So I Got Covid Last Week And Was In A Pretty Bad Way For The First Few Days. I Kept Consciously And Unconsciously

So I got covid last week and was in a pretty bad way for the first few days. I kept consciously and unconsciously reaching out to Loki and I felt a cold nothingness in response. I began to fret and worry, thinking I had upset him somehow. A few days later when I was feeling better, I took my dog out for a walk. Before exiting my building, I saw a giant spider just chilling on the wall. It felt like Loki was saying "I'm still here dumbass"

Me: Maybe I don't have adhd

Me, with my phone in my pocket: Where the FUCK is my phone

Loki's daughter's name is Hel

So I guess you could say he's a

Hel raiser

Object permanence with adhd is so weird cus like I know that thing I’m looking for is somewhere but as soon as it left my sight I forgot its existence 

‼️NSFW: dirty joke‼️

Sigyn: This food is too hot... I cant eat it.

Loki: You’re very hot, and I still eat you~

Everyone at the table: *silence*

Hel: YOU GUYS ARE DISGUSTING!

Vali: One dinner... I just want ONE DINNER!

Narfi: *cries*

I think the best thing that ever happened to me is starting to work with Loki because it gave me such a positive mindset for my life. I learned through Loki to accept and seek out change. That change is such an important component in life and if something doesn't fit, you can always change it. Change to something better and accept changes to worse. I learned a lot about self acceptance and self love through Loki and that life is chaos and sometimes you just have to embrace that.

Not saying I'm mentally the best and that my life is so great but I often recognize how gentle in regards to myself I can react to certain situations because I've learned early not to beat down on myself when something doesn't work out right away.