Chan you felt it. The pull of two people longing to touch, to kiss, to have their souls dancing together as one.
You kissed your lover as he sat besided you. You lived for that memory of meeting him. He smiled in return with a questioning look. You laid your head on his shoulder. "You okay, baby?" He asked with concern. You nodded your head. "I am more than okay." You chuckled. "And what is it that you find amusing, my love?"
You lifted your head off his shoulders, looked him in his eyes and gave him a kiss, one that shook your very core and his. He deepened the kiss wrapping his arms around you. You were the air he breathe and he was yours. You loved this man with every fiber of your being.
You broke the kiss still wanting more but you knew you needed to think clearly. You run your fingers through his brown curly hair. Fighting back the tears that were threatening to fall from your eyes. He pressed the palm of his hand on your cheek, using his thrumb to wipe away your tears and with that you smiled.
"Thank you for being my compass, thank you for bringing me out of the darkness. Oh lovey! You saved me. You truly have no idea how much you did. My love for you deepens daily. I can not imagine life without you. You truly are my compass who guides me through it all."
Without saying nothing his lips found yours and you let your favorite compass take control and guide you home.
Summary: Chan did the one thing he never thought he could do. Now he has to face the consequences and deal with the Ghost of you.
Not really any warnings but cheated on, sadness, broken hearted.
Inspiration for this Ghost of you by 5SOS.
I hope ya'll like it. Please share, like and comment.
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You stood there with tears in your eyes, everything around you felt blurry. The air around you felt tainted with betrayal.
Chan looked at you, regret and sadness in his eyes. He doesn't know why he did what he did. He never considered himself as someone who could cheat. He was loyal. It was the only quality he liked about himself.
There you stood, the woman who he loved, cherished and now broken because of the mistake he made. "Please, don't leave me! I can't lose you!" He fell to his knees and wrapped his arms around your waist and cried into your chest.
You shook your head and kept it turned away from him. You couldn't bare to look at the man who you loved. He was your whole world, your lifeline and safe haven.
You closed your eyes as tears escaped. "I can't be here, we can't. . . Everything is tainted." You sobbed. "I loved you, I gave you my whole heart and soul." You pushed him off of you. "I need to go." With that you walked out the door.
Months passed. Chan was devastated and lost. Everything around him reminded him of you. He drowned everything out like he always did. He chased it down with a shot of truth, he was young and too dumb to know a thing about love then.
He still can't wake up on your side. Your coffee cup still sits on the counter and your lipstick fades with time. He closed his eyes and pictured the good times, the slow dances you would have in your livingroom, the play fights, the laughs and the love you shared. The lovemaking. Everything in his house screamed you.
If he dreamt long enough, it felt real. You were home in his arms. Your scent lingered and he could feel your touch. He ran his fingers across his lips. He could still taste you on his. He never wanted to wake from his dreams.
You were home to him. You were his world and he fucked it all up. He refused to see friends or to take calls. He needed to be alone. He needed to dwell on the choices he made. He lost the love he ever known.
He did the only thing he knew how to do so he drowned it all out and he'll chase it down with a shot of truth dancing through your shared house with the ghost of you knowing that his feet won't dance like they did with you.
(Author's note: Please do not copy my work. Legal action will be taken if you do so.)
The Bahng's are at it again! This time Chan and his 7 friends dress up as Santa and his elves to surprise his son. Just turning four Tobias Bahng gets the surprise of a lifetime. Will his son be happy with Santa or will things be chaotic for the family and their friends.
Another cute fluff with Channie and the boys.
No warnings.
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Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays and much love.
"You guys look great" Cheyenne said while fixing Han's elf hat. You laughed out loud as your husband walked out of your master bathroom. "Lovey, the pillows add such a nice touch!" You say in between laughter. Chan looked at you and smiled "I'm glad you find this amusing, Mrs. Claus."
You couldn't believe the boys agreed to dress up and surprise Tobias. Your sons recent obsession has been Santa. The jolly guy in the red suit. Why? You have no idea. Chan blames your mother and the old Christmas movies she watched with him one evening. The movies you've grew up watching and what she has watched with every one of her grandchildren .
A year without Santa claus was his favorite and has been on repeat since his Nana played it for him. It was nice having your parents in town. You loved having the extra hands and Tobias loved seeing his Nana and Papa. You wish Chan's parents could've made it but with the last two blizzards they couldn't fly in.
There was a knock on the door. "Yeah?" Chan asked, the door opened and your dad walked in and did his deep belly laugh that you loved so much. "Chris, you look amazing, son! But there is a eager curly hair boy who is dying to meet Santa. You boys ready?"
Minho grabbed Duchess who was wearing a reindeer outfit and had a shiny red nose. He reached for the door knob. He definitely was ready to get this done and over with, he turned and looked at his hyung, "You owe me!" He said with a glare. Felix, I.N, Changin and Hyunjin followed. Han and Seungmin decided it would be a great idea to get pictures of their friend dressed as Santa.
Seungmin let out a giggle, "The gray hair suits you channie hyung." Chan mocked his young friend, "Let's go" was all he could say.
You and Cheyenne followed your dad out into the livingroom. You could hear your sons excitement as he was asking his Uncles a million questions. "Uncle flex, why are you dressed like Santa's elves?" Felix got eye level and put his hand on his nephew's shoulders, "You see, Toby. Santa was able to come but his elves had to stay back at the North Pole. They needed to prepare Santa for his big night. So your uncles and I decided to help Santa. "
Chan and his other two elves made their way into the livingroom "HoHoHo! Merry Christmas, Tobias Joseph! You've been a very good boy this year!" You looked at your son, the beautiful smile he held on his face was no longer present. Pure horror now took its place and on his father's face as well.
Tobias let out a scream of terror and run behind you and his papa, "Baby, it's okay! It's Santa! You were excited to see him" you said bending down to pick up the crying toddler. He clinged on to your sweater. You looked at your husband and frowned.
"Here Santa, how about Papa and Cheyenne help you and the elves get back to the North Pole while Momma calms down Toto. We even made you some of our homemade sugar cookies. You'll love them!" Your mother said ushering your husband and the boys back into the bedroom.
"Mommy, where's daddy? I. want. daddy!" Your son said between tears. Your heart broke and you felt horrible. You thought this would be a cool experience for him, but now you feel like you scared him from santa completely.
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Chan looked at his friends, "that wasn't suppose to happen, I'm so sorry!" He took off the hat and beard and sat down on the bed while covering his face with his hands. He felt like he too wanted to cry. It wasn't his intentions to make his son cry.
"Chan, don't feel bad. We didn't think he would act that way" said Cheyenne helping her husband untangle himself from his costume. "Exactly, though if it was someone else. He would be cooking at 180° for 20 minutes in the air fryer" minho said.
Hyunjin and I.N giggled, "I'm sorry but the look on his face was priceless." I.N said. Everyone in the room laughed. Papa walked over to his son-in-law. "You did nothing wrong. He's four. Kids are excited when meeting their heroes and when it buckles down to it they get scared." He said while patting chan's shoulder.
He lifted his head and looked at his father-in-law, "the look on his face. I hope we didn't ruin Christmas for him" said Chan as he stood up. He took off the santa costume and sighed. "Hey, on the brightside of things at least Duchess didn't knock down the tree again." Hyunjin said as he walked toward the door. "Hey, did Nana say there's cookies?" Changbin asked with a smirk.
The boys and Cheyenne left and went to the kitchen. Chan soon followed along with his father in law. When Chan got into the livingroom he was met by his son "Daddy!" Tobias yelled wrapping his arms around chans neck. "Hey kiddo! Sorry, I'm late. I lost track of time! How did the thing with Santa go?"
His baby boy looked at him and sighed, Chan sworn he was looking in the mirror. "Daddy, I got scared. Momma had to save me." The toddler took his hands and placed them on his dad's cheek. "Home christmas evel?" He asked.
Chan laughs, "yes son. Next Christmas EVE when Santa comes to visit. I'll be home" he gave his son a kiss on the forehead than sat him down.
"Tobias, let's go get milk and cookies ready for Santa before your Uncles and aunt eat them all" Nana said taking his hand.
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You gave your husband a warm smile while wrapping your arms around him. "Hello gorgeous" he whispers in your ear. "Hello, lovey."
You two stayed this way for what seemed like forever, slowly dancing in front of the tree. Both lost in each other. He placed his finger under your chin and lifted your head up so you could look at him. Before you know it his lips are on yours.
"Momma... Daddy?" Came from behind you. The two of you parted and was greeted with your son who was carrying cookies and oats. Chan took the plate of cookies and placed them on the fire place while Papa set down the milk.
You all gather around the tree. Each of you had a smile. Felix took out his selfie stick and on the count of three you all shouted "Merry Christmas Evel!"
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The moment you laid eyes on him, you knew where your heart belonged. He also felt the instant connection as your eyes met. Two souls longing to dance as one, two hearts merging. But things can never go your way. No matter how hard you try, something always takes the happiness you craved away.
Warnings: Car accident, mention of life and death, god, possible death.
Please feedback is welcome. Kinda edited it, sorry if there's any bad grammar or spelling errors. Was too lazy to proofread. If you would like to be added to a taglist let me know, also please like, repost and comment. IT would be greatly appreciated.
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Love never came easy for you. Heartache was all you ever knew. Darkness always consumed you. You would pray to the gods for a love that would break down your walls, for a light to guide you from the darkness, and for those broken pieces of your heart to be mended back together.
Now, here you are wrapped up in his arms and with not a care in the world. You were his, and he was yours. Time together was always limited, but it is time you never took for granted. His love was addictive. You craved his touch. Every time he was near, he set your soul on fire.
He knew the effects he had on you because, with just one glance from you, his soul would take flight. Dancing with you was like being weightless. He, too, craved your touch, your lips upon his. You were the only person who made his chaos of life make sense.
Dancing together in the moonlight, chest to chest, and hearts beating as one. "Please, don't ever leave me. I don't think my heart could take it." He whispered in your ear, the hotness of his breath against your neck made you hold yours.
You tilted your head to give your lover more coverage. "Lovey, I would never leave you. My heart couldn't bare breaking yours." He placed light kisses along your neck as you sway with the music.
He pulled you closer while leaning in to kiss you, his tongue brushing against your lips asking for access, you accepted. Deepening the kiss. You both lost in each other. Never wanted to let the moment go.
And just like that, the moment was gone as someone cough behind you and both of you pulled away and looked at the man who produced the noise... "Chan, we got to go. I'm sorry." You looked back at Chan tears threatening to fall. He kissed your lips then place his forehead against yours. "Soon, I promise. Wait for me, yeah?"
You pulled away from him and looked into his beautiful brown eyes, "Why can't you hold me in the street, why can't I say that I'm in love? I wish it could be that way. Chan, do we have a love that is hopeless?" The tears that were once threatening to fall have now made their way down your face.
"No, baby! We do not. Do not think that way! I love you with every fiber of my being. Please, believe me, our love is not hopeless. Our love is hope., it is light, and my gorgeous girl, it's real." He wiped away your tears. "I got to go for now. We will meet soon, yeah?" And as quickly as he came, he left.
You have been with him for 1 year, secretly dating. His company was not too fond of their idols being in relationships. When you met Chan, you could have sworn it was love at first sight. You instantly clicked. It felt like you knew him your whole life. The company did not know but Chan's bandmates knew and his family along with your parents and your siblings and close friends. You hated your love had to be hidden but you respected and understood this about him.
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You sat on your bed, patiently waiting for Chan to call. You could not focus on anything else but your phone. Pleading with the gods for him to phone. You needed to hear his voice. Anything to get you by. But nothing. Minutes turned to hours.
Suddenly your phone rang, you grabbed it and recognized the number. "Hello?" The person on the other end was silent for a moment. "Minho? Is everything all right?" The boy broke out in a sob. You have known him long enough to know he rarely cries. He was exceptionally good at controlling his emotions.
"I'm so sorry," he said, you stood up. "Minho, what is going on? "
Once again, he stayed quiet. The feeling you have not had in a while made its way in. "Where's Chan? What happened!? DAMNIT, MINHO! ANSWER ME!" You screamed.
"Changbin and Felix are coming to get you. Y/N, we have been in a car accident. We are okay, beaten up and bruised but Chan," He paused, trying to find the words. You could tell Minho was holding back his tears. "Y/N, He's unresponsive " Your head was spinning. You felt like your world was collapsing. You tried to speak but you could not.
You place your hand on your heart and fell to your knees.
Unresponsive? You could not believe what you were hearing. Not your Channie, he was your world, he was your compass, and you could not imagine being in a world where he didn't exist. You felt arms wrap around you, you looked up and saw Felix, he too was trying to fight back tears. Changbin took your phone from you and spoke to Minho, "Yes, we will be there shortly"
They helped you back onto your feet. You could not let go of Changbin, you were scared if you did, you would fall. They got you into the car and you three headed to the hospital.
I.n, seungmin, and hyunjin were waiting for you outside. "Han and Minho are in there with the doctors. Han called Chan's parents and they are headed here now. They will be in tomorrow sometime" Hyunjin said while grabbing your hand.
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All seven surrounded you, looking at them for answers and hoping someone knew something. “You all act like he’s dying,” you always think for the worst but hope for the best. They all looked exhausted and rugged. Your mindset is you got to see it in order to believe it and you just did not believe he was going to die. Minho pulled you aside and hugged you. You bawled into that poor man’s chest. “Our leader, friend, and brother is not gone. For the time being, we all should go back to the dorms. There is not much we can do."
You looked up at the second oldest member with confused eyes. “Leaving? I am not leaving, Minho!” He let out a soft sigh looking at the others for help. Changbin spoke up, “Listen, Y/N you will not be much help being exhausted, and they won’t update us until his parents are here. You can come stay at the dorms with us.”
With sad eyes, you nodded. You knew they were right. Of course, they were, Chan and you were not married. So legally they could not release any personal information.
You took Chan’s room; you knew how this night was going to go. You knew sleeping was not going to happen, especially after finding out your friends and the man you love were in car accident and he got the worst of it. He was flown from the car. Unconscious, breathing but badly beaten. The doctors were hoping he would live through the night. They boys told you what they could remember, He was shielding I.n from the impact. Protecting his youngest member from harm’s way.
You looked around his room and found one of his hoodies, burying your face in the blackness of the fabric. You let out a sob. You were scared, not knowing what was going to happen. Could he really die? Could God really take the one person who truly mattered to you? Could the world be that cruel? You inhaled the cologne that still lingered on his hoodie. Oh how you wish you were wrapped up in his embrace. You noticed the picture he had of you and him on his nightstand. It was turned just right so only he could see, No one else was able to tell who was in the picture when he would do his Lives. He had multiple pictures of his family, yours and friends.
You laid down on his bed, taking in the smell of him. “God, I know we haven’t spoken in a while and I know I’ve blamed you for a lot of wrong doings in my life and I have never asked you for anything but I am begging you. Please, do not take him from me. You already took my best friend, don’t take him too. He makes everything brighter. He brings light to my darkness. He makes my world stay upright.”
You didn’t know what time your mind decided to shut down and let you get some rest. It only felt like 30 minutes. You woke up to a knock at the door, “Y/N, Chan’s dad is here to pick you up and take you to the hospital.” I.n Said while opening the door. You sat up and looked at him. He had such sadness in his eyes, you could tell he blamed himself for his friend’s injuries. You rushed over to the boy and pulled him into a hug, “This is not your fault, Jeongin! This was an accident. He is going to be okay. Think positive.” You said in between sobs. He held you so tight, crying and apologizing. “Just wait and see, I am gonna go to the hospital, I will see you there. Everything will be fine, Kid. Promise. I just know it!” You released him and gave him a small smile as you headed out the door.
When you arrived at the hospital his mom pulled you into a hug, “Hi, honey” said softly. You let out a small sob, trying your hardest to stay strong. “We are going to give you some alone time with Chan, Minho said they wouldn’t allow you to go see him.” His dad added. You backed away from her and nodded. They pointed to his room and encouraged you to go on.
You slowly walked into his room, even with him badly beaten and bruised he still looked like an angel. One look at him and you fell to your knees, crying and begging god not to take him, you needed him, he was your heart, your comfort and your safe haven. If he goes, you go! You got up and went to his bedside and took his hand in yours. “Hello lovey, please stay with me!” you said while giving his hand a light squeeze. You hated that you got no response but you knew he had this. He is a fighter, a leader who had so much to live for. This world wasn’t ready to lose Christopher Bahgn. He needed to open those beautiful eyes and prove the doctor’s wrong.
You then proceeded to climb into bed with him, you knew this was probably frowned upon, but you didn’t care. You laid there and spoke to him, sang and told stories, and talked about the future. You did not even notice when the boys walked it. Hyunjin taking a photo of you too is what caught your attention. You looked up with a puzzled look. “I am sorry. It is a beautiful moment. You both looked so peaceful. I will delete it if you want me to.” He spoke. You shook your head and smiled and told him it was fine.
Felix and Han stood next to you while the others stood on the opposite side. You admired these men. You were like a little family. They all took you in with open arms and welcomed you into their lives. Chan loved you, so they loved you.
When the police showed up to speak to the boys and give them the rundown of what caused the accident, it was a patch of loose gravel. Changbin said, “The last thing I remember is Chan yelling to hang on and rushing over to Jeongin, it happened so fast.” Felix frowned. “I always felt safe in one of those buses. I guess the weight of it made me feel like nothing would happen if that makes sense.” You started to cry, he was protecting the baby of the group. He was putting their lives before his own. You couldn’t blame him. You would have done the same.
An hour or so passed, and the boys went to go you all lunch. So, once again you were alone with Chan. You sat on the chair reading your book, sipping your hot tea. It would have been the perfect day if your boyfriend weren’t fighting for his life. The rain lightly taps on the window as you read. Giving you peace and comfort. You felt something touch your hand. You looked over and he had his eyes opened and there was that smile you loved. Your eyes filled with tears as you tried to form words. “Do not cry, baby. I am okay!’ you let out a scream and the doctors came rushing in and were surprised that they found him awake. They said he had a pretty bad head injury and the wounds he had were concerning. He was the only one that was flown from their bus. The others were all wearing their seatbelts. He took his off when he rushed over to I.n in the chaos of it.
The doctors explain to Chan what had happen and the extend of his injuries. He grabbed your hand and said “I have a lot to live for. I am not ready to leave her just let or STAY”
The boys came back with food and were so happy to see their leader awake, they stayed and visit and then decided to go home and shower. “We will be back, Channie Hyung,” I.N. said with a smile. “I look forward to it, buddy” They headed out. You got up and started picking up the room. “You know I heard you, yeah? I would never leave you, Y/N. I had a few guardian angels by my side. One of those pretty angels told me to say “Hello’” You buried your face in his chest. You knew exactly who he was speaking of. It had to be your best friend, she passed away earlier in the year. You weren’t over her death. You were still hurting. You couldn’t believe what he was telling you. He remembers it all. Protecting the boys, to being flown from the bus. He explained it as an “out of body experience. I was awake but wasn’t. I was speaking to friends and family who had passed on. Baby, they were helping me fight. I have too much to lose. I am nothing without you.’’
You lifted your head and gave him a smile. “You are my soulmate, Christopher Bahng. You have my whole heart and soul do not ever forget the love and respect I have for you. We all do. You are here for a reason. I thank God, you are still here.” With those words you placed your lips on his and was embraced in a love so strong you swore you could hear the angels sing.
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Bulletproof Love Introduction.
Y/N thought she met the love of her life. Her world was turned upside down when Chan walked into it. Leader turned Mafia boss found love and was ordered to kill the one woman who captured his heart and open his eyes to love. Will Chan and Y/N survive and have their happy ending or will Chan's old boss destroy everything he built?
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"My love for you was bullet proof but you're the one who shot me."
Warnings: Gun violence, swearing, topics of murder, gun related, mafia, breaking and entering.
Words: 1,891
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Chapter One
******Chan’s POV******
“You must do this, Bahgn. You do not have a choice!” I looked down at my phone. She will be here soon. The woman who stole my heart, who brought light into my darkness. I never planned to fall in love with anyone, but I did and fuck, she was my world. Running my hands through my hair, building up the courage to do this. I have no choice, it’s me or my rank. This will be the most difficult thing I will ever do. It’s time to say goodbye to this life. I, Christopher Bahgn, leader of mafia gang known as Stray Kids is not meant for this.
“Chris, baby?” she called, God she looks beautiful. This will be the last image I have of her. I stepped out of the shadows; she smiled as soon as she saw me. “I am so sorry, I never wanted this to happen.” I said as I pulled out the gun and placed my finger on the trigger. Her smile faded, and the love she had in her eyes was now replaced with fear. “I don’t understand.” Her voice was shaky. “I have to do this, Y/N! I don’t have a choice.”
She closed her eyes; I love this woman but here I am pointing a god at her, she wasn’t fighting she trust me, she loves me. “I’m not sure what’s going on? Of course, you have a choice, we all do!? What did I do? No one knows about you, about what you do. I promised you.” I shook my head. “I’m so sorry, this is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I love you” I pulled the trigger and watched as the red liquid soaked her blouse. She falls to the ground placing her hands on the wound. I looked down at her, tears in my eyes. “I love you” She whispered and with that I fled.
******Y/N POV******
Four years have passed since that fateful night. You still couldn’t believe that your so-called lover betrayed you in the worst way possible. You still suffered from nightmares, and you felt like you saw him at every turn. You decided to move, start fresh and move on from him. This is something you need to do. You loved the city you were in, and you were thriving. You own a small business, A book cafe. The Lonely St. Café, Books and caffeine who could go wrong with that?
You enjoyed your job and the new friends you’ve made along the way, Jasper, Eli, Emma and Aria. They know everything that you’ve been through, they are your best friends, a tight end group. The five of you did everything together.
“Table 2 needs two bagels, and two ice americanos” Aria said while setting down her tray. You looked up at her and smiled. “Business is booming, Ms. L/N” your favorite customer said. “Hannie, you say that every time you visit. You are the main reason we are still in business.” He gave you his gummy smile and took a slip from his drink. His friend looked up and gave you a smirk. “You have the best coffee in the city, I swear!” said Hyunjin. You thanked them both as you sat their bagels down. “Enjoy, boys!”
Hours passed and it was time to close the store. Aria left early due to personal reasons, so it was just you. Thankfully, Jasper came in later to help you and to walk you home. You didn’t live too far from the store.
“Thank you for walking me home, Jasper. I appreciate it.” You unlocked your door. “No problem, see you tomorrow at the café.” He gave you a hug and headed out.
You turned on the light in your living room. You looked around feeling uneasy. Something didn’t feel right. Your belongings were still here but some things were out of place. You noticed that your lock safe was broken into, which had important documents. Panic sets in, your first thoughts were of Christopher and his mafia friends. He found out that you were still alive and well and possibly had come to finish the job that he started four years prior.
‘Breathe, Y/N!” you whispered softly to yourself. It can’t be him. He has no idea where you are or what you’re doing. He believes you’ve died. You walked into your bedroom; you kept your gun locked up in your gun safe hidden under the bed. You were the only one who knew it was there, not even your friends knew. You were prepared for anything and ready to defend yourself against anyone who threatened you.
******Chan’s POV******
Scrolling through the photos that I kept on my phone of her is probably not the healthiest habit of mine, but I miss her. It’s been four years since that day. My heart still has a hole but really, I am to blame. I pulled that trigger. Why? Well, you see, my boss. JYD (name changed for a reason, for those of you who know SKZ. You should realize who this should be.) was retiring and he was looking for someone to take his place. I’ve always been his top pick but lately I have been slipping. Y/N was a distraction, according to him.
I either had to get rid of the distraction or lose my rank. And the idiot that I am, I obviously chose my rank. So here I sit. Mafia boss and the leader of SKZ. I shook my head. I’ve made some shitty fucking choices. Not a day goes by that I do not think of her. I loved her, hell, I still do. I will never find a love like that. Not ever.
Changbin and Lee Know walked into my office, “Boss, so we have a lead. Han and Hyunjin did spot two of JYD’s men at that Café.” Changbin said while slamming down photos of the pair. “Emma and Eli are JYD’s top spies. The Lonely St Café is owned by a Ms. Y/N L/N, they been watching her or years, Chan” Lee know replied with a confused looked.
My mouth dropped and ripped the pictures off the desk. “Are you sure!?” I asked skimming the photo’s over and over. It’s her. It’s my baby girl. She’s alive. I looked up at Changbin “Why is he watching her?” They both shrugged their shoulders. “But she does look familiar, boss” he responded while grabbing the photo from my hand.
I sat down in my chair and let out a heavy sigh, “Do you remember that woman I was seeing four years ago. Who I never brought around?” They both nodded waiting for me to continue. “That’s Y/N, that’s who JYD ordered me to kill.” Both gave me confused looks, “But there she is, where’s this café? Is she there now?” I looked at both men. They shook their heads. Changbin telling me they are closed for the night. “They open at 6am tomorrow.” Lee Know said, with this next part he hesitated, “But you shouldn’t go. We still don’t know what he wants with her.”
I stood up and started to pace the room, “he wants to finish the job. He knew she was alive. He’s going to kill her. We cannot let that happen! Do you two understand. Double it. Send two more with Han and Hyunjin tomorrow.” I spoke. “Yes sir” they said together while both heading to the door. Changbin turned to look at me, “Chris, I know you love this woman but as right now as your friend. I’m begging you to stay away from her till we get this all sorted. We don’t know his full intentions. Let’s find out what these two fuckers know.” I nodded my head as he shut the door. Sitting back down and looking at the photos. “God, she’s still so beautiful. Don’t worry, lovey. This time I promise I will protect you at all costs.” JYD will not stop till he gets what he wants.
******Y/N POV******
You took a deep breath; this seriously can’t be happening. You thought that part of your life was gone. When you were with Chris, he made sure to keep you away from that part of his life. His job and you were never in the same room. When he was with you, he was sweet, caring, funny, romantic. The perfect boyfriend. Thankfully whoever ransacked your house did not trash it. Nothing was missing from your safe and nothing major was stolen. You picked up what was on the floor and put things back where they belonged.
You ate a small meal, showered and got ready for bed. Tomorrow is going to be exhausting. Sleep will not be easy. You already suffered from Insomnia, and you know the whole being shot thing didn’t help any.
You woke up to the sound of thunder. You got up and opened the curtains in your room. Gloomy, rainy and stormy. This was a good day to stay in, have some tea and read a book. But unfortunately, you need to be at the café to run inventory. You got ready, did some light cleaning and fed Maniac. He is your beautiful Pitbull you got when you moved here four years ago. “Eat up, my boy. Today you are coming with Momma to the café!” You pet his head while he ate. You finished the cup of hot tea and Maniac finished his breakfast. You put on his rain jacket, and you put on yours and you both walked out the door.
Your nerves were getting the best of you. But you had this inkling feeling you were being followed. “Come on, Maniac” you say as you pick up your pace.
When you arrived at the café, Aria and Jasper were already there and setting things up for the day. “Good morning” Jasper said with a smile. “Hey Maniac, come here boy!” aria called, he went prancing over to her with his tail wagging. “Such a pretty boy!” She bent down giving him kisses. Jasper looked at you with concern, “Y/n, are you okay, you don’t even look like you slept.” You let out a heavy sigh and shook your head.
You looked at your friend with fear in your eyes, “Someone was in my house before we got there, Jasper. Things were moved and my things were gone through. Thankfully nothing was taken.” Panic sets in and your breathing picks up. “What if he found me, what if they found me, Jasper you have no idea what he or these people are capable of, especially his old boss.” Aria walked over with Maniac trailing behind her.
She set down your hot chocolate and gave your shoulder a light squeeze, “If it was them, do you think they been in the café?” Aria asked, you nodded. “If I know Chan, he has spies. But if it is not him and if it is who I think it is, his former boss. He isn’t one to be reckoned with. He ordered my boyfriend to kill me in cold blood. That man is capable of anything. As of right now, no one can be trusted.” You all exchanged looks; can you trust them? Are they working with Chan and the rest of the Stray Kids clan?
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Bloody noses and iced espressos
Tw: blood and injuries
The gym teacher's whistle rang through the air as the volleyball hit the floor.
"Point wolves" he announces before noticing you dip down into a squat and hold your nose, hair falling into your eyes as blood drips through your fingers onto the polished wood floor.
"Are you alright y/n?" He climbs down from the referee stand at the net to check on you.
"Umm… I think my nose is bleeding." You laugh awkwardly, avoiding getting more blood on your white shoes while your teammates guide you to the bleachers, arguing about who has to sit out with you while the other team is left abandoned with the offending volleyball.
"Do you think they're ok hyung?" Jeongin questions their captain, the one who hit the ball into your face.
"Do they look ok innie? Channie hyung probably broke the poor kid's nose." Seungmin speaks, poorly hiding his laughter as their concerned friend rushes over to check on you.
"Oh my gosh are you ok? I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hit your face." The frantic boy is cut off by your exasperated gym teacher.
"Go get the poor kid an ice pack instead of bothering them with pointless questions. You can flirt with them later when they aren't bleeding out all over the gym." He runs out of the gym to the nurse as his teammates group together and walk over to see if you're alright. Their hushed whispers reach your ears as your friends worry over you.
"I'm still worried about them hyung. What if chan hyung really broke their nose?" Felix whispers to Minho, trying not to draw extra attention to himself as he tugs at his blonde strands of hair.
"Y/n are you even listening to me?" Your friend Mae waves her hand in front of your face, drawing your attention away from the group of boys approaching and back to your concerned teammates.
"Sorry guys, I kinda zoned out. What did you say?" Mae rolls her eyes at you fondly
"Well now that your head is out of the clouds and back on earth, our teacher wants to check and make sure that you didn't get a concussion" she speaks to you slowly, making sure you understand what she's saying.
"Concussion? Did I really hit them that hard?" The boy reappears with an ice pack from the nurse and goes to hand it to you while your teacher checks you over.
"Did I really hit them that hard?" Mae mocks him, earning a smack from you.
"Stop it maemae. He didn't mean to hit me in the face. It was just an accident." She huffs in response to your defense and mumbles.
"It was a pretty bloody accident to make." She remarks as you take the ice pack from the boy with a quiet 'thank you'.
"I really am sorry about the whole 'hitting you in the face' thing. It was an honest mistake" he sits down next to you, looking down at the floor, cringing at your bloody sneakers. You follow his line of sight to your shoes.
"Don't worry about my shoes." you speak. "They're old anyways."
"I still feel really bad about it though. Is there some way I can make it up to you? Coffee maybe?" The boy next to you fidgets, uncomfortable with the pain he put you in, even though you both know it was an accident. The bell rings.
"Well my nose stopped bleeding" you speak, pulling the tissue and ice pack away from your face to look him in the eyes as he walks you to your next class." So… how about that coffee date you offered pretty boy? He blushes, ears flushing red as he agrees.
"Good. Maybe on our date you can tell me your name, pretty boy?" You look up at him as you stop in front of the doorway to your last class for the day and he finally speaks.
"It's chan."
So I’ve had this little plot bunny that’s been nagging at me about a Bang Chan college au fic where the reader has been in like really bad relationships in the past so she’s kind of put off getting with another man until she meets Chris at a party and he starts slowly worming his way into her heart and gaining her trust by being his usual gentleman self, and I guess my question is would any of y’all actually be interested in reading it?👀 It’s been so long since I’ve actually sat down and wrote a multi chapter story but I’d be willing to give it a go again if you guys would genuinely be interested in reading it