Black Chubby Girl - Tumblr Posts

Usually don’t take selfies, but for some reason, today I felt like putting on makeup and putting in my contacts.

Anal...ass in pain...

I know this is really personal and most don’t want to see this but....I’ve experienced anal with my boyfriend today. Felt good but hurt like hell at first. Now my ass is sore....

Is it bad that when you tell people your feelings, you don’t want advice? You just want someone to hold you and say it’s gonna be okay? That’s what I want but no one is gonna give it to me. They say it’s gonna make you stronger but all that advice tells me is what I’m not good at. I just want someone to tell me it’s gonna be okay and hold me, I’ll feel so much better if I got that rather than empathy. Sympathy works for me because I never got it. My family never held me and told me it was gonna okay, they would advise me then say it would be okay but no hug, no kiss, nothing....can I get just a little bit of sympathy every once in a while?

A thought just occurred to me. The only anime character that doesn’t have bulging muscles and has beyond human strength that can pick my chubby ass up with ease is Shizuo Heiwajima from Durarara.