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✧.* CHAPTER 54 || The Real Date
[ { SYPNOSIS } ] ➤ A tale in which Gojo Satoru blackmails you into seducing a list of people to clear his debt. Sounds easy enough, right?
[ { CHAPTER CONTENT } ] ➤ language, fluff, sexual tension, & tiny weeny smidge of angst.
[ { A/N } ] ➤ This is NOT the last chapter, please do not ask me if it is, there is still more to go. Also, for anyone who didn't see, here's how I visualized Choso for this chapter; here.
[ { WORD COUNT } ] ➤ 6.3k
[ { PAIRINGS } ] ➤ jjk men x f!reader. gojo x f!reader. geto x f!reader. toji x f!reader. choso x f!reader. sukuna x f!reader. nanami x f!reader.
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——OF COURSE, AFTER all you’ve been through, the very least you deserved was a perfect date with Choso Kamo. Or, at least an almost perfect date.
There was a little bump in the road but the date in itself could still be considered perfect nonetheless. Choso was such a gentleman too, not that you weren’t used to this already, but still, he opened every door for you, held your hand as he walked you to his car, made sure you were buckled in before driving off, and all of the above.
The ride to the designated restaurant was slow but, you didn’t mind. You were actually really excited and couldn’t even wipe the smile off your face for the majority of the ride. Choso’s fingers were intertwined with yours, the connection resting over the center console as he drove with his other hand.
It was all fine up until you noticed he kept squeezing your hand the closer you guys got to the restaurant. You sent him a glance or two but his expression seemed fine. That was, up until he was parked outside of the restaurant and was holding onto your hand a bit tighter than he probably realized.
Was he nervous? As you wondered, your head turned to his and you saw how he was looking out the window, slightly chewing on his lower lip anxiously.
“Choso?” You hum, earning a quick turn of his head. “Are you okay?”
He nods, his words falling behind his head movements as he so clearly isn’t fully okay, “Y-Yeah, m’fine baby.”
You smile and tilt your head, “You sound nervous.”
Choso exhales carefully, “Okay… maybe I am…”
It was cute how his facial expression showed you everything you needed to know. To ease his mind and heart, you pulled your embraced hands up to your face and shifted to kiss the back of his hand, unknowingly making his heart skip a few beats and his brain stutter.
“Don’t be nervous,” You comment softly, planting another kiss in between your gentle words, “It’s just me ‘nd you, remember?” You remind him, locking eyes and smiling against his hand.
Choso blinks and he loses a proper response to that. “I…”
He was so adorable all flustered like this so, you wanted to tease him a bit more, “C’mon, get it out…”
“Y-You’re not making this any easier for me y’know,” He tells you before pouting and turning away.
You let go of his hand and reached over to the man, lightly grabbing his jaw and pulling him so that he’s a bit closer and also facing you. Your eyes skim over his face tauntingly slow and you don’t miss the way Choso gulps.
Tipping your head to the side, your fingers caress his jawline and you feel his skin tense up under your touch. He breathes heavily through his nose and his eyes are all over your face, desperately trying to figure out why you’re looking at him the way you are.
“Baby…” He murmurs.
You grin, “Hm?”
“Why uh…” Choso swallows, “Why’re you lookin’ at me like that?”
“Cause’,” Your head tilts and your grin spreads into a cute smile, “You just… You look really handsome all put together.”
It’s slow but, you watch as a shade of crimson spreads across his face and his eyes widen in shock. Yes, he heard you refer to him as handsome earlier but this is so much more direct and he’s flustered by you complimenting him so suddenly.
“T-Thank you,” He manages.
You snicker and inch closer, quickly planting a brief kiss to his lips before responding. “Mhm, I feel like I should start complimenting you more often. You’re so cute when you blush.”
His face reddens even more and he looks off to the side, “I’m not blushing…”
“Cho…” You smirk, “Your face is bright red right now-“
“W-We’re gonna’ be late to the reservation.” Choso cuts off nervously.
“Uhuh, sure we are,” You laugh before letting go of his face and turning to open the car door.
“Do not open that door,” Choso instructs.
You look at him and raise a brow but he’s already moving to shut the car off and exit the vehicle. Then, you watch as he rushes around the front of the car and over to your side before opening your door for you.
There’s a giggle that slips past you as he holds his hand out for you. You take his hand and he carefully pulls you out of your seat, stepping behind you for a moment to shut the door before locking his car and sliding his arm around your waist.
His movements were so smooth all of a sudden and you were pretty sure his nervousness had faded. Your body was carefully urged closer to his and the two of you made your way into the restaurant.
The smell of fresh and delightful food filled your noses before you even got inside and once you both entered, sounds of laughter, clinking, and chatting hit both of your ears nicely. Something about the aura of a nice restaurant sounded, smelled, and felt so refreshing. You couldn’t help but smile yet again, the action something you’d find yourself doing multiple times throughout the night.
You and Choso are soon escorted to your designated seating and he’s quick to pull your chair out for you. After that, you both settle into your seats and the host informs the two of you that a waiter will be with you guys in just a moment.
Taking a moment to glance around, you find yourself satisfied by how nice this restaurant is, “This place is fancier than I thought it’d be,” You hum as you spot a pianist not too far away adding to the ambiance of the area with some sweet melody.
Choso chuckles, “Is that a good thing or a bad thing?”
Your eyes trail over to him and you grin, “It’s a great thing.”
“You weren’t expecting me to take you to McDonalds or something… right?” He questions wearly.
You start laughing, “No, of course not. I don’t know what exactly I was expecting but this place certainly exceeds what I imagined.”
It makes him beyond happy to hear that, the man feeling overly proud of himself for his choice of dining, “Well you deserve the best of the best so, I took my time trying to find the perfect place.”
“Aw, really? How long did it take you to find this place?” You ask curiously as you tilt your head.
Choso shrugs, “A few hours…. but, there were a lot of other great spots, I just took extra time going through all the reviews,” And visited each place he saw online, checking out their menus, and even how the food looked in person but, he doesn’t tell you he did all that.
“You went through all the reviews too?” You say with a laugh.
“Yeah,” Choso hums timidly, almost as if he were embarrassed by it, “I just uh… I really want this to be perfect.”
Your eyes widen slightly, “It would’ve been perfect no matter where you took me, I’m happy to be anywhere with you, Cho.”
Again, this shade of red flushes over his face, and his eyes wander off to the side and away from yours. Choso clears his throat and smiles a bit, “I know, and I’m happy to be anywhere with you too but, I dunno’ I just wanted our first real date to be memorable.”
“Mhm, I understand,” You reply with a nod, “And I appreciate you for that so,” Your hand reaches over the table and he looks down to it. Choso brings one of his hands to yours and you take a hold of it, “Thank you, Choso.”
He doesn’t know why but, the happy expression on your face, the light touch of your hand, and your thanks to him just made his heart race in his chest. Okay well, he does know why— it’s because he’s crazy in love with you, and everything you say and do makes his heart rush.
Swallowing, “Anything for you, princess,” Choso responds simply.
Just as the words leave his lips, a waiter approaches the table ready to take orders from you two. So caught up in each other, you both forgot to take a look at the menu so you started off with something to drink. After the waiter takes that and leaves to prepare beverages, Choso glances down at the menu and starts telling you what he thought looked good.
There’s something fuzzy building up inside you over listening to him talk about something so simple. This was real, you were really on a date with Choso. He points at something and then flicks his gaze up to you, asking you something about your thoughts and you answer but your mind is still occupied with the surrealness of this.
Instead of only going out with some kinda goal, you’re here with the intention of only having a good time. It was different. On the last date you went on, the goal was to sleep with the man by the end of the night but in this case— the goal is just to enjoy yourselves.
It was perfect.
You don’t think you’ve ever been happier than you are right now.
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As the night progressed, so did conversations with Choso. You think you could talk to this man for hours and never get bored or find yourself at a loss for words, and even if there was a moment of silence, it was still just as comforting.
Eventually, the two of you not only made an order for food but also received your plates not too long after. As you both ate, you found yourself just admiring Choso.
Something about him was just far more appealing tonight than it had been before and you have no idea what it was. Maybe it was knowing this man was going to be your boyfriend by the end of the night? Or perhaps it was that staring at him reminded you of how you’d spend as long as you could with him?
At one point, Choso’s head was turned to the side and his eyes were on the pianist not too far away. He was talking about something but you couldn’t register his words with how caught up in your gaze you were. The man was mesmerizing you and he had absolutely no idea.
Choso leans back in his chair a bit, moving to bring a napkin to his face to wipe his mouth clean, and then licking his lips in the middle of his sentence. Your eyes traced the outlines of his lips, your body remembering how they felt against you, how soft and warm they were, and how much you loved that feeling.
Then you found yourself staring at the tattoo running across the bridge of his nose, the sight reminding you of his other tattoo and how hidden it is. A mark on his body only for your gaze, how beautiful is that? This man in front of you was so devoted to you that he imprinted your name on his body.
The suit he wore was sitting on his body just right, moderately tight in all the best places, especially his crotch when he sat down, or maybe that was just the size of his manhood beneath the clothing… Either way, his attire complimented him perfectly. You got a glimpse of the way the fabric of his pants hugged his thighs slightly and even his sleeves were stretching and smoothing over his muscles so nicely.
The suit wasn’t too tight but it was definitely doing him justice. And since he leaned back, his legs parted and you just got a glimpse of his lower half and how sexily he sat in a manspread. At this point, you didn’t know if you wanted to continue eating your food or get Choso home as soon as possible and-
The sound of your name being said snaps you out of your mind and your eyes shoot up to his face, catching sight of this little smirk on his face as he continues to look over at the pianist.
“Hm?” You hum innocently.
“Are you okay?” Choso asks, his eyes glancing to you for one moment as he starts playing with the end of his tie.
You nod, “Yeah, why?”
“You uh,” He chuckles, “You have that look on your face.”
Your eyes bat in a confused manner, “What look?”
Choso turns his head to face you and he tips his head to the side, “You know what look I’m talkin’ about, baby.”
“No I don’t…” You murmur with a little chuckle. After which, you reach your hand over to the glass of wine you previously ordered for yourself and have been sipping on this entire time.
Choso shakes his head at you, “Have you had too much to drink already?”
“No…” You hum, “This is only my second glass, and what does that have to do with the way I’m looking at you?”
“You only look at me like that when you’re horny,” He explains, shaking his head a bit, “And you always get horny after having too much to drink…”
You roll your eyes and let out a snicker, “Cho, it’s just wine. I’m not drunk or horny, I was just admiring you.”
He blushes again but it’s more tame this time, “Yeah?”
You smile, “Yes, Choso. Am I allowed to do that?”
“Sure,” He shrugs, “Just stop eye fuckin’ me.”
His words make you start laughing, “Eye fucking you?”
“Yeah, that’s what it feels like you’re doing,” He hums, chuckling.
You swallow down a swish of your wine, the liquid slipping down your throat so smoothly as you smile at the man sitting across from you.
Choso sighs after his laughter dies down and straightens himself up in his seat, leaning forward a bit to rest his elbows on the table, “I was serious about you drinking though,” He says, “Second glass or not, you and I both know how you get.”
Although he’s serious, you chuckle again, “I’m not that bad when I get drunk, am I?”
“Bad, no. Clingy, horny, freaky, messy, and distorted, yes.” Choso lists out flawlessly.
You blink, “Okay wait, clingy? I’m not clingy when I’m drunk…”
“Yes you are,” He argues, “I don’t mind it but there was that one time we drank together and uh, after we had sex you wouldn’t even let me go to the bathroom alone.”
“I-,” You snicker, “Really?”
“Yeah, you don’t remember?” Choso asks with furrowed brows, smiling a bit, “You literally had your arms around me and followed me to the bathroom. Then uh, then you asked if you could uhm…”
“If I could… what?” You question, eyes widening in worry, “I didn’t ask you anything crazy did I?”
“Uh,” Choso starts laughing, “You asked if you could hold my… y’know, while I pee,” He whispers to you.
Your jaw drops and you bring a hand over your mouth, “I did not ask you that.” You utter in disbelief of yourself.
“You did,” He purrs, smiling all too hard.
“Well…” You raise a brow and lean forward a bit, “Did you let me?” You whisper curiously.
“Damn, you really don’t remember anything from that night, do you?” Choso asks, “This is exactly why I said we’re never having drunk sex again-“
“Nono, I remember the sex, for the most part, just not… afterward,” You mumble.
He smirks, “Sooo, you don’t remember anything that went down in my bathroom?”
“No…” You reply.
“And here I thought that was such a special and significant moment in our relationship,” He sighs.
“You let me do it…” You point out as you realize, “…Didn’t you?”
“Of course I did,” He shrugs.
“I… I don’t know if I should be happy knowing that but I think I am,” You say with a smile creeping on your face.
“I mean,” Choso shrugs, “You almost made me miss the toilet a few times but, it was cute.”
You start laughing, wishing that you could remember this moment with Choso but the memory is not coming to you at all due to how out of it you were that night. “Okay we really shouldn’t be talking about this during dinner but you should totally let me do it again so I can remember,” You request.
He hums for a second before shrugging again, “Sure, why not? Though, I don’t understand why you wanted to do it in the first place…”
“It’s romantic, no?” You say with a cute little smile on your face.
“I-,” Choso laughs, “Yeah, I guess so. But, if we’re doing that while sober… Just uh, be gentler.”
You blink, “Was I not gentle the first time?”
“You were not, unfortunately. And uh, I think the only reason I didn’t get hard is because I was spent,” He explains.
“Oh.” You hum, “Ohhh…” You repeat as you gather what that means, “So, if we do that while sober you think you’ll get hard?”
“…Have you seen the way my body reacts to you? Yes, princess, yes I think I’ll get hard,” Choso sighs simply, “But that’s only if you’re not gentler and squeeze too tight-, actually y’know what, we should not be talking about this now anyway,” He rambles.
You’re sitting there just smiling at him, “You got excited thinkin’ about it, didn’t you?”
“No,” He hums, “Got’ excited thinkin’ about the way your hands look wrapped around my c-“
“Okay,” You breathe out, shutting your eyes, “You were right, we shouldn’t be talking about this. Where are our manners actually?” You say with a scoff.
Choso smirks, “Nono, I liked where this was goin’.”
“People could be listening,” You whisper.
“So? They should’ve stopped listening at the part where we started talking about you holding my dick while I pee,” He says bluntly.
Your face gets all hot for some reason and you smile, “Okay but still, this conversation is lacking class… We’re on a date…”
“…And that means we can’t talk about our intimate moments?” Choso asks.
“We can but…” You sigh and glance off to the side, “Not the explicit parts.”
He rolls his eyes sassily, “Fine fine, yes ma’am.”
“We need to behave ourselves, y’know?” You say.
Choso freezes and raises a brow at you, “You do know this whole convo started because you kept undressing me with your eyes, right? If anything, you need to behave yourself.”
You pout, “I am behaved.”
“You better be,” He warns.
Your brows quirk up, “I better be? What happens if I’m not?”
“Baby you’re playing a dangerous game right now,” Choso explains, “We’re still in public, remember that.”
“I-,” You blink, “Aw, Cho are you threatening me right now?”
“Threatening you? No, princess, I’m warning you,” He says sternly, “We both know where all your teasing gets you by the end of the night.”
You scoff and tilt your head, “And where is that again? Remind me.”
“Physically or verbally?” He asks.
“Verbally for now.” You respond.
Choso’s eyes are directly on yours and he doesn’t look away for even a moment, “Every time you spend a night teasing me, you end up underneath me moaning and whining about how you can’t take my cock anymore.”
You choke, “I-“
“Slow down Cho,” He starts mocking you, smiling a bit as your face flushes, “S’too big,” He whines.
“I do not sound like that…” You grumble.
He chuckles, “Yeah you do, ‘nd it’s sexy— it’s like music to my ears.”
You sigh, “Is it?”
“Yeah,” He hums, “I love the way you sound when you get all whiny, and don’t even get me started when you start whimpering and your eyes get teary-“
“Okay, you can stop now.”
“Fuck, I’m gettin’ turned on jus’ thinkin’ about it…” He points out, his voice lowering, “But, I didn’t wanna have sex tonight so, I’ll stop.”
You blink, “You… You didn’t wanna have sex tonight?”
“No?” He scoffs a little, “Today’s supposed to be about our relationship and our love for each other.”
You shrug sheepishly, “We could make love to each other…”
“That’s having sex, princess,” He says with a laugh, “I love you and sleeping with you but I wanted today to be about our feelings and somethin’ more than us pleasing one another.”
For some reason, that mindset of his is strangely attractive to you. Has your mind been consumed with sex that much that you forgot what a normal date night is supposed to be like? Sex is optional now, not mandatory.
“Oh, okay,” You agreed, nodding your head.
“But if you do get needy tonight, my tongue is always available for you to sit on,” He offers.
Your body heats up and you squeeze your thighs together at the mere thought of his tongue and that wonderful piece of metal that lies in the center, “Choso you can’t just say things like that and expect me not to get all worked up.”
“Yeah I can,” He claims with that stupidly attractive smirk on his face. Then, Choso moves to stand up and your eyes follow him, “Learn some self-control baby.”
You frown, “Whatever…” You mumble in response before tilting your head, “Where are you going?”
“Bathroom,” He answers, “S’that alright?”
“Yeah, I guess…” Your eyes wander off.
“I’ll be back in a few minutes, alright?” Choso tells you as he moves to start walking past you and toward the direction of the bathroom.
Just as he starts to pass you, your hand reaches out and grabs his sleeve, causing him to halt and look down at you with raised brows.
“You’re not going to jerk off or anything, are you?” You question skeptically.
The worry he had for a moment fades and he laughs, “No, princess. If I was, I’d bring you with me.”
Your eyes widen, “Oh-“
“Yeah,” He hurried out, “Now, can I go use the restroom now?”
“Mhm,” You hum while releasing his arm.
Choso flashes you one last smile before leaving. You watch him walk away until he’s out of your line of sight and then you turn away, looking at his empty seat in front of you.
Smiling to yourself, you realize how much you’ve enjoyed this date thus far. All this and Choso’s plan for the night wasn’t even to sleep with you. He really wanted to show you that he could impress you and make you happy without sex even being a factor.
Your heart thrums in your chest the more you think about it and you sit there smiling like a fool in love the more you think about it. The way he looks at you when he talks— how he doesn’t break eye contact and his pupils remain blown out during each passing second with you… fuck, you love that-, you love him.
How could this night get any better?
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Well, it got a little worrisome for a moment…
For one, roughly seven minutes pass and you start to worry only a little but he did say he was going to the bathroom so maybe he’s having issues in there? With that thought, you go to grab your phone.
You were going to text him to make sure he didn’t fall in the toilet or something but you spot Choso’s phone sitting idly on the table so, he wouldn’t be able to respond to you.
Your head turns back to the direction he went and you sigh as you don’t spot him anywhere. How long does it take for him to-
A phone buzzes.
Your head turns to your table and your eyes search to see if it was your phone or Choso’s phone. Another buzz is heard and felt in your hand and your eyes drop down to your device. You blink as you realize you’re receiving a call and your throat runs dry a little.
What perfect timing for Gojo Satoru to be calling you, right?
You probably shouldn’t answer. You’re better off leaving a text and saying you’re busy. After all, you are on a date and the last person you should be talking to is-
“Hello?” You hum as you ignore all your thoughts and answer, bringing the phone up to your ear.
You could hear the way Gojo smiled over the phone, “Hey sweets, you busy right now?”
“Uh,” You turn around to see if Choso’s coming, seeing no sign of him, “Yes and no.”
“Yes and no?” Gojo chuckles, “What do you mean?”
You shrug, “Well, I’m on a date but-“
“Shit, you’re on a what?” He stammers.
You relax in your seat and face forward, sighing at the man over the phone, “I said I’m on a date, Satoru.”
“Fuck,” He curses, “I knew I should’ve texted you instead. We should get off the phone, I don’t wanna interrupt-“
“You’re not interrupting,” You cut off, “He’s in the bathroom.”
“I feel like that makes this even worse,” Gojo sighs, “We shouldn’t be on the phone at all while you’re out with Choso.”
“How’d you know I was with Choso?”
“Who else would you be with?” He voices out plainly.
“I-,” You laugh, “Fair point. But, I can spare a few minutes I think.”
“No, I wasn’t calling for anything important anyway,” He laughs nervously, “Jus’ wanted to ask a few things but uh, you kinda answered my questions already.”
“What were you gonna ask?” You question in a soft tone.
“It doesn’t matter, sweetheart-, actually, I should probably stop calling you that,” Gojo rambles, he sounds like a mess and like he’s all over the place.
You smile, “Satoru.”
“H-Huh? Yes?” He breathes.
“Are you okay?” You ask, your voice kind and careful with the man in ways that make his heart ache.
Gojo swallows hard and loudly over the phone, “Mhm, m’fine love-, fuck, I mean-“
“It’s okay,” You chuckle, “I mean, you’ll have to stop with the nicknames eventually but, me and Choso aren’t dating just yet so, it’s okay for now.”
He shakes his head, even though you can’t see him, “That just sounds wrong.”
“How?”
“I-I dunno, but… Y’know what, as I said, we shouldn’t be on the phone, I’ll uh, see you when I see you-“
“Satoru, what did you call me to ask?” You rush out.
“Nothing important-“
“Satoru.”
“S-Stop saying my first name.” He mumbles, almost weakly.
“I won’t until you tell me what you called for.” You say in a stern tone.
Gojo lets out a frustrated sigh, “I just wanted to see how you were doing after the whole cafe situation. Suguru told me what happened and I wanted to make sure you were okay.” He explains.
“See? Was that so hard?” You say tauntingly.
“Yes,” Gojo answers dramatically.
You laugh, “Whatever, Satoru. Anyway, I’m fine, as you can tell. Me and Choso talked everything out.”
“Really? Did you…” Gojo pauses for a moment before continuing, “Did you tell him about it?” He asks, referring to the list.
“I told him what he wanted to know about it,” You reply.
“So, you didn’t tell him about it?”
“I did, just not the details.”
Gojo nods, “I see… Well, I’m happy you guys worked things out.”
“Are you?” You question in a concerned manner.
“Yeah, of course.” He answers honestly, “You know the only thing I want is for you to be happy so, knowing that makes me happy.”
“Right…” You hum.
“Everything okay?”
“Everything’s fine.”
“You sure?” Gojo asks again.
You hesitate for some reason, “Y-Yeah.”
He goes quiet for a few minutes but after his moment, he sighs. “Alright well, I’m gonna hang up now…”
“Okay,” You breathe out softly. Why’s your heart panging?
“Uh,” Gojo stammers for a moment, “But, before I do…”
It was like you were waiting for him to say something specific with the way your ears perk up, “Yes? What is it, Satoru?”
“Well, this is probably the last time I’ll be able to say this since you’ll be in a relationship soon,” Gojo sighs, “So uh, I… I love you.”
You’re quiet for a while, his words running through your ears and swirling around your mind. “I know,” You whisper, “And, I’m sorry I can’t love you back anymore.”
“Don’t be sorry,” Gojo chuckles lightly, “I’m happy like this. This is perfect.”
“But-“
“No buts, sweetheart,” He cuts off, “I’m fine, okay?”
You roll your eyes, “You’re not.”
“I am-“
“Stop lying, I know you're not.” You utter a bit more passionately. You knew deep down Gojo was hurting but you don’t know why you cared so much.
“I really am. I’ve only ever wanted you to be happy.” He reminds you.
You scoff, “Then why-“
“I’m gonna hang up now, love.”
“Satoru-“
“I’ll see you when we burn the journal.” Gojo cuts off. He really wanted to end the call.
You bite your lower lip in thought, “…Okay,” You huff out, “Fine, whatever, don’t tell me anything. Keep me in the dark like you always do-“
“It’s for your own good,” Gojo claims, “Just let it go, it’s over now.”
“I can’t just-“
He says your name in a serious tone and you stop talking. “Let it go, please?”
“…Fine. I’ll… I’ll see you later Satoru,” You say.
“Mhm, call me when you’re ready,” Gojo says finally.
You nod, “Okay.”
“Alright.”
The two of you don’t move to get off the phone.
That was, until Gojo sighed heavily, “I’m hanging up now…”
“M’kay,” You murmur.
The call disconnects and your hand drops to your lap, your eyes wide and on your blank screen. Why couldn’t you hang up? Why are you still holding on to him and all he’s put you through? Why is your heart racing right now?
He’s an asshole. Always has been and yet here you are left with this feeling of longing in your chest. You don’t know what it is you want but you hate knowing he’s not really happy— he’s just telling himself he is.
What can you do about that anyway? Leave Choso and go to him? For what? More toxicity? More harm to your heart and mind? You found peace so why not keep it?
Your eyes shut and you release a shaky exhale. You hate how much you’re thinking about this-, thinking about him. It felt wrong.
One phone call and you can’t even focus anymore. Just let him go already-
Choso suddenly says your name and your eyes snap open, your head flying up in the direction of his voice. There he was, standing beside your chair with that concerned look in his eyes. Did he see you on the phone-
“Are you okay?” He asks, tipping his head to the side.
You nod slowly, “Y-Yeah, I’m fine.”
He raises a brow and you wonder why he’s not going back to his seat yet, “You sure?”
“Mhm,” You hum, smiling a bit.
When the man you’ve found peace in stands before you, what reason do you have to think about the man who’s brought you sorrow and confusion?
Choso smiles and he suddenly holds his hand out, “Good. Now, can you stand up f’me please?” He requests.
You glance down at his hand for a second and then place your palm in his, feeling him help you to your feet. Once standing you furrow your brows before looking to your left, the same direction he came from, and seeing someone stand there with this overly large bouquet of flowers.
“Oh my,” You breathe out as your eyes go wide and your heart flutters. They were purple roses assorted in this huge bouquet that covered the torso of the person holding it. “Are those…”
Choso moves to take them from the person and nods at them with a quiet thank you being uttered before he turns to you and holds them out, “Yes, yes they’re for you.” He says.
A big flustered smile spreads across your face and you can feel your heart melting as you take them from Choso and your eyes admire their vibrance, “Choso these are beautiful-,” You cut yourself off as you look up to find him gone.
The flowers in your hand were rather large so you had to move them to the side to spot Choso down on one knee all of a sudden. Anxiety shot through your body and you were worried he was about to ask for your hand in marriage for a second.
Choso reaches into his pocket and your breathing grows heavy until he pulls out nothing more than a small jewelry box that’s larger than one for a ring. You sigh a little, too shocked to say anything just yet as he opens the box and holds it up to you.
Revealed is this pretty, expensive-looking bracelet that makes your breath hitch. “C-Choso-“
“This might be a lot,” He starts off, “Maybe even too much but… I…” His face is burning red and it’s taking a lot for him to get through this without stuttering. Choso takes a deep breath, “Since I met you, you have made me so happy. I… I’m not good with words and I practiced this like eight times b-but… fuck, you mean everything to me, and I…”
You’re speechless as you gaze down at the man. Heads started to turn and most just knew he was about to ask you to marry him— people awwing and cooing at the two of you.
“I love you so much,” Choso breathes out, swallowing down his nerves, “So, will you do me the honor and allow me to be your boyfriend?”
There’s a gasp or two from some people watching nearby, some woman laughing somewhere behind you. “All this as a dating proposal?” She uttered, “I can’t even get my man to look at me.”
There’s another voice beside her, “That’s because he’s not your man…”
She scoffs, “Yes he is-“
Their words fade out from your hearing as you focus on Choso, your heart pounding and throbbing, your breathing unsteady, and your eyes all teary.
You frown and try to bite back sudden tears of pure joy that overwhelm you, “Y-Yeah,” You squeak out, nodding your head, “You can be my boyfriend, Choso,” Your voice was faint and soft but he heard every word, rushing to his feet and meet you with a hug.
His arms wrap around your waist and you have no idea where the bracelet he had out for you went but you were too wrapped up in him to care. Your arms flew up and around his neck, the bouquet held in one hand as you did so.
Choso squeezes you and the two of you hug so tenderly as those who were watching start applauding you guys. All of which faded into the background as Choso moved to press his lips to your ear.
“I once told you I couldn’t give you the world,” He whispers, “And I realized that’s only because you are my world-, my everything,” Choso claims, pulling his face from your ear and watching as you turn your head to meet his eyes.
You bat your eyelashes at him and a few tears slip out as you smile, “I love you Choso,” You claim.
He smiles and both of you tilt your heads in opposing directions before pressing your lips into one another’s, Choso mumbling his words into your mouth, “I love you too.”
Bliss engulfed his body and your own. Such a sweet and tender connection of bodies, hearts, and minds finally privileged enough to bask in a rightful moment. His lips were passionate and careful against yours and you could feel the bouquet in your hand slipping, smiling against his mouth as you’ve never been happier.
“Choso-,” You breathe out, “Flowers’ are slippin’,” You mumbled against his lips.
He nods, “Mhm, I’ll buy you more if they drop,” Choso tells you before pushing his tongue into your mouth.
You ease your arms down a bit and kiss him back sensually, trying your best not to release the flowers in your grasp.
It was perfect, he was perfect for you. You couldn’t have predicted a better night than this. How could you think of anyone else? Anything else when you had him?
He loved you and you loved him. It was so painfully obvious now how much the two of you longed for one another even when you had one another.
Thoughts of Gojo Satoru would come another day, another time but, not now, not today— not when you’ve got a man giving you all he has and loving you in an indescribably beautiful way.
He’s typically shy but still went out of his way to make a dating proposal public with all nearby eyes on the two of you. He put aside his anxiety and dislike of mass attention on him for you. Choso did so much for you and your well-being.
How could he get any better? How could this night get any better?
Bump in the road with Gojo or not, it was perfect. Everything was perfect and you wouldn’t have asked for it all to go any other way.
If you had to complete the list all over again just to end up in this very position, you’d do it a thousand times because somewhere deep down— you think it was worth it.
All that pain, suffering, and confusion was worth it so long as you ended up with Choso who heals every hurting part of you.
He truly was perfect for you.
GOJO SATORU ✔︎ 𝘛𝘳𝘶𝘦 𝘋𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘺: 𝙀𝙖𝙨𝙮
GETO SUGURU ✔︎ 𝘛𝘳𝘶𝘦 𝘋𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘺: 𝙀𝙖𝙨𝙮
TOJI FUSHIGURO ✔︎ 𝘛𝘳𝘶𝘦 𝘋𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘺: 𝙈𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙪𝙢
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