Yeah, Sorry I Exhibited Symptoms Of The Disorder I Told You I Have. It Will Happen Again Because I Have

yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶

♡ Introduction to me and to this blog! ♡

Hi hello! My name is Amber and I'm a trans demifeminine genderfluid cloudgender genderice cloudfem being who is bisexual, biromantic, polyamorous and taken! I am multiply disabled, chronically ill and mentally ill. I use xenogenders and neopronouns.

My pronouns are she/they/it/star/shine/rot but I am alright with he/him as well. I don't usually use emoji pronouns but if you'd use them, use 💗/💗s for me. My titles are star shineness, he who dreams, th3 3mpr3ss (translation/plain text: the empress), tiny princessz (with the z).

My nicknames are Am, Bear, Kitty, Gray and Starz. I fluctuate between them.

My main disabilities and the ones that impact me the most are Autism, Misophonia, OCD, ME/CFS, BPS, IBD and Terminal Ileitis. I have other disabilities with impact both my brain and body in many ways.

I use crutches, a cane, an AAC app and am looking into getting a wheelchair or a rollator.

I am demiverbal and low to middle support needs autistic.

I am physically nonhuman, a holothere, otherkin, therian and have a mindscape (though that does not mean I'm plural!). I am a type of shapeshifting angelic fairy. I am not of this world. My soul is much older than my body. I am also a practicing witch and polytheist that worships many gods, mainly The Drowned God.

I am a furry (as in a hobby), an age regressor (not in a sexual way), a peaceful anarchist and a far leftist, person who participates in cpunk and unitypunk, an eepyqueer with a stance against discourse and am neutral on AI. I selfship. I use subliminals and spells.

I support people with atypical dysphoria, people with good faith identities and people with all disabilities (yes, even people with personality disorders and people who's disabilities cause them to be "unhygenic" or "strange"). I am pro-Palestine. I think discourse is not good and will not participate in it.

⚠️I ask for minors not to interact with this blog please, due to some nsfw and vents that will be on it occasionally. This is for your safety.⚠️

Do not interact if you are a bigot of any kind, hate minorities, are anti-nonhuman, think physical nonhumanity is always a result of mental illness, are a homophobe/transphobe or an exclusionist. TERFs/SWERFs and the like aren't welcome here. Cops are not welcome here. Transmeds aren't welcome here. Ableists and saneists aren't welcome here. If you are anti self diagnosis you aren't welcome here.

Stay safe and take care!

Just a note. I'm not going to be reblogging guilt trippy posts. No matter what is in the post. I have terrible OCD that is easily triggered by this. My mental health is bad. I will be doing this for my own safety.

-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)

“don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years

Flash game from Friv nostalgia.

⚠️Minors DNI with my blog. My blog contains NSFW, vents and media that is not for minors.⚠️

-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)

I think J2ME games are a wonderful media. Here's how many pets I collected on Littlest Pet Shop 2012 edition made by Gameloft.

⚠️Warning: Minors DNI with this blog no matter what I'm posting about. It's for my comfort and for safety reasons. My blog contains NSFW, vents and media not made for minors.⚠️

-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)