amber || adult 21 yo || she/they/it/star/shine/rot || minors dni with this blog, thank you!
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These people don't care about Gaza, or about any people other than themselves.
Do better, script kiddies.
The Internet Archive was hit. Change your passwords!
Also if you're pro-Palestine like I am you will know that hitting the archive is a terrible idea. Its not owned by any government. Its a nonprofit that is for preservation of media. I am all for activism but this is not it.
-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)
My bimbo outfit for now until I can get a better hair. This current hair is nice but I kinda still wanna change it. Also don't mind me I am very broke.
My username is eraofamberlynn if you wanna send me a gift or something.
I'm doing good leveling up so far! I'm thankful for the interactions.
⚠️Warning: Ximboland is a mature game. Minors DNI.⚠️
-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)
Flash game from Friv nostalgia.
⚠️Minors DNI with my blog. My blog contains NSFW, vents and media that is not for minors.⚠️
-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)
Just a note. I'm not going to be reblogging guilt trippy posts. No matter what is in the post. I have terrible OCD that is easily triggered by this. My mental health is bad. I will be doing this for my own safety.
-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)
My J2ME game collection!
Plenty games to play for just under 20 megabytes!
⚠️Minors DNI with my posts please! My blog is not suitable for minors because it contains NSFW, vents and heavy topics.⚠️
-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)
I think J2ME games are a wonderful media. Here's how many pets I collected on Littlest Pet Shop 2012 edition made by Gameloft.
⚠️Warning: Minors DNI with this blog no matter what I'm posting about. It's for my comfort and for safety reasons. My blog contains NSFW, vents and media not made for minors.⚠️
-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)
The Internet Archive was hit. Change your passwords!
Also if you're pro-Palestine like I am you will know that hitting the archive is a terrible idea. Its not owned by any government. Its a nonprofit that is for preservation of media. I am all for activism but this is not it.
-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)
My Webkinz getting cozy.
-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)
⚠️Warning before interacting: this blog is not for minors even if it contains content like Webkinz. I am an autistic adult and games are my special interest. Minors do not interact.⚠️
“just relax” WOW!! didnt think of that one. thanks. who woulda thunk its that easy!!! guys. guys. guys. just… relax!!! the emotional dysregulation actually. doesnt exist!!!
Vent ahead, blood mention.
As I was in an MRI machiene today I saw a worrying amount of blood sprayed all over the roof of it... I was like damn where did you all bring me to ?? Am I about to be stabbed??
No but seriously I wish they'd clean it so I wouldn't have to feel triggered smh...
-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)
And I can't afford medication or rent for next month. Wow what an amazing world we live in! (sarcastic)
Fuck capitalism.
-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)
I'm so Nancy coded (overstimulated and angry at the world).
“don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years
Look, this is what moral OCD is like for me:
I walk past a piece of paper. I don’t pick it up because I had a long day at work and it’s very cold outside. This then becomes my internal monologue:
I didn’t pick up that piece of paper, I should have. Don’t I care about the environment? It’s not my trash, I shouldn’t have to pick it up. But also that’s how these things happen right? We place the blame on others as our environment degrades. It was just a piece of paper, it’s not like it can do that much damage. But also how do I know: I’m not an environmental expert. Maybe stray paper scraps are killing the frogs. You’re literally killing the frogs. You should look up how many frogs die a year so you know how shitty you are-No stop it.
I care about the environment, and I recycle and I joined green activism movements but is that enough? I could be doing more. I should be doing more. I should donate my entire check to charity. But isn’t it self serving to think that my one check could help that much? Do I really think I’m that important, how self entitled and-no stop it, reset! You are obsessing and if you fall for it, you will not eat dinner. Let it go.
Okay it’s just a piece of paper. It’s okay you skipped it this once: it could have had something dangerous on it. Yeah that makes sense. But also, that means I’m putting my own safety over trying to help the environment, which is very selfish of me. I’m just one shitty person: god how could I be so self absorbed. I should have picked up the piece of paper. I’m so selfish, and shitty and-no, no, stop it! This is not helpful. It’s fine.
It’s been a long day and I’m cold, that’s not a crime- no that’s being selfish again, you’re making excuses. You’re just a lazy piece of shit who doesn’t care about others, and selfish and God the fact you’re thinking this much about one piece of paper shows how selfish you are, you care more about if you’re a good person than anything else, you’re a piece of shit, you’re a piece of shit, YOU’RE A PIECE OF SHIT.
I get home and open up Tumblr. The first post I see says “if you don’t reblog this post about the environment you’re as complicit as an oil billionaire.” I close my computer and resign myself to looking up the state frog populations until I go to bed.
I don’t eat dinner.
The amount of frogs that die a year is somewhere from 200 million to over 1 billion.
Things Moral OCD doesn’t make you better at: mostly everything
Things moral OCD makes you better at: Replicating the experience of seeing wild takes on Twitter without having to log onto Twitter
OCD is hitting me too hard tonight. Intrusive thoughts at night are the worst.
-Amber (she/they/it/star/shine/rot)
yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶
♡ Introduction to me and to this blog! ♡
Hi hello! My name is Amber and I'm a trans demifeminine genderfluid cloudgender genderice cloudfem being who is bisexual, biromantic, polyamorous and taken! I am multiply disabled, chronically ill and mentally ill. I use xenogenders and neopronouns.
My pronouns are she/they/it/star/shine/rot but I am alright with he/him as well. I don't usually use emoji pronouns but if you'd use them, use 💗/💗s for me. My titles are star shineness, he who dreams, th3 3mpr3ss (translation/plain text: the empress), tiny princessz (with the z).
My nicknames are Am, Bear, Kitty, Gray and Starz. I fluctuate between them.
My main disabilities and the ones that impact me the most are Autism, Misophonia, OCD, ME/CFS, BPS, IBD and Terminal Ileitis. I have other disabilities with impact both my brain and body in many ways.
I use crutches, a cane, an AAC app and am looking into getting a wheelchair or a rollator.
I am demiverbal and low to middle support needs autistic.
I am physically nonhuman, a holothere, otherkin, therian and have a mindscape (though that does not mean I'm plural!). I am a type of shapeshifting angelic fairy. I am not of this world. My soul is much older than my body. I am also a practicing witch and polytheist that worships many gods, mainly The Drowned God.
I am a furry (as in a hobby), an age regressor (not in a sexual way), a peaceful anarchist and a far leftist, person who participates in cpunk and unitypunk, an eepyqueer with a stance against discourse and am neutral on AI. I selfship. I use subliminals and spells.
I support people with atypical dysphoria, people with good faith identities and people with all disabilities (yes, even people with personality disorders and people who's disabilities cause them to be "unhygenic" or "strange"). I am pro-Palestine. I think discourse is not good and will not participate in it.
⚠️I ask for minors not to interact with this blog please, due to some nsfw and vents that will be on it occasionally. This is for your safety.⚠️
Do not interact if you are a bigot of any kind, hate minorities, are anti-nonhuman, think physical nonhumanity is always a result of mental illness, are a homophobe/transphobe or an exclusionist. TERFs/SWERFs and the like aren't welcome here. Cops are not welcome here. Transmeds aren't welcome here. Ableists and saneists aren't welcome here. If you are anti self diagnosis you aren't welcome here.
Stay safe and take care!
