And If I Were Way More Like Them And Way Less Like Me Maybe I Could Have Been Happy - Tumblr Posts

and if I knew any better then I never would've left you and if I knew any better then I never would have listened to them and if I knew any better than I would not have looked so broken in daylight and if I knew any better they wouldn't look so bloodstained in the night and if I knew any better I would never have displeased you so seriously again and if I knew any better maybe you could have still looked at me with happiness in your eyes and if I knew any better maybe I wouldn't be suffering this much and if you didn't hate me maybe I'd be happier and if they weren't so fucking cruel maybe I could have been happy and if I were way more like them and way less like me maybe I could have been happy and maybe I would just be sad and maybe I would just mourn this state of unhappiness and unfeeling and disrememberance inanimate insanity ii suitcase