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Ava when I catch you. Ava when I catch you.

YOU HAVE CAUSE ME GREAT PAIN THANK YOU FOR THAT (　；∀；)

Death isn't quite as Jason imagined. He had pictured it in his head decades ago: his bed was surrounded by his children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren. Piper was there as well, looking as beautiful as the day he met her.

'You can let go now, Jason. It's okay,' she said softly. He didn't need her charmspeak to convince him that it was okay to let go; he knew it was. And so, he did.

Except this was a vision. A vision that shattered decades ago. Piper wasn't his wife, and he was no one's husband. On his death bed, there was no wife. But there was someone else’s husband.

"You can let go now, Jason. It's okay," Nico whispered to him, his cold, delicate fingers brushing against his cheeks. He looked as beautiful and as youthful as ever - but of course he did; he was immortal now.

"I'm afraid," Jason admitted, trembling bony hands clasping Nico's. "I'm afraid to go."

He wasn't afraid of death, no. He was afraid of his judgement.

"You're going to Elysium, I promise. You won't lose your memories." Because that was Jason’s only fear - losing his memories of this lifetime. "I'll be with you. Every step of the way."

It wasn't the reassurance that he was going to Elysium that made it easier to let go. It was the promise that Nico would be with him that convinced him to let go.

As Nico coaxed him to his eternal sleep, Jason continued to stare at his beautiful face for as long as he could. 'You can let go,' Nico said. Indeed, he could let go now. Of his life. Of his love.

So I was listening to Idol by YOASOBI which you should totally give a listen to if you haven’t already. Anyways I thought about that Nion AU where Nico’s like a popstar/famous singer and I had this like vision of him singing this song. But as nice as the song is the lyrics are really good due to the fact it’s actually saying the truth of the entertainment industry. That or I’m reading into the lyrics wrong.