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i am so over this uni bullhooey.

preliminary assignments more like

I don’t wanna do this anymore

I just ugggggggggggghhh

An Au where soulmates are attached but physically so they get one another’s scars or injuries with more amount of pain then when it was given.

Like if A got a cut, B would get the same cut but with more pain then when A got it.

Kai opened the door at ass crack in the night, although he was already awake icing a new bruise on his leg, glaring at who was pounding at the door.

“I swear to god, you wake Minho up, i’m gonna-“ Juyo stood on the other side of the door instead of Hyunjin like usual, arms crossing as he glared at the older. “Juyo, why are you here?!” He whispered and hesitantly pulled him into the dorm.

Juyo was- Is Felix’s partner. The kids weren’t as shocked as Felix thought they would be when he said he had a boyfriend after the dating ban.

“I came to get Felix.” “Why? You shouldn’t even be here.” “Why? The dating ban is over right? That’s what Felix said.” “Well, yes, but he doesn’t want to out what his preferences in a partner is yet. He has already announced that he has a partner though.” “So, he doesn’t want his fans to know he’s gay?” “Where do you want to take him. Wait, what am I saying? It’s three am, you can’t take him anywhere.”

“Kai, we’re trying to sleep!” I turn, getting ready to apologize to Minho when I see Felix in a hoodie and oversized pj pants…he has my clothes again.

“What are you wearing?” “Pajamas. Juyo what’s wrong?” “I’m here for you. Y’know, three am park sneak out.”

Felix was too late in shutting Juyo up and cringed, hiding his face in his hands. “Lee Yongbok, I swear if you have snuck out before I will not hesitate to bring Chan into this.” “No! Kai, please! I’m sorry.” “Really?” “J-Just, Can I go just this last time?” He really shouldn’t but he couldn’t resist the shine in Felix’s eyes.

“One more time. This is it, got it Lix?” He nods and slides his shoes on and leaves with a hat in hand.

He stares at the door until a groggy voice made him jump. “You let him go, didn’t you?” He turns to find a sleepy Minho, his hair mussed up. “Y-yeah.” “When are you gonna tell Chan? Or better yet, JYP?” “I can’t do that to Felix…” “Kai it’s even worse that your not doing anything to save-“

Suddenly Kai is holding the side of his face with a groan and then falling to the floor with a pained yelp grabbing his stomach. “Not again…” He rasps. “Hyung, what’s going on?” Han comes out and rushes over when he sees one male on the floor and the other rubbing his back.

“Whoever my soulmate is with is either into boxing, likes getting into fights, or has an abusive partner…” Kai mumbled as he staggered up to his elbows and knees.

When he looked up, Han gasps as he reaches up and soft touched the side of his face. “You’re not kidding.” “I was icing my leg before Juyo came over cause of a bruise on my leg.”

“F-Felix had a bruise on his leg…he said he slipped on a stair case after practice one day.” Jeongin mutters as he shuffles in with an ice pack.

Kai held it to his face as he lifted up his shirt, a light bruise already starting to form. “I feel bad for them. I want to save them.” “You don’t know who they are.” “Judging by the fact I literally had to opted out of a Studio Shoom filming a couple weeks ago because I could barely get out of bed with a giant bruise on my hip, i think I have at least a right to wanting to save them.”

Minho helped him stand and helped him put stuff on the bruise. He helped him into his bed since Kai asked and then left, saying he needed to use the bathroom but really he waited for Felix.

Minho made the connection a while ago that Felix was Kai’s Soulmate. He was gonna let them figure it out but after seeing Kai go through Felix’s pain, he was done with it. He let Kai be though, he’d tell him later.

When Felix returned an hour later with his hat over his eyes. “Yongbok.” He jumped and turned to the couch. “What is it with you guys using that name.”

“I know Juyo is hitting you and if it wasn’t so late, I would be going to JYP right now.” “How’d you know…?” He asks after a moment of silence. “You’re hurting Kai.”

Felix looks surprised and Minho finally sees the red mark on his cheek. He knew about two months after being with Juyo that he wasn’t Felix’s soulmate as the clumsy marks no long showed up on Juyo.

“I-It’s Kai?” “Yes. An hour ago, a few minutes after you left, Kai was grumbling to the ground holding his stomach.” “H-He could’ve had a cramp?” Minho glared at Felix, not approving the naivety and took a step towards the younger to pull up his hoodie. “M-Minho, what are you-“

He tried to step away but stopped when Minho got his hoodie out of his grasp and pulled it up. A red mark was already starting to bruise on Felix’s abdomen, the same place on Kai.

“Felix, get out of your head and dump Juyo.” “I can’t.” “YONGBOK! Get it through your thick skull!! You’re hurting a fellow member by not leaving him. Felix, don’t you remember?” He drops his hoodie and steps back. “What?” “Soulmates get almost twice the amount of pain from they’re other half. He crumbled to the ground.”

It hit Felix then. “I get it…” “Then fix it.” He went to walk back to his room to join Kai when Felix stopped him “I can’t. He-“ The brunette turned back and waited. “He what?” he asked when Felix didn’t reply.

“H-He threatened to out me. To Stay and the public. He wants everyone, the fans, to know that I’m taken but I-I’m not ready…”

Fic 1

May 13, 2023

Saturday

8:11

Sorry that it’s a cliffhanger but I thought ending it like this was fun.

Sorry for the unexpected disappearance I'll have art out tomorrow or the next day but I'm probs not gonna do much today cause I feel like shit

created a new side blog thing and then immediately proceeded to post shit there for this blog and I can't stop :/

gosh darn brain rat won't let me stop and remember things ever

An au is forming

The boys will NOT have a good time

And I'm very happy about that :>

Kicking my feet rn cuz I just got a burst of motivation

Working on new designs for the whole Frog House :>

JUST REALIZING I NEVER SHOWED MY ORIGINAL MATT, PUFFER AND DROID DESIGNS DID I-

Welll not officially at least, ik I put Matt and Puffer in those index card drawings but wow I forgot to actually post them on their own

Oops

Yall

I have done it

I've drawn them all >:D

Here's some closeups for the individual boys:

I love this so much

More art coming soon!

Coming Soon...

Frog Dad Matt

FROG DAD HAS ARRIVED

(Pose insp: mellon_soup on Pinterest)

Here are each of his frog sons close up:

Individual pics below the cut:

Soooo

First whole fic is completed

SOOOOOO here's a sneak peek before I post it in a few days!

In the weeks that followed the US lockdown, Smitty and Matt began to worry.

A lot.

As anyone would when almost all of their friends were stuck in a place filled with a deadly virus. A virus that reanimates people into mindless monsters—zombies, rather—with no known cure: only a hindrance.

Within the first weeks of the outbreak, vaccines were issued out to the US’ adjacent counties. All the while, the military in all three areas prepared for search and rescue teams to go and bring people out of the lockdown zone.

All Smitty and Matt would have to do was get their vaccines and wait for their friends to come to them.

Easy plan, right?

But a virus doesn’t just stay in one stage for all its life. It evolves. It changes and with no cure or remedy in the country, it grows stronger. And that's just what it did. Infecting people faster. Making it impossible to get to many places.

So after a few weeks, the government announced that there would be a set number of evacuations. Only four.

Once every month, soldiers would go in squads trying to secure some parts of the states. They would give themselves six days total to get everybody they could and return to their designated countries.

Four chances for everybody who could get out to get out.

During this graceless period between every trip, full of paranoia and sleepless waiting, Smitty and Matt spent more and more time together. Smitty had come to expect it now—his friend’s sporadic intrusions to his house. Stress takes a toll on anyone and, though Matt didn’t always show it, he needed a friend to ground him as much as Smitty did.

But this specific visit, Smitty was counting on. He hoped for it.

He sat on his couch, refreshing the Twitch page over and over on his television.

In a normal, non-infected world, one or two refreshes would soon bring up a stream of one of his friends, usually Puffer. And just tuning in to watch a few minutes of it would quell the noise in Smitty’s head.

But there surely wasn’t any internet in the US. Puffer wasn’t streaming today, he probably wasn’t even near a computer. Nor was John, Grizzy, Pezzy, Droid, and the rest of the boys.

He couldn’t contact any of them.

And not being able to contact John in particular worried him the most.

The last person he had called was John. Or rather, the last person that called him. John was panicked, his house surrounded, and decided to call Smitty in what may have been his final moments.

He doesn’t know what happened to John after that, only remembering the sound of glass breaking and something, possibly someone, tumbling to the floor.

Smitty had faith in his other friends—Pezzy, Puffer, Droid and Grizzy. They at least all lived together, so they could protect one another.

But John lived alone.

So Smitty, as much as he wanted to believe in John, had his doubts.

And on the Reunion days—the days after every refugee had been cured and looked over, and the people were free to come and see them—all his anxiety would boil over. His mind would flood with what-ifs and why-nots in the event that he found nobody.

What if none of them made it? What if John didn’t make it?

What if they couldn't evacuate more people?

To the point where after just one of those visits, he had a breakdown on the car ride home, and Matt decided it was best if he didn’t come with anymore.

So Matt went alone, and Smitty would stay at home waiting for him.

Like he was doing now. Festering in his own worry, til his buddy finally came through the door.

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And that's all you get for now! I'll make another post when the first chapter is actually posted, but I hope this was an okay start!

Working on the next fic

Finished the first scene online, but I decided to switch it up and write the first draft of the rest on paper

It's about 7 pages so we'll see how it goes when I try to edit it/type it up in the document

OH YEAH!

ALSO......

(Disregard the typo, its fixed on ao3 i promise)

CHAPTER ONE IS POSTED BABYYY

Find it from looking up my user (xann_is_gone) or just go to the 'SMii7Y (Video Blogging RPF)' tag and it'll be one of the top ones.

I'm hoping you guys like how it goes, I love everything about it so far

AUGHRJRJRRRR AUAUGGGHHHHHH UYAGGGGGUUUUUUUUUUEHGGGGGHAHUUUUGGGHHHUUUUUUUUUUYUUYUUUUYUUYUUYYYHHUUU MBLAHRRVH BRO I'M A LESBIAN AND THIS IS GROSSING ME OUT WHAT SJBWHAKAKANANANUUUUUUUUUUU

eat a pussy.

Razzle Dazzle Web Comic

So, Raz has been a lifelong character of mine, who has gone under some serious developments and changes. I’ve always wanted to make comics with him, but these two pages were written nearly 2 years ago. I just decided to finish them up and upload them.

I plan on continuing, but more as like a “practice comic”. So the style may change a lot, or even the colors, or what have you. Don’t expect it to be a weekly thing either, just whenever I have time for it...

However, I do hope you enjoy!

Dracaine.redbubble.com

HEY! No sure my last post actually worked, so I decided to make a new, better one haha. I have officially opened up shop on REDbubble! I have several original works and lots of fanart! It’s cool, because it allows artwork to be printed on shirts or pillows or mugs... or just printed out as pictures! Even if you don’t have money right now, a like and a follow would be much appreciated ^^

Check out the above link, or go to the site and search “Dracaine” or “Brianna Blosch”. In y shop, there’s a tab at the top that says “Explore Designs”. Make sure to click that to see all my illustrations! Then you can view the ones you like and see what type of merchandise you can get it on...

There is still a lot of stuff to finish up which hasn’t been posted yet... so be sure to check in frequently to see what new things there are in store! Thanks guys!