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Other People (Seokjin x OC)
Summary:Â Nari learns a new trick, while Seokjin discovers something unexpected at Big Hit.
Pairing: Seokjin x OC
Genre:Â Best friends;Â angst
Word count:Â 8.5 K
Rating:Â 18+
Warnings:Â language, alcohol, mention of diets, mentions of brain surgery, mentions of a car accident (again, Nari is a surgeon, so)
A/N: This got unnecessarily long; I would apologise for it, but I couldn't find a single thing I wanted to delete. It's also two am so I've made an executive decision to not proofread this. I wish I could predict the reaction to this fic but I honestly have no idea. Takes place approximately three months after The Test.
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Listen to:Â "don't know why" by norah jones
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Itâs cold and rainy in Seoul, even when it shouldnât be.Â
The day had started off as a nice sunny winter morning in November, the sun a soft golden, a welcome respite from the low temperature. As noon arrived, so did the clouds. By late afternoon, they were grey and ample, sealing the city in a coffin.
Now, the evening doesnât look at all like itâs continued from the same morning. The rain comes down in torrents, creating a constant din, loud enough for people to have to speak in slightly raised voices to be heard properly.Â
Nari stands outside the ER with a coffee in one hand and her phone in the other, waiting for the ambulance to arrive. The coffee is losing its heat with every passing second and she tries to gulp it down as fast as she can without burning her tongue in the process.
âWhat do we have?â Daeun appears from behind her, tying her hair into a ponytail, trauma gown already on.
âTwo cars crashed into each other outside the mall,â supplies Nari. âFive victims, multiple contusions, broken bones and at least one head trauma. Coffee?â
Daeun accepts the cup with a nod and takes a noisy sip. âAh, thatâs good stuff. Shit, the rain is bad. I donât think this will be our only car accident today.â
âNot even close,â mutters Nari, as two more fellow doctors join them. âI just hope we have the room.â
âWe donât,â says Jason, shifting from one foot to another. âTwo of the trauma rooms are still unusable from the pipe leakage and the most of the X-ray machines are done after the Wednesday Soccer Team Incident. We have exactly one CT machine in working condition. The hospital is going to have to scrape money off the sidewalk to pay for all those repairs,â he adds, shaking his head in disappointment.
âGood thing theyâre hosting a fundraiser then,â says Daeun dryly, just as the ambulance pulls in and the paramedics spill out. âA bunch of rich donors with their cheque books hanging out of their pockets - if that doesnât work, I donât know what will.â
Two patients, strapped to a gurney each are then lowered out of the ambulance. All four of them dash forward and tag themselves to a patient, hurrying inside as they listen to the paramedics rattle off their initial assessment and vitals on the field. Nari finds herself next to a woman, possibly in her thirties, with fresh cuts on her face and arms. Her t-shirt is drenched and her jacket has been ripped off, most likely by the paramedics themselves.
âAbdomen is tender so there might be internal bleeding,â says one of the paramedics. âThere was no fire but thereâs indication that she might have a swollen airway because of the fumes.â
âAlright, we need to get a CT,â says Nari, scanning the ER for an empty trauma room but finding none. âDamn it,â she mutters. âOkay, weâre going to have to keep her here - maybe we can use an ultrasound for now until we can move her.â
âEmpty bed over here.â Jason steers the gurney over and immediately hooks the patient up to an IV. âIâll get the portable ultrasound.â
âIâll check her airway.â Nari gets to work immediately, trying to intubate the patient, who seems to have passed out entirely. Sheâs almost done when Jason returns, a nurse and the portable ultrasound machine in tow.
âThis better work,â he mutters to her as the nurse begins positioning the patient correctly. âIf we canât find the bleed on this, weâre going to have to get in line for CT, which will take⊠hours.â
âHereâs hoping,â she agrees, standing back and observing the screen as he moves the transducer over the patientâs abdomen. She sighs and bites her lip when the image comes up clean. âNothing. Move it to the left?â
Jason obliges, clicking his tongue. âI canât believe the hospital doesnât have a budget set aside to fix this stuff. This is a hospital,â he repeats, sounding appropriately frustrated. âDamn it, this bleed is really small. Itâs barely showing up on the scan.â
âIt has to be there. Here, let me try,â she offers, taking the transducer from him and moving it slower along the womanâs torso. âDo we all have to actually go to this fundraising thing, though? Canât we skip?â
Jason scoffs. âItâs either dress up and smile at a bunch of rich people or stay here in the ER all night because all the attendings will be at the event. Weâre not going to get a night off. The best we can do is make sure weâre all there so we at least have someone to talk to.â
It takes a second to click. âShit, thatâs it.âÂ
âWhat is? Did you find the bleed?â
âWhat? No. Sorry,â she mutters, going back to the ultrasound, feeling an encouraging flutter in her stomach. I didnât find the bleed, she thinks apologetically. I found a segue.
â
Itâs hours later when Nari finally gets a moment alone. Sitting at a table in the residentsâ locker room, a sandwich in one hand and her phone in the other, she stares at her last chat with Seokjin. Itâs a depressing series of heys and whatâs ups and not muches, which is all itâs been for months now, ever since theyâd last seen each other in August.
It started with superficial questions and forced conversation, half-hearted plans to meet before he had to leave for Europe again, until they dwindled down to monosyllabic answers that Nari found herself too humiliated to keep going, for more than one reason.
For one, it didnât help her newfound insecurity of being a clingy friend, especially to a man who had made perfectly clear that he didnât see her as anything but a friend. On top of that, she had no way of knowing what he was thinking. He wasnât angry; she knew what Seokjin was like when he was angry and if he truly was, she would know.Â
No, he wasnât angry. He was⊠distant. Part of it couldâve been that he was busy, completing an entire promotional activity across Europe. But now that heâs back from their last stop in Japan, Nari knows that they have to get back on track. Being her date to a fundraiser isnât her top pick, but it might just be the right balance between an organized event where he canât ignore her and a public enough place that they wonât have to be alone at any point. Besides, if it doesnât happen now, between his stint in Europe and his tour beginning early next year, she has a sinking feeling that their relationship will stagnate right here. Â
She swallows, her heart racing slightly. Itâs the middle of the night; Seokjin is most likely asleep, which gives her a great excuse to text and not call.Â
Nari [01:11]
Hey.
She sends it before she loses her nerve, the soft whoosh sounding awfully final. Her stomach tugs uncomfortably with anxiety that sheâs only recently started to associate with Seokjin, a strange and new feeling of not being able to expect whatâs coming.Â
She continues staring dementedly at the phone, its screen dark, until she finishes the entire sandwich.Â
âItâs the middle of the fucking night, Nari,â she mutters to herself, standing up with a groan and stretching. Thereâs no point wasting her night worrying when sheâs probably not going to get a response until tomorrow. She changes out of her scrubs and runs a hand through her unwashed hair, counting herself lucky that she can get a good six hours of sleep before she has to return in the morning.
The rain has slowed to a drizzle now; despite the cold, Nari tilts her head to the sky slightly, welcoming the fresh air. She runs her hands through her hair again, feeling the droplets cooling her scalp as her hair falls around her shoulders in clumpy strands. She doesnât even make it past the entrance when she feels the unmistakable vibration of her phone in her bag, touching her hip.Â
Nari freezes. This is unprecedented; Seokjin is never awake this late. Fishing out her phone, she lets out a low breath when she sees a message from him. She can ignore it, to be sure, and deal with it tomorrow morning - but then she would come off as a coward.Â
Maybe itâs the fact that itâs ridiculously late, maybe itâs the fact that she just spent a better part of the evening fixing a bleed in a personâs abdomen - but the inner voice in her head simply sighs tiredly and goes itâs just Seokjin, prompting her to shake her head and open his message.
Kimbap [01:35]
Hey.
Itâs anticlimactic, for sure, but still unexpected. Nari takes a seat on a bench near the parking lot and wipes the droplets off her screen with the sleeve of her jacket, hoping this isnât going to be another one of their pointless conversations.
But he replied, didnât he?
He did. Even though itâs the middle of the night. Encouraged, she responds.
Nari [01:39]
Didnât expect you to be awake.
Kimbap [01:40]
Weâre watching a movie at the dorm.
Nari [01:40]
Oh. Which one?
Kimbap [01:41]
Hereditary. I hate it.
Nari [01:41]
Jesus. Then why are you still watching it?
Kimbap [01:41]
Thereâs a bet and Jungkook is involved. Itâs a long story.
Nariâs immediate response of I have time gets backspaced instantly. The honest truth is that she doesnât have time and he clearly doesnât want to talk about it. She canât be sure how well a joke will land right now but she also knows that she needs to respond fast or this is doomed to be another one of their hopeless attempts at a conversation.
All of a sudden, her phone rings and Nari almost drops it. Itâs Seokjin, his name blinking bright on the screen. Now fully panicking - because this was not part of the plan - Nari looks around wildly around the empty parking lot, as though hoping for someone to spring out of the bushes and tell her what to do.
The phone is still ringing. Before she realises whatâs happening, her thumb does an awkward sort of spasm and lands on the screen, answering the call.
Here goes nothing, she thinks. âUm, h-hello?â she stutters.
âHey.âÂ
Itâs like a football being kicked into her ribcage from the inside. Nari winces, wondering when her anxiety got this severe, to the point where her best friendâs voice is starting to cause her physical comfort. She leans back on the bench and tries to breathe slowly.
âArenât you, um, watching a movie?â
âYeah. But if Iâm on the phone, I have a decent excuse to get out of it.â
Oh. Nari feels her shoulders deflate. âGlad to be of help,â she murmurs, chuckling awkwardly. âHow - how are you? Are you in Seoul?â
âYeah, I am. Busy, though,â he adds quickly. âThe albumâs coming out in a week, so thereâs a lot of work going on for it.â
âRight. Of course. Howâs that going?â
âItâs fine. Hectic, as per usual. What about you?â he asks after a moment. âHowâs the hospital, and the⊠surgeries and stuff?â
âSame. I mean, hectic. As usual.â Nari closes her eyes and feels her heart sink at the sheer effort this conversation is taking. She canât begin to think about how they got here and it seems way too exhausting to even try.
âYou sound tired.â Seokjin pauses, the sentence sounding incomplete. âHave you - I mean, are you still at the hospital?â
âGoing home now. I just got a sandwich at the cafeteria,â she adds, hoping sheâs guessed his half-question right.Â
âNow? I thought you hated the night cafeteria.â
âI do, but it beats the vending machine crap. Have to make do when the jajjangmyeon isnât an option,â she jokes, bracing herself for his response.
But all he does is chuckle half-heartedly. âYeah. Whatâs up? You texted?â
âOh, right. Yeah.â Nari had barely worked up the nerve to text him about the fundraiser; asking him over the phone was a whole different ball game. âI was just thinkingâŠâ She trails off, her eyes widening as her vocal chords stay unwilling to go further.
âM-hm?â
Pull yourself together, woman.
âI was thinking that⊠we havenât hung out in a while,â she ventures bravely, her knee jerking up and down. âAnd thereâs a - thereâs a thing later this week, so⊠that could be⊠you know.â She swallows, wishing Jason hadnât put this stupid idea in her head in the first place. â... If you want,â she finishes lamely.
Seokjin is silent for a few seconds, during which Nari goes from anticipation to full-blown horror. âIâm sorry, are you - are you inviting me to something?â he asks, sounding confused.
âUm, kind of?â
âLike a party?â
âWell, no. Not a fun one,â she says wryly. âItâs a - thereâs a fundraiser. And I have to go and⊠yeah, I was wondering if maybe you do, too. Since we havenât hung out in a while.â
âFundraiser, huh?â He doesnât sound enthused at all. âLike, for charity? Wait, whoâs the charity?â
âWe are the charity,â she explains, rolling her eyes. âThe hospital. Which means itâs just going to be all board members and senior doctors and other board members - and us. The residents.â
âHuh. Way to make it sound appealing, Nari.â
âItâs not appealing, at all. But itâs free food and booze and I get a chance to get out of my scrubs,â she points out. âNice dress, straightened hair. And youâll have to wear a suit,â she adds apologetically.Â
âRight.â Thereâs a soft sound and Nari realises a moment later that heâs laughing quietly. It makes her stomach feel uncomfortably heavy.Â
âWhat?â she asks, a bit defensively.
âNothing,â he says, still chuckling. âWe havenât hung out in a while, so your idea was to do so at a⊠boring work event?â
Nari is quiet for a moment. The fact that he laughed is still prickling. âWell, Iâd be open to other suggestions but you havenât really had the time,â she canât resist saying. âI work long hours; I donât really get a lot of other opportunities to go out.â
âYeah, Nari, I work long hours, too,â he reminds her, sounding irritatingly calm. âBut if itâs either that or a hospital charity fundraising event filled with doctors⊠I think Iâll pick the long hours.â He chuckles again.
Youâre a fucking idiot, Nari.
âGot it. See you around, Seokjin.â
âNari, come on, I was joking -â
His words get cut off when she hangs up, fuming. She puts her phone on silent then, for good measure, and begins storming home in the cold. She wonât respond to any of his calls or messages tonight, the arse, she thinks. But fate must be on her side, for even after she gets home, changes and gets into bed, Seokjin doesnât call or message.
â
Seokjin reaches the Big Hit building earlier than required. Thereâs no one in the rehearsal room yet, not even Hoseok, so he decides to get a much needed shot of caffeine from the cafeteria on the fourteenth floor. As he waits in line, he scans the food menu, each item like a gourmet creation.
Have to make do when the jajjangmyeon isnât an option.
Seokjin sighs and tries not to think about what Nari had for dinner last night, but by the time his coffee is handed to him, he knows heâs a goner. It had taken him every ounce of restraint to not reach out to her again last night, knowing that no good would come of it. But now, in the light of day, he knows he canât avoid it any longer.Â
He calls her before he can talk himself out of it. Looking out at the city from the floor-to-ceiling windows and sipping his coffee, he hears her phone ring continuously until it goes to voicemail. He tries not to read too much into it; sheâs probably already at work and she rarely answers unless sheâs taking a break. Itâs better than the other option; the feeling of Nari being angry with him is too foreign for him to consider right now.
He dials her number again to be certain and when it once again goes to voicemail, he clears his throat and takes another sip of coffee for liquid courage.
âHey, Nari,â he begins, then sighs. âLook, Iâm sorry if I was a bit of a dick last night. You just caught me off guard. Honestly, I⊠I didnât think you really wanted to hang out with me so when you said you did, it just kind of threw me. And your event does sound boring,â he adds, hoping she hears the teasing in his voice, âbut Iâll be there anyway. Suit and everything. I want to hang out with you, too,â he says after a moment, knowing the words donât even begin to explain the magnitude of how much he wants to see her again, how hard itâs been to distance himself since the last time he saw her. âSo⊠yeah. Text me the details.â
He should be saying something more but he canât think what. As he looks around, hoping the words will come to him, he spots a figure just outside the cafeteria doors and does a double take. His mind runs through a myriad of memories to zero in on the right one, when he remembers heâs still on the phone.
âAnyway, I have to go. Bye.â Locking his phone and heading out towards the figure, Seokjin pushes his shoulders back and hopes he isnât wrong. Sheâs in a slim navy blazer, skinny jeans and very high heels, a sleek laptop tucked under one arm and her fingers flying across the keypad of a Blackberry.
He taps her shoulder with a feather-light touch. âUm, hi? I think I have something that belongs to you?â
When she turns around, face carefully blank, Seokjin is momentarily sure of two things: one, that she is exactly who he thought she was, and two, that her lack of expression can only mean that she doesnât remember him.
âYou do?â A moment later, her perfectly lined lips tilt upwards slightly. âThatâs right. What was it again?â
âUmâŠâ Seokjin licks his lips, glad that he didnât just go up to a random stranger and interrupt her in the middle of what seems to be a very long email. âI think it was a collectible of some kind? Very glamorous. Had a name on the inside?â
Her smile widens. âDo you remember what it was?â
Seokjin gulps but keeps his face still. âOf course. It was⊠Seulgi.â The relief at her nod is unexpected. âYou think Iâd forget the person that saved my hand that night? How would I ever hold a mic otherwise? My career might have been over!â
Seulgi laugh, a nice, low laugh. Her teeth are perfectly lined and perfectly white, shining against light bronze skin without a single pore. Her hair is long, straight and black, not a strand out of place. She looks like she belongs on a pamphlet for corporate employees.
Which reminds him.
âDo you - do you actually work here?â he asks. âIn Big Hit?â
âYeah,â she answers, looking only very slightly apologetic. âI thought I recognised you that night as well but I couldnât be sure. I only just moved to the Marketing team. Sorry.â
âUh, no, donât be.â Seokjiin shakes his head. âItâs good to see you. And now I can return the wrist brace to you, too! This is great.â
âI mean, you donât have to. I told you, I have a bunch of them,â she reminds him, raising her left hand slightly. From under the sleeve of her blazer, a navy blue brace, just like the purple one sheâd lent him, peaks out.Â
âNo, no, I should,â he says anyway, shaking his head and glancing at the clock on his phone. Thereâs a message on his notification tray⊠âItâs back in myâŠâ He wracks his brain, â... uh, flight. Which I took. The day after you lent me the brace.â He drops his face in his hands when she laughs again, low and husky.
âItâs really okay,â she says, touching his arm before taking a step back. âI actually do have a lot of them. And maybe theyâll help out some other poor soul whoâs hurt his wrist.â
âThatâs the hope,â he agrees, knowing his ears are reddening. âMan, I really wish Iâd known you worked here. I wouldâve⊠I donât know. Broken the news about losing your brace sooner, for starters.â
âThe loss wouldâve been easier,â she agrees.
Seokjin bites his lip, preparing to let the awkwardness wash over him but it doesnât. Seulgiâs warm, despite her appearance suggesting sheâs about to walk into a room and fire a dozen people.Â
âI feel really guilty, though,â he repeats after a moment. âCan I - I donât know⊠buy you a coffee? Itâs no collectorâs edition wrist brace, but still?â
âOh, that actually sounds good,â she replies, and for a moment his heart skips a beat of relief, âbut the line seems long and I have a meeting.â She holds her Blackberry up apologetically.Â
For the first time, Seokjin notices a Galaxy in her other hand â a personal cell and a work cell. Sheâs core corporate, he realises, possibly senior management. He doesnât know why, but itâs slightly intimidating.
âOh. Oh, okay. Sure.â He nods as she moves past him. âIt was good to see you, though.â
âYeah, you, too. Glad your wrist is better.â With a quick wave, she heads down the corridor and disappears from view.
Seokjin watches her leave, still cringing somewhat over the wrist brace he hasnât thought about in months. Sheâd been the only person that night heâd had a normal conversation with - somehow, this doesnât seem like the best way to show his gratitude.
Itâs time to head for practice, anyway. As he steps into the elevator, he opens his messages and breathes a sigh of relief.Â
Nari [09:14]
[Location]
Nari [09:14]
Friday, 7 pm
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Itâs hours later when theyâre finally done with practice. All seven of them, a choreographer and a couple camerapersons are the only ones left. Jimin and Jungkook are still standing, going over their portion of the choreography as Hoseok watches, even though they look like they might collapse any second. Taehyung is spread-eagled on the floor, his bowl hat on his face. Yoongi is sitting in one corner of the room, staring into nothing.
Seokjin feels too tired to move, every single muscle aching. He leans back against the mirror and tries to catch his breath. Next to him, Namjoon is lying on the floor and texting. Seokjin catches a couple of words and immediately looks away; It seems to be in English, so itâs a fairly easy guess who the other person is.
âAny plans tonight, hyung?â Yoongi trudges over and tumbles down on his other side, crossing his legs.
âNot a one,â answers Seokjin. âIn fact, I donât think Iâll be getting out of bed for a while so if you need anything, Iâll respond to you in two to five business days.â
âYou need to be at the studio tomorrow morning.â
Thereâs a pause. âFine, but apart from that,â he amends, wagging his finger in Yoongiâs face, âtwo to five business days.â
âThereâs also the interview on Friday.â
âDamn it, Yoongi,â groans Seokjin, glaring at him. âFine, but thatâs the last one. I have plans to vegetate all weekend in my apartment,â he informs him, knowing that thereâs no way he'll get the entire weekend off, but needing to put across the point, âso just⊠donât ruin it for me.â He watches Yoongi make a motion that might be a chuckle and rolls his eyes. âAnd besides, the interview is on Thursday. So my weekend begins on Friday.â
âThe interview is on Friday,â says Yoongi calmly.
âNo, itâs not. Itâs Thursday. The twenty-fourth.â
âThursday is the twenty-third.â
âNo,â repeats Seokjin, feeling his pulse start to race, âit - it was always on Thursday.â
âNo, itâs Friday,â pipes up Namjoon from his other side, not looking away from his phone.
And thus, Seokjin is left to spend the rest of the day in a growing pit of guilt, knowing that heâs going to have to disappoint Nari yet again - this time, completely unintentionally.
Her hesitation last night had not gone unnoticed by him. It was hard to hear but equally hard to respond to, and Seokjin half-hoped that she would find it too hard to go through with actually inviting him somewhere and drop the idea altogether.Â
But she persisted and while it made Seokjin profusely glad that she still cared, it also meant that he would have to find a way to face her after avoiding her for months.
It doesnât feel nearly as easy as it sounds, for Seokjin has absolutely no idea what to expect when it comes to Nari now. Part of him still feels guilty for lying to her the day after the wedding; her question had taken him completely off guard and lying about his feelings was the only way heâd been able to think of to avoid the situation getting worse.
It was a mess already but somehow, twenty-four hours later, it was So Much Worse. Somehow, Nari had come to him with a problem he couldnât ignore. Somehow, he suddenly had to reevaluate his entire life with her in it, and somehow, in less than a day, his short-lived future with Nari as the mother of his child and best friend for life had been created and shattered.
It was hard to think of, and so much harder to talk to Nari about. Seokjin had been on the verge, dozens of times, of just breaking the ice and chatting with his best friend while he sat in cold European towns and watched Taehyung get his heart broken over and over again by Dilara Komyshan.
At least weâre not that bad yet, heâd tried to tell himself. He wanted to tell her, too, that they werenât that bad, that they were okay, that he just needed some time. But the thought of confessing his surreal daydream, of irretrievably changing their friendship felt like too much of a responsibility - especially if she didnât respond well. Avoiding her sucked, but it beat being around her with nothing to say.
Still, saying no to her outright, when sheâd asked him point blank to accompany him to something was too hard. The fundraiser thing did sound boring, but he wanted to see her, too, so badly. It felt like a missing limb, not being able to talk to her.Â
Nice dress, straightened hair. And he would have to be in a suit. He shudders when he remembers what happened the last time she was in a nice dress and he was in a suit.Â
âNamjoon.â Seokjin jogs over to the leader as theyâre heading out of the building to their cars in the basement. âAbout this press conference on Friday.â
âYeah?âÂ
Seokjin hesitates, already sensing a no-nonsense mood. It hasnât been the best day for Namjoon; the choreography was a complicated one, he was having to negotiate schedules all day, and if heâs not mistaken, he and Kaya have definitely been having some disagreement all day.
âAbout this press conference on Thursday -â
âFriday.â
â- I was - yes, Friday -â Seokjin clears his throat. âHow important would you say it is for all of us to show up, on a scale of one to⊠Grammys?â
Namjoon stares. âAt least VMAs.â
Seokjin nods seriously, even though it doesnât help him in the least. âOkay,â he says, changing tacks, âhow long do you think itâll go on?â
âUh, I donât know.â Namjoon sighs, scrolling through some document on his phone. âIt should be done by six, but thereâs a sponsorsâ dinner after that - but that wonât be filmed so maybe we can leave early⊠of course, weâll need to let management know so they have an exit planâŠâ He shakes his head and continues muttering under his breath.
âOkay, sure,â interrupts Seokjin, sensing that Namjoon is starting to lose the plot. âBut what time do you think the event will actually end? Because I have to be somewhere else.â
âWhere?â
âUh⊠a thing. With Nari,â he adds shortly. To his relief, Namjoon simply raises his eyebrows but doesnât probe.
âI - I donât know, hyung,â he says, not sounding apologetic at all. Itâs definitely a fight with Kaya. âWe wonât know until we get there. Depends on the sponsors. If it helps, itâs happening right here, in this building.â
It does help, a bit, for the location is closer to the Big Hit building than the hospital is. Still, it could be better.
âLook, I just need to tell Nari if I can make it or not,â he says, no longer beating around the bush. âI donât want to make her a promise I canât keep.â
Namjoon licks his lips slowly and nods. âI think youâve been in this business long enough to know the answer to that, hyung,â he says cryptically, patting his shoulder and walking away.
âWhat the hell does that mean?â Seokjin demands, but Namjoon just shrugs and continues walking away.Â
He does know what it means, though. But youâre a coward, Kim Seokjin, says the voice inside his head, sounding like Nariâs, as he prepares to text her later that night rather than call, knowing (and somewhat hoping) that sheâll be too busy to answer right away.
Seokjin [20:11]
I have some not so great news.
To his horror, she replies almost immediately.
Nari [20:13]
Bring it.
Seokjin [20:13]
Promise you wonât get mad?
Nari [20:14]
Iâm two beers and a tequila shot down. This would be the right time to give me some not so great news.
Seokjin pauses. Sheâs drinking, which means she got off work at a reasonable time tonight. He should be glad about that, for her, but he canât figure out what is also bothering him about it.
Seokjin [20:16]
Oh? No surgeries?
Nari [20:16]
Nope, Iâm not on call tonight. I was going to go home and crash but the others convinced me to have a drink first.
Seokjin [20:17]
Sounds like more than a drink.
Nari [20:18]
I may have gotten carried away, but zero regrets.Â
Seokjin [20:18]
Do you have a ride home?
Nari [20:19]
I live half a block away from the hospital. Iâm sure most of these guys will crash at my place when theyâre too trashed to get home.
Seokjin [20:19]
Are you sure?
Nari [20:20]
Yes. You donât have to worry about me, you know.
Sheâs drunk; her transparency makes that clear. This may be the best or the worst time to give her the news, but Seokjin doesnât think he can continue worrying about this for the rest of the night.
Seokjin [20:21]
Okay. Look, I need to talk to you about Friday.
Nari [20:21]
Something came up and you donât think you can make it?
Seokjinâs heart jerks. He may not have met Nari much over the last few months, but he still knows her well enough to tell when sheâs reaching the end of her tether.
Seokjin [20:22]
Itâs a press thing. I canât miss it.
Nari [20:23]
Of course. Unfortunate that you found out about it only today.
Seokjin [20:23]
No, itâs not that. I actually forgot. I thought it was on Thursday but it turns out itâs actually Friday. Itâs my fault - I mixed up the days.
Nari [20:24]
Of course. Some other time, I guess.
Seokjin can picture her scoff, locking her phone and placing it on a bar table, screen down. He scrambles.
Seokjin [20:25]
Iâm just saying Iâll be a little late.
Nari [20:25]
Late? Are you sure?
Seokjin [20:26]
Yeah. I donât know how late but Iâll be there. Iâll try my best anyway.
Nari [20:26]
Iâm sure you will.
This time, her status goes from âonlineâ to âofflineâ and he knows sheâs gone. This is a side of Nari he hasnât seen in years: snide and sarcastic. Itâs incredibly rare, requires a mix of things to be going wrong in her life, and has never, ever been directed at him.
Seokjin feels squeamish and guilty and helpless all at once - but heâs also beginning to get mildly annoyed. Heâs determined to show up now, if for nothing else than to prove her wrong.Â
Take that, Nari. He pictures showing up at the event, jogging up the stairs and bursting into a hall filled with white-haired individuals in conservative finery. Nari, in the same leaf-green bridesmaidâs dress with strappy high heels, would be at the end of the hall at the bar, looking victorious at the assumption that he hasnât shown. The crowd would part then and she would turn, the satisfied smirk fading at the sight of him, late and panting - but there.
The next moment, Seokjin cringes at this ridiculous fantasy. Even the imaginary voice in his head that sounds a bit like Nari snickers.Â
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Nari fingers the strap of her dress nervously, feeling rather odd at being this dressed up around people who only ever see her in scrubs. Most of the other doctors seem to be feeling similarly, though, and she tries to coach herself to remember that theyâre still the same people - just wearing make-up and cologne.
âHey,â comes Jasonâs voice from behind her, and she turns, glad to see someone she knows. âYou - wow, you look amazing.â
âReally?â Nari asks quickly, smoothing down her dress. Itâs long and plain black, nothing fancy, with a thin necklace and the only strappy high heels she owns. âItâs not too low cut?â
âUm -â Jason frowns and immediately looks away. âI - I donât know. It looks - I mean, I didnât -â He stutters in confusion, his gaze darting around in panic. âI donât - I mean, should I look?â
âWhat? No, of course not.â She shakes her head and sighs. âSorry. Iâm just not used to it.â
âUsed to what?â
âThis,â she says, referring to nothing in particular. âThe dress and the hair and the - the make-up. I donât do it very often.â Looking up to see him still deliberately looking away, she slaps his shoulder. âDamn it, Jace, you can look at me now.â
âOh.â He makes a big show of slowly moving his gaze towards her, grinning when she chuckles begrudgingly. âDonât worry, dude. You look great.â
âThanks. You, too, by the way,â she says honestly, noting the suit and the neatly brushed hair. âI donât think Iâve ever seen your jaw this smooth,â she remarks, turning his chin slightly.
âA last minute shave in the residentsâ locker room changed the game.â Jason rubs his jaw and winces slightly. âShould I be concerned about my skills as a surgeon that I cut myself in two different places while doing it?â
Nari laughs, feeling slightly less nervous. âNot unless youâre the patient. Also, where the hell is everybody else?â
âOh, Daeun got pulled into surgery - her motorcycle guy ruptured his spleen,â he answers, gesturing to the bartender. âShe said sheâd be back if it got over in time. Hyeri had to monitor her valve replacement lady to see if sheâll make it through the night. Oh, and Eunji is over there,â he adds, pointing to the other end of the hall.
Nari squints in the direction heâs pointing. âWhoâs that sheâs with?âÂ
âHer boyfriend, probably.â Jason shrugs as the bartender comes over. âA chaebol type, from what I can tell. Hey. you want a drink?â
âUh, sure. Beer. Wait, can we have beer?â She frowns.
âI donât know. Not fancy enough, is it?â
âWe donât have beer,â volunteers the bartender.
âRight,â says Nari. âIn that case, I will have a glass of your strongest⊠whatever is strongest.â
Jason nods seriously. âTwo of those. Thank you.â
The bartender raises an eyebrow but nods anyway, going back to mix their drinks.Â
âSo⊠itâs just you and me?â She leans back against the bar and scans the room. âWait, do you have a date coming, too?â
âWhat?â Jason wrinkles his nose. âNo. Iâve been on a neuro rotation all week - I havenât had time to breathe, forget about looking for a date. You?â
âHave I had time to breathe?â
âDo you have a date.â
âRight.â Nari bites her lip. âNot exactly. I mean, I - I invited a friend. Seokjin - you met him, remember?â
âYeah, of course.â Jason nods as their drinks arrive and they automatically pick theirs up. âCheers. So why isnât he a date?â
âBecause heâs a friend.â As she says it, a terrifying possibility occurs to her: could Seokjin actually think this is a date? It would explain his random excuse to arrive âlateâ - if he does at all.
âHe is? Really?â He looks mildly curious. âBecause that night at Hyeriâs - I couldâve sworn he had a thing for you.â
Nariâs heart skips a beat. âYouâre not the first person to think that,â she mutters into her glass, taking a stinging sip of what tastes like scotch. âUgh, thatâs disgusting.â
âItâs strong,â he remarks. âBut I didnât catch that. What did you say?â
âNothing.â She shakes her head, the painful humiliation of that moment after the wedding seeping into her body again. âJust⊠he doesnât. Have a thing for me.â
âAre you sure?â
âYes.â
âReally? I mean, because it seemed like -â
âJason,â she interrupts him, needing this conversation to end. âHe doesnât. Believe me. Iâm completely sure.â
For a moment, it looks like heâs going to say something else but then seems to think the better of it. Nari is thankful; reliving that moment is bad enough, but her mind is now also preoccupied with the possibility that Seokjin might be avoiding coming tonight because he thinks sheâs asked him on a date - and because heâs nice and canât reject her outright twice, heâs having to resort to half-hearted lies and work excuses.
Itâs a grim thought. She and Seokjin havenât spoken since he told her heâd try to make it - and sheâd been less than gracious about it. It was the alcohol, sheâd reasoned the next morning, and despite the annoyance with his flimsy attempts at avoiding her, sheâd dropped him a cursory Seriously, donât worry about it. Sheâd waited just long enough to get a Iâll still try my best, and tried not to think about it since.
Nari takes another sip of her disgusting drink, not sure which is worse - if he shows or if he doesnât.
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âThere he is. Jerk.â
Seokjinâs ears perk up at Taehyungâs quiet snarl. He follows the younger memberâs gaze and feels his mouth twist as well when he spots the one journalist who had pestered them relentlessly with questions, each one more backhanded than the previous one, ranging from their solo ambitions to accusations of plagiarism.
âWhereâs Namjoon?â he mutters, looking around. âLetâs make sure he doesnât run into that guy without other guests around. Or witnesses,â he adds.
âHeâs over by the water,â supplies Jungkook. âI think heâs talking to one of the sponsors.â
âLetâs keep an eye on him, then,â says Yoongi dryly. âJust in case he decides to do something drastic, like get into a logically structured argument.â
Seokjin half-chuckles. He does want Namjoon to come over, partly to keep an eye on him but mostly to check when he can leave. He checks his phone; itâs almost eight. As much as Nariâs last message, days ago, hadnât seemed at all confident that he would make it, it only made him more determined to show up.
Namjoon doesnât come over, though. Eventually, Seokjin joins him, hoping to get a moment of his time between guests.
âMaybe you should take a break,â he suggests, after another one of the sponsors leave and Namjoonâs well-practiced public smile fades. âEat something? Or even have a drink?â
Namjoon smiles wearily. âThanks, hyung. Maybe later.â He runs a hand over his face. âGod, I canât wait to get out of here. Zoom date with Kaya,â he adds, answering Seokjinâs silent question.
âThen we should leave now,â he says immediately, jumping at the opportunity. âOr youâll just get even more tired and youâll have to cancel on Kaya.â
âAre you kidding? Itâs the only thing Iâve been looking forward to all day,â he replies, shaking his head. âThereâs no way Iâm cancelling.â
Seokjin responds to this with a grimace; while he would ordinarily find it sweet, right now, this blatant happiness is just annoying. He tries to think of another line of reasoning that could convince Namjoon to bounce, but before he can, two middle-aged people, one man and one woman, join them.
Thereâs some initial greeting; Seokjin gets through it robotically while Namjoon goes from tired to charming in a microsecond. The topic predictability begins with the press conference that just took place, followed by both guests praising Namjoon for his wonderful answers that he receives with respectful gratitude.
âIâm sorry you all have to stay for the dinner,â the woman says to Seokjin while the other two speak about something else. âYouâre so young; Iâm sure you all have other plans tonight.â
Lady, you have no idea. But he forces a smile on his face. âWeâre happy to be here. Besides, if Iâm lucky,â he adds hopefully after a moment, âmy plans might still be there after this.â
âOh?â The lady seems most interested. âA fancy party you need to get to?â
âSomething like that. I have to meet someone at an event.â
âGirlfriend?â
âNo,â he answers hastily. âJust a friend. Itâs a work thing at the hospital she works. Sheâs a doctor,â he adds for good measure.
To his surprise, the lady nods. âOh, I know that. Itâs a fundraiser, right? Seoul National Hospital?â When Seokjin raises his eyebrows and nods, she smiles in acknowledgement. âI have a couple of friends there, too. Those doctors do such good work - pity they donât have the money to continue their work in peace. Your friend is smart, though,â she says after a moment, patting Seokjinâs shoulder with a knowing look, âinviting a BTS member to the event.â
Seokjin doesnât immediately understand. âIâm sorry?â
âWell, they need the money, donât they?â She chuckles, sounding almost impressed. âNot a lot of people have the contacts to bring in someone like BTS to be a donor.â
Something drops in his stomach. âOh, I - I think youâve misunderstood. Sheâs my friend and we - we havenât met in a long time because weâve both been very busy. Itâs not a - I mean, Iâm not a - a donor.â
The lady looks confused for a moment. âOh. My apologies. It just seemed like a smart thing to do, you know?â
Seokjin swallows. âSure,â he says shortly. âBut, uh⊠itâs not like that.â He nods to himself, knowing heâs right. âNari would never do that.â
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Nari shuffles through the crowd to where she can see Jason with Eunji and her boyfriend, taking care not to trip in her heels. She sees them turn and spot her as she gets close, but she doesnât have time for pleasantries.
âIncoming,â she states. All of their eyes dart up and behind her; Eunji is the first one to notice.
âDamn it. Come on, babe,â she commands her partner, taking his hand and setting off. âLetâs go dance before he gets us.â In a flash of a second, theyâre both gone.
âOkay, itâs our turn,â she says hurriedly to Jason, placing her drink on the bar and gathering her long dress in her hand. âIf Dr Jung gets hold of us, itâs going to be a repeat of the mixer.â
Jason grimaces. âOh, God. You mean when he tried to recruit each of us one by one by using his holiday calendar as a selling point?â
âThatâs the one. Come on, heâs already seen me, but maybe we can still make a break for it!â she whispers dramatically, getting ready to go but stopping when he grabs her wrist.
âItâs too late,â he says gravely. âWeâre going to need another plan. Tell me about your craniotomy today.â
âI - what?â Nariâs eyes widen. âDid you not hear me?â
âI did. Now talk to me about something medical,â he instructs. âAnd make it seem like thereâs a problem - like, just talk urgently. Come on,â he urges, shaking her wrist.
âUm - okay, uh, the patient came in with migraines and was having seizures so we did an MRI and found an aneurysm located in the temporal lobe of the brain -â
âThatâs great,â he whispers, and Nari notices his gaze slide carefully to the left to watch Dr Jung reach them, before quickly looking back at Nari. âBut his vitals still arenât stable,â he says suddenly, at a regular volume.
Nariâs jaw drops before she realises what heâs doing. âHis blood pressure is what we need to observe carefully or heâs going to need another surgery tomorrow.â
âIs there any chance the aneurysm couldâve burst anyway? Even after you clipped it?â
Nari stares, a little thrown by how convincing his acting is.Â
âAnswer me!â
âA little over the top, donât you think?â she mutters.
âThe man is two feet behind you,â he replies, equally quietly, before tugging her closer and placing his hands dramatically on her shoulders. âWhat if itâs a brain bleed? What if -â
âHow dare you?â She interrupts him, jabbing him in the chest. âMy aneurysm was clipped perfectly, you son of a bitch!â
Jasonâs eyes flicker with this unexpected turn of conversation but he plays along. âWe still need to get an MRI to rule out any other complications, like a hematoma, or an air embolism or -â He pauses, craning his neck slightly, â... and heâs gone.â His shoulders relax and his hands slide off her arms.
âNo way did that work,â she marvels in a low voice, turning around to check and see that heâs right.
âOf course it did. Nobody interrupts two doctors discussing a patient,â he says absently, rubbing a spot on his chest. âYou may need some practice, though. I think you bruised my chest.â
âDonât be a baby,â she tells him teasingly, asking for another drink and feeling a lot more relaxed than before. âBut that was a pretty neat trick.â
âI can teach you many, young âun,â he says seriously, casually taking a sip of his third scotch. âBut I donât think we have the time tonight. Wonât Seokjin be here soon?â
Her drink arrives then and Nari takes it with a quiet thanks. Taking a larger sip than intended, she shakes her head. âHeâs not going to make it,â she says, swallowing and wincing.
âOh.â Jason frowns. âDid he call?â
âNope.â Nari shakes her head, finding it a bit sad how unsurprised she is. âBut heâs not going to make it.â
His frown deepens slightly and sheâs sure heâs picked up on her change in tone, but sheâs thankful he doesnât mention it.
âDo you want to learn another trick then?â he offers.
Nari smiles, trying to look at the bright side: Seokjin would not have enjoyed this. He wouldnât know anyone and he wouldnât understand any of their conversation. A call would have been nice, but things arenât the same anymore.Â
Sheâs here, she has a night off, and sheâs not alone. It could be a lot worse.
âSure,â she answers. âBut Iâm going to need to be a lot more drunk for the next one.â
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The ETA on the map says forty minutes. Seokjin has no idea how long hospital fundraisers last, but he needs to try. He exits the building, already tired from the negotiating he had to do to leave early. Itâs starting to drizzle, so he ducks into the nearest establishment - a small cafe - as he waits for his car. The traffic outside is ridiculous, though; he hasnât the faintest idea how long itâll actually take him to get to the fundraiser.
Nari hasnât called or messaged, though. Neither has he, he knows, but her last message had implied such a lack of faith in his intention to show up that it had rankled him just a bit. Over the course of the week, it had festered until itâs now more of a challenge than anything else, for he canât think of a single other reason as to why heâs going to this thing.Â
For Nari, says the voice weakly, sounding unconvinced. Nari, it seems, neither knows nor cares if he shows up, for all the interest sheâs shown in his whereabouts. Iâll try me best, heâd said, meaning it completely, but she clearly didnât believe it.
Seokjin sighs, mentally so exhausted that he canât even muster the energy to be annoyed or hurt or confused right now. Heâs just about to step back outside when he hears a voice he doesnât expect.
âCan I get a bottle of water, please?â
He turns to see straight hair and a blazer, mint green this time, with the sleeves pushed up. âSeulgi?â he calls unsurely.
She turns and her eyes light up in recognition. âHey, Seokjin. How are you?â
âTired,â he admits. âYou?â
âThe same. Just trying to find the guiltiest pleasure on the menu to break my diet with tonight,â she says, pointing at the few items on the board. âItâs just been one of those days.â
âTell me about it,â he murmurs, taking a few steps to stand beside her. âAnything catch your eye?â
âNot really. Itâs just sandwiches,â she grumbles. âBut I donât really have a lot of options right now.â
Seokjin is quiet for a few seconds while she gets a bottle of water and takes a long swig from it. âI actually know of a ramen place close by. If you want. I break my diets there all the time,â he tells her.
âReally?â This time he isnât imagining it; her eyes do light up. âHow much?â
âWell⊠enough to feel like Iâve rebelled against the company for the night, but not so much that I canât resume it the next day.â
âThatâs the perfect amount.â
âIs that a yes?â
Seulgi grins tiredly, reminding him for a moment of Namjoon earlier tonight. âIt is.â Her eyes flicker lower and her smile fades. âOh, wait. Youâre in a suit - are you going somewhere?â
Seokjin bites his lip. âI was at the press conference, and the dinner after that.â
âOh.â She doesnât look fully convinced. âAnd you were going⊠where?â
âWell, now Iâm going to get ramen because itâs in my head.â
She cracks a smile. âIâm serious, though. Youâre in a suit,â she repeats, adjusting the strap of her handbag on her shoulder. âAre you sure you donât need to be somewhere?â
Question of the hour. But Seokjin knows that even if he does make it through the traffic, this will still be the easiest conversation heâs going to have all day.
âNo. I donât need to be anywhere.â
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Can you write about Jin teaching reader how to bake? I think it'd be really cute â€
"Baby girl, nooo..." Seokjin whined, seeing the mess you did on the counter.
He left you for ten minutes alone, when he went to the nearest shop, because you were running out of sugar and toilet paper. When he came back home, he dropped all of the items on the white floor of his kitchen, his mouth wide opened.
You were full of flour, so did the counter and the floor. You stared at your husband, Seokjin and put on for him the most innocent smile you could make. "J-Jinnie..." you said, using your sweetest voice.
"What have you done here?!" He asked, blinking many times, not wanting to belive such a mess is, his usually- so cleaned- beautiful kitchen. He aproched you, action which made you back off one step.
"I-I can explain!" you said, walking some more steps back, while he was getting closer and closer, looking like he is gonna use you as the chopping board. Seokjin reached for you, pulling you to him by your full of dough arm, keeping you close in his warm embrace.
You dropped your spoon, shooked by his suddent behavior. Wrapping your arms around his strong and thick neck, you laughed when he lift you up from the ground, spinning with you, making you scream.
"Seokjin! Put me down!" You said, trying to escape. Seokjin stopped then, pressing his lips on yours, into a sweet and lovely kiss, which blowed your mind every time, his pink and velvety like lips making you feel like in cloud nine.
"Let me teach you, my babygirl. You know I can cook like a master!" He mumbled, between soft pecks on your plushed lips, his big hands on your hips, driving circles with his thumbs on the exposed skin, the rised up t-shirt left.
You frowned. "I can do it myself! I am a big girl!" you frowned more and gave your husband a huge, mad pout. "Do you really want your mom to taste fried cupcakes, with salt?" He titled his head, staring at you, amusement on his face.
"Salt...?" You asked, confused. "No, I used sugar-
Seokjin's beautiful laugh filled up the room, making you want to smack his head. "Yah! Why are you laughing?!" You asked, slightly pushing on his strong shoulder, making him laugh harder.
"You added salt, baby. I went to buy sugar, remember?"
Suddently, you were not sure of your cooking anymore. "Damn it!" You mumbled, propting your hands on your hips, making Seokjin hug you closer. "Let me help you!!!" He whined and started to act like a kid.
"Fine! Fine!" you finally agreed.
The next thing you knew was your ass into the flour, which was messing up his precious counter. Seokjin let your thighs go, before you could realise what he just did. He put you on the counter, right into the flour.
"This is because you messed up my precious kitchen!"
He said, faking a sob.
Author's note: Dear anon who requested this months ago, I AM REALLY SORRY!đđ If you are still here, on my small blog, please reply to this post or just sent me an ask!!! I wanna know you!
Hi! I wanted to ask if you could do Seokjin with a breeding kink. Like it would be so hot lol. Thank you!
"Is this the rights place?" You asked, scratching softly the soft scalp, behind the ear of your hybrid, earning a soft purr coming from inside of his chest, making him lean into your comfortable touch, pressing his face on the space between your breasts, where he usually loved to hide the whole day, enjoying the warmth of your breasts squeezing his face and the sound of your heart beats.
You smiled to yourself, hand reaching down his torso to his hip, down his well defined vline, caressing his thigh, then going up to the curve of his ass, for holding the base of his tail, watching it shaking under your touch, the soft fur of it rising up, staying tall.
Seokjin hissed on your chest, mouth muffled by one of your breasts, making you grin and stroke the base of his tail with your ringed thumb. Seems like his little fangs appeared, since you could feel them softly piercing the thin material of the night dress you were wearing.
"B-babygirl, don't tease me." He warned you, teeth sinking into the soft flesh of your left breast, piercing the cloth and making you to wince in both pain and pleasure. But, his warning only encouraged you to move your hand up and down his black panthera tail. A growl left your hybrid's throat, making your hand freeze in the middle of stroking his fur.
The next thing you knew, you were pinned on the bright purple matters of your bed, hands pinned on either sides of your head, a mad Seokjin staring down at you, his eyes yellow-green sparkling with anger. "I fucking told you to not tease me, brat!" He hissed, showing his panthera fangs to you, his words being sustained by a slap on your naked thigh, the dress revealed.
"Seok- " your words were cut by his mouth capturing yours into a heated kiss, his tongue immediately sliding into your wet and warm cave, finding your own muscle, the feeling if his cat like tongue on yours sending a shiver down your spine and a wave of heat straight to your core.
Almost like reading your mind, still while kissing you, Seokjin pushed your lace panties aside, his tip finding its way to rub on your clit, almost making it twitch, causing your hips to rise up, meeting his movements. He growled once more, entering you without a word, cursing under his breath and smirking to himself of how wet you already were. And all for him.
"What is it, doll?" He asked, moving his hips in and out, into a slow motion, driving you crazy already. "So wet and ready for taking your daddy's seed, huh? Ready for taking all of my kittens?" He was smirking, enjoying himself, seeing how you were growing hornier with every dirty phrase he was saying. Rolling his hips into you, Seokjin moaned at the feeling your cunt was giving him, squeezing his hard and long length, coaxing it into your wetness.
Your toes curled when, with a fast and unexpected move, he pushed deeper, burring himself completly into you, not missing your sweet spot. The sound you made, the way you arched your back, throwing your head back, making him understand that he just found your g-spot.
"Here, huh?" He asked, not waiting for an answer, but simply rolling his hips into you, pushing his member deeper and deeper, hitting it rapidly, bringing you closer to your orgasm. "D-daddy..." you moaned, holding on his strong shoulders.
"Take it. Take my cock, like my little kitten, take it, my little whore, take all of my kittens, let my seed fill up your precious belly, making it round and full of my babies!" He growled low, reaching down to lick a side of your neck, letting go of his warm cum inside of you.
The feeling of his cock twitching into you, strands of cum filling your belly up... then you felt it. Seokjin sinked his fangs into your neck, marking you as his and sending you over the edges, the orgasm making your bidy shake.
Fucking his cum into you, Seokjin licked the mark he left on your neck, smiling and admiring it.
"Now you're mine" he mumbled, pulling his cock out, watching the cum leaking out of your hole, to privide his words.
Author's note: Blessed be every anon who sends me a Seokjin request!đđŸđđđ»
Heyooo, Seokjin, soft dom, also very fluffy? I got a picture in my head that it's morning, cuddly, but ends up with some fluffy smut? êł ë§ì~
Roses and musk. You could feel their scent everywhere. You lifted up your face from your boyfriend's chest, groaning feeling the bright light coming from the window. His chest moved, shaking of laugh and giggles.
"Too early?" He asked, with a hoarse voice, a playful smile playing on his lips. You groaned, pushing your face back to his bare chest, hidding your face of the morning light. Mmm, musk. So this was from the musk scent was coming from. Stroking your nose on his chest, you mumbled:
"You changed your perfume..." and took a huge sniff of it. Jin giggled, one hand stroking your hair gently, the other one resting on your hip. You peeked at his beautiful face, still hidden at his chest. His eyes were slightly closed, feeling heavy of the good sleep he got last night, his hair messy. Your gaze trailed to his red lips. Getting on top of him, you capturated his bottom lip between yours, gently tugging and sucking on it, making him whimper,not expecting it.
His lips were so full this morning, tempting you to suck on them for hours. As if he read you mind, Seokjin cupped your cheek with one hand, bringing you closer of his mouth, positionating you on top of him, right on his morning wood. Your mouth collided, your lips and tongue danced in tandem, fighting for dominance, until he took control over you and your hips.
With one hand inn your hair, pulling you closer to his mouth, to kiss you breathless, Seokjin guided the movements of your hips, causing your folds to stroke up and down his shaft. You let out a breathless moan, holding on his shoulders, when, with a slow move, he pushed his cock inside, down to base.
"D-Damn, how are you so wet already..." he groaned, his breath hitting your lips, a snap of his hips making you moan out loud. You tried on moving your hips, to get up and sit on his cock, but he pulled you back to him, pulling your hair softly, making you close your eyes and moan. His other hand spanked you ass cheek, grabing the soft flesh into his large hand.
"Let your daddy take care of you, my little Y/N." He whispered, before starting to roll his hips into you, trying to find your spot. While your moans were filling the room, your walls clenched around him, provoking him to push deeper into you.
"O-oh!" You exhaled, eyes wide open. Seokjin smirked. "Did I hit it?" He teased, throwing your head back to attach his soft lips to your skin. He didn even wait for an answer, holding into you more, his lips leaving open mouthed kisses and hot breaths on your skin, Seokjin fastened his peace, pushing his hips against yours, using deep moves and rolls of his hips to drive you crazy and over the edge, sending you into an orgasm, your walls spasming fastly around his length. His cum filled you up.
Breathing hard, you tried to calm down, hiding your face to his neck. Musk again. But where was the roses scent coming from? Rising your head up, you were pleased to see a beautiful orange rose, right under your nose.
"Good morning, my princess." He said, placing a delicate kiss on your forhead.
Can I ask for jinnie our one and only moon jinnie for smth fluffy based on his look in this dynamite era? Thank you so much you're so lovely đ„ș
You were feeling so awful. So awful and disappointed in yourself. You couldn't think of anything else but how Seokjin's face probably looked like when he realised you are not coming for his Dynamite photoshoot. You felt so bad, hoping you didn't cause him to mess up the photoshoot, because you called him exactly ten minutes before it started, announcing him how you were not sure if you can make it to his photoshoot.
You were so mad on yourself. Seokjin was always there for you, no matter what the difficulty of the problem was, he was there to sustain you, to hug you, to kiss and calm you down, every time you needed him. Now, you couldn't think of anything else, except such a bad girlfriend you were.
Opening the door to your shared apartment, you let your bag slide from your shoulder, on the floor, taking your shoes off. You lighted up the lights of your apartment and the sight left you breathless.
"Surprise!!!" Seokjin smiled at you. He was dressed up in light blue straight jeans, a wonderful and so expensive colourful shirt was embracing his strong shoulders and torso, giving him a whole disco vibe. Though his colourful and interesting shirt was supposed to capture all of the attention, the highlight of his pretty outfit was his shimmering belt, a brand one, as well as him.
"Come here, babygirl!" He said opening his arms for you to run into them, burrying your face in the crook of his neck, breathing his calming scent, making him smile and caress your hair and spine gently.
"I-I am so damn sorry, Jinnie, so sorry, you know how my boss always keeps me after hours, because she always finds something to scold me about- "
You were cut of by two soft lips pressed against yours. You closed your eyes at the feeling of his plump lips on your own ones, enjoying the well known sensation. You whimpered softly when he nibbled at the soft flesh, pulling it with his teeth, gently.
"Shut up, Y/N..." he muttered, holding you closer and kissing you with so much love and passion. You were practically melting if it wasn't for his strong hold around your waist. His lips and tongue were driving you crazy to the point you forgot what happened that day, you forgot even your own name. All you knew was Seokjin.
When he pulled away, you looked around the room and gasped. Your living room was decorated with sparkly, crazy colours, an old telephone was resting on the table, old games the teenager used to play in the period of 80's, the ones you only saw in the old movies and, oh God, a jukebox.
You let out an excited sound who ended up being more like a high pitched scream. "I can't belive it!!!" You said, spinning around the beautiful aranged room. Seokjin was staring at you, a beautiful and wide smile spreading on his handsome face. "Do you like it?" He asked. Nodding your head, you jumped on his back, wrapping your legs around his waist and arms around his thick neck. "Thank you! Thank you so much!!! But why did you do it??" You were curious.
"Because I knew how much you loved our new thematic. So if you can't bring the Prom Queen to her King, move the party in your apartment." He joked, making you pull his hair slightly, a giggle escaping your mouth.
"Now, let me show you some 80's moves."
Author's note: for my lovely Seokjinnie stan, who's also disappointed he didn't have enough lines in the new MV!đđ€§ I am sorry you waited this much, my day was pretty rough, BUT , I hope you enjoyed it!!! ILY⥠@itscalledgayhoney
(F) Worth it | KSJ
Pairing:Â Reader x Seokjin
Genre:Â F2L - Fluff - Mutual Yearning
Warnings:Â None
Summary:Â Jin's visit to prepare pizzas turns into something unexpected... but so, so wantedđ
Word Count:Â 1.547
A/N:Â Let me know what you think about this little something! I'm missing Jin so so much! đ
- Joy đ°
What's better than pizza? Homemade pizza with Jin! That's what Jin himself enthusiastically announced as he showed up at your apartment door. It's not unusual for you and the boys to organize things to do throughout weekends, in fact, in addition to the countless friday nights spent drunk at the club, saturdays's karaoke battles and sundays's museum visits, it's usually almost a tradition to get together at one of you's apartments to eat pizza and watch a movie, just for the simple sake of being together. Something less chaotic and a bit lazier that doesn't require leaving home. Hence Jin's sudden and early visit. You look at him in surprise, albeit with a smile that immediately forms on your lips at the sight of him. "Well- hello to you too, huh?" You huff in amusement as you follows Hurricane Jin's way into your kitchen, clutching heavy envelopes in his hands. "Technically, there's nothing like freshly made pizza delivered right to your door," you pointed out as you walked up to him. "But yes, homemade pizza tastes better." Jin looks away from the envelopes just placed on the kitchen counter, to look at you, offended by your previous sentence. "You're forgetting the most important thing," he moves to position himself directly in front of you "There's nothing like delicious homemade pizza AND a just-as-delicious Jin to make it withâ you're welcome Y/N!" he snorts dramatically in one breath, making you laugh. Between you two there has always been this playful atmosphere, constant exchange of jokes and teasing. But you realized you felt something more than friendship for him when you genuinely started laughing at his awful dad jokes. Seriously, even the sleaziest of jokes. A little secret you've been keeping to yourself all this time. "I apologize to have offended you with my shallowness, Mr. Jâ" "Chef Jin," he interrupts to correct you, while a pleased smile forms on his face "Tonight I'm Chef Jin, the best pizza chef in town baby!" Although the nickname is used to joke with you, the way it rolls out of his mouth always affects you. You shake your head smiling, partly to hide the slight blush that colors your cheeks, partly because you've realized what spending time with him will entail, completely alone (even if for a few hours).
Organizing your tasks wasn't difficult, after taking out all the ingredients from the bags, and the container with the dough already leavened and ready, Jin took the rolling pin to roll out eight pizzas, while you take care of cooking the sauce and cutting the ingredients. It all plays out with your favorite playlist playing in the background, with him softly humming the lyrics to the randomly spinning songs from the speakers. It all seems so domestic to you, it's not the first time that he has come to your house, that he uses your kitchen, that he sings for you. But tonight feels different, it's like you feel the effect of your surroundings right in your chest.
As if his presence is lurking deeper and deeper in your heart.
You watch fondly as you lazily stir the sauce, smiling lovingly at his appearance. His face is full of flour here and there and he wears that funny apron that he himself gave you some time ago, blaming you for being too clumsy and always getting your clothes dirty when you cook. Sometimes you still forget you have to wear it, like in this case. As you absentmindedly stir, some sauce splashes on you, staining your shirt. You hiss while cursing yourself, your sudden snap attracting Jin's attention that stops humming. You quickly abandon the ladle and grab a wet cloth from the sink, the gesture unfortunately further worsens the situation, enlarging the stain. "Nonono don't do it!" Jin exclaims, but the damage was already done. He quickly approaches you grabbing your hands and sighing. The sudden gesture immobilizes you while his hands stretch the fabric of the shirt together with yours. "It will go away with a little detergent," he releases your hands to untie the knot of the apron he's wearing "I got you this for a reason, didn't I?" he nods to the garment he's holding, his tone of voice is still sweet towards you, while he helps you put it on. As his hands guide the ring of fabric around your head, he gently strokes your hair and then your cheeks which immediately catch fire. He seems equally affected by the light touch, a light shade of pink tinge his cheeks. You look into his eyes, scanning carefully for any shift in his expressions. Unexpectedly, Jin lifts his hand, bringing it to your cheek again, this time to stroke it on purpose. His touch is delicate, almost imperceptible, uncertain, but there must be something magnetic in all of this, because he can't explain this so sudden attraction, this desire to touch your skin. His gaze travels from his hand on your cheek to your eyes, your gazes lock and in response you feel the need to press your cheek into his hand more firmly. "Jin-" You pronounce his name for some strange reason, in a thin voice. Your eyes close, a strange relief washes down your chest as you savor the sweet sensation of his hand on your face. There is something surreal in the air, an indescribable atmosphere.
Up until a few minutes ago you were laughing and joking preparing pizzas, the shift was sudden but natural, you feel your body drawn to his as if they've been wanting to collide with each other for too long. One caress that has only brought down an invisible barrier, the blown fuse that triggered all this.
His thumb gently rubs the apple of your cheek and one of your hands wraps around his, you don't want this moment to end, you can almost feel the warmth of your own cheeks through his hand, but you don't care, something has finally been released, and you just want to immerse yourself in it. You open your eyes to find Jin with his lip clamped between his teeth, an inner struggle can be seen in his eyes. But when he releases his lip to run his tongue over it, the uncertainty that seemed to swirl in his eyes seems to stop. A silent invitation to finally let yourself go into what you so desire right now. And so you do. You let go completely, thrusting yourself forward as you grip his clothes tightly, bringing your lips to his. He automatically moves his hand to the back of your neck letting it rest there as he wraps his other arm around your waist. And just like that, simultaneously, your bodies collide, yielding to the magnetism they feel. This moment seems to last forever and the flash of an instant at the same time. Enveloped in his arms, his soft plump lips on yours and the gentle grazing of his fingers along the back of your neck. You could live off of this, a long-dreamed-of moment finally savored. You thought it could only happen in your mind, in your night dreams and instead, here you are. Jin tightens his grip, his lips momentarily detach from yours to look at you and if a moment before your lips seemed to attract at the same time, the ardor inside him seems to take over, kissing you fervently as he deepens the kiss. You tilt your head to give him more access, allowing him to savor you as he desires. When your tongues caress and swirl together, you moans softly into his mouth and in response he wraps you around more firmly, if only he could make your bodies one, here and now, he would.
A sudden sound breaks the magic of the moment.
You start, returning to your senses, breaking the feverish kiss. Apparently the boys are early to start the hangout. Even though your lips and tongues have been forced to stop their dance, your bodies remain wrapped around each other for a while longer. "I'm gonna kill the boysâI swear." You sigh as you try to catch your breath. With your heart still beating hard. Jin laughs, the sound of his laughter echoing in your chest, causing you to giggle as a result. When you look into his eyes again, his gaze is still the same, perhaps⊠Clearer? You couldn't decipher it, until now. It mirrors yours, a gaze with growing affection and longing, something more than what you believed he felt for you. "Well I guess the sauce got burnt," He states between breaths, "I can already hear Namjoon's voice," he said as he hesitantly let go of your body heat. "You only had one job!" he recited in his usual dramatic way, imitating Joon's voice. You giggle again, approaching the interphone. Jin walks towards the sauce to try to recover the recoverable. "Seriously though, if he kills me tonight, just know it was worth it." Even though he says it in his usual joking way, you know there is much more to it and his kiss was the purest demonstration.
When you turn back to him you smile at him and he smiles back, making your heart beat almost faster than before.
THIS WAS SO HOT OMFGđł this made me so fucking flustered but the smut was đ€€đ€€đ€€ I can't wait for part 2!!
Teacherâs Pet (Part 1)
âif I pass this quiz, will you give me your babies?â
little body, big heart masterlist
teacher!seokjin x student!reader - smut, fluff, angst, humour
Word count: 15.9k+
Summary - Peach sets her sights on her new Food and Nutrition teacher, and enlists the help of her friends to seduce himâŠ
Warnings - bad language, mention of drugs and alcohol, teacher x student, age difference, oral sex (m and f receiving), cock-warming (but in her mouth lol), public sex (maybe, idk lol), fingering, degradation, underwear sniffing (lmaooo), gagging, pussy slapping, âsirâ, I think thatâs it, lmk if Iâve missed anything pls
a/n: the first instalment of the âlittle body, big heartâ series !! unedited as usual lmao but I hope yâall like this, and lmk if you wanna be added to the masterlist x
taglist: @jintendoswitchâ @atulipandaroseâ
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This was so cuteeejfodjfjd PLEASE I WANT SOMEONE TO DO CUTE SHIT WITH ME LIKE THATđđ
serenata | ksj
⣠pairing: seokjin x hispanic!reader
⣠genre: college!au; fluff; crack
⣠word count: 5.2k
⣠warnings: some mild cursing | PG-13
⣠summary: How to woo the pretty Hispanic girl from your anthropology class? Well, serenade her with mariachis of course!
⣠song recs: cielito lindo - ana gabriel // poco loco - coco ost // iâm yours - jason mraz
⣠notes: this is for @ficswithluvââs Luv Library!! iâm soooo happy to have participated in this amazing project, and i recommend you read the rest of the fics from this collab :)) there are some amazing authors in here
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