Goretober Day 4

Goretober day 4

👽Mutation👽

didn't feel like doing day 2 and 3 so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

MORE HFWU!!!

*slaps Arthur*

this bad boy can hold so much human meat

oh god I found my blog from middle school. not saying the url but I will say it is just as bad as you think it is

my last post has me thinking about how the events in season 5 would effect Basira and Georgie after things get better. (saw these characters and said "what if I made things difficult on purpose")

I'm confident Basira would go one of two directions A: go completely off the deep end. or B: pretend absolutely nothing happened and internalize the hell out of that shit. I think the latter is more likely but homegirl needs to go fucking crazy tbh. she's held it together for to long. go bite someone queen. The guilt she probably feels after everything and how(if) she handles it, is somthing I wanna think more about. because not only did she have to kill her partner which is plently enough to fuck someone up but she also had to confront her own issues with enabling and allowing terrible things to happen to innocent people at the hands of said partner. AND grapple with the utter brokenness and immorality of the systems and people she dedicate her whole life to. And its not like she realized all this at once. this she has been BREWING. Like I said I need to put more thought in to that. but she has great post-cannon angst potential thats all imma say.

I think Georgie is super interested to think about. She can't feel fear so her way of processing what happened to her is going to be vastly different from the average persons. Can one have trauma with no fear? Trauma itself is a form of fear. Just a delayed and extended fear response to things that no longer warrant those reactions. I refuse to believe she would just be fine with it and go about her life like nothing happened. My personal headcannon is that when it comes to fear, it's all just cognitive for her. She remembers what it's like to feel fear so she knows when she *should* be feeling it but since there's no physical or emotional connection there, she just has to sit there and think through it. So, in relation to her trauma with the eyepocalypse she just rationalizes it. As opposed to how I think Melanie would respond she doesn't have the catharsis of feeling that fear and working through it. she jumps right to the "working through it" part. As nice as it sounds to not have anxiety or fear relating to a terrible event. I feel like that could really mess her up.

Idk man these sad little sapphics make me think too much.

Happy jmart days to you asexuals that celebrate

ugh fine I'll relisten to 003

i am very normal about mag 003

I have been pushed into the mag 003 pit

:)