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I hate when I drink all of my drink and there's no drink left. What the fuckkkkkkk. #sickandtwisted
dreams are insaaaane. every night theres a chance ill experience some sort of delight or horror that has the chance to color the entire next day. and it doesnt even require a monthly subscription
I need to get fucked soon I need to get fucked soon and I need it to be ROUGH and MEAN and PAINFUL and I really hope I CRY
i will unfriend, uncousin, uncoworker, unfollow, unfamily, a draining soul real quick lol
healing isn’t linear, yes, but how long do i have to keep feeling a pinch in my heart at the mention of his name, seeing his name still on top of my contacts list, feeling anxiety bubbling within me when someone mentions his name, and dreading going to places we used to go to - some i considered my safe havens - in fear of crossing paths with him? it’s really so unfair how much he altered my life forever yet to him, i was just another notch on his belt. man, i just wanna get over this dude already :( but it’s so hard when he’s someone i used to genuinely loved, cared for, and rooted for so deeply.
do you guys have any similar stories like mine? i would love to read all about it and perhaps gain some insights and advice on how to completely surrender the what ifs with a person you loved wholeheartedly.
Hate when websites are like "We see you have adblock. Will you turn it off..For Us? 🥺" Like stop being desperate I am married to ublock origin
one day, i’ll write our story as a release from the what ifs.
healing isn’t linear, yes, but how long do i have to keep feeling a pinch in my heart at the mention of his name, seeing his name still on top of my contacts list, feeling anxiety bubbling within me when someone mentions his name, and dreading going to places we used to go to - some i considered my safe havens - in fear of crossing paths with him? it’s really so unfair how much he altered my life forever yet to him, i was just another notch on his belt. man, i just wanna get over this dude already :( but it’s so hard when he’s someone i used to genuinely loved, cared for, and rooted for so deeply.
do you guys have any similar stories like mine? i would love to read all about it and perhaps gain some insights and advice on how to completely surrender the what ifs with a person you loved wholeheartedly.
Zionists in Music is doing a protest to fight against zionists in the music industry. The protest will be happening on May 18th in New York City and it's to call out the three biggest music companies (UMG, Warner Music Group, Sony) and for them to divest from zionism.
i am trying my absolute best not to text you but it's so hard when you felt like a blanket after years of cold
thoughts on you pt.1
We never dated, but I can't get over you. I think about you every night time, every time someone else tries to hold me. I've gotten over 2 years relationships quicker than this, and I don't know what it is about you, about us, maybe it was the fact that we never gotten an opportunity to be as great as I know we could be, but god, I cannot stop thinking about you. The only way I'd be able to is if we tried and it didn't work, because then I'd know for sure, but right now I don't, so..
I'm heartbroken from someone who never even owned my heart.
soft sex and groping and moaning and heavy breathing and making out and humping and clawing and whining and
you do not miss them btw. you miss the version of them you created in your head to which they never lived up to
i hope that college boy who tracked taylor’s carbon emissions is having a good day
one thing i hate about ttpd is how misleading it's been since the title was announced
'here's the title of my new album, it's gonna be all tortured poetry, emily dickinson, virginia woolf and dead poets society! basically folkore 2.0'... 'look at the album over! it's a sexy sad girl album'... 'turns about it's an album about grief and all of my variants represent the stages!'... 'listen to my playlists! it's gonna be a joe alwyn bashing album and i never meant anything i wrote about him before'... 'turns out it's actually a cringy matty healy centered album'... 'i added ttpd to my tour so you can listen to fEmALe RaGe: tHe mUsiCaL live!'...
it's actually literally none of these things
i “dyed” my hair for the first time today and chose brown as a safe color since, again, it’s my first time and i don’t see the difference!!!!!!! this is clearly on me tho. maybe i should have chosen the lighter shade of brown!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!