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What do you choose sweetie ?
my first fic seem not as bad that I thought, I keep correcting my mistakes but I’m asking myself about posting again or nooooo💌 I can also accept request because I will practically write those fics about idol!au so if you have any suggestions, share me about it 🤍
ps: you can also ask questions to the couple (ask Jungkook or oc)
Summary : when you find the stress overwhelming your head, but also your heart..
warning ! : some angst, comfort, oc being anxious about herself/work, fluff (jk always so sweet) ref to actual jk (actually inspired about real personality of him) oc crying 😭 professor are the worst (talk from experience) cuteeeee jk 💗 ref to heart problems?
a/n : idk if you noticed but actually jk in my fic are inspired from some points that Jungkook did so don’t get surprised if you recognize some points, Low english sorry, love 💕 ya all!!
Walking on the ground might take you more effort that you might though, maybe because your heart is way too heavy to support. You lost your voice by your pain. you know, the feeling of being that sad that you can’t even cry about it, that sad that you asking help inside your head for any rescue, that sad that you wished you didn’t care..
Your head in front of the apartment where you and your boyfriend lived, inside of you, you want to go, you don’t want to confront him with the heart heavy, either with your eyes about to cry. Why? Why am I always getting what I don’t deserve, why do I have always my heart reaching out at the sight of a paper sheet, it doesn’t worth it, is it? I try to laugh about it, tears hidden in my eyes.
it might sound stupid, it might sound little for some, even you find it ridiculous, but you’re cursed with this pain when your heart will always lose his rhythm at the sight of the number, you will always spend your sweet tears on a paper sheet..Most of the time, you wish you didn’t care…
As biting your bottom lip, you enter in the appartement, low steps toward the bedroom. Putting your bag beside, you wondered where was he as sudden-
“___! Baby!”
His voice make you warm your pained heart, who can’t still re-found his actual cardiac rhythm. Trying to look as “good being” as possible, you go to the room where he was, not trusting your vocals cords for speaking without letting out a shake. “ Hey babe, where’s you been? I missed you so much, you know?”
you enter without given eye contact by fear that he might see your teary eyes
“ I was in classes, doing my work and all, I’ll go wash before I will rest okay? “ you try to don’t talk much, if there’s more confrontation, you think might cry the Pacific Ocean.
“ babyy, is it how you say hello to me now? I thought we always kissed when we see each other, I missed you so much when I was gone “
He was right, during his promotions with his new album, he was so busy, understandable that he want to spend at least some time with his beloved. there’s where you felt tears coming, your heart beating faster and faster that he might do a heart attack, you could handle it anymore..
With a quick mouvement, you hugged his chest hidden your face for being sure he don’t see you, why would you make him sad just because you are ?
“ i was just tired, this day was- “ you let out a shaky voice, hiding it by coughing « so tired »
“___, you okay my baby?”
“ yes, why? I told you Jungkook I’m just tired” you tell softly as not look at his face. His arms holding you with so much safe that it might holding you afar from the rough reality
“ so why you don’t look at me, is there happen something?”
that was the signal, the signal to your heart for letting your tears fall into your cheeks. You let out a cry as trying to calm it
“___ what’s wrong? Are you crying?´ he says with a worry in his tone, saying you cry might be one of the hurtful thing that he can confront, breaking his heart. He cups your face with his soft hands
« Jungkook..i was -» you hiccup your next words, it’s silly « I was doing my last exam of the session and I felt so anxious so I didn’t had the time to finish and » you cry even more at the thought, why is it so silly, you thought « the teacher was so mean and I told him if he could give me at least five minutes more but he didn’t and I will fail it because obviously I’m just good to nothing » you sob the last words with a pain in your heart, you know it isn’t a big deal, at least not the end of the world but you worked so hard on it and it’s only because you felt your heart beating fast that you didn’t had the time, you wished he gives you at least two minutes, but you know it wouldn’t be fair…
Jungkook look at you sadly, holding you with such a tight grip « good to nothing!? ___, you are amazing and god knows how much I’m the proudest person when I’m around you. You didn’t finish? Who cares? It’s not your fault, you had a heart problem baby please think about that. It hurt me even more knowing that your health might be affected just because some dumb head can’t see your talent. Don’t spend your beautiful tears to them
« but- but the teacher didn’t let me finish when I almost complete it and he saw that I was pained and-» you sobbed in his strong chest as holding him tight
« shhh baby don’t cry, it’s just one exam, even if it’s the last final exam, what can you do about it? And I’m pretty sure you succeed the others one, even if you didn’t, I’m still proud because I know how it matter to you, so please baby, don’t let them put you down »
you looked at him with puffy eyes as tears fall « I can feel my heart breaking into millions of pieces »
« me too » he looked at you with soft eyes as caressing your cheeks with a tenderness
« he was so mean, I hate him » pout sadly as wiping your tears who fall continuously. it’s what make Jungkook laugh, putting your head on his neck « I love you, you’re so precious »
« yah! Are you laughing at me? » hit his chest with a smack, he wiped your tears as imitating your crying state face with his « you definitely want my hand in your face, don’t you »
“ hitting me? When I’m being all sweet? ___ is so mean” he fake crying as putting his bottom lips in evidence. It’s crazy how his self could wipe your tears without touching them, healing your heart without knowing it. Since the time where the doctor said that you should stress less because it can make heart problems, you started thinking about opportunities to healing from that. Taking medicines, asthma pump and even meditation, but who will guess that your only loyal medicine is just in front of you, holding you with his arms and make you smile with his antics, something that you could never, ever get enough of it.
“ I love you “ say with a raspy, grumpy voice due to your coughing and crying
“I love you too “ imitating your voice as kissing all your face with lovely peck
“you really wanted to annoy me? Don’t I look sad enough for you” you joked it about it “ but babyy, I’m trying to make you laugh, and you don’t even smile a bit, I’m hurt actually”
Kissing his nose and cheek as saying “ oh my Jungkook want to be funny? So try to comfort me instead, I might fail the exam” say in a stern tone as hiding a small smile, he definitely succeeded it
“let’s drink and eat for comforting your estomac too” he says with a tender voice as holding you close
« im not hungry… » you say as warping your tears on your cheeks away.
« you sure? Is it because of the situation?___, don’t let that affect you… » he said that with a serious tone, also worried.
« i feel tired right now, maybe I will rest and eat later, now I just want to peace out my mind from this shit »
« if it’s what you want, but promise me you will eat later, and don’t skip it, got it? » he scolds you softly with an once of playfully voice.
his behaviour made you laugh, he can’t be real, can he? All of this make you think that you should don’t care about details that much, because sadly, it will became a slow killer of your health..
« can we sleep together? »you ask softly as leaning at him « of course, im sleepy » he said it with his American accent, our Jungkook come better at this, you though.
« if you snore too loud I will kick you out thought » you did with a once of joke
« aish, you still can’t handle it with all this time of dating? I though you were resistant »
« the couch is resistant too, you know? » you said as leaning to the bed
“sorry, baby, i will stop. I want to still sleep with you” “so behave” is it crazy that a big boy like him is on his toes for you, you can’t be that lucky, huh?
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a/n : a little December gift for you, I know it’s been so long, sorry bby, hope you will like it. If you ever feel the way oc felt, here’s a bit of comfort for you <3333
do not copy, translate pls