My Last Post Has Me Thinking About How The Events In Season 5 Would Effect Basira And Georgie After Things

my last post has me thinking about how the events in season 5 would effect Basira and Georgie after things get better. (saw these characters and said "what if I made things difficult on purpose")

I'm confident Basira would go one of two directions A: go completely off the deep end. or B: pretend absolutely nothing happened and internalize the hell out of that shit. I think the latter is more likely but homegirl needs to go fucking crazy tbh. she's held it together for to long. go bite someone queen. The guilt she probably feels after everything and how(if) she handles it, is somthing I wanna think more about. because not only did she have to kill her partner which is plently enough to fuck someone up but she also had to confront her own issues with enabling and allowing terrible things to happen to innocent people at the hands of said partner. AND grapple with the utter brokenness and immorality of the systems and people she dedicate her whole life to. And its not like she realized all this at once. this she has been BREWING. Like I said I need to put more thought in to that. but she has great post-cannon angst potential thats all imma say.

I think Georgie is super interested to think about. She can't feel fear so her way of processing what happened to her is going to be vastly different from the average persons. Can one have trauma with no fear? Trauma itself is a form of fear. Just a delayed and extended fear response to things that no longer warrant those reactions. I refuse to believe she would just be fine with it and go about her life like nothing happened. My personal headcannon is that when it comes to fear, it's all just cognitive for her. She remembers what it's like to feel fear so she knows when she *should* be feeling it but since there's no physical or emotional connection there, she just has to sit there and think through it. So, in relation to her trauma with the eyepocalypse she just rationalizes it. As opposed to how I think Melanie would respond she doesn't have the catharsis of feeling that fear and working through it. she jumps right to the "working through it" part. As nice as it sounds to not have anxiety or fear relating to a terrible event. I feel like that could really mess her up.

Idk man these sad little sapphics make me think too much.

*shakes you* you're not unlovable. you're not evil. nothing you have done is unforgivable. you have nothing to prove to anyone. there is no "point of no return". you are exactly who and where you are supposed to be right now.

Thinking about them

Love not having a ”””fandom””” specific blog. Something new will just consume my mind and everyone has to accept it. My house

I wish spotify had a "3am crisis" setting bc somtimes I need to listen to 2010s pop while crumpled at the feet of the Lady of The Past, weeping-- and I don't need that shit on my Wrapped.

A non exhaustive list of why I love s3

(spoilers for s3 obviously)

• Martin records statements

• TIM LORE TIM LORE TIM LORE

• kidnapping ×3

• Jon 'merica era

• so many fucked up theater kids

• CALLIOPE INTRO

• Melanie becomes a main character

• the soundscaping and music gets SO GOOD

• Helen *spinning in circles*

• shit my moms gonna kill me. *leaves Distortion*

• petit scarabée :3

• Basira just wants to read dawg

• the best episode (Upon the stair. bite me.)

• skin

• "oh yeah, Jon's an orphan, but that's the least horrific thing about his past"

• Mike Crew </3

• "I'm a BOOK"

• GERTRUDE LORE GERTRUDE LORE GER

• the entities are finally explained

• Lonelyeyes enter stage left

• Jon starts to come to terms with the fact that he's not human

• Martins connection to The Eye gets stronger

• "I may have overreacted" <-- bashed in an old man's face

• jon pinning begins here. (I'm insane)

• ghost bullet

• The Unknowing is fine ig

• Elias is very gay and very evil

• "DAISY PUT HIM DOWN"