Something I Heard Recently That I Really Like:

Something I heard recently that I really like:

You don’t get an award at the end of your life for being a hater. So why do you try so hard?

I really like that. Because, if you think about it?

-Hating on a furry won’t make you happy in the long run

-Leaving a mean comment on an LGBTQ post won’t make your life easier.

-Being shitty to a therian won’t get you any game points.

-Sending rude asks to a DSMP fan won’t make the world a better place for anybody.

It’s just you. Alone. In your room. On a screen. Sending some words.

You genuinely do not have to try so hard. No one in this world gives a damn what you said to that gacha kid last week.

You don’t have to like us, true. But you’re only taking time out of YOUR day to interact with us.

THIS IS SO COOL ROZU HOLY SHIT

Tommy in the woods what will he do

People already think I’m a Dream stan, I am fully willing to start something crazy.

I really can’t believe I’ve been on this hell site for 8 years

-Singing that one song you like at the top of your lungs just for funsies even if you suck

-Pizza because pizza is amazing

-Saving up enough to buy that one cool as fuck online thing you’ve been wanting forever

-FLOWERS R SO FUCKING PRETTY U GUYS u gotta live to see some epic flowers

-Reading while sitting on a grassy hill

-Reading fanfiction (if ur into that)

-Climb that one big ass tree you see all the time

-Eating shredded cheese straight out of the bag

-Your favorite outfit that just makes you feel like fire when you wear it

-Getting that piercing/piece of jewelry/cool accessory you want

Hey chat let's list off reasons to be alive, shall we?

-They way your friends eyes light up when they see you

-the smell of rain

-the bridge of your favorite song

-a nice apple during the summer

-cold water in a Styrofoam cup on a summer night

-the one bird outside your window

-buying yourself little treats

-your stuffed animals

-the way the snow sparkles when you look at it right

-the sound of the ocean

-your collection of rocks :]

-little unexplored places

-a really good cookie

-sitting in your room at 2 in the morning

-breathing in cold air

-plain cheerios

-the little silly moments with your friends

-the way your legs burn after a really good run

-the one day a week your favorite YouTuber posts

-crying during a movie

-the smell of books

-your dog putting it's paw on your lap for food

-the way a cat brushes against your leg when it asks for pats

-your pets getting excited when you get home

-compliments from strangers

-the smile people give you when you do something for them

-peoples reactions to gifts you give them

-when you've been laughing so much your chest hurts

-long walks

-city lights

-thunder!!!!

-the way rain drips off your hair after you've been in it for awhile

-how fun swimming/being in the water is

-soup

-learning something new and getting absolutely amazing at it

-the way drums feel in your stomach when you're listening to them live

-when the bass in your car is turned way up

-the song that gives you chills/makes you cry

-baggy sweaters

-random I love yours from friends, family, s/o

-surprise dates

-the feeling when a package finally arrived

-winning an argument about something you're passionate about and being right :]

-scouring the internet for content with your favorite character

-being so happy you start kicking your feet or something

-seeing your moots in your inbox and on your dash :3 (they luv u)

i feel like we don’t always talk about the smaller ways that having a dissociative disorder (and not being “out” about it) can really disable a person— i’m in a choir, and idk how to explain to the musical director that SOMETIMES i am a soprano and have no trouble hitting high notes while other times i feel like i physically cannot sing that high. or how sometimes my guitar feels like an extension of my body but sometimes i don’t even remember how i’m supposed to hold it properly. or in art therapy when i only sometimes have access to my adult level of artistic skill while sometimes i have the skill level of a five year old. my dissociative disorder very much disables me, and this is something i don’t see people talking about outside of the ways that PTSD disables those with dissociative disorders. what i mean is that sometimes i do not have the ability to do very basic tasks. dissociative disorders are developmental disorders, and i am very much developmentally disabled much of the time.

i don’t plan on ever being publicly out about my dissociative disorder in a non anonymous setting. i have a hard time even talking about my parts in therapy even to the clinician that diagnosed me with DID. it feels unbearably vulnerable and not safe to tell people about my parts. i feel like we’re seeing more and more people on tik tok start talking publicly about their DID, and while that may be very helpful for them, i honestly can’t imagine ever being fully out with it like that. keeping it secret is what has kept me safe, it is how i survived the last twenty years of my life. my experience with DID also does not line up with most of the DID content i’ve seen online— and i don’t mean this to invalidate those whose experiences are different than mine, it’s just that it can feel really lonely and isolating to have a dissociative disorder that doesn’t fit with the worlds preconceived image of what a dissociative disorder looks like. this is part of why i typically just say that i have dissociative disorder instead of DID.

tldr: dissociative disorders can really impair basic functioning and i feel like people forget that when they focus so much on the parts of DID that are more sensationalized in the media.

A snake damned humanity.

And a snake gave humanity it’s best shot at redemption.