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Why do I have moments where when someone says my name, and I *know* its my name but theres an undeniable feeling of “thats not my name” but if its not my name, then what is? I also have moments where I look at myself in videos and pictures and I literally dont recognize that as *me* and the only reason I know its me is because ive seen myself in a mirror and nobody else in that memory was wearing those clothes with that haircut. Like, i know why i wouldnt recognize my voice, but why dont i regognize myself at all???
How do I get more visibility for my fanfic writing? I don't like having a bunch of social media but I want to share. I post on ao3 and average 20 kudos per fic. I just posted my 20th fic last night. It makes me upset that the larger fics get more views and kudos because they're popular. If you're seeing this, feel free to check out my fics. I write for a few fandoms, I kinda float between writing for Miraculous Ladybug, Hazbin Hotel, Violet Evergarden, Little Witch Academia, and Red White and Royal Blue.
Main pairings(they're constantly changing)
Gabriel Agreste/Nathalie Sancoeur
Nathalie Sancoeur/Amélie Graham de Vanily
Alastor x Lucifer
Dietfried Bougainvillea x Claudia Hodgins
Chariot du Nord x Croix Meridies
Alex Claremont-Diaz x HRH Prince Henry
My name on ao3 is koi_is_a_crackhead_lesbian
Maybe I need to stop wanting to do Something with my life and start doing little things
Maybe the need to accomplish something big to make my life meaningful stops me to actually have a meaningful life
Maybe I don't need to to something big to exist, maybe I just need to exist in all the little thing that make my life different from another
Maybe it's okay to have weeks in which I do nothing or is it?
Maybe I'm not giving enough of myself in the Something I want to accomplish
But how can I, when I don't even know what this Something is
Is it wrong to wait?
Should I try more or less?
If anyone have any answers, because I don't