
Avowed asexual and wholesomeness merchant.Trans NB Social Justice Bard. They/them
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Tfw You Don't Have The Energy To Write Anything New And Barely Have The Energy To Edit Existing Projects
Tfw you don't have the energy to write anything new and barely have the energy to edit existing projects for weeks, but then are hit with 10K word of dickspiration all at once
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[waves shyly] working on several queer romance projects rn and am getting into posting things here and AO3.
hello, do you have any recs for other writeblrs to follow, especially if their wip's are targeted at adults and include queer characters/romances?
gosh, it feels like it's been a Hot Second since i've been an active part of a writeblr community like we had in its heyday but off the top of my head in no particular order: @ghostcasket (naturally) @reininginthefirewriting, @writeblrfantasy, @magic-is-something-we-create, @magnus-sm-writes,
@ashen-crest, @abalonetea, @howdywrites, @yvesdot, @albatris,
@carnivalls, @zmwrites, @mjjune, @moonshinemagpie, @badscientist,
and others i am 100% forgetting at the moment (please use this post to rec others and if i remember any more i'll add them in reblogs!).
(does anyone know where @fortunatetragedy went??)
How I explained G'raha Tia to a friend the other day
"His backstory is. ...convoluted.
Like. Imagine if Kingdom Hearts made sense.
That level of convoluted.
It's all like. Very logical given the established lore and how shit works. But the place you get to is "my boyfriend has super trauma because he put himself into stasis, woke up in the apocalypse timeline, merged his essence with a magic supercomputer, traveled to an alternate dimension 100 years in the past, and became an immortal but benevolent king so he could prevent the timeline where I died'
Primary side effect of merging his essence with the magic super computer that is made of crystal? He's fucking turning into crystal. And then he sacrifices himself and FULLY CRYSTALIZES.
So then you do some soul magic, go back to your world where he's still in stasis because the apocalypse that woke him up hasn't happened yet, and are like - here have this other version of your soul where you were half crystal and lived a hundred years and experienced the end of the world twice.
And he's like whoa okay. That's fucked up. Not super sure who I am anymore, this is kinda wild. But you don't find out that's what he's thinking until subsequently when you travel to the literal edge of existence and he TRANSFORMS HIMSELF INTO CRYSTAL AGAIN TO SAVE YOU.
And it's just like. G'raha. My guy. I get that you're having a hard time but fucking stop it.
AND ON TOP OF ALL THAT god dammit he's just the fucking most wholesome nerd. Like "I got too excited about books and forgot to eat or sleep for 3 days" nerd.
And there's this WHOLE SPEECH he does when he's still the Crystal Exarch right at the end of Shadowbringers where he's like, what are you going to do when this is all over? And I'm like rest lol. (Yeah right) And he's like - so I've got this friend, and I'm keeping secrets from [insert your pronoun here], but they're fucking rad and I'm hoping sempai will notice me and maybe we could go on an adventure together? And it's SO FUCKING OBVIOUS he's talking ABOUT YOU in an "all right, keep your secrets" kind of way.
EXCEPT THEN YOU FIND OUT THAT HIS BIG MASTER PLAN WAS: get the WoL to kill all the Lightwardens and absorb their light which will save both worlds, but no one person can hold that much light and live, so I'm going to take it from them and then teleport myself INTO THE RIFT BETWEEN WORLDS AND DIE.
And the only reason he doesn't succeed is because HE GETS FUCKING SHOT
So. [ahem] Yes. I think it says a lot about me that I am like. Yes. The nerdy twunk with super trauma who is OBSESSED WITH ME is my boyfriend.
I took GREAT SATISFACTION in dying for him for a hot minute at the end of Endwalker.
Yesterday: THREE WEEKS ON T WHY NO SHOULDER GROWTH????
Today: (puts on shirt, sleeves are borderline too tight) ....huh
New FFXIV fic: Shut Up And Let Me Suck Your Dick Already
This started as a short fic about the humor of Alisaie having to browbeat my WoL into letting her suck their dick despite their age difference.
(I am aware the devs claim that everything since 2.0 has happened in less than a year. That is a filthy lie.)
And then somewhere along the way, it morphed into a 4.5K word fic that reflects on the inherent tension between "power imbalances are created by large age gaps in ways that are usually pretty gross " and "saying that 'it is not okay to have large age differences in relationships even when both people are adults' infantalizes people and denies their agency"...
...while still being a fic about wanting to suck dick.
- - -
"Alisaie..." I began, placing a hand on her shoulder. When she didn't shake it off, I drew her into a hug, thinking only to offer comfort.
However, instead of resisting, Alisaie threw her arms around my neck and hauled me into a deep kiss.
It felt like being struck by lightning. I gasped as her lips moved on mine, parted them reflexively when she licked into my mouth. She pulled herself tightly against me and kissed me like I was the only thing keeping her from drowning, and everything fell away but the feeling of her soft lips and our tongues sliding against one another.
I may have moaned in her mouth.
Which may, had it happened, have emboldened her. Or it may have simply been her own initiative that led to her grab my butt.
With a groan, I broke the kiss and held her at arm's length. "We can't do this," I said sternly, even as the sight of her kiss-swollen lips made me want to kiss her more.
Alisaie took this as well as expected, which is to say not well. "Why not?" she demanded, her expression thunderous.
"You're a child." I'd meant to sound implacable. Unyielding. But my voice came out thin and pleading.
"I'm not a child," she shot back heatedly. "For the love of Thaliak, I'll be twenty in a few weeks!"
"That doesn't make it right," I growled. My face was on fire, which I can't imagine helped my argument much. "You're so much younger than me."
Alisaie gave ground - it definitely wasn't a retreat - crossed her arms, and glared at me. "Oh and that makes me too impressionable, does it?" she scoffed. "Do you seriously think you could make me do anything I didn't want to do?"
No. I didn't. But I wasn't going to tell her that.
Alisaie's eyes narrowed. "Tell me you don't want me, and I'll drop it," she said in glacial tones.
Shit. Fuck. Shit. There was no point in denying it - she'd know I was lying. She always knew. "Tesleen is waiting," I finally said helplessly.
Alisaie snorted in satisfaction as she shouldered the bag with our purchases, roundly ignoring my attempt to take the bag myself. "We are not done talking about this," she said, jabbing me in the sternum. Hard.
Read the whole thing on AO3!
when i forget to log into ao3 and i have to click proceed to see an adult fic, i actually get a kick out of it. like i am an old timey queen and my bard is apologetic: “gentle lady, dicks doth touch in this next ballad. would you prefer another?” and i give him a gesture of command like, “nay, you may proceed, minstrel. bring forth the tale of dicks”