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Winter - After long days

Basically a hurt/comfort scenario for a friend out there (if you’re reading this, I hope you will but anyways, I love you <3)

boyyy I was planning to make it short and stuff but guess it didn’t turn out like I planned once again😭

I don’t see that much aespa content out there so enjoy😼

Requested : Yes but no at the same time

word count : 5,5k

Warnings : mentions of not eating, anxiety, brief mentions of bad relationships with parents, insecurities

Disclaimer : This story may contain themes that could suggest it is about suicide but it’s not, the reader is simply too exhausted to continue going through the day, there is no clear mentions of un-alivement because this is not what this story is about, hope this makes sense ! 

Let’s get started I guess 

Summary : When she’s away, all days become to resemble each other, same routine, same people you see on your way to university, continuous arguments with your parents and not an ounce of break for your tired mind

That’s when you stop paying attention to what happens, letting days pass by just like a count down, waiting for your time to come if she were to not be there for you when you felt down

All you wanted was for her to message you back, but strangely, it’s like it wasn’t meant to happen, being on tour made her busy, so busy that it seemed to erase your existence

Today has been a long day, a day where you realized you were mistaken about your girlfriend, so much going on your mind you had forgotten futile details that were actually meant to be important

Outside, away from reality, unable to escape image of her haunting your mind, you felt so tired, way too exhausted to even stand there, your body itself started to give up, maybe you were meant to fall just now

If only she was there

A day

“a period of twenty-four hours as a unit of time, reckoned from one midnight to the next, corresponding to a rotation of the earth on its axis”

is its literal definition, 

Common knowledge that is you would say, we use that unit on a daily basis and in basic writing, like what was written down just now, we live through days without really realizing if you think about it for a second

Who goes around and questions themselves about what defines a day ?

Is a day when you finally go to sleep after exhausting yourself for hours ?

Or is a day a work shift being yelled at by clients ?

Or maybe the length of a day depends on how many classes you have ?

When life goes on, no one actually takes the time to lay down and reflect on time that passed until that very moment. Do we notice the world around us when we wake up ? Things we used to once find relevant are now perfectly embedded in our usual routine, so much that we start forgetting about stuff that’s supposed to make us happy. Every day feels like a Monday, waking up to work until time says it’s time to get back to resting, life is dictated by time, it’s something everyone has always agreed on no ?

Yet time seems to be out of place when you’re with her

Days become unique, different, out of the ordinary 

There’s those butterflies in your stomach when your alarm rings in the morning, knowing well you’ll get to see her face

Or if only it were to be that simple

Yes she’s an idol, her coming back home late when you stay at her place is what you’re used to, when her gentle cuddles wake you up near midnight, or when she leaves early and barely has time to make it up to you after her schedule kept her away so long. It does get hard to be unable to hold her hand and keep her close constantly, sometimes you do ask yourself how would it be to date someone that was more available for you. You know well she isn’t doing this out of hatred towards you, in facts, she has no control whatsoever, but the sudden sadness that seems to be rip your heart out of your chest when she’s not around is heart breaking enough to get you to question your life choices 

You wouldn’t trade her for anything in the world though, her and all her beautiful aspects, everything she does make your heart flutter. From her gentle touch to the caring words that come out of her mouth when she’s actually there, the love you share is stronger than the obstacles on your way. Deep down you know that life without her would be like a blank paper, a calendar with nothing written on it, identical days going on and on with nothing to say about them, sleepless nights in need of someone’s affection

Without her, life would be meaningless 

So in a way, maybe it is worth the wait, maybe the cries from when she can’t dry your tears or the fear of her absence when you’re not in her arms are worth all the happiness she brought you through the time you spent together. Because of her, because of the spark she brought to your eyes, because of how she makes your heart beat fasten whenever she passes by, because of the way she looks at you, because of how, even so rarely, she takes you out on dates. Because of all of these things, she gave a meaning to what you’re living, thanks to her, every morning means the start of something new, she broke the boring routine you used to follow to now follow her in a bunch of adventures, never knowing what’s going to happen, days become unique, they become different

She changed your life

And of course you couldn’t be more grateful

Yet these days you feel as if everything you've built together is starting to fall appart, maybe you overthink things too much, maybe the lack of sleep due to your intense studying is starting to drain the only little sense of logic in your brain away, maybe you’re too attached to someone who could probably live her life perfectly as an idol without you around, but then again, without her warmth around, you feel empty

She has been on tour for quite a while now, for about a month actually, a long month without her by your side, if barelly seeing her because of practice wasn’t enough, now you weren’t even sleeping in the same bed at night, there was nothing you wanted more right now than for her to pull you in her arms

The problem when someone you love too deeply is away is that your mind sort of loses it, impossible yet frightening scenarios about a potential break up between the two of you start rotting your miserable student life, and then takes over you. She’s the only one you have in mid, but since she’s away, it only becomes more painful to watch her on stage when she could be next to you, curled up in blankets with that signature smile of hers

Sigh

You know Minjeong has always been a very loving girlfriend, all the little attentions she does for you are enough to draw a smile on your face even if it was drenched in tears just a while before, she’s awesome, beautiful, charming, affectionate and all the typical qualities you would look for in someone but better. Needless to say, she’s the best thing that has ever happened to you

It’s just that these days, little things she does for you are starting to become less frequent, now replaced by stuff that bothers you. She’s probably not doing it on purpose, or hopefully so, however you miss the nights you would spend talking together and imagining the future, planning dates and cuddling together until you fell into dream land. Now, especially since she’s away, she barely texts you or updates you about what's going on, more often than not, her fans know how her life is going before you do, as if she was trying to detach herself from you

You tried to not make it too much of a big deal, telling yourself you were probably too demanding and clingy, explaining why she wanted a break, but you can’t help yourself to miss her, miss her so much that it hurts to see her everytime you open your phone, she could be out there, having “fun” with someone else and you'd learn it weeks later

Days strangely became boring again, since she’s not around, and you’re barely able to reach her, scared to be left on seen or get a cold response, you’d rather avoid your phone, meaning that a new routine took place again. Waking up on the cold mattress with no one to warm you up, taking a light breakfast and heading to university, attending classes, not talking to much people, avoiding calls from your family and trying to make it at the end of the day before falling asleep on that same bed and the cycle starts over

...

“Is that what I felt when we weren’t together ?” you asked yourself countless times, remembering the old weeks you used to spend alone, crying in the house of your parents and tired of feeling on the edge, not knowing when the downfall of your character will be

When days all repeat themselves, little details that may not seem bothersome can quickly become bigger problems, after all, if you have nothing else to pay attention to, your mind will automatically turn to negative thoughts, weather that make sense or not, and you have no real control over them. Because what’s the point of exhaustion yourself to be happy if you have no real reasons to be

Since she’s gone

Well of course, technically speaking, she isn’t

But her not being available is enough to affect you badly

When you wake up only to look at yourself in the mirror, disappointed of what you've become, depending on someone who won over your heart yet seems to have forgotten about it, comments from people around you that constantly question you about your love life which you never know what to answer

“I’m in love with someone who I’m in a committed relationship with but we barely talk and it’s weird to say I feel like she would look better with someone else but anyways moving on” kind of stuff you think out loud and mumble under your breath

Today could’ve been another regular day, exactly like yesterday, the day before and the whole last month actually, you probably would’ve liked that better if you had to be honest

But no, that wouldn’t be funny right ?

Today seemed like a disaster. No, no one died tragically and there wasn’t a tornado to take you or your family away, it was just a series of little things, individually inoffensive but in the end, enough to make you stumble over your own feet by how drained you are feeling

And again

No news of “winter”, the idol everyone seems to love

Of course you do too, but not in the same way as everyone sees her

“It’s nice and stuff to be pretty and have awesome vocal skills

Would be nice if she checked on her lover as well huh” you thought

...

This morning you woke up wincing in pain, groaning while holding your stomach and running to the nearest bathroom before staying there for a good 15 minutes, scared something would run out of your mouth, stuff you wouldn’t want to be stuck to clean afterwards

The cause of this ? You weren’t sure, but the way you were struggling to catch your breath and by the sweat on your forehead, you knew this was nothing positive

All of that woke your parents, it was around six in the morning, they were pretty unhappy of the noise you made, scolding you and telling you to be more responsible when it came to your health

“well good morning to you too I guess” you restrained yourself from saying

Since she was gone, you weren’t at her apartment alone and instead, lived with them with whom well, let’s say you didn’t have the best relationship

You went back to bed yet your eyes remained opened, unable to close them, you gave up on falling asleep for today, too bad if you were to doze off in class, at least it would be better than listening to the poor explanations of a teacher that didn’t want to be there 

In the corner of your eyes, you saw a light, it was your phone who opened by itself, apparently you had had a notification whatsoever. You first thought it was the bank or maybe your little sister wanting to tell you something random but no, it was from someone you knew not so well yet felt comfortable around

“Jimin.. why would she text me so early” You thought at the sight of your girlfriend’s best friend and leader, known as the charismatic and powerful Karina on stage and a pretty protective person considering the three girls she had to take care of, plus you, someone she had a lot of affection for 

Jimin :)

Hey y/n I was wondering how you are ?

Minjeong barely gave us news about you 

She seems concerned

Everything good out there ?

Were the notifications you saw

You didn’t feel like unlocking your phone and seeing her messages, it’s not that you didn’t want to talk, but you didn’t feel like opening your heart to someone that was close to who made you so vulnerable lately

As foolish as it was, you chose to ignore it, sitting at your desk instead and studying to avoid thinking of whatever your girlfriend had been telling, or not, to her friends

Time passed and you felt yourself getting awoken by your mother’s shouts, your head laying down on a science manual you swore you were reading a second before, the clock on the wall in front of you showed the time, almost eight, the time you usually go in the bus that takes you to university 

Quickly, while answering your mom so she would stop screaming, you picked up your stuff and ran out of the house on an empty stomach, scared to make yourself sick again, something you’d rather avoid in public. You would’ve want to stay home however you lacked the courage to fight with the authority figure above your head to let you sleep in

Making it on time, you climbed on your bus seat and sat there, your phone in your hands, headphones plugged in your ear, you were ready for the ride till class

As you closed your eyes, your breath in synch with the peaceful melody you were listening to, it finally came to an end, playing the next song in your playlist, a song that strangely, always brought your tears, maybe because of how lonely you had been feeling lately

Forever - By aespa

A cover they had made during the winter, you know, enough to warm My’s hearts, a cute mv and of course incredible vocals from them

Winter ?

Yeah Winter, The Winter, The Kim Minjeong, the one you fell for

Her voice was so calming, touching you directly in your heart, yet it was terrible for you, almost torture to hear again and again the words of love that came out of her mouth when she wasn’t even bothered by your state while she was on tour

You felt tired

And sick

But not the kind of sick that you go to the doctor for, that would probably just end up with laughs and fingers pointed at you

Here we’re talking about the kind of sickness that follows you for a long time, something you don’t necessarily pay attention to until it hits you harder than it should, something that not everyone suffers from, often coming from past experiences that turned out terrible, now resulting in a fear of being abandoned and unable to stay away from the only kind of love you’ve ever received

Yeah maybe dating an idol wasn’t the smartest decision

Just like that stupid rule says “never fall in love with idols”, you should’ve followed that instead of listening to your damn heart for the charming Minjeong who had confessed to you at that time, never you would’ve imagined yourself being so anxious by her absence that you were to throw up 

You sighed deeply before looking outside, wondering what your girlfriend is up to, if she was even thinking of you, did you ever cross her mind once in a while or was she too busy that she forgot she was the one who fell for you first ?

You missed her so much

You finally arrived at school, ready to attend your first class with your eyes barely opened and a fragile state of mind, you had no choice but to pay attention to the teacher’s words as much as you wanted to fall back asleep, considering the fact that exams were to come soon and if you didn’t want to be seen as a failure, you had to work hard, despite your poor health at the remaining time

The day could’ve went by normally, your first class was fine, tiring of course but easy enough for you to follow. Then came the break before your second class, where you tripped in the stairs, if the embarrassment wasn’t enough, the bruise on your knees was there to assure this day to be exhausting. During your second class everything went normally, not much interactions needed with others and lunch already came

You weren’t sure about eating because of your still sick stomach, you bought yourself food but the pain you felt made you forget about your poor lunch which you just left there, meaning you had to attend your next classes without any food in your body, since food wasn’t allowed in the classrooms

You had only one class left by now, the others had been going well, nothing could make this day shittier right ? Your bruised legs, that sensation that you could faint anytime soon and the tears you were holding due to the absence of your dear girlfriend, all of this was enough right ? Plus combined by the nice morning conversation you had with your parents who seemed to be pissed at you for no other reason that you weren’t doing well

Somehow, your day ended up being worst than you could imagine, when the teacher announced he would give back the exams you had done a while ago, you felt a jolt of adrenaline make your heart beat, anticipating the worst and thoughts flying across your mind due to the growing anxiety inside your chest. You were known as a good student, you weren’t particularly impressive in anything else but academically speaking you were recognized finally

Meaning that any little mistake done by you had 10 times more impact than on someone with average grades, you felt scared to disappoint, you were already done with feeling under pressure today, you didn’t need anything else

...

Not even passed the test

You could’ve went to the teacher and negotiate a better mark, or you could’ve blamed it on the context surrounding the day you had done this, hearing others screaming in joy while you were sitting there, tears barely rolling down your cheeks as you tried your best to hold your emotions in

You knew you had failed

Failed on so many levels

That day was about three weeks ago, another day similar to this one, a day where you felt lonely, a day where she wasn’t there, a day where you were feeling like giving up, a day that yes was different from the usual routine you kept complaining about but oh how you wished it would’ve stayed a boring day like the others

You weren’t able to concentrate at all, despite all your efforts

And now were the results

It wasn’t going to affect your year much, not even your average grades, yet the disappointed look in your teacher’s eyes and the thought of that same exact look in your parents’s gaze was enough to make you tremble

If only she was there

Oh right

Who knows if she would even pay attention to it

Between laughs filling the classroom, tear blurring your view, you saw a notification from another familiar person, then another, and another from someone else you knew

Aeri :0

Hey Y/n are you alright ??

It's been a long time since we've talked !

We all miss you a lot <3

Give us news soon !

...

“What.. ?”

...

Another one..

Ning :D

Y/nnnnn !!

Where did you go ???

Minjeong misses you so much she's all pouty lmfao

You should answer her messages !

We’re all worried :(

Hope you’re doing good !!

Talk to us Y/n

...

“Since when ??”

...

“Huh.. ? But she didn’t send me anything in the last few days.. if it’s not for a picture of the four of them standing with an award”

You look back at your phone and your conversation with your girlfriend

You gasp in surprise when you receive a bunch of texts at the same time, maybe a hundred or two..

And realize all your messages were not sending huh ?

“What the hell ??” you mumbled

That’s when something hit you, a conversation from not so long ago with your parents that you had completely forgotten, they had said a bunch of stuff but the one that just flashed in your mind is that they had mentioned cutting off the wifi because some work was being done in your shared house. They wanted to paint the walls with new colours and had to change some of the parts of the electricity system, meaning that to avoid a short circuit, they might had to turn it off for a while

That so explains the sudden change in Minjeong’s behaviour, why she went from texting you loads of messages everyday to nothing, as if she had forgotten about you, her messages were just not reaching your phone and yours weren’t reaching hers all because of that dumb stuff 

“but what about my cellular data plan.. ?” 

True, you had been able to text her from time to time and check news thanks to that, something you paid a lot for every month. However, there was a problem with it too, the company you were paying for your contract had been having business problems lately, meaning that your cellular data was going to be unstable until they would fix it properly

*ding*

a notification from the company

operator *********

Hello dear client, the problem has finally been fixed, thank you for being patient and accepting to continue your plan with xxxx .cie, sorry again for the bother, have a nice day.

You felt even more ashamed, thinking your girlfriend was leaving you when it was all your fault, you felt extremely ungrateful, and disgusting, you didn’t know what to say, or do

You felt exhausted, all of this combined plus the thought of your own lover being sad because of what you caused when in your head, you were blaming her, you felt tears running down your cheeks as you go out of the classroom, classes were finally over

It’s like today couldn’t even get worst, and strangely, you blamed all of it on yourself

You spent the bus ride reading all the kind stuff she had sent, not knowing how to answer

...

Love <3

Hey babyyyy !! 

I finally arrived at the hotel :)

there’s a big fluffy bed, wish you were there ;)

hehe I’m kidding

or maybe not

don’t mind meeee you just look cute under me🙄

...

or

...

Love <3 

Hey angel ?

Are you okay baby☹️ ?

I miss you so much :((

Life is boring when you’re not in my arms😩

...

or

...

Love <3

Baby look !!

I found a plushie that made me think of you oml :0

I bought it so I can imagine falling asleep with you next to me :))

Have a nice day cutie <3333

...

or even

...

Love <3

Hey love, I hope your studies are going well

I know you have a lot of work right now

I keep thinking about you

Please take care :(((

...

or lastly 

...

Love <3

Y/n ?

Y/n baby ?

I’m seriously getting worried..

Are you okay angel ?

I miss you so much

Please answer me

You know life without you is impossible

I need to see you soon

I promise I’ll be there

...

“I.. how could I fuck up this much..”

And these are just a few examples of what she had sent in the last few weeks you spent worrying

“what.. what did I do to deserve this..”

She was right there all along

What was going on

You felt so worried for her now

What if she had not been doing well since you weren’t answering

It made you feel even sicker 

“Well shit”

The bus ride went by while you weren’t even sure you could think properly, how were you going to deal with this situation ? You felt yourself getting overwhelmed once again, your stomach burning from nervousness, not butterflies but more like the feeling of being stabbed down there, making your breath hitch. You were tired enough today, barely able to keep your eyes open, and now you had to deal with this, something you believed you were the hurt one 

As you walked in your house, you knew you wouldn’t be able to handle talking to someone at that time, so you just notified your parents that you would go out for a walk, wanting to clear your mind. You ran outside as fast as possible, choosing to ignore whatever complaints they had to say about you, it was useless to try to listen to them as of right now

While walking, you started to feel weak, the combination of the guilt you had built up with basically no energy left in your body due to not sleeping much adding to the fact you didn’t even eat today, you didn’t even know where you were going or if you could make it home

You didn’t just feel lost

You were lost

You took out your phone and began to type an apology to Minjeong, wanting to make it up to her as much as you could, you were even expecting her to break up with you on the spot, you knew you had messed up. It wasn’t really your fault but you felt as if it was, if no one would take the blame, you knew you would have to take it yourself

You were already imagining yourself alone again, far away from her touch, and all of this because you had forgotten about something so futile at that moment yet that had such a great impact on your current state

Your bruised knees were hurting

Your poor head started to ache even worst than your heart

You stood there in the middle of an empty park, not knowing what was the right thing to do, it wasn’t even sadness or disappointment, it was worst, it felt as if you had failed your only purpose in life, you couldn’t even pass something so easy at school and now you had not been taking care of your lover

Because after all, when days become boring, you know you can’t help but pick on every little bad thing that happens, they all seem to kick you down, closer to the edge of a void you weren’t sure you could get yourself out of

Were you being dramatic ? Obviously looking at that from an outside point of view makes it easy for people to judge and make fun of your state, swollen eyes from the tears that watered your cheeks, and the conviction that you were destined to not be happy for the rest of your life

All of this because of little details

Another long day you thought this would be

But this time, nothing assured you you could get through it

Do you deserve to do so ?

Your vision started to become blurry, you felt your legs give up as you started to fall, time seemed to have stopped, as if the universe was trying to make this moment worst, you knew you had poor chances of waking up if your head was to hit the ground, however you had nothing to grip yourself to

...

Maybe it really was the end

Another long day that ended with your eyes closed

Unsure about tomorrow

However this time your head didn’t hit your pillow

It was to hit the cold sidewalk your feet were on

Today was enough

Or it was enough for today

Needless to say

It was time to say goodbye

Apologies for your foolishness were the last words you pronounced

Barely audible

“M-minjeong, I’m sorry, I don’t know what happened, but I love you..”

...

That’s when something held you, arms wrapped around your waist, a familiar scent being brought to your nose and lips you knew too well pressed against yours, you barely had time to recognize her that you were pulled in for a long and warm kiss, sending shivers down your spine as one of her hands massaged yours

If you were feeling cold just before, you definitely weren't anymore, her gentle touch bringing you the comfort you had been craving and the sensation of her tongue moving in synch with yours was greater than what you were dreaming of

You both stayed like this for a moment, no words needed to express your love for one another, as if that whole month had never happened, a new beginning together, she wasn’t willing to let you go if it wasn’t for the need to breathe

Pulling away, she brought you closer once again but for a hug this time while tears rolled down your cheeks, she was there, finally there, not just on the internet or pictures you had saved on your phone, she was actually there and ready to stay for a long time

You began to apologize to her, stumbling over your own words as the exhaustion from today hit you, you tried your best to explain while apologizing to her and telling her you didn’t deserve any of this which she only answered by shutting you up once again, bringing her lips close to yours and leaning in for yet another passionate kiss

In silence, she brought you to her place afterwards, holding your hand and using her phone to notify your parents you would stay with her for the night, assuring them she would take very good care of you, the last thing she wanted was for you to worry or feel down, especially since she was around, she wanted to do everything she could to cheer up that poor soul of yours

When home, she made you lay down in her bed as she brought a blanket over you before joining you under it, putting your head on her chest as you felt sorry to drench her clothes in tears. She kissed your forehead and told you it didn’t matter, that no matter what, she wanted to make you feel safe

and she did

“I-I’m so sorry.. Minjeong” embarrassed by your own stutter due to nervousness of being around her again

“Love, don’t be, I promise it’s okay, I’m with you now, I’ve got you, do you mind telling me what’s been bothering you lately ? Remember I’m here for you angel” She answered, her voice calm enough to make your sobs decrease

She listened to you ramble about how you had been feeling lately, often you found yourself being interrupted by her peppering kisses all over your face, telling you she couldn’t help it. While you continued your talking, she felt her heart shatter in pieces, she felt devastated to know you had been feeling so unwell and that you had been unable to join her

“I just feel.. so disappointed in myself.. and I feel unloved sometimes.. like by everyone.. gosh I’m so sorry”

“Angel, I’m glad you trust me about that kind of stuff but you know it’s not true, I love you so much with my whole heart, you deserve the whole universe. I promise I’ll stay with you until you feel better, I don’t want to ever let you go again, I’m so proud of you for getting through those days alone, you’re awesome baby. I’m the one who should be sorry..”

“No ! I’m the one who’s sorry.. I don’t deserve you at all Minjeong I love you so much what the hell” You almost shouted, your arms reaching her neck to pull her closer, never wanting to go away even for a split second

You both kept apologizing until you agreed that it would be better to let that go and focus on what was ahead of you. Eyes locked with each other, you weren’t able to look away from her pretty face while she tried to resist the temptation to pull you into another kiss, not wanting to exhaust you more

However you beat her to it, bringing your lips to hers this time instead, giggling at how adorable you were, she gladly gave in, happy to see you seemed to be a bit better by now, your face already lighting up just by her tender presence

The evening went by, cuddling with each other, warmth embracing your now safe self. You finally felt at ease, in the span of a few hours she had made you feel complete again, reminding you of when you first fell for her, you didn’t even know how to thank her

She even insisted on feeding you sweets before letting you drift to sleep in the comfort of her arms, satisfied that you were both finally reunited 

“Y/n baby.. you know I love you so much right” she would say with a giggle while watching your cute expressions, struggling to stay awake, scared she would leave again

“I love you so much Minjeong.. please don’t ever leave me, I’ll do anything..” you would whisper, somewhat still a bit scared to wake up without her next to you

“Love, it won’t ever happen again, next time I’ll bring you with me ! Or at least we'll make sure your wifi works well that time” She would answer, her gaze full of love over you

...

Because after all, she was the reason that, even after regular long and boring days, you kept a spark in your eyes

The end <3

Woowooo this turned a bit deeper than I expected but I hope it was enjoyable, please take care and stay safe, love you all <3

Main masterlist :)

Started : 11/07/2021

I’ve been asked a few times if I had a masterlist and I said I was working on it but finally, here it is !

Here you can find all my works combined ! Hope you enjoy <3 

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Itzy masterlist <3

Aespa masterlist <3

Loona masterlist <3

:))

Aespa masterlist

Last updated : 11/07/2021

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Individual scenarios :

Karina

Ghost memories (preview)

-> angst + hurt/comfort

Giselle

Winter

After long days -> hurt/comfort + fluff

Ningning

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Poly scenarios :

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General reactions/hcs :

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Role-play asks :

which member from the groups you write for would call their s/o their ‘silly little bunny’?

THATS SO CUTE WHAT <33

I love requests like that, please send me more ong !!

Who would most likely call you their silly little bunny

Itzy

RYUJIN

this girl absolutely loves teasing you and messing around with you, so yes, it includes little nicknames that may sound a bit ridiculous, but are in fact very sweet. You mean the world to Ryujin, and she wants to protect you from any sort of harm in the world, as if you were a little helpless bunny. She insists a lot on the “my” part, as she can be pretty possessive, she likes reminding you, and herself, that you are hers

YUNA !!

This girl is a giant goofball, and such a sunshine ! She loves coming up with nicknames for you, especially affectionate ones like that !! She thinks you’re the cutest, so of course she’d compare you to a little animal such as a bunny ! She’d probably call you it whenever she’d be holding you in her arms, she likes the feeling of having her love close to her, and giving them pet names is her favourite pastime <3

As for Lia, Yeji and Chaeryeoung, their nicknames would probably be bunny or little bunny alone, and wouldn’t sound as teasing as what the other members would call you !!

Aespa

NINGNING

In my opinion, she would absolutely love calling you that !! She loves comparing you to all sorts of things, and in her head, you look exactly like a bunny ! Cute, wanting to held it, adorable, making her heart melt, the list could go on !! She would definitely call you it in public and wouldn’t realize it sounds a bit embarrassing, she’s such a sweetheart, she just wants to display all of her love for you <3

AERI

Then secondly, I think she would like calling you it !! Your relationship with her is incredible because not only you are lovers, but you are also best friends. That includes a lot of teasing between the two of you, and it’s a habit of yours to find each other nicknames, she’d probably love that one so much that she wouldn’t stop calling you it !!

As for Jimin and Minjeong, they’d probably stick to more traditional names such as baby, darling or my love, but they wouldn’t mind finding unique nicknames like that, it’d just be less likely to happen !!

Loona

HEEJIN

Most definitely she would, as it is the animal associated to her in her group, she has a strong attachment to it, and she tends to associate it with you !! She shares a love for her group as strong as the love she has for you, so she would love to call you her bunny !! Plus, she’s such a tease, so adding the silly little part would definitely be something she’d do, just to get you to blush and to annoy you a little !!

CHUU !!

We all know how much of a sweetheart chuu is, she gets all sorts of nicknames for you !! Anything you do is adorable in her eyes, so anything else that is cute, will automatically be associated with you !! She’d often say “everything that’s little is cute !!” if you complained about the nickname, she just loves showing you affection and her adoration for you !!

OUR SWEET LOVE YERIM !!

She is so so so pure, she could look at you in the eyes and you’d instantly melt ! She sees all the little details about you that people don’t seem to notice, and she pays attention to your reactions a lot ! She calls you silly due to how shy you get when she teases you, she calls you little to emphasize your cuteness, and she calls you her bunny because she thinks it represents well the happiness you bring her :)

As for the other members, they are all relatively teases !! So they would probably tend to call you it too, but these 3 members would never keep that nickname out of their mouths that’s for sure !!

Hope you enjoyed <3 !!

Aespa - when their s/o runs off after kissing them

Yoo Jimin

Was absolutely not expecting it, Jimin tends to be very busy, and she concentrates a lot whenever she is doing work. So when you came behind her, called out for her name and pecked her lips before running off, it took her a few seconds to process what had just happened

A smile drawn on her face, she giggled at your action, she thought it was just so adorable of you to come to her and kiss her that way, especially when she was not expecting it !! She's usually not the most affectionate in the relationship, but oh god she appreciates all of those little gestures of yours, and what you had just done filled her heart with love, she couldn't be more happy :)

She looked back at her work and decided this was a time for a break, she knew she wouldn't be able to concentrate again, all of her attention was on you now. If that's what you wanted, well lucky you !! Jimin found herself a bit flustered even, cheeks turning pinkish and feeling a little shy, it was impossible to resist the urge to reach you and kiss you, but for real this time !!

She stood up and went chasing after you, finding you curled up in bed, she joined you there and took you in her arms. As she looked at you, she said "you're just so cute aren't you ?", right before putting her lips on yours, giving you a million butterflies

You had no idea your sweet little gesture would lead to a sweet cuddle night with Jimin, but you'd never complain, that's for sure !! You two spent the night cuddled up against each other, and spending most of the time kissing the other's forehead, cheeks, lips, hands, and so it goes on :)

Aeri Uchinaga

You two were on a cute little date at the mall, she was holding your hand to keep you close to her, and it was such an enjoyable moment ! Though came a time when you couldn't stop staring at her lips, for some reasons, you felt the urge to press yours on hers, yet you were way too shy for that. You were easily embarrassed, and aeri could be such a tease

Then came an idea in your mind, you stopped walking for a second, asking your sweet girlfriend to look at you, pretexting she had some frosting left on her right cheek from the cake you two had shared earlier. She looked at you, waiting for you to take it off, meanwhile, you leaned in, and quickly, you kissed her

It barely lasted a few seconds, before you ran off in the mall, leaving your lover surprised, and a little flushed !! She was even a little mad, wanting you to be here to she could kiss you for real this time, of course, it was all playful, but she wanted to find you as soon as possible !!

While walking around, she made it seem like she was not absolutely about to explode on the inside, her heart beating fast, her breath, a little steady, and her hands fidgeting with the bag of clothes she had bought for you earlier. You most definitely had an effect on her, and she wanted to make you pay back for it !!

She found you next to a coffee shop, near to where you had left her, you giggled as you saw her, clearly proud of yourself. She opened her arms for a hug as she said "baby !! you're such a tease, y'know that ?", to which you smiled. She took that as the chance to kiss you, her hands around your waist, she leaned in and connected your lips to hers, making you staying like that for a while

The rest of the date was filled with little moments of tease, it was a lovely and unforgettable afternoon, you just wish you hadn't been so shy, so you could've gotten to see the reaction of your beloved aeri !!

Kim Minjeong

Very cat like personality, Minjeong loves to pretend she hates affection when in reality, she falls for you even more every time there's a slight contact between the two of you. She's just way too proud to ever admit it

She was coming back home from practice, she wanted to call you and ask you to come over to her place later that evening. Though, she couldn't have known that when opening the door, she'd be met with screams of excitement from you who had decided to surprise her !!

Still shocked to see you there when she wasn't expecting it, you took that very moment as an opportunity to peck her lips before running off upstairs, a very audible giggle coming out of your mouth. She felt as if suddenly, all the weight on her shoulders had fled off, she felt much more lighter than before

Though she was way too shy to come upstairs at the moment, cheeks flushed, eyes wide opened and hands slightly shaking from how much she had liked what you had done, she was still in shock, and absolutely refused to let you win with your teasing !!

After a few minutes of waiting for you to come back downstairs, she could no longer resist the urge to climb off the stairs and join you, despite how she was still shy !!

As soon as she saw you sitting on her bed upstairs, she lightly pushed you down on it, saying "So you like making me shy huh ? Pfft as if it even worked... hm anyways, it's my turn to make you flustered now !!" and with that, not even letting you reply, she kissed that pretty face of yours. Proudly staring at your face which was getting warm, she laid down with you and you both stayed there for a moment, still replaying the moment you had first kissed her in her head

Ningning

You had come to practice today, since you had a free day, and you'd never want to miss an opportunity to see your lovely girlfriend !! You watched her for hours as she was dancing gracefully and laughing with her members, admiring her from afar, and feeling like the luckiest lover on earth

Though you were getting a little bored, you wanted to have her close for a split second, so in your mind came a plan, you just had to wait for her to ask you for a drink, and it would all start from there >:)

That moment came faster than you thought, she invited you to come closer, as she was complaining about her water bottle being empty. Being the great significant other you are, you promised to get her something right away. Just as you were about to leave her side, you turned around and kissed her face, before running off the room, leaving her shocked

Her mouth forming a O, she stood still for a few seconds, processing your gesture. She could feel herself getting red, as she was a huge sucker for your affection, and since she was most definitely not expecting it, she had to replay the scene in her head a few times before realizing what had exactly happened

Her members laughing at her helpless reaction, Ning was impatiently waiting for your return. She seemed so excited, jumping a little on where she was standing, a smile across her flushed face, she had one goal in mind: pull you closer to her to get a real kiss out of you

When you came back, she did not hesitate a second and took you in her arms before planting a soft kiss on your lips, still shy from the previous one, she was trying as hard as she could to appear confident. Giggling whenever you'd pull away to breathe, she'd pull you back in, clearly never getting enough of your touch. Most definitely struggled dancing without looking at you the whole time afterwards, and adding on to that, the comments from her older members had her even more flustered than she already was !!

The end <33 I hope you all enjoyed it !! It was such a cute request, I love doing those :D I hope you all had an awesome day, please remember to take care lovelies <3

Surprises <3

With Aespa's Karina

wordcount : about 0,8k

Warnings : none :))

Leaving the house empty handed, you reached your car with in mind a plan: you were going to head to the closest craft store. That was of course, with a reason, with the Holidays approaching, you wanted to surprise your lovely girlfriend, who had been nothing but good towards you all throughout the year. Jimin was such a lovely person, you were so grateful to have her in your life, and god, you could never get enough of telling her how much you loved her, because she deserved all of the kindness you could ever offer her

Driving in the shop’s direction, you were confident about your gift idea for your love. You did need to be subtle though, it was a surprise after all! And you would hate to see your own preparations being ruined by you being too careless and letting her see what you were up to

Reaching your destination, you went inside quickly, wanting to find what you needed as fast as possible. Picking up things left and right, you smiled at the thought of Jimin opening her gift. You were preparing her a giant card, made out of cardboard and containing loads of small ornaments, stuffies, candies and more ! As well as the loveliest words you didn’t have the courage to say out loud

Paying for your purchases, you wished the cashier to have a great day and headed back outside. Arriving to you and Jimin’s shared home a while later, you got yourself a snack and began working on what you were intending to do. You didn’t know at what time Jimin would get home, but since she had told you earlier this morning that she would be busy for most of the day, you didn’t think much of it. You expected her to have extra hours to do at work, since that was something that happened more often than you wished for

Both you and your girlfriend were such hardworkers, and of course, she was a daily source of inspiration. She impressed you with her every action, and it was the same for you, the love you shared with each other was unique, it was such a deep and strong connection, you could confidently admit that you had never loved someone the way you loved Jimin

Getting out markers, you began writing in your card. You wanted to start with something strong, an event that marked you both. And for that, you chose the first time you had ever laid eyes on each other

It was a few years back, on a sunny day. You had agreed to meet up with a few of your friends, who wanted to introduce you to one of your friends. They had thought you guys would be a perfect match with each other, and perhaps they were right. You remember feeling a little nervous while waiting for your lovely friends to arrive, and you remember even more vividly how your heart dropped when you first saw her

She was absolutely gorgeous! And you could only assume she felt the same when you saw her pretty eyes widening at the sight of you. It was such a unique moment, it was like time had stopped when you first looked at each other, not being able to blink for at least a minute straight

As soon as you were done reminding her of that date in your card, you jumped to another memory you two had together. This went out for a long while, you began feeling tired, though you didn’t want to stop, too focused on making her happy

Hearing the front door open, you could only assume Jimin was back earlier than expected. You heard her voice, however it didn’t seem as if she was addressing you, but rather, someone else. Peeking through your bedroom’s door, you overheard her talking 

“Hmm, but you see, I know it’s going to cost a lot but I want to surprise Y/n, want to make them the happiest ever, they really deserve it you know? Even if it’d cost me the world, I’d want to offer it to them”

And right there, you felt yourself get all excited. Your girlfriend had been preparing something as well ? How the hell were you supposed to pretend you didn’t hear that !!

Hearing her footsteps come towards where you were, you rushed to hide your things, not wanting her to ruin her own surprise. If you knew she was preparing you a gift, you felt like you had to surpass her idea even more, wanted, just like her, to make her smile until her face would hurt

The Holidays would be special this year :)

Coldest night

with Aespa’s Giselle (Aeri)

wordcount : 1,6k

Warnings : kissing, subtle reference to alcohol

I promised you that you would get content soon enough, and here it is <3 I hope you will like it :) take care pretty lovelies !!!

You weren’t sure as to why you had let your friends drag you here; you had told them multiple times already that you weren’t too fond of social gathering. However, since you were already on your way there, you weren’t stubborn enough to take your leave now

It’s not that you disliked socializing or hanging out with friends, in fact, you did enjoy being around others and letting go of the stress school brought you ! It’s just that there were some times where it felt a little bit more intimidating than they should be

You loved your friends, and never could you find yourself be angry at them, though you couldn’t help feeling a little lonely as they all their respective lovers, and you had yet to find yours. You got along well with your friend’s partners, and you were grateful they would enlight your dear friends’ lives, but you did wish you didn’t find yourself alone when they would leave to get some privacy whenever you guys would attend parties or other such kind of events

You weren’t actively looking for a girlfriend yourself, you didn’t even think much of it actually. Although you seemed indifferent about having a lover for yourself, you sometimes did long for the affection and care a romantic partner could bring you. That and accompanying you whenever you found yourself feeling annoyed by the silence you had been living with all throughout your teenage years, as you had never gotten into a proper relationship with anybody

That’s why you found yourself here, close to a window in an attempt to clear your mind with the cold breeze that traveled the outside world. You had been here for a little while, after spending an hour following your friends around. You had lost them some time ago, as they had been going in diverse directions and had disappeared in a span of a few seconds 

You didn’t really mind the peace you felt being in a corner of the room, as you watched a bunch of other students fool around and drink. School dances were quite popular around here, but you didn’t really get the hype. They were more a synonym of hanging out with your friends than partying, which wasn’t bad at all, but not extraordinary or out of your regular routine

And more often than not, they were a bit too much;  

Your head started to ache;

The music was a little too loud, your body hurt a little too much and your vision became a little too blurry. You weren’t really aware of your surroundings anymore, the noise and the suffocating amount of people around were overwhelming you, even though you hadn’t consumed any substances

You weren’t sure of what was going on when you felt something warm wrap around your hands,  

“Hey, is everything alright ? You don’t seem okay”, a soft voice asked

Your vision was still blurry as you tried to distinguish what or who was speaking to you. You started to see come to your senses and see more clearly as your eyes met what seemed like the prettiest girl you had ever seen. She was looking at you with a worried expression on her face. As her hands held yours, you could tell she was waiting for your response

“I’m okay, I think, just feeling dizzy” you responded to her

You expected her to nod and turn away, but instead, her hands went up to your face, making your heartbeat increase. She stared directly in your eyes for a few seconds before she spoke again

“Hmm, yeah. You seem a little sick”

She put a hand around your waist and slipped the other back in your hand as she made you walk forward 

“I’ll take you outside for a bit, how does that sounds ?”

“Sounds good to me.. um? I’m sorry I didn’t catch your name” you told her

“I’m Aeri, nice to meet you pretty” you could feel yourself blushing

“I’m Y/n” you responded to her shyly

As she guided you to a door leading outside, you could feel her breath in your neck. You weren’t sure as to why she was helping you walk and was desperately so gentle, but you weren’t going to complain

“Wait a second” she asked you as you arrived in front of the door

“There” she spoke again, making you wear her own coat so you wouldn’t be too cold

“Oh you don’t need to !” you told her, even if you liked the idea of wearing her clothes

“I’d rather you don’t get cold beautiful” she replied, and winked

You both went outside, walking around the school ground. Holding each other’s hands, you felt somewhat at ease. Yes, she was a girl you had barely seen in the hallways, and you didn’t know much about her aside from her name and the fact that she was in the grade above you

However, it didn’t really matter at that moment. Truly, nothing seemed to matter as she wrapped her arms around you. She smelled so good, and she was so mesmerizing too

“I’m sorry if I seem overly affectionate with you pretty, I just really do find you beautiful, and I don’t wanna lose sight of you. But please, stop me if you ever feel the need to okay ?” she broke the comfortable silence that had lasted between the both of you since you had gone outside

“I really don’t mind it Aeri” you smiled at her

“You’re really pretty too” you admitted to her, clearly blushing, and that didn’t go unnoticed by her

You both gazed at the other for a while, like there was a bunch of words you wanted to blurt out, but nothing was able to come out. It felt good, just looking at the other, nothing else than affectionate eyes and shy smiles. There was tension in the air, like something was about to happen. Your palms were sweaty, and she was breathing heavily, you were both nervous, aware of what could come next

You felt incredibly warm, even if tonight was probably the coldest night of all winter. Time seemed as if it was stopped, like nothing else was left in the world. Unaware of your surroundings, the only thing you could focus on was her

And then, she leaned in

You shut your eyes

“Y/n !! We’ve been looking for you for so long !” your friends yelled, a few feets away

You turned around as Aeri kissed your cheek and glared at your friends. She seemed awfully upset that her moment with you was now ruined

Your friends hugged you, thanking Aeri for looking after you 

“If you don’t mind, we’ll take Y/n back” they said, and didn’t let her the time to even reply anything

You looked at her again, pouting, as you seemingly heard “I’ll see you later” from her, a sly smirk on her face

You were a little disappointed to not be around her anymore, but at the same time, you were glad your friends came, as your heart was finally calming down and you felt way less nervous

It was your first time ever feeling that way

What a strange night!

You hung out with your friendgroup for the rest of the evening, laughing and smiling as they spoke to you. They questioned you a lot about Aeri, though you weren’t sure what to say. Aside from the fact that she was so gentle and made you feel tingly inside, of course

Other students started dancing as music was playing loudly around the room. You didn’t really have the energy to do like the others, but you still forced yourself a little, enjoying the time you had with your friends

A slow started as you suddenly felt hands on your waist, that same perfume and heavy breath hitting you again

“I’m going to steal them for a moment, if you don’t mind” Aeri spoke to your friends, her hand possessively holding you

She dragged you in the middle of the room as she smiled at you all the way to there

“Missed you pretty” she said as she put her forehead against yours, beginning to move in synch with the song that was playing

“May I ask you to dance this slow with me” she asked you, with a little bit of tease in her voice, and a glimpse of lust in her eyes

“Anything for you Aeri” you replied, letting yourself get guided by her movements

You two danced like that for a long while, slow after slow, you were tired but didn’t want this moment to end. You could have stayed like that for years

The last slow was announced as Aeri pulled you closer to her, your lips ghosting hers as she eyed them carefully

“Do you mind if I….” knowing what she meant, you quickly interrupted her with a shy “yes”, wanting to feel her on you

“Anything for you beautiful,” she spoke, before pressing her lips against yours. She was soft, like she had been the whole night, but hungry, she was passionate. You felt something warm in your chest as she kissed you more deeply, her tongue brushing against the insides of your mouth. Occasionally, she would bite your lip, making it sting a little which would cause you to whine. The sounds you’d let escape made her grin, she was having as much fun as you were

You had to pull away for a brief moment; you had to catch your breath

“You taste so sweet, I just can’t get enough of you” she told you, before asking you if you wanted to spend the night together

“Not in a weird way I mean ! I just don’t want to let you go yet” she pouted a little

And you reassured her with another kiss

The wind was maybe roaring outside, your hands were still freezing from earlier and your entire body felt sore; you should have probably gone home long ago,

But that wasn’t enough to pull you away from the warmth that united you two

MASTERLIST

Hi everyone, finally decided to post this and turn this blog into a full kpop reaction/scenario blog.

I only write for GIRLGROUPS, a few of them. The groups I write for are : DREAMCATCHER, ITZY, AESPA, BLACKPINK, PURPLE KISS. I’ll maybe add some more later.

I can do fluff, angst, smut. Anything, really. I only write for fem!reader, or genderneutral!reader. I can also do G!P.

I won’t do any request if it’s about self h*rm, or suicide or anything involving heavy mental illness topics. Too triggering.

MASTERLIST

[M] = mature, [F] = fluff, [A] = angst

AESPA

nothing yet…

BLACKPINK

nothing yet…

DREAMCATCHER

nothing yet…

ITZY

nothing yet…

PURPLE KISS

nothing yet…