You Know What's Really Fun?

You know what's really fun?

Being AroAce with Abandonment Issues

You know what's even better?

Having my family (supportive or unsupportive) casually dissing/invalidating my lack of feelings towards other people

And people wonder why I'm so apathetic all the time.

It's called a defense mechanism, sweetheart

My trauma Is different from yours, but it is no less debilitating

I have two singing attitudes:

1. When I know people can hear me, I'm quiet. Not a lot of emotion or passion

2. When I'm sure I'm alone, I'm loud. So much raw emotion and passion

The second someone says anything about my singing, I get shy about it. Idky. Though, you'd think people would've learned not to say anything by now. I've been this way for 16/20 years

I'm tired of the commercial breaks!

Can't people see I'm reading?

I have a hardcover book open and in my hands. My attention Is sole on that book and I am turning the pages.

I'm not interested in going into your white van, nor do I care that I'm probably bleeding out.

Let me finish my story!! It just got to the good part!

Haven't been on WattPad in a minute (to read. I cross post between a few different sites) and I don't miss it.

There are some really good stories there that aren't on Fanfiction or Ao3, so WattPad Is the only place to read them.

I hate all the ads.

I missed the works, but not the app.

Nifty to Angel about Valentino: "Hey, do you want me to kill that guy for you?"

Husker probably offer the same thing in different words.

You cannot change my mind

Feeling a little bit like a Dazai-typical Suicide Mentions tag on Ao3