mother ㅤwill ㅤnever ㅤunderstand ㅤwhy ㅤyou ㅤhadㅤ to ㅤleave [ . . . ] ㅤbut ㅤthe ㅤanswersㅤ youㅤ seekㅤ will ㅤnever ㅤbe ㅤfoundㅤ atㅤ 𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆.
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Sorry it took me so long to respond to that selfie, I was too busy jerking off to it
i think if you’re not going to kiss someone who has your blood on their mouth you’re a pussy. Idk
he knew roman wanted to; to turn— to kiss, smiling to himself. the affection once was a sign that had the latino unsettled, paranoid— unsure of their intentions. he couldn't trust roman. but as of late, his own thoughts began to test themselves. would a man who wanted to cause him harm be this gentle? practically curling himself under the slow strokes against dark ink. could he provoke a sense of warmth, something damian hadn't felt in decades? “ because you asked nicely. shocking to everyone, you have manners. " teasing, back forcing itself back against the soft mattress.
and before anyone tries saying that oh, but judgement day sucks at communication. you're not wrong. finn ghosted them for a month, damian goes radio silent out of anger, rhea closes herself up, etc. but the difference here is that dom LIED about communicating with rhea to damian's face to the point where damian instantly KNEW this man was lying his ass off because there is no possible way rhea would've been okay with what was going on unless she communicated it with both dom and damian. also it's very clear she doesn't trust the group when she only told damian about her return so, there's that.
"omg damian betrayed dom by not telling him about rhea's return!" damian doesn't owe dom loyalty in any form or shape, he knew rhea the longest— and the guys fucked him over on multiple occasions. i like to think that it was just regular ol karma at work. if anything, he kept giving dom chances to stop associating himself with liv and failed to do so. also, using the excuse that finn and jd been there for dom is .. interesting given they are also siding with liv but go off!
"omg damian betrayed dom by not telling him about rhea's return!" damian doesn't owe dom loyalty in any form or shape, he knew rhea the longest— and the guys fucked him over on multiple occasions. i like to think that it was just regular ol karma at work. if anything, he kept giving dom chances to stop associating himself with liv and failed to do so. also, using the excuse that finn and jd been there for dom is .. interesting given they are also siding with liv but go off!
Just a PSA
Reblog if you don’t ignore rps and asks but sometimes it takes you a while to think of a response, or you only have time to answer a question or two before doing other things.
"SOOOOO... WHAT IF WE KISSED...?" PROMPTS * assorted dialogue for tossing out the idea of being in a relationship or just kissing and seeing what happens after, adjust as necessary
i hear you're a good kisser.
are you staring at my lips?
how about a kiss for old time's sake?
maybe we could experiment a little.
have you ever thought about kissing me?
is there even an "us?"
a little bird told me you're a really good kisser.
could you see me as... more than just a friend?
what's a little fooling around between friends?
i'll admit, i have thought about you like that.
kissing you sounds like a very good idea.
i've been meaning to ask you out for ages.
maybe we could... see what happens.
there's no harm in a little experimentation.
did you want to kiss me back then?
for what it's worth, i really enjoyed the kiss and i wouldn't mind doing that again sometime.
could we pretend this is our first kiss?
maybe we could go on a date sometime.
you could start by coming closer.
just wondering what you taste like.
i saw you looking at me earlier.
could we talk about... us?
i'm not interested in anyone but you.
i bet if we tried, we could make it work.
a kiss won't kill us.
wanna makeout?
quick, kiss me before they walk over here.
i've wanted to kiss you for a long time now.
i never had the courage to ask you if you'd kiss me.
could i keep seeing you after this?
i really enjoyed it, by the way.
you're a much better kisser than i expected.
well, that got out of hand quickly.
maybe we should redo our first kiss.
next time, we should make it a date.
can i kiss you?
kissing sounds really fun right now.
have you been kissed before?
i never liked kissing until you.
you are... unbelievably good at that.
give me a minute to catch my breath.
your heart is racing.
are you okay? you look very flustered.
are my cheeks burning?
figured we're both about to die, so what the hell.
raising a brow, intrigued yet placing no effort in attempting to stop the tug near. instead, damian leaned downwards and pressed his lips against roman's forehead with a smile. oddly sentimental, perhaps sweeter than he would expect to come across as. but, it felt necessary. almost as if he needed to do such. “ fine, you big baby. "
sleep still resting itself firmly against his bones, a groan escaping his lips at the rude awakening of the sun announcing it's presence. laughing softly at the remark, pulling himself up as he looked over with a sigh. “ don't threaten me with a good time, you should know better than that. "
IT’S ALL ABOUT THE YEARNING
❝ you need someone. let me be that person. let me be what you need. ❞
❝ look, i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now. but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here. ❞
❝ i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there. ❞
❝ you asked me once, if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed. but. ask me again? sometime— doesn’t have to be today. maybe tomorrow just. ask me again. ❞
❝ i know i can’t protect you from everything, but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control. ❞
❝ i used to have so much faith. maybe not in deities or something but, in the world. the universe. i believed their was a purpose to it all. i’m not sure when i lost that. ❞
❝ have you ever had something…missing? like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is. ❞
❝ sometimes, i just need the world to be beautiful. i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes. ❞
❝ i was sort’ve hoping you needed me. is that selfish? ❞
❝ people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it. i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen. ❞
❝ sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be. ❞
❝ you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me. do you know how that feels? just see me. please. ❞
❝ i want to deserve you. i’m trying to deserve you. ❞
❝ i know i fucked up. i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore. let me in. please let in. ❞
❝ every time you smile at me, i memorize it. i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you. no matter what happens between us, that’s what i’ll remember. ❞
❝ i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me, somewhere. just some place where i actually feel like i belong. ❞
❝ the world is so big. why do i never feel like i fit into it? ❞
❝ when i’m with you i feel like myself. i feel like every side of me is present and accepted. and i feel good about it— i feel good about who i am when i’m with you. ❞
❝ do you like me? i know you love me. i know you care about me but. do you like who i am? ❞
❝ i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection. ❞
❝ just take my hand and close your eyes. pretend we’re anywhere else but here. ❞
❝ so, what would you be? if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy, what would your life look like? ❞
❝ do you even know what it does to me? every time i see you cry, any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart? ❞
❝ i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore. i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that. you’re part of who i am now. the most important piece of me. ❞
❝ every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you. ❞
❝ i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together. the rest is just existing until you look at me again. ❞
❝ it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you. everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind, pulling me towards you. ❞
❝ you’ve got me in the palm of your hands. you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all. ❞
❝ i no longer know where i end and you begin. you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly, you’re all i feel anymore. ❞
❝ you’ve stolen my heart, the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it. ❞
❝ i don’t have perfect words. i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit. so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you. i don’t know if you want me. but i’m yours. and at this point however it is you need me, i’m here. ❞
❝ you’re the only thing that matters anymore. i can’t eat, i can’t sleep— all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song. you’re all i think about. i’m useless except when i’m yours. ❞
❝ i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh. i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again. ❞
❝ when your eyes are on me, i feel like something worth seeing. ❞
❝ just let me look at you for a little bit. ❞
❝ i would do anything for you. all my lines and rules. they mean nothing when it comes to you. it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy. ❞
there was a thrill that she brought, a spark. never speaking praise, certain that her head would grow in size. but she was a giggle in a funeral, for certain. rolling his eyes— he hated when she played hard to get. “ and let me guess, is this where you're going to tell me that dom dom, someone who fumbles and trips over his own two feet whenever a pretty girl talks to him, somehow can please someone right? " sucking in his teeth, perhaps a bit dramatic with his need to suddenly check underneath his nails for dirt and grime. “ if i can't complain, then fine. don't pout and glare when i don't answer my phone when you make a decision. "
HE WILL TAKE THE BAND FURTHER THAN ANY OF US COULD HAVE IMAGINED ! ..... I PRESENT TO YOU NOW : PAPA EMERITUS THE THIRD.
How long have you been writing the character?
in september, it'll be six (or maybe seven, i genuinely forgot) years. although my muse for him throughout the years always been fickle. he's that one muse that invades my mind for three years and then disappears for a year, then makes his return. this is the longest i roleplayed him without getting bored (four years) or feeling frustrated because of his booking. i'm always frustrated with his booking, but not enough to the person where i'm not actively using him.
which song do you feel describes your character the most and why?
i have an entire playlist for damian somewhere, and one day i'll post it. but my biggest issue with this question is that my answer always changes. i always find new songs that somehow remind me of him or some other character i'm fond of. recently, it's been mutter by rammstein. last week? hand that feeds by nine inch nails. the week before? bloodlines by ministry. the main focus is that it has to be alternative metal/rock in some form or shape. also, it has to discuss something about him. mutter speaks about his relationship with his mother, hand that feeds is about his betrayal to adam copeland/edge, bloodlines relates to his embrace as a vampire and his situation within judgement day.
1, 8, 12
what made you pick up this character?
i genuinely don't know, if i were to be honest with you. i always been drawn to characters with multitudes. i'm not saying he's complex, he's rather easy to comprehend. but there's always a deep fascination i have with him because of his behavior and the way he approaches situations. unlike many wrestlers/characters within the universe, he's one of the few who displays how their past effects them and it's welcomed given the company loves forgetting anything & everything if it doesn't benefit them in some form.
what’s the worst thing about the canon you are writing?
the fans, the fact they (wwe) forget canon constantly. so many complaints, really. my biggest complaint, however, will always be how people look at certain characters like damian and instantly fetishize them. they don't look beyond surface, all they see is a attractive, tall older man who happens to be latino. or they instantly misunderstand canon/ignore it because it doesn't fit their narrative of who the person is. a lot of people really hate accepting how terrible some wrestlers are within kayfabe.
what would you say is the most unique trait about your character?
his eyes. he can't hide his emotions in any form or shape because his eyes always tell the truth. he tries so desperately not to wear his heart on his sleeve but it never works that way. the fact that the only reason he accepted being a big guy is because he thought that meant no one would attempt to take advantage of him. a lot of traits, most mental. some, physical. [p]
canon questionare.
questions best asked for those who portray canon characters, and for those who’d like to get to know the author behind said canons better.
What made you pick up this character?
How did you get into this franchise/fandom?
What’s the best thing about the show/series/books/comics/etc.?
What’s the worst thing about the show/series/books/comics/etc.?
What’s the best thing about the fandom?
What’s the worst thing about the fandom?
What’s the best thing about the canon you are writing?
What’s the worst thing about the canon you are writing?
Have you tweaked the character from canon? If so, what did you tweak?
Would you say that your portrayal is canon divergent or not?
Are there some things you dislike about how the show/series/etc. portray the character you have picked up? If so, what?
What would you say is the most unique trait about your character?
Are there any other characters from the franchise you’d like to play?
Are there some characters from the franchise you can’t stand?
What are your thoughts on the canon ships for the character, if any?
What is your personal ship bias for your canon character?
Are there any ships you can’t stand, why?
How long have you been writing the character?
Should people get into the franchise your writing from, yes or no?
If you could sum up your character with one sentence, what would it be?
Which song do you feel describes your character the most and why?
❥ 𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 .
inspired by devotedecay’s non - sexual acts of dominance meme ! send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to … ( add ❝ reverse ❞ if you’d like to see how my muse would preform the action ! )
[ shower ] your muse joining mine in the shower.
[ choke ] your muse choking mine.
[ kiss + soft ] your muse pulling mine into a tender kiss.
[ kiss + rough ] your muse pulling mine into a rough kiss.
[ pin ] your muse pinning mine down.
[ wrists ] your muse roughly grabbing mine by the wrists.
[ push ] your muse pushing mine into bed.
[ rip + clothing ] your muse tearing a piece of clothing off my muse.
[ spank ] your muse spanking mine.
[ pull ] your muse pulling my muses hair.
[ talk ] your muse talking dirty to mine.
[ eyes ] your muse making mine look them in the eyes during.
[ down ] your muse pulling mine down by their collar / clothes.
[ knees ] your muse telling mine to get on their knees.
[ hips ] your muse pulling mine in close by the hips.
[ denial ] your muse putting mine through orgasm denial.
[ many ] your muse making mine orgasm over and over.
[ tied ] your muse tying my muse down.
[ lazy ] your muse lazily beginning to touch mine.
[ love ] your muse telling mine they love them during.
[ dominance ] your muse taking the lead and dominating mine.
[ submission ] your muse letting mine take the lead and submitting to them.
[ humiliation ] your muse humiliating mine, re: name-calling and verbal abuse.
[ pain ] your muse hurting mine in bed, whether intentionally or not.
[ knife ] your muse using a knife in bed, whether for threat or actually cutting mine.
[ hidden ] your muse having sex with mine somewhere semi-public.
[ public ] your muse having sex with mine in public, whee other people watch.
[ adore ] your muse being near reverent with mine in bed.
[ dress ] your muse having mine dress up in lingerie.
[ eat ] your muse eating mine out.
[ sleep ] your muse touching / beginning to have sex with mine while they’re asleep.
[ gag ] your muse gagging mine, or or making them be quiet.
[ blindfold ] your muse blindfolding mine.
[ praise ] your muse praising mine in bed.
[ good ] your muse calling mine a good boy / girl.
[ want ] your muse telling mine they want them.
[ snarl ] your muse growling and / or baring their teeth at mine during sex.
[ mark ] your muse purposefully marking mine up with bruises, hickies, ect.
[ wall ] your muse shoving mine up against a wall.